Thursday, January 31, 2008

JLand Photo Shoot #127,subject is something Old.

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This week's JLand Photo Shoot will begin today (Monday) and is due on Saturday, Feb. 2, at 11 PM EST.  That's Saturday night for those of you who are getting confused!

Our subject this week is:

Old

You may interpret this any way you like.  Suggestions:  trees, people, antiques, etc.  

The first pic you see is a very,very old pic of my Grandparents on my Dads sideThey was so young.They are both in Heaven now.I can see alot of my Dad in them.I am not sure who my Grandaad is carrying,but,it is one of my Uncles as a baby.

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The 2 pic is of my Sister and I.This is my favorite pic.Can you all tell which one is me?LOL.I think this pic was taken for my Dad as a bday presant.There was sevral pics,one of us and my Brothers,than it was just the Brothers and than my Sister and I. hope you enjoyed this.

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

More News about my Dr.

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Hi all,

        I hope everyone is having a good evening.Right now,I am feeling good,feeling no pain.I couldnt take it anymore,so,I had to finally call the Dr and told them I am in so much pain.I asked if my Xrays was in,they said no,but when I got there they was in,they came in at 8.I was glad for that.Only thing is,my Dad wasnt with me,I was only going in to get a better pain killer,but,I also was there for the Xrays.Alot is going on right now.Dont know if I want to scram or what.First things first.You all was right,He wants me to go see an Orthopedic,He was really upset with my Arthits dr,I dont need Phisical thereapy,because my knee,with the screw being loose,it wouldnt do anything good.He was upset with my Arthitis Dr thatwhy He didnt give me anything for the pain and I asked Him to and He didnt give me anything.

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Right now,I am about to fall alseep.LOL.The Vicodin 500Mg is kicking in.Anyways,what was I talking about?Oh yeah,So I have to make an app with the Orthopdic and He will know if I need to have Surgey or what.I did tell my dr that I knew if I got older that more likly I would have to have knee replacments and He also mentioned that.I am afarid thats what wil happnd.Because,He says the Arthitis is really bad in my knee along with the screw.This hole day was shot.Gary having to go to the Dentist this moring,than me having to go to my Drs today.But,I am glad I went because I couldnt deal with the pain anymore.He also wants me to get another Arthitis Dr.He doesnt think this one knows what Hes doing.But the thing is,there susposed to be the best Arthitis Drs in the world.Do you think the Orthopdic Dr will helo me to find a new Arthitis Dr?Or I wonder how I will go about that?Anyways,another thing that my Regular Dr wants me to do is tohave my heart montor,I have to wear this around my neck for 24 hours.He said He was concerned about my heart and my breathing.Now I am getting stressed.How much all of this is going to cost me from my co pay.Me not working.

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Ok,I cant worry about it now,I just have to get this all done.So tell me not to worry about the Dr bills and just worry about me getting my health all worked out.I also had a slight fever,I still have a cold and He gave me some medicines to get that taken care of.So much is going on now.I dont know what to tell my Boss,it looks like I will not be going back to work for a while.I cant,I cant see how I can,with me not walking.So,I am still a little depressed,I miss working,I miss getting out and about.Because,I cant do much of anyhting and its pitaful.But tonight I do need to clean my room up.I hate theeses 4 walls.My bed is a mess.I have been in so much pain,I couldnt really do much of anything,not even putting makeup on to go to the Drs today.I would like to thank you all for standing by me.Always being there for me.I am going to try and lay down for a little bit before I clean my room.I hope you all have a nice evening.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

News from my Arthitis Dr.

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Hi everyone,

               I hope everyone is having a good day.I am sorry I didnt get back with you all yesterday,I was just so tired from getting home from the Drs that I just came home and went to sleep.Plsu I was in so much  pain when I got out from the Drs.My parents are not happy wth my Arthitis Dr.My app was at 1:45,I didnt get out till 4,yupthats right.They took an Xray,He says I dont need Surgey,that I need Therepay,but my Dad was saying,He dont think I need it,because if there is a screw loose in my knee,it wont help it.THe Dr says my knee is very inflamtory,which I knew that.He said I would start to feel better after He taking so much fluid off of my knee,but,I dont,He said I would start to be walking better,but,I dont.When I got home from the Drs I couldnt even walk to the door,Gary and my Dad had to help me into the house.Biscllay I am not even going down stairs,just staying up in my room and I hate it.

