Saturday, May 27, 2006

HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!!!

 
HAPPY MEMORIAL WEEKEND TO ALL.I WANT TO TAKE THE TIME RIGHT NOW TOREMEMBERING OUR HEROES.I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL,MY HEROES FROM THE PAST,THE PRESANT AND NOW,THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE,FOR LEAVING YOUR FAMILYS AND PROTECTING OUR WORLD.THANKK YOU,HEROES,SO MUCH.I ALSO WANT TO SAY,THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HAPPEND ON SEPT 11.THOES ARE OUR HEORES TO.EVERYONE OF YOU ALL.THANK YOU.
Remembering Our Heroes

I have a question?Anyone know what Edit other journals mean?Thanks.

Friday, May 26, 2006

A good online friend send this to me

Thank you Caly!!!!!!!!!! 
What God Does
by John Fischer

Jump in the mess of human lives undressed
And sin unconfessed . . . and see beauty.
Look at the sea of misfits and misery
And cry ‘til you bleed . . . and see beauty.
That's what God does!
That's what God does!
That's what God does, why can't we?
- The rock group, Skypark

God is crazy about you. He’s all over you like a glove. God waits for you, hanging on your every word. He loves to hear you call to him. He has been relentlessly pursuing you since before you were born; he sacrificed his Son to remove the barriers to his love for you; and he has plans for you that go way beyond anything you can imagine. How do I know all this? I’ve been reading about it in the Bible for most of my life, and I know it in my heart, and I’m telling you about it because I figure if I keep on like this, I’ll eventually begin to believe it for myself.

Appropriating God’s unconditional love is not as given as it might seem. Jesus said we were to love our neighbor as we love ourselves, but what if I have a problem loving myself? Then the reverse is most likely true; I won’t love anyone else either.

The only way you disqualify yourself from experiencing the unconditional love of God is to think of yourself as better than most everybody (my particular version of it) or to think of yourself as worse than most everybody (I’ve got a little of this, too). How tragic to be measuring and comparing ourselves — trying to qualify for a love we’re already qualified for just by being alive!

Here’s how to end all this nonsense. Accept God’s love as totally undeserved. I’m just as much a scoundrel as the next guy, but here’s the amazing thing, God’s crazy about both of us! He looks at us and sees beauty. Don’t ask why or how; just believe it. Believe it and you’ll start to see yourself that way too. Then loving others will be a lot easier because you have accepted yourself as you are, through God’s love for you. No reason to think of yourself as better or worse than anyone else; we are simply all recipients of the amazing grace of God when none of us deserve it.

Since when do you love people just because they exist? Since you found out that’s what God does! So when it comes to loving yourself, do what God does: Look at yourself and see something beautiful. Soon you’ll see everyone else that way, too.

New Teeth.

TGIF!!!Happy Friday to all!!!I hope everyone will have a good weekend.I havent written much for the last few days.I been doing ok.I just had the rest of my bottom teeth pulled out,which I thought was only 5,but,it was 7 teeth.lol.Than after I got all of them pulled out,I got my new teeth put right in after words.Which is not a good feeling,or well the first night and the 2 day I had them in,was not a good feeling.But I have to get use to them.I am hungry,very hungry,I have been on a soft diet,so,I cant eat much.Today seems a little better,like I said,I am just hugnry.lol.I am hoping soon I will be able to start eating regular food.So if I seem a little out of it,you all know why.lol.Maybe I should put a pic of my new teeth in here.lol.Dont think you all want to see them.lol.But let me tell you,for all who have there own teeth,be greatful that you have them and you took care of them!!!!!!!!!I am greatful for the fact that I finally got this done!!!!!!!!!!!Thank you Lord.Anyways,I need to get off of here,finish getting ready for work.IF anyone out there knows what I could maybe eat,let me know.Thanks.I been eating stuff like jello and pudding,but,I want some real food soooooooo bad.lol.ANyways,you all have a good weekend and actullay a good Holiday!!!Peace out.Love you all.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

God is always there

God loves you,show the real love of Him inside your heart and show it to others.That is a gift He has given you.Give God the thanks and all the glory,because,He deserves it.God loves you so much and wants to see the goodness of your heart.If you have been hurt,if you have a broekn heart,go to God and ask Him to come into your heart.Ask Him to lvoe you and He does love you.Life isnt easy,you will be hurt,but it wont last forever.But if you are a child of God,act upon it,let others see it and know the good,kind,caring,loving person you are.Dont let satin get you down,He is the one who will hurt you and destroy your heart,dont let it happen.God lvoes you and I love you to.I am sorry you been hurt,but,its time to let the hurt go and move on.You never know what God has instoor for you,for your life.If you lvoe someone,let them go,if it was meant to be,they will come back to you.Pray,like you never prayed before,goto Him!!!!!!!!!!!Let Him be the love of your life.AMen.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Happy Birthday Christina!!!

