Sunday, October 5, 2008

Here is my new Blog.Finally.

http://thisismehugs-amanda.blogspot.com/

Hi all,

I hope you all is having a good day.I am good here.I just want you all to know,I have a new Blog,yes,I finaly created a new one,belive me,I have no idea what I did.LOL.But I did and I hope it will be ok from now on.I have so much to tell you all and I have alot of catching up to do.So,her eis my new Blog,make a note of it,I hope I dont have to make another one.I remember my password also.LOl.I havent made a post yet.See you soon.

 

 

Saturday, October 4, 2008

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good night.Can someone help me,I accident;y deleted my account with Blogspot and now I cant even try to create a new account or a blog.HELP!!!!!!

I am not very happy right now.

 

Hi all,

How is everyone this moring?I hope you all are having a good Friday.Well, just want to let you all know,I am not very  happy with Blog spot,it is so hard,harder than doing an entry in here.I will miss my Journal so much.I cant seem to find out what I am doing worng.I cant delet my Blog and start over,it wont let me do it,I cant comment in any others Blogs,it wont let me do it.I am trying to find an easyer Journal or blog to do,but,I get no were.So,I dont know what I am going to do.I may keep writting in here till Jland is no more.I dont know what I am going to do about Blogspot.I think I am about to give up and just not do it.I feel like taking a break,because everytime I get online,it makes me mad,trying to find ways to do it.I may still searh Blog and find ways to what I can do.It will just take time before I can get to you all.I am very sad about it all and dont understand why Jland has to shut down.THis is,was the most easy thing for us to have.So,in this case,I just dont know.You may see me,you may not.I will try to keep in touch in here,till J-land shuts down for good.I just wanted you all to know how feel.Which,not happy.I hope you all have a good weekend.I have to get read for work.Be back later.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Changing Blog,will let you all know.

I just want to let everyone know,that I may change my Blog,because,I think I am doing something worng and cant get in with anything.

PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.Just a quick update.PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!I have no clue what I am doing on my Blog,it will not let me make an entry,because they ask me for my user name and my password everytime I try to make an etry.I dont know what I am doing worng.Do I have to create another Blog and delete this one?I dont want to have to do that.I am really getting frustted.I dont want to have to give it all up and not just do one.Because I love all of  my friends and would really miss you guys.I just have no clue what I am doing.I cant even comment on everyones Blog,it wont let me do it,because they ask me for my user name and password and it says its worng password.PLEASE HELP!!!!!!Thank you.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

HELP!!!!!!!!

 

Hi all,

I just want to come here and to let you all know,I am still having a very hard time trying to figure it all out over there.I also wanted to add that do we have to save our Journals and how do we do that?I dont know anything on how to saving my Journal over to the new one.I am still having so much trouble trying to comment on everyones Blog.I have to put in my password and it will say worng pass word and having trouble with adding everyones Blog as a reader.I am sure I will get the hang of it.But it is frusating,very.I am even thinking of not having a Journal.But I dont want it to come to that.I put so much work into this Journal.I would love to save my Journal before the Door is shut.I just dont know how.Everything seems so hard for me to do,which I am sure it does for you all as well.I have not moved from my bed all day,well here and there,but thats it.Its been a azy day.Please still keep on praying for my Mom.She is not doing well at all.I think She did something terrible worng with Her knee and is having a very hard time moving around.Than you all.I need HELP!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

I think I got it now.Than you all for your help.

http://httpthisishugs-amandablogspotcom.blogspot.com/

Ok,this is it,I think.LOL.Thanks Joyce and to everyone for there help.

I think this is my new link.LOL.

Its me Hugs

Ok,I belive this link above is my new link to my Blog,or  maybe I am doing it worng?I need help.LOL.

Please follow me.

Its me Hugs

Hi everyone,

Please follow me to my new link.Let me just tell you all,I hae no clue what I did to set it all up and have to clue to do it again.LOL.But its a learning process.I know we all dont like to see this end,but,lets just try this new thing out.Because I dont want to loose any of you all.I love all my friends,my J-laners,to my friends who didnt have a Journal.To all of you.So follow me there.Have a nice day.Love you all.

help

 

Hi everyone,

I hope you all i having a good day.I am doing ok,even thoe I didnt sleep very good last night,my back is hurting me and kept me up,I never had my back hurt me like it has last night and today.I feel kinda sick right now.Anyways,I am having a real hard time trying to figure this new site out.I want to save my Journal,but still dont know how,it is all confusing me.I hope to figure this all out.If and when I save my Journal,will it be added to the new one?How do you save it?Thank you for thoes who have helped me,still trying to learn this.I dont want to loose my Journal,how many years we all put work into our Journals.I dont like change,but will do this so I wont loose it.Any help would be Thankful.Have a nice day all.Peaceout.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Me.