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No,I dont feel like a Princess,wish I did.LOL.But anyways,I have to call my Regular Dr today and see what He thinks about the Xrays.I want my Dad to come with me.He didnt know I fell and I told Him last night,He thinks I could have sprained my knee,but,how could I,if I could still walk on it?I dont know anymore.I am just getting frustaeted.I just talked to my Boss and told Her I dont see how I could come back to work next week,when I cant even walk.She understood.Anyways,looks like I will be off of work for a while.My Boss says I need to get the papers from to fill out,so,I could get paid.She is going to give it to Gry.Gary was susposed to get it.Men.LOL.When I go back to my Regular Dr I am going to ask for a better pain killer than Ibuprofen 800.I ope you all have a nice day.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceot.

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Friday, January 25, 2008

Just got back from getting my Xray done.

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Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a nice day.I just got back from getting an Xraye,on both knees.When I was little I thought I was double jointed,but I wasnt.When I walk my knees come out of joint and I would fall alot.So the guy that took the Xray said that the screw in my knee was loose,very loose,hanging on its last limb.So,I wont know anythin till I see my Regular Doc next week.Ok,it is kinda funny when you thinkk about,I have a screw loose,no,not in my head.LOL.Mom thought it was funny to.So I am on bed rest till Monday.

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I go see my Arthitis Doc Monday,which I should have gone to see Him a while back.But I dont really like seeing Him,He makes me newvous.He knew I had a screw loose,but,I guess it is getting bad.I dont think this Doc knows what He is doing.I dont think the shots have been helping me either.But,I do have to go see Him,because its been a while since my last check up.Someone want to switch bodies with me and go to the Docs for me?I thought I might ask.LOL.Other than that,nothing is really going on.Looks like I am going to have a long boring weekend.

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So,what am I going to do today.hopfully try and get some sleep after not having any last night,from being upp night long,not going to sleep till 6 in the moring and when I went up to my room last night,when I crawled,I couldnt get up into my bed,than finally,I had to push myself up to get into bed.I also need to make my bed,it hasnt been made for 2 days.I know,I am pitaful,arent I?My room is a mess,I am a mess.My Brother and Sister think I should go on Disability,I dontwant to,not now anyways,maybe in a few years,I may have to.Or if the Doc thinks its best I should.Anyways,I am going to go lay down,try ad get some sleep.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and warm out there.One more thing.tell I will be ok to see my Doc on Monday,that I wont be nervous.Thanks guys.Peaceout.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Pain.

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Hi all,

I hoe your having a better night than I am.Mom asked me if I wanted to go to the Er and I said ni,should of said yes.I am in sooooooo much pain that its unbareable to stand.I cant walk at all,I have to hold onto something and when I do,it takes all of my breath just go up and down the stairs.I think my Dad is going to take me to get my knee Xrayed tommrow,I cant wait till Monday.I think there is something seriously worng with my knee.I dont even feel like brushing my hair in the moring or even getting dressed.I am so depressed.Right now my health isnt doing to good.I finally had to tell my Boss that I need some time off.Mom is also worried about me loosing so much weight,so is Gary.I dont eat like I used to and I cant even fit into any of my old clothes.All I feel like doing is laying in bed.Life bites.Peaceout.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I am back home.

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Hi everyone,

I hope you all is having a good day.Me,I am not doing to good.I went to work and I had to come back home.I was working,and I started to shake really bad and I was having a really hard time breathing.I felt like I was going to faint.So they told me to go sit down and I did.they called the Amublance,they showed up and took my Blood Presure,which was fine.So I went home with my Dad.That was very scary,even my co worker said iit was scary.So I am now home again I hate doing that.But they told me to get better and dont worry about my job.I think it also had alot to do with my knee to. Hardley walk.So I am going to get off of here and lay downI will be bck later.I know I have alot of alerts to catch up on.I will do that later to. hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I am ready to get up and go.

