I am trying to reach for something.LOL.

Hi all,

Yup,its me agin.I am getting ready to go to bed soon.I am tired.Earlyer after I got sick,I just started cleaning my room and than I thought to myself,what am I doing and why did I start this?Because I will never get it done.You see that pic above,thats in my room,I have a question for you all.That one is filled with some of my beads,it was filled with letters and stuff.So,I am thinking,what do I need to do with all of my letters,stamps,ect?

I am not Superman or Superwomen,cant do it all and its kinda frustating,trying to work it all out.My room that is.I would love to make my room something diffrent,something that,you know,is,I dont know,whats the word I am looking for?All I can say,right now,my room is tacky and it needs alot of changing.Not changing around,but,alot of cleaning,throwing stuff away.How do you do it all?

My Sis is going to still paint my room and She also said,it needs a whole new look.What look?I want a look.Were can I get that look?Any advice?The question is,how can I have my room,my room?What would I want my room to be?But,I also want to know,how can I have my beads and my letters,stamps and stuff together in the same room,near my bed,is were I keep it all.This pic you see is of my room,my bed,my tv,my beads.

So if you all have any ideas on how or what to do with my room.let me know.Maybe,throw my room away?LOL.No.Kidding.Were would I sleep?Outside?I dont think so.Well,I best be getting off.Got to get some sleep.You all have a good night.I will be back tomrow.Peaceout.

Was feeling sick,but,fine now.

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good day.I am doing ok now,wasnt doing so good early this moring at work.I did fine at work.But everyone wa telling me,my face was so red and I didnt even really notice it till a little later when I felt very hot and very out of breath.I am ok now.But when I got home,I was eating and I got sick,very sick and I kept trying to make myself throw up so it would come up and it did.But I still felt sick,so,I eat some choclate and wouldnt you know it,it helped.But I just wanted to come by and give an update before I get off of here and get some things done.I dont want that feeling again.I felt my face today and it felt so red hot.But I am ok now.I am going to do a few things and than lay down,before I have to go to bed.LOL.No,not in that order.Have a nice day all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

Sat stuff.

Hi all,

I just stoped by to say,I will be going to bed early tonight,have to get up early for work.I have to be at work at 5:30.But,but good thing I get off early.I have been cleaning out my graffics put them into Photo Bucket.I have so many.LOL.I been eating junk food all day long,maybe,I am pmsing.LOL.I know,To much info.Everyone has been saying,wow you look so good,you been loosing alot of weight,I dont know how.LOL.I am 5'2 and weigh 157.I think thats pretty good for me.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get going.I just washed my sheet,feels good.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Just hanging out on a Sat moring.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good day.I am doing good here.My hands feel better this moring,thank you all for caring.What is everyone doing this weekend?I am off today,didnt ask off,but,I got it anyways.I am really going to  have to get starting on finishing my Christmas shoping.Yes,I said it,Christmas shoping.You all know we have like 3 months to go.And I have alot to buy for.

And there still Bdays to go to.To much,to much.Oh well,it will get done.I usllay dont know what to get for my Gary for Christms,but,I do now.He needs cloths big time.LOL.He wears the same thing just about all the time.That same old res Skin tee shirt.And thats all He mainl has is RedSkin stuff,or the Nationals or George town stuff.Did I mention He loves sports?LOL.

But other than that,I need to get it done.I usllay buy things for the adults,my Brothers and Sister,the married people,I think I will have to cut back and do something simple.Not sure.Not my Sis thoe,because She always gets me something.My Dad on the other hand is hard to buy for.I never know what to get Him.Why am I even talking about Christmas?LOL.Its not even thanksgiving,which that is my fave Holiday.I love that Holiday.Not just about the food,but thats the best part.Its about getting together.I think I made this Entry into a Holiday Entrey.LOL.I guess I think I am ready for winter.Did I say that?Yupp,I said it.LOL.Well,I am going to get off of here and get some things done.

So what do you all have planed for the Holidays?Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some things done.I hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.eaceout.

My hands are sore.

One more thing,I think my hands need a rest,I think I been doing to much of everything.I want to do so much.But I just dont know how.LOL.MLove yal.y hands are a little swolen.Thnk I will go take a break.

Thinking.

I am thinking of some fall colors of jewrley,what colors would go together and what the colors of fall?I know some are,Orange and Green.Thanks.

Sample of a necklece I made.

My sample of one of my necklece I have made.

 

Sat Moring.

Good moring all,

I just wanted to get on here real quick before I have to get ready and get going to work.I am glad I am off tommrow,unless they need me to work.I kinda hope not and kinda do in a way.I wish I was sleeping right now.it still has been so hot and we havent had a good rain since,I dont know when.Anyways,I will be ack later.I hope you all have a good weekend.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.I can be ready in 2 shakes,even put makeup on and everything.LOL.

Sat Moring.