I just want to say Happy Birthday to my sis,today is Her bday.She is older than me.I am the baby of the fmaily.lol.But Just want to give a shout out to HEr.She is such a blessing and a wodnerful person.I lvoe sis and hope you have a wodnerful birthday!!!

Thank you Lord

hi everyone,good moring,hope all is well with eveyrone.I am doing some what ok here.My tummy has been kinda out of wacked,not feeling to good with that.But I will be ok.I just want to thank God this moring and He needs all the thanks everyday,not just for today,but,like I said,everyday.I know God is with me,alot of times I feel He isnt there but He is.Thank you lord for today and everyday that you are with me.Thank you for my family,my friends,my online buddies,you know who you are.Hehe.God is so good to me,I know I dont show it alot,and I need to see that and to thank GOd for all He has done in my life.Thanking Him that I am alive and healthy today.I am so blessed to have so much goodness in my life.I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me and is always there for me.Thank you Lord.Amen.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Letting go

Hi all,I just wanted to say good moring to all and hope all had a good weekend.I have been learning some things about myself,that I knew for a long,long time,but,just finally relized I needed to wake up and smell the belgin coffee.lol.Dont know if there is anything called belgin coffee,I just like the saying.lol.I cant talk long,have to get my Dad up and get ready to leave for work in a bit.I need to finish cleaning myself up.lol.I just wanted to say that,you cant live in the past and you cant make anyone like you,no matter how much you want them to like you.You have to start living your life for yourself and no one else,but,live the life GOd wants you to live.I am learning now all of that,even thoe,I just have learned it,it is going to be a hard road ahead.But I need to start loving myself,stop thinking of what other people think about me,if they like me or not.I know I am a good person,GOd made me the way I am.He loves me the way I am.I am not perfect,never wanted to be perfect.I made plenty of mistakes,probllay will make tons more.lol.But for now,I need to be Me,loving myself and what GOd made of me.Lord,I am so sorry for all the thigns I have done in the past,please forgive me and I know that you love me and always have,you never left me.I was the one who left you.Looking at this pic,is Jesus holding me and loving me.He lvoes you to.I have to move on into the future,stop dwelling in the past.I lvoe my freinds and my family,thank you so much for being there for me.I just wnated to get this off my mind.Peace out and have a wonderful day.Know that God lvoes you and I do to.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Whats the deal?

WHATS THE DEAL?I  NEED SOME COMMENTS.LOL.YAL HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND.PEACE OUT.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

saying anything

Hi eveyrone,Just thought I would say hey to everyone and see what you all have been up to.Sorry I havent been feeling like much writting here.You know how sometimes you get in a rut and you feel like you will never come out of it.lol.But today,I feeling some better.I hope you all are doing ok.I hope all the Mothers out there had a nice mothers day.I know my Mom did.My bday was over the weekend,my sisters is next week.A day before I get all the rest of my bottom teeth pulled out.No,I am not looking forward to it.Anyone out there want to take my place?They can.lol.No,I need to get this done and taken care of.Which I need to get alot of things done.lol.Anyways,I better get off of here and finish getting ready for work.How ever,I feel like sleeping.lol.Yal have a nice day and I will talk with you all later.Peace out till next time.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I am just a syaing anything here.lol.

I really dont know what I am saying right now,just that I am talking,and maybe going to keep on taling.I dont know.lol.I guess one of them moments were you dont have anything to say,yet,wait a munite,I have alot to say,but,dont want to put all my business out here.lol.I crack me up sometimes.This is just me,in one of my bumed out moments.Dont mind me,I am just talking.lol.I am ok,I am just being me.lol.Maybe a little depressed,maybe a litttle sad,dont know,maybe its because its my birthday on Sat and I have nothing to show for.lol.I will be 34,uggggggggg.I shouldnt say that,I do have alot to show for,its just you know how you get sometimes you want things to go the way you want them to and there not going no were.I guess thats life.I cant stand it when I have to go to bed early and be at work at 6,I am so used to ebing there later in the day now.lol.But I am off Sat.Will be just Dad and I.lol.Mom will be on a one day trip for a mOthers day thingy from church.I am sure She will have a good time.Anyways,I better get off of here and try and get some sleep.Will talk with you all later.Peace out.Dont let the bed bugs bite.lol.Haha.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Amazing

Its amazing how you find such amzing people on line,yes,I know,you can find all types of werid people out there.But for me,its diffrent.I feel like that,at times,at the right time in my life when I need somehting or someone to show me something in my life,its there,when I am not looking for it.I dotn know,I just wanted to say that,its amazing.You can find such joy in small places or in big places,that you you dont even know.I thank God for that.He is amazing.He makes me amazing and He puts so much in my life that I am greatful,even when life can be so stressful.So I just wanted to thank God for all that He has done in my life,for all the wodnerful blesseings,good and bad.Thank you Lord.Amen.