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Good moring everyone,

I hope everyone is having a good one.I had a set back yesterday,I am fine now,I still have a slight cold,just coughing and sneezing.Yesterday was the worst,Gary and I went out for just a bit,went into Target and I was in a wheel chair and I was still very,very sick,how ever,I dont know if it was due to the fact tha I didnt have anything to eat all day or not.I was so sick all I could do after Target is come home and go to sleep.I dont if it was because I ws so overly tired or I didnt eat.After I woke I was fine.I feel better now.I did eat dinner and I also had something to eat before I went to bed.

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The ony thing I am worried about now is my knee,I am still finding it a hard time to walk,I cant walk very much on my knee and I am going back to work tommrow.I am afarid that they may send me back home.I hope not.I need to get out and about and my strength back from just laying around to much.I need to start taking the ibprofin,it helps makes my knee a little stronger.But if I stand up to long,I feel very weak.

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So for today,I need to do alot of things to get ready for work.Its a good thing I am only working 4 or 5 hours tommrowThat is all I think I can do.My Boss is off tommrow,wont see Her till Thursday.Today,I am going to get up and wak around a bit to get my strength back.I really need to get into my room.Since I been sickI had let it go.I just didnt have no enegry to do anything.But I do feel so much better than I have been.My stomach is even growling.LOL.anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some things done.I hope you all have a nice day.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Saturday, January 19, 2008

I am feeling better,WooooooooHooooooooo.

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Good evening all,

I hope everyone is having a good one.I can tell you all,I am feeling one hundred percent better.I am glad.The medicine the Doc gave me,really helped me alot,really helped clear my throat and everything.So,I am better,knock on wood.I am well enough to go bck to work on Monday,even thoe,Monday and Tuesday are my days off.So I have a few more days to rest.I even have my apptiet back.I am so hungry.Even thoe my knee is still swolen,its feeling better since I took an Ibuprofen 800,Tyonl 3 didnt help worth anything.

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I was a little annoyed at a few things today,one thing I cant talk about in my Journal,because some people out there have eyes.If you know what I mean.I am also annoyed at the fact that,some people just dont seem to care how you are feeling.its like you take the time out to care for them,but,what do you get back?Nothing.I am trying not to complain about it,but,sometimes it hurts my feelings that some people just dont have a heart.I guess some people you have have to leave alone.I have learned that.Well,I am going to get off of here and get a few things done.Have a good night all.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Friday, January 18, 2008

Tired of being sick.

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Before I start I wanted to say,feel free to snag any graffics here,execpt the ones with my name on it.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good one.I want to first of all to let you all know how greatful I am for all of,each and everyone of you,you care so much about me and I just love you all.I never relized that so many people care about me,like you all do.Telling me to get alot of rest and to stay off the puter.Which was very hard to do.LOL.I made myself stay off the puter and go to sleep,even thoe I left the puter online all night.I am still very tired,very weak and still sick to my stomach and can hardly talk.I hope by Monday I am all better.

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I did one good thing,I was very glad that I talked to my Boss this moring.I didnt relize I accidenlty text message Her at 4 in the moring.LOL.I guess I am still so very tired.For some reason I cant seem to stay off this puter.LOL.Anyways,my Boss was very concerned about.She is the one who said I am Her favorite,She is my favorite.She means alot to me.She is always trying to make me feel good,like you guys do.And of course my Gary.She knows how I worry all the time and She told me not to worry about anything,just to get myself better.She could hear in my voice that I sounded really bad,I ould hardly talk to Her,we talked for a little bit,even thoe She did most of the talking.All I said after She said,do you understand and I just said,yes,I understand.LOL.

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So,I was glad I talked Her,She said She wants me to,when I come back to work,totalk to the head manager of the stoor to ask about my sick leave pay.because She said I have some.I did tell my Boss to tell everyone I said hello.I sure do miss everyone.I miss work,I miss getting out.I am tired of sitting here in this house,in my room.I told my Gary that I wanted a big hug from him when I see Him today.I am going to try and get out for a little bit today.But not stay out to long.I do need to get my Prescriptions in and get them filed.Anyways,I am going to try and go back to sleep.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

Sick.