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Hi all,

How is everyone?Good I hope.I am hanging in there.I am doing better,just been a little stressed out,worried about paying my Doctor bills,whih I havent even started on doing them yet,only because I dont have enough money to pay them off.I get payed every Friday,but this week,they forgot to pay me for one day I was off and I came in.They have this new system,were you punch in and you have to fingerprint with your index finger and theres never a manager around for them to punch you in and sometimes,my card wont work,when I punch.Frusating.I was also kinda mad because I been working all evenings,I guess I shouldnt say anything or complain,beause I am glad I  have a job.I dont say anything to  my Boss.But what can you do?So many things I want to do and when I think about doing it all,I get stressed out and I dont want to do them.I also  have been feeling like I havet gotton any sleep for a very long time,I feel like I want to sleep like a bear.LOL.I just dont allow myself to rest when I know I need to.

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Let me just say this before I go on,I am so proud of REDSKINS last night,I have never watch a game till last night,I was glued to the tv,never in my life I have I felt like I was on the edge of my seat.LOL.I kept saying to myself,I have faith in you guys,you can do this,even thoe most of the team was hurt,they won.I was sooooooooo happy,happy for my Boyfriend,because He is a die hard Redskin fan,just like I am.I never have left my team,been a fan since I was little.This house was always filled watching the game.Even thoe there is one outcast in my family who likes Dalas Cowboys,my oldest Brother in London.Sorry.LOL.Also,my Sister N law who likes Dalas.One co worker who works in the meat dapartment,I like to rub it in His face.But they play Dalas one more time.But they can do it and I have faith in them,does that make me a bad person?They even said while I was watching the game,they said this will be a big thing for all the Redskin fans if they beat Dalas.It is.I have never liked Dalas,they have pretty colors,will give them that.LOL.I am sounding bad,arent I?I am just happy for that I am happy.Anyways,enough about sports.I will say this,I am not much on sports,dont even really watch the game.

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I wanted to ask you all a few questions,one question is I have Matthew Mcconagheys fan address,I want to write to Him and send Him something,I used to do this a long,long time ago,not to Him but other people I have liked.I dont know what all the movies He has played in,if you all could tell me all the movies He has played in,would be thankful and what could I say to Him?I am going to make Him a red,white and blue neckleace,for Him to hang in His car.He is one of my fave actors,I like Him alot.I need something to give me a spark in my life.How do you get a spark in your life?The other question is,I go to the Lirbaray for my MOm and get Her books,I belive She probllay read all the Christian books in the Library.I want to check some thrift stoors out,see if they have any,would Ebay have something like that?I have never been on Ebay,how would go about that?She likes,Lori wik,Janet Oak,some others,I cant think of names,if you also have a good aurthor on a Christian book,please let me know.One more thing before I end this,I know its getting long.I am breaking out on my face,I have never broke out like this,I feel I maybe going through the change of life,but maybe not,om says I could go through it,at my age,I know I am young,but,my Sister has already gone through it and She is 38,She cant have anymore kids,I know She would probllay like to have one more,even if She had anymore,it is dangrous for Her to have.She has 3 kids now and with all of them,Shes had problems and She never smoked.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get a few things done before I head off to work wonder land,work.LOL.I also want to try and do my Latch hook kit,I bouth a while ago,maybe last year,just couldnt learn how to do it till,I watched a video today.Looks so hard.I hope you all have a nice day,be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Me.

Hi all,

I hope everyoone is having a good night.I am sorry I havent been around,havent felt like writting.Thank you all for being concerned about my Mom,who isnt doing well at all.She is having a hard time walking.I am hanging in there,havent had a good night sleep and been frustated about work,working in te evening and I should at least get to work some morings.I will say something if it happends again.I am going to go to bed.Goodnight all. Peaceut.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Weekley Sentence game with Val.



