Guess where I went tonight???

Hi all,

How is everyone doing?Good I hope.I am sorry I have been down in the dumps.I really have.I just felt so sorry for myself,because I am so worried about my Health Insurance.Anyways,I felt that God was trying to tell me something,so you know what I did?I went to church with my Mom tonight.I am so glad I went.I really needed to go.I wanted to cry,but,I didnt.I just sat there and let God speak to my heart.I am so out of touch with Him and I used to read the bible all the time and I used to know were all the Bible verses was and I dont anymore.I am going to take one step at a time.I relize I cant keep myself bottled up anymore,dark places,as someone always tells me,you know who you are. :) Thank you.Its not going to be easy.But I really needed tonight.And you know what?I feel good,my heart feels good.Now,that doesnt mean,I will stil worry,because I will,I am just going to,like I said,one day at a time.I would like to get out and maybe try to do some Voulnter.I know,I am not a good speller.

There is still alot I need to work on.But I will leave that up to God.It was really good getting out tonight and being around people and being around people who are uplifting.I know my Mom was happy to see me.My Neice Katie,always is happy to see me at church.She always comes up to me,says I love you,but,doesnt call me Auntie,She just calls me by my name.LOL.She always does that,but,all my Neices and Nephews do that.My youngest nephew,may have step,so,my Sister stayed home with Him.I have been trying to get up the courage to clean me room,and just havent been able to do that.Maybe I will try do some tommrow,its not to bad,just needs some dusting.Anyways,I think I am going to watch my movie again.FoolsGold with Katie Hudson and Matthew Mc,cant spell His last name.But He is AWSOME in that movie and sooooooooooooooooo cute.KAteHudson is good to.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.