I am STRESSING Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can I scream now?I am sooooooo mad at myself,already I feel like I am going to have a bad week.No,I dont want to say that.But I feel it.My boyfriend took me out,we had a good time,we went to Ruby Tuesdays and the bugar I got was terrible,nothing on it,not even lettus,mayo or even a tamote,Gary took it back,they fixed it up,it still wasnt good.But wait,when He picked me up,He gave me a charger for my cell,because,I think I lost it,had it worke and someone was susposed to put into my cubby holder and it wasnt there.Gary will check on it tommrow moring,run it by my house and hoping it will work.Because,I tryed the other charger He gave me,the light was on and everything,it was charging,than made a werid sound.When I got home,it was dead.UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURG.So,if He finds my chargable,He will run it by my house,will see if that works,if not,while,I am in Fl,I will buy me another cell.I had this cell for a long time.I love that phone.I cant go anywere without one.So,this day was turning out to be crapy.lol.And I am laughing about it.lol.Oh well.I am getting anixcous,nervous,dont know why.Its been a long time since I have done something like this,even with my family,well,my Mom,Sister and Her family.I get along good with my brother n law,we always tease eachother,so you know what that means,if they dont tease with you,they dont like you.lol.Well,I heard that.We always had this saying,talk to the hand,I gave Him a key chain once that said that,He kept it.lol.Anyways,I am going to get off of here,have to have my laundry out by the time my Mom gets home from church.I vacumed and I moped everywere.t needed it.Didnt want my Mom having to do so much.She is making me nervous.lol.Ok,Ihave one more question I want to ask,I think we can bring any medicine on the plane with me?Does anyone know?I bought a cute bag,hand bag,you wont belive it,I know,I am 34 and bought a Hillary Duff bag,it was cute,it was pink,even my Mom liked it,but She didnt know it was Hillary Duff.lol.I am just ging to use my bag,put my dvd player and movies in there and some other stuff.Anyways,I miss you all and will take alot of pics.I will probllay be on here tommrow early moring and check my mail,probllay wont get to all the alerts,I am keeping them on.Have a good night,besafe.Peaceout.

Its time to wake up!!!!!!!!!

Moring all,

                Just a quick entrey before I head off of here and get some things done.Just wnated to let you all know,I am leaving tommrow moring.Wont be home till sometime Fri or Sat,I dont know.lol.But if anyone wants a post card.Let me know and I am getting ready for my Cristmas card list.lol.I know,to early,hey,I started back in June for Christmas.lol.Have a nice Sunday and a good rest of the week ahead.Be safe and peaceout.

Its just around the corner.

Good evening yal,

                 First I have to thank Sazzy from Sazzyscreation,I hope I got that right,for my beatiful tag.I love it.Thank you.Just want to write a quick entry before I head to bed,havent even had dinner yet.I am just going to make me a sandwhich and eat some chips.Its going to be a long weekend and week ahead.Please say a prayer for my Mom,I know She is very tired and stressed out.Watching the kids which She loves doing and my other brother came over and She saw the kids.I have 3 brothers.Big family.I just dont want my Mom all stressed out,want Her to enjoy the trip ahead.Let me tell you,everyday while we are there,it is going to be busy,busy,busy.I cant wait till Hawoleen,I know,I did a typo.lol.We will be on Dizney World that night,it will be a spactular evening,ending with fire works,.I hope I can get some good pics.I am getting very excited,but,nervous for my Mom,and worried.Anyways,I am off to bed,first eat dinner.Have a nice night everyone and be safe out there.Peaceout.Oh yeah,I am trying to settle all the dvds that my 2 nephews and neice can watch.This should be fun.I also wanted to thank everyone for the info about what you can take and for my digtal.Thank you.I lvoe you all.

To much stuff to do.lol.

A quick entry,

            I have so much stuff to do,but wanted to ask if anyone of you all know,I did however,leave a meassge with the travel dapartment,asking what I could actllay bring on the plane with me.I want to bring a big purse with a book,some writing stuff,my digtal camra,stamps.I might put that in my suiet case.But thats about it.I am racking my brain.lol.If anyone would like my cell,just to text message or to talk,let me know and will send it in email.HAve a great day.Be safe.Peaceout.

Last munite things.