Good moring all,

I just wanted to get on here real quick before I have to get ready and get going to work.I am glad I am off tommrow,unless they need me to work.I kinda hope not and kinda do in a way.I wish I was sleeping right now.it still has been so hot and we havent had a good rain since,I dont know when.Anyways,I will be ack later.I hope you all have a good weekend.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.I can be ready in 2 shakes,even put makeup on and everything.LOL.

Thursday night.

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good night.This is going to be short.I am tired and I am going to get some sleep.I will see you all tommrow.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Its a long one

Good moring all,

I hope you all had a good night sleep.I am doing good here.How ever,waking up with a slight head ache.Ugggg,I hate that.Maybe I should go back to bed.I went to the Doctors yesterday and I just love seeing Her.She is like a counslor and I dont need to see a Shrink.She gave me the medicine I need that the Shrink was giving to me.I know theres another word for Shrink,but,I am a bad speller.LOL.

Other than having a head ache,I feel pretty good.I am actulay drinking some coffee,instance coffee,but its good.I might have another.My Doctor,I think She is a good person and I finally found the right one.She was telling me that,I need to help myself,what Shes been telling me and I knew it.But,I think it finally got to me.She asked me if the Shrink was helping me and I said no and I told Her,I dont really need one.I did tell Her that the Meds I was taking to help me sleep at night for Chronic pain was helping.So She gave me a prscrition for that.

She also read my long letter I wrote the night before going to see Her and it was long,it was about everything how I have been feeling and She gave me good advice.She said She knows that there is Depression out there in the world,but,She strongly belives that you can fight it,along with the help of good medicines.So,all in all,I had a good day yesterday.My poor Garry,He was so tired.I hope He got a good night sleep last night.

I relize that in this world,is not going to be an easy one,but we have to find things in our lives to make us happy and I am relizing that we ar always not going to be happy,that there will be trials and strugles along the way.but I also know,there is the Lord to help us.Even me writting this Entry,I always wont be happy.But,I am working on my life,one day at a time.I hope you all will have a good day.Be safe and kool out there.I still cant belive its hot here and not kooling down at all.We still have our air on.Peaceout.

What day is it?LOL.

I wanted to thank you all for the nice and wodnerful encourging comments you all left me.I still have so many questions.I do have a few,you may help me with.I feel so helpless,asking you all after I just thanked you all.I am writting down what I want to say to my Doc,should I tell Her how I been feeling?One more thing.Do you all really think my life will come into order?Even thoe,my Mom,knowing She would want whats best for me,I will tell you all,She would want me to marry a good Christian man and I want that,dont get me worng,I do.But,theres just so much I would love to tell you all.My Boyfriend,Hes a good man,He catholic.Am I such a dits or what?I just have so many qestions,dont think I will ever find the right answers.Ok,thats enough for tonight.I may get back on here before I go to sleep.Love yal.

WHy Stress it?

Hi all,

Its me,I am usllay writting an entry before bedtime,but,I am doing it early.Dont ask me why.Man,I wll tell you,work stresses me out.I know,dont let work stress you out,but,how can you not?When theres one Co worker out of the whole bunch,who thinks She is Boss,but,She isnt.She is a Diva with an attiude.Thats not a good Diva.LOL.Shes always been like that and I shouldnt let it get to me.But,man,She gets to me.

Top off that,I have so many other things to worry about.I so wish I was still at the beach.I am just so glad I will be seeing my Regular Doctor tommrow,I will sit down and tell Her how I been feeling about everything.Sometimes I want to cry.I know,I am getting off the subject,but,I feel like my Mom wants me to live my life the way She sees it.Which I know,Shes a Mom,She worrys and only wants whats best.but to be honest with you all,this is my life,I need to be living my life the way I see it.And to be honest with you agan,I dont know what that is yet.Still trying to figure that out.

There you go,I have a fund for a Girls Night Out Fund.LOL.It just seems like it always does,probllay said it before,work and home,home and work.I mean,I guess,I am happy but,I want more.Who doesnt?So,whats stoping me?I want my world around me to be a happy one,I know,I still have bills to pay,things to do,we all do.But ,why stress it?So,whats worng with me?Am I nuts?I feel like my Mom wants me all to Herself,and thats not a bad thing.I know I have a Boyfriend and spend alot of time with Him.

So,what I am asking you guys,can I make my life the way I want it to be?Or,am I just syaing all of this stuff?Any advice? try and find stuff to help me relax,like teas and stuff and doing my bead jewrley,which I love so much.But,theres something more inside of me and I dont know what that is.But,this is getting long and I need to get some things done.I will beback later before bedtime about 6:00.I know,early.LOL.Have a good day all,its nice out.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Monday evening stuff.

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good evening.I am doing good here.Just a few things bothering me.My Mom worrys about my hours at work,than She keeps on telling me,you need to pray more,be thankful and gratful and I know She wants me to get into church.I am greatful and thankful and I do pray,maybe not like I should,but,I do.That kinda bothers me.I sometimes,think She thinks I dont love the Lord,I do love Him.Maybe sometimes,I doubt.But I do know Hes there.I just strugel with alot in my life and I worry alot.I know my Mom means well and She loves me and worrys about me.Sometimes,She just gets on my nevers.LOL.I probllay get on Her nerves to.

