Monday, June 30, 2008

Kinda wishing it was Sept30th already.LOL.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am doing ok here.I guess its been a few days since I written in here.I havent had much to say.I been worrying about my Health Insurance,among other things.But,I think I will be ok.I am trying to get an Exestion after July 13 when my Isurance will end.I think I will get it,because I am going back to wrok on Sept 30th.I am going back for only part time.I am actullay looking forward to going back to work.I ould use the money.I tlked to  my Boss and She says I wont be doing anything heavy and She wants me to sit down and take my breaks.That is good.Before I go back,I will need to get my hearing checked,because,I am having a hard time hearing and my ears always feels like they are cloged up.So,that is a must.

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Anyways,not much else going on.I been tired lately,because I havent been sleeping right.I will have to get back into the swing of that before I go back to work.Because,most likly,I will be going to work early in the moring with Gary.He goes in at 6.I will problla be like 6 to 12 or 6 to 10,something like that.Last night was a good night sleep I had in a long time.Which felt good.We usllay have plans for the 4th,but this year we dont.I wish I ws going with my Sister to New York,they are going there for the 4th.They will have a good time.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get cleaned up before Gary comes and get me.Looks like its getting ready to rain here.I think we have had our share of rain and storms and tornados.Have a good day all.Be safe and kool out there.Oh yeah,there is a new tv show comming on tommrow night with Molly Ringwald as the mother.Looks cute.Peaeout.

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Stressed.

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Right now,I kinda feel like I am a big mess.Mom and I arent talking and I dont know why.She threw the bedspread I gave Her a long time ago in the kitchen floor.We havent talked since yesterday moring.I try saying sorry,so,I dont know what I did.I hope Sept gets here fast,because,I am seriously thinking going back to work.I  havent been feeling good today.My stomach has been feeling very tight and very hard for me breathing.I feel I am going to have a panic attack.Theres to much tension in this house.My room is a mess,I am a mess, dont want to go to the Doctors on Friday to get my Pap done.I am thinking of cancling.I have a Doctors app tommrow to see my Pain Doctor to sign papers.It is right at a Hosiptal,so,if I get sick I am right there.LOL.I am freaking outI dont even want to be me right now.Wishing I ws someone else,wishing I wasnt even here.

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I am ready.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good moring.I am doing ok here.I just relize something.I feel that I am ready to go back to work,I think I need to,I feel I need to get away and  get out of the house before Mom and I do not speak to eachother.I think we are both driving eachother nuts.I know that my Doctor would tell me I am ready,because He wanted me to go back on June 30th.I want to talk to my Boss,because,I want to take my 2 vations in Sept.I feel I am ready.I dont want to be home anymore.I text message my Sister to see what She has to say.I am waiting for Her to Text me back,than I will call my Boss.I think getting out would do me good.How ever,I may wait till late Sept.But I do know if I call my Boss now,She will want me to come back next week.LOL.We will see.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Monday.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone id having a good Monday.I am doing ok here.I called the Health Insurance to make sure whats going on and they told me my Insurance would end July 13,but,I can get a contuie till 12 weeks after July 13,I wish I could have one for Oct1,but,I cant have one for Oct1.So,I plan on going back to work probllay sometime late Sept,for only part time,3 days a week for only 4 hours,I think I can do that.I will have to try.I think its time for me to go back to work.I will talk to my Doctor about taking Thereapy to help my knees and taking an anit drug to help with the swelling.I can get a contiue but I wont be getting paid.My last sick leave check will be this week.Maybe I can start trying to get on disabilty.I will have to look into that.Its very important for me to keep my Insurance.I could probllay try to pay for it,but,would be to costly.Unless I can talk to my Boyfriend to help me pay for it.We will see.What do you all think I should do?Should I go back to work or what?Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

To make everyone understaand.

To make everyone understand a little bit,even if I get a contuning on my Health Insurance,I still would have to go back to work,because it would only be for so many months.

SAt.