Good moring all,

                   Hope you all slept well.I slept ok,could of been better,but woke up with a croked neck.lol.You know what I mean.lol.But I am going back to bed in a little bit.We usllay watch my Sisters kids on Sats why She goes visiting for church.I let my Mom sleep in till they arrive.I am kinda frusted because I still cant get my Digtal Carma to get the pics that I want on the puter,so,I can put them in my journal.It is bugging me out.If anyone knows anything Digtals,let me know.I pulg in the usb and nothing comes up,I know I am doing something worng.When I turn on my Digtal,theres a green light that comes on,stays on for a munite,than pops off.Anyone know anything about that?Maybe I will go to Cvs and ask them.I am getting excited now,its going to be fun.I have my boyfriends boss cell phone on my ceel,its pic phone,sometimes I send Him funny pics for His girls.I told my boyfriend I will try and get a pic of Mickey,orCindarala or SnowWhite.If anyone stil wants a post card,send me your addy in email and I will send you one,we can swap addys.I think I will take my Digtal with me on the plane,wont put it in my suiet case.You can take an over night case with you on the plane.I think I will take my book bag.Our suiet cases cant be over than 50 punds.I havent even packed yet,well,cant say I have,I did a little,but,I never know what I want to put into wear.lol.So I am going to do some things today.I am going to get my book bag ready.Anyways,I am going to go do some more stuff on my pirvate journal.You all have a nice weekend and be safe out there.Peaceout.Onre more thing,my neice,shes so cute,She loves to play with me and wants attention,thats normal.But she was telling last night when they was over here for dinner,She was saying to me,do you know how to swim?I should of said I can do dog paddel.lol.But She was telling me there is a hot tub,I love hot tub,havent been in one for so long.So,it should be nice.There is only going to be maybe 2 days of rain.My Sister said,She has some panchos.lol.Maybe I will walk of a few punds.lol.

Its comming aaround the corner.Almost here.Woooooooooohoooooooooooooo

Moring Everyone,

            You all know,I cant stay away to long.lol.But may have to play catch up on alerts,because,I probllay still wont be around due to getting ready for the trip.I am looking forward to it now and getting excited about it.You know when you know its comming and its finally here,you get really excited.And this is a big thing for me.I never been with my Sister,hubbay and the kids and Mom.lol.So it will be fun,taking alot of pics.I need you alls advice on something.I am stil dbating rather should I take my Digtal or get one of them trow aways?I know my Mom does want to get a throw away video camra,so,I will be checking into that.today is my last day at work unless they put me on Sunday,would be good if I work a few hours,cause,I know I will br broke when I get back.Than again,boyfriend is always helping me out.He is so good to me and knows I dont have alot of money to deal with.I do want to mention that,I know yal been asking about my hair,I was very disapointed,I wanted it all to be dyed red,but you cant see anything unless you have to look up sooo closse,which I wasnt happy at all and mom wasnt either.Her hair looks nice.But I did get a trim as I want to try and grow my hair long,maybe just a little pass down my shoulders.Most likly,I will probllay end up cutting it.lol.I do have a pic ceel phone,so,on the plane I will be taking pics.lol.And sending pics to my boyfriend.He wants a goof shirt.I hope you all dont think I am imagin about Him.lol.Ok,so,maybe I get a little peranoid.lol.But He is real.His name is Robert Gary,calls Him by Gary,or honey.lol.He calls me sweetie.Sometimes I feel bad that I dont do enough for Him,but I do,do,little tings for Him.He says all He wants is my love.Awwwwwwwww.lol.But I want a ring.lol.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and finish getting ready for work.If you all want a post card let me know and via email me your addy.Be safe.Peaceout.I also will be around to my other journal later tonight.

 

Turning off my alerts for a while,but you can still leave comments.lol.

Hi all,

        To make it easy on me,I have right now and probllay through the weekend.I turned off all my alerts.not to offend anyone.I just want to be able to play catch up on my own time.lol.Sorry guys.But if you need to get in touch with me,you know my email and you access to my private journal.I am kinda taking a little break.Hope no one is mad.I really do love you guys.Someone had mentioned a new commer,added a coment and wanted some tags,I am sorry,I dont know how to make tags,but if go to my side bar in this journal,you can link to alot of them and they are the ones who put names on tags,I dont.lol.Sorry I cant be much of help.Hope you all have a great day.Again,sorry about turnning off my alerts.Have a great day all.love you all.Be safe.