Hi!  Sorry I haven't posted the six letters for the "Weekly Sentence" game yet.  I will in this entry.  I have been busy.  My mom went in for emergency cervical/spine surgery this  morning at 7 AM.  I am still waiting for a phone call to hear that she is okay.  My momma has been pretty sick the past year with nausea, numbness, problems walking, well a host of ills... and they found a problem with her disk at c-3 on her spine on an MRI.  They called her Saturday morning and told her not to move or she could be paralyzed.  So it must be pretty bad.  They scheduled her first thing for surgery this morning.  Mom will be 76 this month.  Thanks for your concern and prayers.  I will be helping mom and dad when mom gets out of the hospital in a few days, so if I am not in close contact for a week or two, you guys know why.  I was going to go to Hershey with Krissy and John and walk in the Leukemia and Lymphoma Walk, but my parents need me now.  If you got an email from John or Krissy concerning the walk and the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, please consider giving!  It is such a worthy cause!!  They helped save John's life!!!  Now onto the "Weekly Sentence" game!

Before I proceed with the six letters I would like to once more congratulate last week's winners, Connie of
ANYWAY... and Rosemary of InspirationI will give you guys until Saturday morning at 9 AM EDT, since I am so late posting.  So ignore the submission date in the rules.  Speaking of the rules, if you haven't read them in a long time, or never have, please do.  Have fun with the letters!

                
                

          Each Sunday I post a set of six letters.  A sentence must be
          made from these letters.  The letters today are:
  RSTHFS

          An example of a sentence could be - 
Rachael snored through
          her favorite song.
These letters MAY NOT be re-arranged.
                                        
          There is a three - five persons judge panel (of JLand bloggers)
          that chooses the best sentence (or two) submitted each week.
          How do they choose winning sentence(s)?  The sentences that
          receive the strongest reactions -  Did it make them laugh, sad,
          ponder, etc.? Was it creative?  Witty?  These are winning
          submissions.

                                                
          The winner(s) receives a logo for his/her blog sidebar with
          their screen name on it.

                                        
          Place submissions in comments section.  If you do this game as
          an entry in your blog, please come back and leave your ENTIRE

          entry URL so your entry can be judged. 
Submissions are due by

         
Thursday, 4PM EDT. The winner is announced Friday morning
          or early afternoon.

                                                
          A new set of letters is placed in my journal, There is a Season,
          every Sunday morning or early afternoon.

                                                
          If you submit more than one sentence, only your first sentence

          will be judged.

                                                
          Have fun!!


                   
This Week's Letters:
               
RSTHFS

P.S.  I just got a call from the hospital.  My mom is okay.   It was a four hour surgery.  I found out that she got a whole disk taken out.  Then they put in a metal plate in c-3 and c-4 and screws.  Wow.  She is a trooper.  She has to go to a local rehabilitation hospital to stay for awhile.  It was pretty major, but she is okay.  Thank goodness.   I have to go help my Daddy.  He is 80.   I will let you all know how it goes. 
 
Here is my letters.
Riverdale Students Think Hard For School.

Have a nice day all.



Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Update.

 

Hi everyone,

I hope you all is having a good day.I need to make this short as I need to get ready for work and leave.I will tell you all about my vaction later tonight.I also need to catch up on alerts.I also have Post Cards to send out,didnt have time while I was on vaction.I hope you all have a nice day and will be back later.Love you all.Peaceout.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Home sweet home.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is good.Yup,I am back and I am soooooooooooo glad to be home.Nothing like being home.I really dont know what to think of the vaction,if I had a good time or not.Let me back things up here.We were so worried about having the Huricane,which it passed Florida,however,we got something worse.The Pastor from the Church that I go to,that my family attends to,died a few days ago.I thought it was all a dream when my Mom came into the room and told me.It still some what a shcok to me that He is gone.He was flying His plane in a whole lot of fog and hit a tree and fell.I still picture Him in my mind.My Brother from London came home just for the funreal and He preached.I cant imagin what His wife is going through.They were Highschool sweet hearts.Even thoe it was a good vaction,it was also very sad,sad for the kids as well.The next 6 months will be very hard for the whole church and I think thats when they decide who will take the Pastors place.So I cant really tell you how I feel.I can tell you it hasnt been a very restful vaction.

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Fist of all I will do another entry later or tommrow,I just wanted to let you all know what went on.I will add a pic of the Pastor later in the week.Will you also pleace oray for my Mom,She isnt doing good at all.It was to much to do on the trip,we did have a good time,even thoe everyone was very sad,my Sisters Husband wasnt with Her and She wanted Him to be with Her.My Sister also wanted to be home for the astors wife,they are very close.Anyways,I think I got off tract.My Mom hurt Herself really bad from doing so much walking and it is very hard for Her to be walking,She cant even drive.Anyways,I will tell you al about the vaction later.I am really gad to be home.Have a good night.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Getting ready for our trip tommrow.