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all is having a good Sat.Me,I am hanging in there.I been in a dark place todat,ouldnt get myself out of my room.I just didnt want to do anything.I am to worried,thinking about my Health Insurance.I am going to hopfully get an app for Wed to see my Pain Doctor,get my papers sign,get a contuning for my Health Insurance,till Oct,than I am going back to work.I cant deal with this anymore.I am also going to call my Health Insurance Monday,maybe I should geet my Mom to talk to them,to actullay see what is going on.If anything,I may have to go back sooner,like next month and I wont be able to have my vactions.You all know,how I could use a vaction right now.I wish I was swiming and not comming up.I am  just depressed about this all.I wish my Dad would help me,but,He doesnt know what to do and He doesnt want me going back to work,I think maybee because He doesnt want to drive me back and forth.He wouldnt have to drive me in the moring,I would probllay get a ride with Gary.I would only go back for short periode of time.I am also going to ask my Pain Doctor if there is a Anti Flamantory pil for swelling of the knees.Maybe that will help.Please tell me not worry,even thoe I will.Anyways,I am going to take a quick shower before Camp Rock comes on.I am taping it.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Friday, June 20, 2008

UpDate.

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all are having a good day.Well,I went to my new Doctor.I was in there for 4 hours and I didnt get my papers signed.So,I wil have to try and get an app for next Wed to see my pain Doctor.He has signed my papers before.When I was in there,I had a whole bunch of test done,that I needed to get done,ones that I never had done before,ever.Well,I had a Pap test done,but,that was like 4 or 5 years ago,so,I know I was headed for one.I will get one done this Friday and yes I syill can remember how ad they hurt.I dont want to get it done.They did a Tecknesss shot and other standard test.So,I guess that was good.On the other hand,they want me to go see the eye Doctor,they something is worng with my right eye.I probllay will ne to wear glasses.But,I dont think that is to important right now.He didnt even do anything for Restless Leg Syndrome,I will ask about that when I go back Friday,if I go back.

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I will tell you this,I could really use a good night sleep.I am just so worn out tired from everything.Mom and I got to talking about going back to work.She said She was talking to my Sister and my Sister was saying that She was worried about loosing my Health Insurance,like I am not worried enough about it.So Mom and I got to talking,that maybe I can go back to work in Oct,first of Oct,I have Vactions in Sept,2 of them.But if I go back to work,its only going to be prat time,only like 4 hours,thats about all I can do.We was also talking about mabey doing thereapy for my knees,Surgey is out,Dad is worried about that,if I have it,it would be 50/50 chance of having a good Knee Replacment.Dad doesnt want me having it,I know its my choice,but both Mom and Dad are worried that it could cause more damange and I could wind up in a wheel chair.I know I heard of young people having it and it works.But,I have to listen to my Dad,well,you all know what I  mean right?I also think I am ready to go back to work,I dont think I like staying home.So,I will have something to look forward to.I will have my 2 vactions in Sept and than go back to work.How will I tell my other Doctor that I want to go back to work in the first of OCt?LOL.One more thing,I been sneezing up a storm today,I am alergic to soomething,maybe summer.LOL.Tommrow is my Dadys Bday,dont ask me how old He is going to be.I bought Him a cook book by Paula Deen.MOm and I went half.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Thursday night.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good night.I am doing ok.I am just sitting here thinking about alot of things.Things I need to tell  my Doctor tommrow.I am kinda nervous about that,dont ask me why.I want to tell my Doctor that I am having a very bad time at night with my legs,that is every night.I feel very ancy and cant relax,its like I have to shake my legs constanly,when I am trying to sleep.I am trying other things to think about to tell the Doctor tommrow.I am just tired and cant think stright.It almost feels like I want to go to the Hosiptal,I dont know why.I fell sometimes,its like I need a vaction,I feel like I am out of breath.I am still glad I went to church and will try to keep going.I need to try and do things during the day.If you all could think of things I need to say to the DOctor,please let me know.Because you all know me,probllay more than I know myself.

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I have to tell you about this mvie calledFoolsGold with Kate Hudssin and Matthew Mc,His last name to long and I dont know how to spell it,of coure my last name is hard to spell to.I have to say I love this movie.I keep watching it over and over again to the point were I think its already have a little scrath on the dvd.Its got all of the Action,Romance,Love and Comdey.I love Matthew,I didnt know that Kate Huddson is Goldie Hawns Daughter.I used to watch Goldies movies all the time.Now I cant even remember who the moves are.But its been a long time since I seen a good movie like that.