 

 

Hi everyoone,

   I hope you all are having a good evening.Me on the other hand is not doing to good.I thought I was getting better,but I am not.I did go to the Drs today,got my note for work and He gave me some medicine.He doesnt want me going back to work till Monday.Which I think is a good thing.I just hope I feel 100 percent better.Right now,I am feeling really dizzy and very shaky and cant stand up on my feet very long and I do feel like I am going to throw up.I might need to call my Boss tommrow and talk to Her.Unless She calls me.Man,I havent been sick in ages,I get other illness but not this.This is the wort and I hate it.I had to call the manager tonight to let Him know what as going on.I told Him I was feeling some better,but,I am not now.He said I should come back to work if I am feeling better.I dont like talking to Him.He is very what the word,I cant spell it.poumpis.LOL.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and try to lay down.You all have a good evening/night.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Just me talking.

   

Hi eveybody,

I hope everyone is sleeping good right now,while I am up,wide awake and I cant sleep.I feel that I am feeling alot better than I have been.Even thoe I feel a litle shaky,I am feeling better.I hate the middle of the night,its so cold in my room.Dad doesnt like us to turn up the heat at all.He said why do you need the heat when your under your covers?Well,it is still cold.Thats why.It gets on my nerves.But I deal with it.I feel I am ready to go back to work Sat.But I will see how I feel tommrow.I dont want it to back fire.I just know that even thoe I am feeling better,I knew I couldnt work and stand up all day feeling weak.I am going to ask the Dr if I can get a water pill to take off the water on my knee.I have alot of fluid on my knee.And my knee des hurt and I have a hard time getting down the stairs and when I take a bath or when I go to the bathroom,theres a little step when I go in my bathroom.Is it stupid for me to be afaird of walking?I get scared of walking sometimes,because,I get theeses thoughts in my head about me falling again,sometimes I get thoughts about falling down my stairs and I have 16 stairs.If I fall down them,it will be a nasty fall.Has anyone have Cyclobenzaprin 10mg?I think its susposed to help you relax,It helps some.Anyways,I am going to try and go back to sleep.Tommrow I need to try and wash my hair.I wash it everyday,but since I was sick I didnt wash it for 2 days.I am also hungry.Peaceout.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I am feeling very werid right now.

 

Ok,right now,I am feeling a funny,werid,shaky feeling and I cant seem to snap out of it.I am really hot and I feel icky again.My eyes keep wanting to close.ButI keep shaking all overI just dont know why.I think I am going to try and go to sleep.Peaceout.

Okay,I am just talking.

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Good evening all,

I hope you all are having a good one.I am feeling some better.still feel a little weak and when I stand up for to long,I have to lay back down.But I think come Sat,I will feel alot better,I hope.I got out for a little bit,just to go to the stoor and come stright home.I got a few things for me and my Mom.She seems to be doing some what better,but not all there yet.She has been so sick,more than I have.I worry about Her so much.We may have our diffrences but,we know we love eachother and always there for eachother.I am more close with my Mom than my Dad.I love my Dad,I just dont know how to talk to Him.Some people tell me that I picked a Boyfriend just like my Dad.Maybe thats true,but,I do love Him,I mean,in love.

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I am going to the Drs tommrow,I dont want to go,but,I have to get a note for work,since I been out more than 2 days.My day off was Monday,been out since,what is today?LOL.Wed.Thats right.Cant keep up with the days,sometimes.I knew work would call me this moring and ask me how i been feeling.They woke me up,but I went back to sleep.LOL.My one co worker,the know it all,was actullay concerned and very nice for a change.They thought it was my knee but they also could tell by the sound of my voice,I was sick.So,I am going to work tommrow and I am off Friday.I just hope I will be 100 percent better by Sat.I dont want to go to the Drs because He will ask if I got that xray done on my knee and ask if I got my stomach checked out.I do need to get it done and I will.I will just tell them,I have been busy,which I have.I feel like laying back down,I think I will.