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all is having a good day today.No I havent left for vaction yet,Mom and I leave tommrow,our flight leaves at 12.I just have been really busy and busy at work,havent had time to write an Entry.I didnt want you all to think I was already gone.I have been doing so much already today,just cleaning.Why is it,you get so frustated,doing so much stuff to get it all done before going on vaction?That is my Mom,if it was me,I would probllay leave everything till I come back,than again,maybe not.Mom wants to have everything clean.I already vacumed and moped the floor,cleaned my Dads Bathroom.LOL.

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I am so glad I am off today from work,but I got up kinda early and kept looking at my cell phone,just in case work called.Which I am glad they didnt call.Like I said I have alot to do to get ready for tommrow.My Sister said it is pretty in Fl,the weather is nice,so,I think we are safe from the Huricanes.Tommrow when we get there we are having dinner at the Rainfosrt Cafe,I have never been there.It should be neat.Wed,we are going to Disney World,than headed to the Boat for our Cruise.I will try and get online if I can.I will tell you all about the trip when I get back.I hope you all have a good week.Be safe and kool out there.eaceout.

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

Thursdays Happenings.

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all is having a good day.I am good,but tired.I am just trying to relax.I just got finished reading all my 60 alerts.Took me a little bit,but its all done.LOL.Well,I am ready to go on vaction,yup,everything is kool.But I will probllay be more tired than restful.LOL.You all know what thats like.I know I will have fun,I will get a chance to get my feet wet,because I know my Neice and 2 Nephews will want me to swim with them.That reminds me,I need to get my Digtial camra back from my Sister,I hope She still has it.LOL.I have tons of things to do,to get ready to leave Tuesday moring,that is if our plane isnt canceld due to Ike comming in.Yup,we are going right in Huricane season.I usllay take my back pack with my things to keep me busy on the plane ride,like writting letters or reading a book.I need to get all my medicine ready.that also reminds me,I have about 4 prescriptions to put into the Pharmcy.I have a question to ask you all,they gave me one for sick motion patches and one for Drameine they are both prescription,do you think they will give me both of them?I will also be getting my depression medicine back,I cant wait.I been trying to get my laundry done,which is almost done.Let me know who wants a post card and I will send it out.I am really looking forward to be getting away.

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When I come back is another story,I will try and start paying off my Doctor Bills,I will try to start doing that now,its not easy,I know it isnt easy for anyone.How do you just not worry and try to have fun?I am also going to start on Christmas shoping,yes,you heard me right.LOL.I am cutting way back,I may only be going to the 5 and below stoor,maybe to some other stoos.I just cant afford like I used to do.Not that I want to cut back,because I like spending on my Neices and Nephews.But I just cant afford it.I already know what to get Gary,bathroom towls,wash rags,dish towls and some other things.So,I am going to get off of here and get some things done.I hope you all have a nice evening.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008

Sundays Happenings.

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Hi everyone.

I hope all of are having a good night.I am about to go to sleep,I am pooped.LOL.I dont think any of you have seen a pic of my Mom and my Sister Christina,thats the one who talked to my Boss,I should have gone an talked to Him,but I forgot and was kinda scared to,ok I admit it,I am a chicken,but I do have to talk to Him.I have no back bone.LOL.Meaning,I am weak when I have to talk to my Boss.My Bakery Manager,She just doesnt want me to go,because Imentioned it to Her and She was like,thats net week.I didnt say anything.I should have told Her,well,you was the one that said I could go on my vaction when I came back to work.But I will mention that if I talk to my Boss.She has to give it to me.Besides,its not like its going to be busy.I do so much for my Boss,its not funny.she says She doesnt want to work me to hard,since I just got back,well She is,I have been doing so much,I just get so tired when I get off of work.But I do sleep better.Which I will tonight.I asked Gary if I should call the head Boss tommrow and talk to Him,Gary told me that I should do it in person.I am so afarid to do that.I dont know why.He did come by the bakery an I should have said something.But I am stupid.Thank you all for the kind,caring words you said in my entry the other day.I am going to try and get some sleep.I am going out with my Mom and my Sister and the kids.We are going to do some shoping and than have lunch.Chinies,I know I spled that worng.I am a bad speller.I probllay speled that worng to.Have a good night all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

