on a more serous note.

Its me again,this time being serious,I need to ask some questions and probllay need to talk to my regular doctor about this.I have had this problem for a long time and thought it would stop.I think maybe its acid reflux,which I know I have.I am afarid to eat anything at all,even when I go out.When I eat,anything,just taking a small bit of something,makes me sick to my stomach,it gets stuck,right in the middle,I can feel it were it gets stuck,it wont go down and sometimes,aot of times,most of the time,I have to make myself throw up to get it out from being stuck.Everyone used to tell me,its because,I dont chew,no,its not that.I know my body.I even had it check one time,and probllay would have to have the surgey that they talked about doing,stretching my,ok,its a big word and I cant spell,espiugs.Sorry if this is kinda grose,but,I feel I need to get this off my mind.Yesterday we were in the movies,I couldnt eat anything,kept getting sick from eating,I have to have napkins with me at all times.Has anyone ever had this problem?Sometimes I think it also due to me being nervous.I dont know.But I am tired of it.I dont eat anything at work,afarid to,because,I go stright to the bathroom.Sometimes I will throw my soda up.even when I am at home,eating dinner,it would make me sick,I cant even lie down if I wanted to and eat.I have to sit up.Anyways,thank you for taking the time to read both entrys today.This one was just a more serious one,that I needed to get off my mind.Thank you and have a nice day all.Peaceout.