I am in a pretty good mood this moring,dont ask why.lol.

Good moring all,

                Hope you all had a good sleep.I did myself.But I will go back to sleep for a little while,I think I got up to early.I am so used to getting up early now.But when Sat comes,I am not getting up early,I am hoping to sleep in,if I can.lol.Loos like it will be a nice day today.I still have so much to get ready for my trip.I am looking forward to just getting away.But I know I will miss my J-landers and my on line buddies.I am thankful for all of you who come here to read it and that you like my journal.That is a blessing to me,makes me smile.I never would of thought in a milion years,I would have a journal,not alone a private journal to.lol.Which am just begining at that.I will get there.I hope you all know you all are a blessing to me,each and everyone of you.I want to have some time and read some journals that I saved on my fave places.Maybe I can do that this weekend.Well,I am going to go back to be for a little bit.My throat feels kinda itchy.But,actullay,I have no pains today.My ankle was swolen last night,probllay due to walking to much.I have to remind myself that during Christmas,not get over whelmed and try to get everything done all at one time.Because last year,I did that and working,I couldnt walk one night and I had to call out of work because I was hurting with my legs.I hope it doesnt happend this year.Ok,I am off.Have a great day all.Be safe.Peaceout.One more thing before I go.I felt like I need to say,that I am not a psp,and all the wodnerful and beatiful graffics belong to the artests.There are so many of them,and just want to say thank you for the beatiful graffis.Not going to put names,because,like I said,there is to many.lol.But I think I am addicted.lol.Thank you all.

bye for now

Hi yal,

       Some of yal had a little trouble seeing my color,is this better?What color you all think I should have?By the way,if anyone else has gotton the link to my private journal,let me know.Been feeling kinda down,for letting some of yal down.But I been feeling down half the day sicne I got home,dont know why.I will be back later.

A quick note

Good moring,

              Just a quick note,than I am off to work.I will work on getting everyone added to my private journal when I get home today.Thank you all so much for your nice comments.Have a great day.

Finally gotton my private journal working.

Hi all,

        Just wanted you all to know,I think I finally got my private journal to work,so,if I missed anyone and I know I have,someone by the name of ukgal?I will add and give you my link to my private journal.Anyone else who hasnt gotton it yet.I am still n ew to it,so,be patiences,I know,I am not a very patiecne person either.But just want to let you know.Thank you so much.I love you guys.If you want to snag any pics,feel free to do so.Just know,I am not a graffic desginer,would like to be one.We have some prety geart artests here in J-land.

be back later

Hi all,its me again,just waiting for my boyfriend to come,going out for a while,cant stay out to long,have to be at work tommrow at 7.Ack.lol.Its ben a while since I worked an early shift.But its not to bad.Only be working from 7 to 11.I was kinda disapointed in my hair,I like the way She cut it,but,when She dyed it,cant see to much of the redness,maybe,I will see more tommrow.lol.But I am trying to grow my hair long.Lets see if I can do that.When I was little,I had long hair down to my back.I dont think I want it that long.lol.Well,I wanted to say a few thigns before I forget,as I probllay have mentioned before,I might hold off on my private journal till I come back from vaction,who knows.Still having a hard time trying to figure out how to add people.So if I ignored you,its not on purpose.My Mom says Shes getting a little neverous,but excited,nervous about the plane ride,I am getting a little nervous,but I have something to help with that.lol.I will also probllay be sitting me my neice or one of my 2 nephews.lol.Does anyone out there know how I can add my journal in email?When I done that before,it didnt work,with my private journal.I was also thinking about shutting down my alerts till I get back.lol.But dont know,if the hotel has a puter,maybe I can get on theres.Hotels usllay do.This is going to be a nice hotel.My Sis says we need to have plenty of rest,because we are going to Dizney World the first day we get there.So,maybe I can get some rest on the plane.You know how that is,when your to excited and you wont sleep.I know the kids will be.They love going to Dizney World,they go every year.So,I know they probllay wont get much sleep.lol.Well,I maybe back latter.Have a great day all.Be safe.Peaceout.

Today is a good day!!!!!!!