I feel really stupid.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good evening.I am doing ok.I just got home from work.I had to close tonight,I said I would,so,I did,which I am getting the hang of now,even thoe I still hurt,but,actullay not to bad,how ever my feet are kinda hurting me now.But all in all,I am ok.Even thoe I been doing major heavy work,,since I got back to work,its been hard but I can do it.Good thing,I have a vaction comming up,which I am looking forward to it.How ever,let me tell you what happend today,which I wasnt happy at all about it and I have to fae it tommrow moring when I go into work.I am really embarssed about it.I dont want to go into work,because like I said,I will have to face it.When I went to work,my Boss just came out and said to me,I dont think you will get to go on vaction and I just looked at Her and said,so what do I do?She said I should go to the head Boss and beg Him to give me my vaction.Fisrt of all,She was on a power trip,when I came in,meaning She was in a bad mood.I will probllay be in a bad mood tommrow.I dont get it,I just dont get it.I dont get Her and right now,I dont get me.LOL.

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I know this is a huge pic,but I like it.This is one of my fave shows,I hate that it is the last show this Tuesday,till next year.Anyways,I think we could use a new Bakery Manager,She will never give me my money back that She owes me.I could use that moen.Ok,let me get back to what I was talking about.She told me,that when I came back to work,everything was fine,that I would be able to go on my vaction,She even said She would give it to me,no matter what,than She turns around today and said,I might not be going on my vaction.I was mad and upset.I think She just said that  because,for one thing,like I said,She was in one of Her moods.I asked Her what should I do and She,first said,talk to the head Boss and beg Him,thoes were Her words.I think She just said that,because,She doesnt want me to go.Well,you know what,I am going,even if I get fired tommrow.LOL.Its not actullay funny.But,I either have to laugh,or cry.LOL.But here is the embarssing point.I texed my Sister,told Her I wasnt sure if I will get to go on my trip,She comes in the stoor and aske me were is my head Boss,my Boyfriend said,He was gone already,which He wasnt.So my Sister talks to Him and tells Him about our vaction,She explains that everything was set in motion,our plane ticket and our Disney Cruse.I didnt want to loose out on it,because,I put alot of money into it,so did my Boyfriend.Now I think about it,I dont want to go into work tommrow.But I have to face the music.I read in one of my friends here in J-land,Monea,sorry if I spelled your name worng.She was talking about,She had an embarssing moment.Well,I think this toped Hers.LOL.She tels Him that my Boss aid it was ok and that today,She tells me,I had to talk to Him and beg Him to go.He tells my Sister that everyhint should be ok,but He had to talk to my Boss.She isnt going to be happy with me.The thing is,my head Boss asked my Sister,why I didnt come and talk Him.now that I think about,I really hate myself for doing this.

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Do you think everything will be ok tommrow?I think it will be ok,but I really feal bad about not going to Him and talking to Him.I can hear my Boss now.You cant handle things on your own,you have to get your Sis to help you do things.If She was in a bad mood today,She will be tommrow.I cant take it anymore.I o need to stand up for myself,I will talk to Him and tell Him that I am very shy when it comes to talk about things like this.My Bakery Manager will be like/I was going to talk to Him,and I didnt know my Sis was going to talk to Him.I am really upset with my Bakery Manager.I do alot for Her,go out of my way.But I know what will happend,She will lie,I think She will even lie about what told me.I am going to feel really stupid.I guess I will find out tommrow,what will happend.My Boyfriend says dont worry about it.I know my Bakery Manager will talk about me,She will probllay talkabout me behind me back.I can hear the other lady who works with us in the moring doing donuts,She wil be like,you are a big baby and cant hadle doing things on your own.if I have to,I will talk to my head Boss by Himself,not with my Bakery Mananger.I guess I am going to have to face the music.She can be so fake sometimes.Maybe I shouldnt say that.She even said to me the other day,talking about who is going to be presdient,I didnt sa anything,not going to.Shes voting for Obama,She said that Her and another lady who does cakes,because She is black and the cake lady is spanish,they are,I cant spell this word,mynoirty.I dont get into that stuff,I am tired of hearing it.I am not racist,I am the only white person back there.But I get along good with everyone and I like everyone.Dont get me worng.It just upset when She told me that.I was like,when She was saying,I said,dont get me involvd,because I said,I was voting for anyone.No one intrests me.I dont mean to offend anyone,that is not what I was trying to do.I think I need to get off of here and get some sleep.My stomach was hurting me so bad tonight at work,I felt like I wasnt going to make it,but I did.Ok,I think thats enough,I probllay talked your heads off.LOL.Anyways,have a good night,be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.I would like to know what all of your opions is on what happend to me at work.Thanks for barring with me.I will let you all know what happends tommrow.TaTa.