But anyways.Other than that,things are good.I am getting ready to head to bed soon.I been tired for some reason.I think it is my alagries.I put some Bengay,that smelly stuff,I put it on my hands and feet and they feel some better.I know it smells.LOL.I took a break  from doing some beading.I know,I need to take a pic and put into my Journal.I will later,or tommrow.

Well,I better get off of here and get a few things done before heading to bed.I need to send out a b-day card to my Neice,Her B-day is on Fridy,She will be one or 2?I cant rememer,I have so many Neices and Nepews.LOL.So,I will see you all later.Oh yeah,someone else has a B-day tommrow,Chattomissie,Her B-day is tommrow,go over and wish Her a very Happy B-day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

Sunday evening.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am having a good one here.It is really nice outside and I am actullay loving it.Its pretty out.Strange,me,actullay having a good day.Well,I had a good vaction.But now,its time to go back to the drawing boread.I have to get up early,be at work at 5:30 in the moring,but,I get off early,unless,they ask me to stay.So much to do when you get back from vaction.I dont want to go to bed early.But,you got to do,what you got to do.

At least,I know I have my uniform already for me in the moring.I am sipping on some hot tea,teanison tamer tea.I guess I needed it.LOL.Is there ever a none stressful life?But today,is actullay good.Or am I lying to myself?No,I am not lying,I am feeling pretty good.Wish it was like this everyday.What do you all do when you all have a stressful day/life?

Do you all have a good day everyday?I know there is stressful times,times,you dont want to have.You just want to go and hide.DOnt ask me why I am asking,guess,I am just asking.Dont worry,I am feeling good.Its just,how do you make your life,the life you want it to be?Maybe thats what I am getting at.I do have to say,my left foot is killing me,Dad says I have a big callus on my foot,I mean it hurts,it sometimes burns,a little purple.I have an app,I belive this week with my reg Doc.So,I will ask Her.I have to call and see if it is this week or next week.

Well,I guess its time for me to get off of here and get going,get a few things done before bedtime.I was thinking about getting something to eat,already had something earlyer about 2.Maybe,I will,I will be hungry during the middle of the night.LOL.Well,you all have a good night.Happy Atumn everyone.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.I will be back in the moring,or whenever.

 

A few pics,some maybe a little dark.

Photo Scavenger Hunt #119 will be due on Sunday, September 23, at 11:00 PM EST.

Photo Scavenger Hunt #119 will be due on Sunday, September 23, at 11:00 PM EST.

                                              
Our subject this week is:  "a favorite food/foods"

Here is some of my fave foods,I love Spagtti,thats one of my most fave dinners,couldnt get a pic of it,because I havent had it in a while.I love Spgatti with meat in it and love to make a sandwhic with it.I know,I am werid.

Next my fave junk food,Sour and cram onion chips and my fave choclate bar,Reeses.

I love Dr.Peper and coke,my fave drinks,once in a while,I like to drink Sprite.

Above is Chevys Tacos and inchalads,my fave,of course I love it when my Dad makes His own.Thats the best.Home made Inchaladas.So many fave foods I love,but,couldnt get pics.But there you have it.Enjoy.

I come back from Vaction and now I am stressed.

No,I didnt write that,but,should have.LOL.

Hi all,

Its me again,feeling kinda depressed,just called work about my hours.I know I shouldnt complain,but,when ever I get back from vaction or having a few days off,seems like my hours are always cut,than when I tell my Mom,She gets upset and worrys about me.

I was talking to my Boss,She said,my hours will be fine and to not worry.Even thoe Mom said I took tommrow off and that hurt me,being thoe as,Sundays are time and a half.Sheesh,cant I have a little time off.Than I come back home,now worrying about work?I wish I was back on Vaction.It never ends.But,you know something,they always ask me to stay a few hours later,so whats the big deal.Do I have to worry?Tell me it will be ok.This always happends anyways.The head Boss is always cutting back hours.

   

Now,I am stressed.Why,do I always have to worry about something?Like I said,it never ends.I cant find another job,because,this is the right job for me now,now that I have Health Inurance and I need that,I dont even have to pay for my shots.So,I am sticking with it for now.Like I said earlyer,this has always happend,hours being cut,than,the Holidays are right around the corner.So,I think I will be ok.I think I  may take a nerve pill and take a nap.Than again,Mom want to go to K-Mart,so,I will go with Her.I mde a kewl Neckless earlyer,maybe I will post a pix of it later.I still need to do the Scvanger Hunt.

My Mom was telling me that maybe I need to be more thankful and greatful,I am,I do thak God for all I have.I dont know what do you think?This will probllay be the last few Sundays I will have off for a while.Well,I will catch you all later.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.