Tuesday, May 9, 2006

Its true what the pic says,I wish I could reach out and hug you,letting you know,I care and love you

Hey all,I do wish I could just reach out to you all,give you a hug and a smile,just letting you all know,I love you,and your in my prayers.I love you all.

I want to know what eveyrone thinks by this?

Hi everyone,I was just thinking and thought I would give this a try out to you all.I would like to know what you all think.What do you all think about your life?Are you happy?What goes on in your everyday life?Maybe this is to personal.But i just thought about it and would like to know your opion on this or anyhting you would like to add.Thank you.Because,for me,I am still trying to figure it all out.Thanks again.Dont know if i have dont this beofr or not,but,if I did,I am trying this out again.lol.Have a great day.LOve you all.

how time flys

Hi eveyrone,hope all is having a good day.This pic here,it was just the 4 of them,now my family has been growing so much over the past years.At one time,it was just one nephew in the family,than,my neice,than the other 2 came along,and now,you should see.I have a big family now.I am going to add more pics of the rest of them later.Its amazing how your family grows,but I love watching them grow.Just dont ask me how old they are all now,because,I lost count.lol.Now I have all together 16 neices and nephews.I love being the Aunt,i love spoiling them.Anyways,I just wanted to share this pic with you all,I will add more later.I am a blessed aunt.Have a good day all.Peace out.

Sunday, May 7, 2006

Thats me in the pic,I know the dog is cuter.lol.

Hi all,how is everyone doing?Good I hope.Its kinda of a bum day today.lol.I am just being lazy.How ever,I did clean my room up som,which it needed it.Just letting you all know that is my in the pic with my couisns dog.Yeah,I know,the dog is cuter,right?lol.Her name is Peache.She is a cute dog.I think I been laying around to much today.Hopfully,will get some sleep tonight.lol.Which I am sure of,I dont have to go to work tommrow till 12.I cant belive I will be turning 34 this Sat.I am getting old.I probllay wont do much for my bday.Getting to old for sleep overs.OR am I getting to old for sleep overs?You think turning the age of 34 is to old for sleep overs?Let me know what you all think?lol.Or what should I do for my bday?Most likly,porbllay will just chill out and do nothihg.lol.Yal,have a nice daya nd I will catch yal later.Peace out.

Thursday, May 4, 2006

Good day

Good moring all,hcoffee13MA13756170-0004.jpgope all is well.I am good here.Thinking about taking a break from anything that has to do with writting.lol.I think maybe thats why shoulder is killing me.lol.So I may just take a break,but you never know about me and my breaks.lol.I feeling pretty good this moring.Other than my shoulder.lol.I have to get ready for work,so,I need to get off of here and get going.lol.I hope you all have a good day.One more thing on my mind,if you keep on dreading up the past,it is going to haunt you like,dont know the word to use,but you all get the pic.So,I just want to say,stop dreading up the past,let it all go.Its just going to eat you alive and you wont feel any good about yourself or anyone around you.So,let it go!!!!!!!!Peace out.

Wednesday, May 3, 2006

How do I tell you,I am ready?

How do you tell someone you love them so much you want to be with them forever?How do know the right words to say?IS that hard?How do you learn to let the past go and start living,which I am learning,day and day out,even thoe its hard.But I want to tell the man I am with,that i lvoe Him so much,I want to be with Him and no one else.I am ready to take that step,to marriage.I know its a major step to be being married,doing the wifly dutties.lol.But I think I am going to sit down and think tonight,thinking of writing Him a letter,that He needs to know how I feel about everything I am going through.Just felt like I had to get that out.lol.Any advice,would be much greatful.Have a good night sleep eveyrone.Cya in the moring.Peace out.

Being my own person!!!

You know its like I feel like I cant be my own person with everyone comming to me and telling me what to do and what not to do.this is my life and I am sorry if this upsets anyone and I shouldnt even say sorry,because this is my own life.If I want to do something,I will do it!!If I want to go some place,talk to anyone,that is my life and no one elses,but mine!!!I wish people would just leave me alone and let me live my life the way I want to live it.I try to be there for people,leand a helping hand,leand a shoulder,and I feel like its slap in my face.I am tired.From now on,this my life,no one will tell me what to do.I al letting go of all the bad negative stuff in my life and I am living my own.I am learning how to be  happy in my life,yes,its a strugle from time to time.But,realy,I am happy.I have always gone to people for help for advice,no more.I will go to the people who love me,which is my family and friends,and online friends,you know who you are.Dont get me worng,maybe I am just writting this now,just to let some steam off.I dont know.lol.I am tired of giving.I love the people in my life,my family,friends,online buddies.The newst buddies I have been geting to know.Roxymoma,Liz from there journal.This is the only life you have,live it for all you got.Live life to the fulest.Be happy.Thats all I have to say,for now.lol.Anyways.Peace out.Be blessed and be happy.