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Weds Hapenings.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good night.I am doing ok here,even thoe I am tottlay wiped out,tired,feel like sleeping for days.I guess I am glad to be back at work,for one good thing,I got my Health Insurance back,which only took 24 hours for it to get kicked back in.They have a new system when you punch in and punch out.You also have to take your own time card with you and done loose it,because if you loose it,you have to pay 10 dollors for another one.When you punch in and punch out,you have to put your index finger,kinda like getting finger printed.LOL.Which I think is a good thing,that way,people wont take other peoples time card by accident.If you have to stay a little later,the Manager has to punch you in,which I did today,I olny stayed one hour later.To be honest,I dont think I could ever work 8 hours,because,I sure did feel pain in my legs today.Because I had to pan everyday this week.Its hard,because you have to lift boxes up out of the cold freezer,which I shouldnt be in there in the first place.But its ok.Next time,I just know to wear long jeans.LOL.

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I wish I was there right now,well,I actullay will be Sept 9th,for my Disney Cruise,which I am a little worried about asking my Boss of my Dapartment to let me off for just that week and I wont take anymore vactions till next year.LOL.So,please tell me,not to worry about it,because I am thinking I will get fired,which I probllay wont.Someone got fired today in our dapartment,because,for one thing She called out last night,but that wasnt it,She has been doing that alot of times.She worked with us before,got married an quit,than came back to us after She got a devorce,She than got married again and now is pregnat,but She isnt with the man,who doesnt even think He is the Father,kinda sad.You hear all kinds of drama.LOL.All in all,I am glad to be back at work,it sure does get my mind off of things.But I worry about the Doctor bills I need to pay on,which I am way behind.Do you all know anything about working with thoes people you see on tv that help people who are in debt?I was thinking about maybe looking into something like that who could help me payy off my Doctor bills.I worry about that all the time.I know I have bad credit all the time and it bites.Stresses me out all the time.I hate to ask my Dad for anything,even thoe I know He will always be there for me.Like I said,that stresses me out soooooooooo much.Now I forgot what I was going to say,hate when that hapends.LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

pics.

 

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Felistiy is the youngest in my Brothers family over in London,that is Her younger Brother Jacob,oing school work.

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Zack and Stephen oing School work,they have Hom School.Stephen in the brown shirt is the 2 oldest Son.Zack is the 3rd oldest.

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Emily is the oldest in there family.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Sunays Happenings.

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Hi everyone,

How are all of you doing?I hope you all are doing good.Me on the other hand,is tired.Yup,its a good tired,I cant belive I even said that.LOL.I think I am glad to be back at work,even thoe its still hard for me,which I do belive its getting better each day.But it does keep my mind off from worrying so much about everything.LOL.I am trying to take it one day at a time.When I am at work,I try so hard not to think of being in pain.one of my CO workers,always tell me,She says dont think of the pain,block it out,its not so easy to do.Do you all have any advice on how I can do that?Do you think that will really help for me to do,to try and block it out?I want to realy learn how to find some tapes on pain,like I think it was Jeannette Jotting who said it would do me some good,I think when I go to the Libray,I will find something on that.I think its time for me to stand on me own 2 feet and leanr how to have a pastive out look in life.

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I would love to go and see my Arthitis doctor to ask Him what would help the swelling go down for my knees,because they are always swolen.The only thing is,I havent seen Him in a long time,wonder if He will see me again?I am worried about my Boyfriend,He hasnt been doing to good,I went back to work and  now Hes out,He maybe going back to work Tuesday.He has to get a tooth pulled on Tuesday,His first tooth being pulled.Than His foot got really swolen and He had to see a foot Doctor,He gets the gout every now and than,he also had to get some blood taken,because the foot doctor is worried,because He saw some red marks on His legs,I forgot what its called,I know it starts with a C.If you all could say a prayer for Him,I would be greatful.Ok,I am going to get off of here and go to bed.I think once my head hits the pillow,I will be alseep.LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Weds Happenings

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all are having a good evening.I am doing good here.My Second day at work was really hard,my first day went good.But my second day I felt like I was ready to pass out by the time I got off of work.It seems like when I start to hurting near the time I get off of work.I hope it starts getting easyer.I heard that it might take a while to get used to using my muscles,like my legs.I kinda like being back,gets my mind off of other things for a while.But I am only working 4 or 5 hours,that all I need.People tell me not to think of the pain,how can you not think of it?Do you all have any ideas?Because let me tell you,I am in pain by the time I get off of work and limping to the car.