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I just feel like I am tired and dont want to do anything anymore.I do want to get better,but,how?My Dad doesnt want me going back to work.I actullay kinda miss it,maybe I will go back in Oct,since I have my vactions in Sept.Because if I go back now,you know I wouldnt be able to go on Vaction.than again,I dont know if I want to go back,they have this new sysem with the time clock,Gary told me that when you punch into go to work,you have to put your thumb.like if you went to jail and they need your finger prints.YupI dont want to do that,because when my Dad would take me to work,I would sometimes be late.Now,if I go back,I may go in the morings like at 6 to 12,not 8 hours,I cant handle it.although I am sure they could use meYou know,I may just do that and come back in Oct,than I wouldnt have to worry about my Health Insurane.My Boss ows me 156 dollors,since last Christmas,I dont have the heart to tell I need it.YOu want to know what also bugs me,its lke when I call and make an app,or someone calls for my parents,they think I have a cold,I have a speach problem,always have.WHen I was young,I had an opertion on my throat,because I couldnt talk,I think its called my voice box,its plastic.Anyways,I am tired,I am going to try and sleep.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Guess where I went tonight???

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Hi all,

How is everyone doing?Good I hope.I am sorry I have been down in the dumps.I really have.I just felt so sorry for myself,because I am so worried about my Health Insurance.Anyways,I felt that God was trying to tell me something,so you know what I did?I went to church with my Mom tonight.I am so glad I went.I really needed to go.I wanted to cry,but,I didnt.I just sat there and let God speak to my heart.I am so out of touch with Him and I used to read the bible all the time and I used to know were all the Bible verses was and I dont anymore.I am going to take one step at a time.I relize I cant keep myself bottled up anymore,dark places,as someone always tells me,you know who you are. :) Thank you.Its not going to be easy.But I really needed tonight.And you know what?I feel good,my heart feels good.Now,that doesnt mean,I will stil worry,because I will,I am just going to,like I said,one day at a time.I would like to get out and maybe try to do some Voulnter.I know,I am not a good speller.

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There is still alot I need to work on.But I will leave that up to God.It was really good getting out tonight and being around people and being around people who are uplifting.I know my Mom was happy to see me.My Neice Katie,always is happy to see me at church.She always comes up to me,says I love you,but,doesnt call me Auntie,She just calls me by my name.LOL.She always does that,but,all my Neices and Nephews do that.My youngest nephew,may have step,so,my Sister stayed home with Him.I have been trying to get up the courage to clean me room,and just havent been able to do that.Maybe I will try do some tommrow,its not to bad,just needs some dusting.Anyways,I think I am going to watch my movie again.FoolsGold with Katie Hudson and Matthew Mc,cant spell His last name.But He is AWSOME in that movie and sooooooooooooooooo cute.KAteHudson is good to.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Wed Happenings.

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Hi all,

Good moring,hope everyone is having a good one.For some reason,my throat feels very tight and I am kinda having a hard time breathing.I think I am worrying to much about my Health Insurance.Last night,I almost was crying,but,I stoped myself.I wish I knew what to do,but,I dont.How ever,I am seeing a new regular Doctor this Friday.I dont know what to tell them.Like,I said,I am worried.I wonder if I should start paying for regular insurance instead of,from my job.I need to do something.Like I said before,I dont care about getting payed.I am trying to take it one step at a time.I just dont know what to do.I am scared.I am trying to pray,but,it doesnt seem to help.Its all I think about.Last night,I couldnt relax sleeping,my legs jut kept moving,like little ants crawling on them.I felt like I wanted to go to the Hosiptal.But I didnt.Anyways,I am going to get cleaned up.I hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Monday, June 16, 2008

My Happenings.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a great day,ok,I am feeling much better for one reason,my Laptop is up and running.WoooooooooooHooooooo.I am so glad about that.I missed it soooooooo muchYou will see me on more often.But,probllay will shut my LapTop off at night before I go to bed.Gary and I took it to computer shop,which,they was all very helpful.We paid for the Batery,it didnt work,so we took my Laptop back and it needed a new plug also,the old plug was old and bented.So,I am up and running.Thank you all for being there for me.

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On the other hand,I am still worried about my Health Insurance.I will try and not to worry about it.Either,something good or something bad will come out of it.I am taking some steps for Ssi,I have a Doctors app this Friday.Anyways,I hope you all have a god evening.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Friday, June 13, 2008

Depressed.