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I dont know what is worng with our phone,it is dead.The only working phone we have now is my cell phone and Dads.Anyways,I am going to get off of here,take a nap and wait for Dad to make dinner.I am getting hungry.I guess thats good I am getting my apptite back.I know I cant spell.I hope you all have a good evening/night.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I am just frustated.

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Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good night.Me on the other hand is not doing to good.Let me tell you,I was soooo sick today and I called out of work again tommrow.I hated doing that.But at this time,I dont care.At least I wasnt like one of my one co workers who calls out at the lat munite.I think I got what my Mom had.I never really ever get sick like that.Mom was just telling me the other day that I should be greatful that I dont get sick,like the flu.Well,I am sick now.LOL.Not funny.I have been in bed all day,when I stand up I feel sick to  my stomach.I was very weak and havent eat much all day.Dad made me some chicken broth,after I had some of that,I am feeling a little better,not all that much better,but some better.Right now,I am feeling dizzy and still sick to my stomach.I know one thing,I am hungry now.Dont know what I should eat.

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Even thoe I been sleeping most of the day today,I am still tired now.My eyes keep closing.After I do thiss entry,I am going to go to sleep.A little while ago I told my Mom about my knee,when I took a bath tonight,I couldnt even get myself out of the tub,I was worried i would have to yell for Dad.But I got myself out.I am worried about my knee,after the fall in Sears,I just hope I didnt break anything.But I can walk fine.When I sit down I cant even pull myself up.Mom always worrys about my knee problems.She always ask me,do I need to be on disability?No,I dont and I dont want to.She just worrys to much abd sometimes gets me upset about it.Mom just called me on my cell phone and asked me if I was sick with my knee and not a cold or the flu and I told Her I was sick,thinking I had a 24 hour bug.I just dont know what to do.Anyways,I am going to go to sleep.I know work will call me tommrow.My Boss will probllay tell me to stay home the rest of the week.We will see.Have a good night all.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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I couldnt make it into work today.

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Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good one.Me on the other hand isnt having a good moring.I had to cal out of work today.I hate doing it,but I just couldnt make myself go into work today.I am sick,I think I got what my Mom has.I havent been sick in a very,very long time.Last night,I couldnt even eat my dinner and I felt like I was going to throw up,like I feel now.My throat hurts and my head hurts,my whole body aches and I feel weak.Top it off,my knee is very weak.I am going to go back to bed.Have a nice day all.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.Oh yeah,I see someone sitting there behind Buffy.LOL.Hi Jack.It hurts to laugh.

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Monday, January 14, 2008

JLand Photo Shoot #125

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Thanks to all of you who played last week!  We had our largest turn out ever with 25 participants!  Let's continue the fun this week. 

This week's photo shoot will begin today (on Monday) and be due on Saturday, Jan. 19 at 11 PM EST. 

Our subject this week is:

The letter "T"... begins with T or find an object resembling the letter 

To enter this photo shoot, please post your submission by copying and pasting your full entry URL into the comment section below. 

If you need an explanation on how to do this, or need to know any other instructions concerning this photo shoot, please click on the link below:

              Instructions for JLand Photo Shoot 

Thanks in advance for playing along, Krissy :)  

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My original photo shot is about my Telephone that starts with the letter T.I dont use it alot as I dont really like to talk on the phone like I used to.The only time I am mainly on i to say goodnight to Gary.Sad I know.LOL.But that is my Photo shoot that starts with the letter T.My phone is in another room,I dont have it in my room because when my Brother and His wife lived here,they had there own phone line and its cut off now so,I have my Telephone in another room.I keep my telephone with my when I am not home than I put it up when I am out or when I am working.This photo shoot is probllay stupid,but,there you have my letter that starts with T.I hope you all enjoyed it.

I am feeling very werid.

 

Eeeeek,I am feeling a little funny right now.I feel all werid all over my body and I am feeling like I am going to faint.I hope I am not getting what my Mom has.I know I dont need it.I been keeping an eye on Mom all day,I just fixed Her some hot jello.I am going to go back to bed.Peaceout.