HJi everyone,hope you all have a good day today.I am going to have a busy day.A lady from church is comming over to do my and my Moms hair.Mine is going to look so diffrent from what it looks now.Will try and take a pic and put it in here.Did I say,today is going to be busy?Yup it is.Later on I will go out iwth my boyfriend,today is date night,well,it will actullay be date day.lol.He is off tommrow,I work tommrow,I am off today,but,I am slo off on Sat.Wooooohooooooooo.I never get to have a Sat off,well,I wouldnt say never,its been a while.I will probllay have SAt and Sun off,the boss is like that when when we have a vaction.I am getting a little excited about it.I mean,I was only a little child when I went to Dizney World,so,it should be fun,puls I am going with my Mom,Sister and Her family.I will take lots of pics and share them when I get back.Still wondering if I should take my Digtal camra with me,I think I will,but will it be safe in my suiet case?I also wanted to let you all know,I am still working on my private journal,still havent gottont he hang of it and adding people.lol.I will get there.It will take some time.It looks like it is going to be a nice day today.I am soooooo ready for some snow.lol.When Dec arrives,it wont feel like Christmas if there isnt any snow,or Nov.Anyways,I better get off of here before my Mom calls me.lol.Its funny,when She calls me,She yells up the stairs for me and I am down stairs on the puter in this cold room which has no heat in here,this is the only room.My room upstairs has heat,untill my DAd says,turn it off at night before I go to bed,He says I dont need it at night when I am sleeping under the covers.Go figure.lol.I dont turn it all the way off,just down a little bit.lol.Anyways,hope you all have a ncie day and be safe out there.Peaceout.

 

Sweet Dreams All!!!!!

Good evening yal,

               Hope its a good one.I know I have said I am starting up a private journal,I am thinking of putting it on hold till I get back from vaction,but who knows.lol.I am just really tired right now,my shoulder is killing me.Thought I had an app to see my Arthitis Doctor,but I dont,will have to make one when I get back.I wanted to thank you for helping me figuring out how to do a private journal.Maybe I will work on it tommrow.But right now,I just feel like crawling into my bed and going to sleep.I never really do that,usllay stay up late.But tonight,I am tired and tommrow I am getting my hair down.Woooooooooohooooooo.Maybe I will add a pic in here and let you all see.It will be a diffrent color than what I have now,which is brown.So,I am going to say goodnight for now and will be back tommrow.You never know with me.lol.Be safe.Peaceout.

I found it!!!!

I found it!!!!!!!!!!Will be doing some more work on it.Have a good day all.I hope I did the adding right,let me know if you all got my link and will be adding more people and let me know who else would like to have it.Thanks.

Finally decied to make another journal,a private one.

Hi all,

        Just wanted you to know,I have another journal and I aded alot of you to my private journal.Lt me know if I forgot anyone or if you want the link to it.Thanks.

Be back later.