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I try to do little excerises when I am standing at work doing my job.Maybe I will start taking some Alieve.I wanted to asl you all if I should try to get on SSI,while I am still working?Maybe it would be a good idea to try to get on it,if  I do get on it,than maybe I can quit.Just a thought.One good thing I have is I called my Union about my Health Insurance,told them that it kicked out in July and I was bak at work,they said it only takes a few days to kick back,which I thought would take a few weeks,which I am glad it only takes 2 days.That way I can still go to the Doctors and get looked at,which I need to do before my vaction.I am hoping they will still let me go,I know I am not susposed to really have it,because I been out for so long.But we will see.Who wants to go in my place?LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

Being my first day back,was rough.I did good thoe.

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everyone,

I hope you all is having a good day.I am,well,being my first day back at work,was tough,but I did a good job.Right now,I am hurting some,but it is my firt day and I havent used some of my muscles,so,it will probllay be rough for the next few days.To be honest,I was doing good till about 9:00,than I started to saying to myself,I dont think I can do this.I tryed to keep thinking good thoughts.I did sit down 2 times,one time I sat down and got up,I didnt sit down long enough,so,my Boss told me to sit down for 20 munites with my legs proped up,which helped.So my first day was good.

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Than when I went to clock out,which I didnt have to because they had to do it manullay,tommrow I have to get finger printed.LOL.No,I am not going to jail.LOL.WHen I went outside to wait for my Dad to pick me up,I was hoping the meat man who works in the meat dapartment wouldnt say anything,because He saw me limping when I went to sit down and when I went to get into the car,He saw me that I was having a hard time.I will tell you this,I cant work no more than 4 hours,thas all I can,by the last hours,I was hurting.We will see how the rest of the week goes and specillay tommrow.Thank you all for thinking of me and praying for me.I can already feel its not going tobe easy and I am kinda doubting myself.Dont get me worng,I did very good at work with getting everything done,which susprises me,but standing upf or that long of a time,even thoe its only 4 hours,is hard.I am now just resting my legs,so, I am going to get off of here and rest.Have a good day all and the rest of the week.I will probllay be back tpmmrow and let you al know how it goes.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Going back to work.

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all is having a good one.I am doing ok here.Well,gues whos going back to work tommrow?Yup,me.It feels like my first day back.LOL.I am a little nervous,thinking if I dont make it.Because its been a while for me standing up for thoes long hours.Well,I will only be working 4 hours and I have 2 days off.We shall see how I do.I have Wed and Sat off.Even thoe my Sister was saying the other night when my Sister and Her family came to dinner,She was saying that I probllay wont be working for to long and She is probllay right.I wonder if I could still try and go for SSI?Anyways,I need to get to some things done before I head to bed about 8.I have to be at work,bright and early.I work from 6 to 11.I hope you all have a nice night.I will let you all know how it goes tommrow.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Jland Photo Shoot with Krissy

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 The subject for this photo shoot is ~

 
 
Photographer's Choice
 
You can choose anything you want to photograph.  It could be a barn, a flower, a cow, or your paperweight collection!  It doesn't matter, just go and shoot!  This photo shoot is going to be for an extended period of time, as I know you are busy during the summer.  So you will have a lot of time to get your shot(s). 
 
Entries will be due by August 23 at 11 PM Eastern Time.  
 
After you've posted your photo entry in your journal/blog, please come back here and leave your link in my comment section.  If you need an explanation on how to leave your complete entry link, or need to know any other instructions concerning JLand Photo Shoots, please click on this link:
 
 
I hope you all are having a wonderful summer.  Don't forget to take a shot or two!  We'd all love to see them!
 
Krissy  :) 
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My Brother and His family who are Missonarys in London,Dady is taking the picture.
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Can you see how windy it is over in London?
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My oldest Brother,Dadys little girl.
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Having fun.