 

I dont even know why I am putting this in here,but,I need to let it out.I am depresssed,really depressed.I am worried about my health insurance,I dont even care about getting payed.I just care about my Health Insurance.I just hope everything wil work out.I am going to take a pill and go to bed.CSee you all later.I love you all.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

UpDate.

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Hi guys,

             I hope everyone is having a good day.Me,on the other hand isnt having a good day.I had a good moring out with my Mom and my Uncle.We went to Brekfst at Bob Evans.It was good.I had stuffed blue berry pancakes.Anyways,I called my Insurance to get another sick leave form,than I asked them,how long will I be on it and be able to keep my Insurance.Well,they told me till late July or Augst.That I am very worried about.They said I could get this form from my Manager of the stoor and fill it out to be able to get my insurance.I dont even care about the money,I just care about my Insurance,I need my shots.There has to be something done about me getting on Ssi.My Dad doesnt seem to know what to do,so,I will have to do it on my own and with Garrys help.So if you all could say a prayr for me,I would be most greatful.If there is anyways you could give me info on getting Ssi,I also would be greatful.I know that I could probllay get on it,because of my health.Mom,doesnt really want me to stay home all the time,meaning,She would like me to go back to work,right now,I cant handle it,even if I get a sit down job.Anyways,thats it for now.I was,still kinda depressed about it,but,Mom told me,its no use getting upset,that She said everything will work out.Will it?I was half tempted,never mind.I am ok now,like I said,I was very upset earlyer.Thanks so much guys.Peaceout.

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My Happenings.

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Good moring all,

I hope everyone is having a good one.I wanted to thank you all for being so caring about me.You all mean alot to me.To answer some of your questions.Dad and my Mom is very concerned about me having the Knee Surgey.They think it is very risky to have it,because that is what the Doctor said at John Hopkins.The Doctor said,it could work and it couldnt work and possibly,I could never walk again.Which my parents are worried about.My Dad thinks it is to soon for me to be going back to work.My Mom told me to tell my Manager that I lost the paper and is getting a new one and I am going back again to the Doctor to have Him rewrite the note.Which,I plan on doing that.Because,I am hurting way to much to be going back to work.I hate to be doing that and making another app to see the Doctor.But,I have to.I do like my Doctor,but,He wasnt listing to me.We will go from there.I am so hungry right now,my Moms Brother,my Uncle is picking us up to go have Breaksfest at Bob Evans.I think I am going to get some Choclate Chip Pancakes,which sound soooooooooo good right about now.I need some comfort food.Thank you all so much again for caring.I love you all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

UpDate.

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Hi there,

I hope everyone ish aving a good night.I am doing ok here.I am a little upset with my Doctor,my pain Doctor.He was signing my sick leave papers and He pu for me to go back to work at June 30th,which I told Him was to soon.I am not ready to go back.He did say,if I wasnt ready to go back to come back to Him and He will sign the papers for a later date.But that means,now,I have to write a little note,explaining to my Asst Manager of the stoor,that,I am not ready and I told my Doctor that,I will go back and get it resigned.It hurts way to much to be walking on my legs and my knees are very swolen.I know if I go back to work,I will be comming home the munite I go to work.My Dad wasnt very happy with the DOctor.Even thoe,maybe the Manager might ask me to work it out.I dont know.I just know that I am not ready.I will write Her a note and She can call me if wants to talk.Please pray for me because,I am a litle nervous about that.Thank you.Nothing else going on.I am behind on Alerts.Have a nice night all.Be safe and img508/8697/dsdesignscolorfulgardenyc1.gifkool out there.Peaceout.

 

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Update.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am doing ok here.Frist of all,before I get started,I jsut want to tell you all,that my Neice,is doing better,She came home from the Hosiptal last night,in London,they dont keep anyone over night.Thats what my Brother said when He called last night.They are all very tired.But,the Baby is good and my BRother was going out today to get the pain meds for HEr.Thank you all for praying.

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I want to ask you all a question about LapTop Batterys,does anyone out there know of a place I can get a Battery from?I ben calling this place and everytime I call,they been out.I dont know,maybe theres another place I can call.If anyone does,plase let me know.Thank you.I have nothing else much to say,except I been dealing with an amount of pain,everytime I walk,or get up from laying down.Its to barabel.But,I am hanging in there.I am almost about to tell my Doctor to let me go back to work,but,I dont know if I could handel it.Be safe and kool out there.We are susposed to be getting some really bad storms tonight.Just what I need.Peaceout.

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Monday, June 9, 2008

Update.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am good here.Before I get into details,could you all say a prayer for my littlest Neice in London,Her name is Felisity,Shes just a baby.who had a bad fall and has to have surgey,She is having it right now.Thank you all for praying.I am not sure al wht happend.Execpt I think I am getting ready to start Pmsing.I know,to much info.LOL.I am not feeling to good right now.But I want to go to Target and get a few things jsut in case the storms that start to roll in,I want to have a falsh light and some things.Yes,we are susposed to be getting some bad storms,this evening and tonight.I am getting so sick and tired of it all.I cant sleep at night because,I am to worried,that a Tornado will come by.

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Not much else is going on right now,even thoe,today I have to call and see if they have the BAttery for my LapTop.Sorr this is a short entry,I will try and update on my Neice later.Thank you all for being so caring.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Thursday, June 5, 2008

Thursdays Happenings.

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Hi all,

Good moring,I hope you all is having a good one.I am doing ok here.Yesterday,was a long day for Gary and I.We went over the Bridge to have dinner for His bday.Dinner was good,but,I was kinda nervous to eat,because,storms was headded our way.Mom and Dad kept calling me on my cell phone to tell me and Gary to stay put.It was kinda neat to see the storm on the water,I never saw anthing like that before.The lighting was pretty bad.I was also worried about my Parents,because,they was getting hit with Tornado warnnings and was told to take cover by the news.But,the Torndo passed by.So that was good.I am just so sick and tired of Tornado warrnings.We been having them alot lately and know Joyce has to from springangel235.Probllay others as well.Garry had 2 trees fall,one in the yard and one on His deck.But His house is ok,it didnt get hit.How ever,my Boss had a tree feel into there kitchen last week from a storm.

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Nothing else going on today,I am going to take it easy and just try and relax,if I can.I will probllay go to the stoor with Mom later today.I wanted to let you al know,that I may not be on the puter as much,till I get my Battery for my LapTop.I am going to call tommrow and hoping they have it,because,I been trying the last few days and they didnt have it in stock.So,I will call tommrow.I just wanted you all to know,I will try and comment on everyones Journal,but,not as much right now.I been getting on my Dads puter.I miss mine,it is faster.So,you probllay wont see much on line.But as soon as I get my Battery,you all will know.LOL.Have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Weekly Sentence with Val!

Sunday, June 1, 2008
Subject: "Weekly Sentence" #17 letters!...
Time: 12:45:58 PM EDT
Author:  valphish


 

Hi and good Sunday to everyone!  I've been feeling yucky for a few days.  I have some kind of flu/virus.  It has turned into bronchitis and is making my asthma act up.  This has made me behind on emails and visiting some journals so please forgive me if I haven't come to see you in a few days.  I will be there soon!  It's Sunday and time to post new six letters for "Weekly Sentence with Val"!

Congratulations again to Chuck and Nelishia (private journal) for winning "Weekly Sentence" #16 yesterday! 

Below are the rules for the game.  The six new letters will follow the rules.  Have fun!!

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Each Sunday I will post a set of six letters.  A sentence must
        be made from these letters.  The letters today are:
  TNADTM.

        An example of a sentence could be -
The nun arrived driving
       the motorcycle. 
These letters MAY NOT be re-arranged.


  * 
There is a three - five persons judge panel (of JLand journalers)
        who will pick the best sentence submitted each week.  How will
        they decide the winning sentence?  The submission that receives
        the strongest reaction -  Did it make them laugh, sad, ponder,etc.?


  * 
The winner will receive a logo for his/her blog sidebar with their
        screen name on it.


  * 
Place submissions in comments section.  If you do this game as an
       entry in your journal please come back and leave your ENTIRE
       entry URL so your entry can be judged. 
Submissions are due by
      
Thursday, 4PM EST. The winner will be announced Friday morning
       or afternoon.


  * 
A new set of letters will be placed in my journal, There is a
       Season, every Sunday Morning.

  
  
If you submit more than one sentence, only your first sentence

    
will be judged.
    
      
Have fun!!
           
             
This Week's Letters:
 
             TNADTM



Thanks for playing!!  Have a good Sunday everyone!  Val =) xox

 

My letters are....

Trains Never Arrive Down Town,Monday.

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Monday, June 2, 2008

My Monday Happenings.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good evening.I am doing good here.Thank you all for saying a prayer for my Mom and for me to.She didnt go to church last night,because,She was feeling good,also,She doesnt like to drive alone at night.I dont blame Her.All of us kids,dont like Her driving much anymore.We worry for Her,plsu She gets really nervous of driving.But,thank you again.As for me,I am hanging in there.Garys Birthday is this Wed,He will be 51 and I am 36,I know,He is alot older than me,well,I dont think its to bad,I did at first,when we first started dating,but,I am used to it now.He is always there for me,when ever I need Him to be.I know I can always count on Him.I think we have the perfect reltionship.Well,you al know what I mean.I dont know if I have mentioned this b efore,but,He has no one,but me.all  His family is gone.Both of His parents died of Cancer and His Brother died,a year ago.Him and His Brother was not close at all.So,He has me.He said,He is always thankful that He has me.I am glad that I have Him to.I wouldnt know what I would do without Him.You know what He always tells me,when it is His Birthday,He tells me,not to get Him anything,just to love Him.Now,you all know,I couldnt do that.I bought Him a Bday card with a Top up card for His cell phone,30 dollars and I needed one for myself.If I can,I will try to get Him an Ice Cream cake,He loves them or He likes apple pie.I have to tell you something that we always do,always,we never,ever forget to tell eachother that when I call Him on the phone and tell Him goodnight,we always say,I love and Hugs N kisses.Sounds silly?LOL.I dont know were we got that idea.But,theres never a moment that we dont say it.I just wanted you all to know,that He is the guy for me.I love him sooooooo much.He worrys about me all the time.I love it when we are together.He is like my big soft teddy bear.He wants to go over the bay bridge on Wed and have an early dinner.Seafood Yummy.Get this,He asked me what I wanted to do,on His Bday?I said,its your day,you tell me,what you want to do.Anyways,I guess,I have talked long enough about Him.LOL.

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Yup,thats my baby.Anyways,not much else is going on,but,will tell you all this.I had such a hard time falling alseep last night.I couldnt get to sleep for anything,I kept tossing and turning and going from one end to the other.My legs wouldnt stand still for anything,they were so restles.When I go see my Reg Doc,I will tell Him about it.I dont even remember,when I fell sleep,next thing I knew,it was moring.So,I am going to get off of here,take a bath and try and relax.I need to change my sheet.I hope you all have a goog night.Oh,one more thing.I also like the way Aol added more moods,I didnt even know it till I looked.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

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Sunday, June 1, 2008

My Happenings!

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am doing ok here.I am still having some trouble with my knees.I am not getting around as much,like I was in the begning.Does anyone know of a good home remedy for swolen knees?I need to make an app with my Regular Doctor about that,plus I need to get my Sick Leave paper signed.Someone from the company called me before I got my check and asked me if I was working at another job besides the one I have and I answered yes,when I should have answered no.LOL.Ok,I am a little slow.I have to go the Doctors every time I get papers from my Sick leave check.I hate doing it,but,I have to.I had to get a new Doctor,becsaue the one was getting mad when He had to sign the papers.Yes,He was mad and I wasnt happy about it.A Doctor is susposed to sign anything you needed signing,am I right?He said,He wasnt getting paid to sign the papers and I should of told Him,yes you was.But,oh well.

Other than that,nothing else is going on,how ever,I still need to order my Battery for my LapTop.I will do that tommrow.I need to find the paper that the Geek Squad from Best Buy gave me to call.I loose everything.Anyways,I am waiting for Gary to stop by the house and give me some stuff I wanted from Mcdondalds and I need sodas.LOL.I love there Sweet Tea from Mcdondlads.I have to have one like,every other day.I actullay think I am ready to go back to work.Yup,I said it,I am ready.But,there is no way I can go back now,with my knees being swolen and I can hardly walk.My Mom wanted me to go to church with Her tonight,but,I didnt want to go.Plus my knees are hurting.I think She is a little upset with me,I didnt go.I She will get over it.She doesnt like driving at night and I dont blame HEr.She doesnt like to drive alone.I hope you all have a nice week ahead.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.