Hi there everyone,

                Hope you all had a good weekend.Now its time to go back to work.lol.Well,I usllay work on Sundays,but I was off today,went to church with my Mom and my friend came along,its been so long since we seen eachother and I got to see Her little boy,He is so cute and was a very good kid,who doesnt get to be around kids that much.Shes a stay at home Mom,Shes young.But She is a good Mom and takes very good care of Him.His name is Nathan.We had a fun day at church,I probllay mentioned before,it is called Round up,every year on this day.As soon as we left the church,Nathan was in His car seat and fell fast alseep.he was worn out.I think we all was,because,I came home and took a nice nap.I took 2 of my Arthitis pills and helped with my shoulder.In church it was bothering me.But it feels a little better now.So much is going on.This week will be getting ready for our trip to Dizney world,getting a little excitted about it,you know how sometimes,you feel like your vaction is never going to get here.lol.This is part of my christmas presant from my boyfriend who is helping me out,He helps me out alot.He payed for my plane ride and is going to give me spending money.Ok,so,I am spoiled.lol.I never had a good guy like that who takes care of me and is always there for me.But,yes,I am still working on Him getting me the ring.lol.Wonder why,some men want to get married and some dont.I think He does,I think He is maybe scared,ofcourse,its big huge step,which probllay nobody thinks I can do it.Well,my family does,but some people probllay dont think I can do it.but will tell you this,I have grown up alot,even thoe I have made plent of mistakes.But you cant keep on dwelling in the past like my Mom tells me.I can say,I have so much to be thankful for.My family,who I know who will alwys be there for me no matter what.Ok,some things I want to go over.Ok,yal,alot of my mail has been going to spam,I just checked it,it was getting full,so,I thought I would check it and came acroos a few emails I didnt get to read and one email was some graffics I asked for and it wouldnt let me click on the link.I think it Chat2missie.But I cant remember.Bummer,hate when that happends.My Dad is home.lol.So many things I need to get done.I still want to take a pic of my house,so you all can see it looks like a haunted house.lol.Stll cant get my digtal camra to work,another bummer.Let me tell you somehting,driving with my Mom,makes me so nervous.lol.Dont tell Her I said that.She cannot talk and drive at the same time.She is a good driver,but,I am so glad She doesnt drive that much and Dad took Her to church tonight.She was way to tired and it is very dark out there for HEr to be driving by Herself.On wed night,someone from church picks Her up and takes Her.It worrys me.We may have our spit spats,but I guess,like everyone says,its a mother/daughter thing.We said that today to.lol.Oh,I can take my portable dvd player on the plane with me,so,that means some little buggers will be sitting right next to me.lol.My neice,didnt want to fly,She said She doesnt like it,because it hurts Her ears.Shes,I think She is 5,I cant remember.Someone was saying give Her some chewing gum.So,we will see,or if any one of you have some ideas.They said,you cant take anything on the plane with you,not even a purse,it has to be a very small white plastic bag,with little in it.lol.But I can still take my dvd player.lol.I will be watching alot of movies.I just need to charge it up alot.I wonder if I can take my chargable with me.Anyways,I might be back on here before I go to bed.I am so tired now,even thoe I took a nap.lol.One more thing,someone was asking me about a graffic?I cant remembe which one of you asked me for it.But I think I remember the graffic,it is from Cabs Creation,if you have His link.If not,email me and I will give it to you.You all mean so much to me.Have a nice night and be safe out there.Peaceout.

Nite Nite

Good evening yal,

               Hope you all is havong a good one.I am doing ok here.But I am going to be having a very busy week ahead.I am glad I am off tommrow.But will be going to church in the moring and bringing a friend with me,along with Her baby,who I havent seen in like forever.We talk on the phone,but its been crazy and just dont have time to visit.But I want to start making the time.I have so many things I need to get ready for.But I am so tired.Every bone in my body aches.I left my advil at work.Uuuuuuuuuuug.I was telling my boss,that my shoulder and now both of my arms all the way up to my neck,hurt soooooooooooo bad,so,She said to try advil and get some icy hot,which I didnt get that,but I will,hoping Mom stops off at the storr tommrow after church.She got an early Christmas gift from Dad.lol.Which that never happends and it made Her day.She and my DAd went out shoping,She got some nice clothes and they went to Bob Evans.I am glad that made Her day.I just wish this pain would go away,if it doesnt,I will have to go see my doc before I leave and I havent seen my reg doc in a while.I b etter get off of here as my Dad is wanting on here.lol.My boss said I did a good job,staying later last night to help out.She said I didnt even complained about staying later.lol.Ok,guys,I have a few things I need to do before going to bed.I am so tired.Its just my shoulder and my neck.I know its Arthitis.Mind over body,right?I am weak.lol.One more thing before I head off for the night.If anyone wants a post card from Dizney world,let me know.I will be leaving Oct 30,plane leaves at 7 in the moring,so you know what that means,we have to get up extra early.If anyone knows what we can actullay bring and take on the plane,let me know.Thanks.I was thinking about bringing my portable dvd player and my back pack,and put my digtal in there.Anyways,have a good night all,be safe.My Mom just came up to me and said,it feels like Christmas.lol.I even bought Her a thing of socks.lol.Peaceout.

Its Sat,but,I am noto ff today.lol.Off tommrow.lol.

Good moring all,Happy Sat.Its actullay a pretty good day here.Sunny and pretty out,not a cloud in the sky.Man,took me a little while to get to sleep last night,but finally did and slept through the night.But when I woke up this moring,I think maybe I slept worng.lol.My whole entire neck and my right shoulder is killing me.I kinda feel sore all over,but my neck and shoulder is the worst.Maybe it was because I had alot of work last night at my job,due to someone called out and I had to stay longer till my relief came at 7:30,but I stayed till 8,when my boyfriend got off and He took me home.There was alot of traffic last night,probllay everyone going to a party.I guess you can say,I am not a party girl.lol.I am a more laid back person,loves to hang with my boyfriend,my friends,come home,and chill out from work.lol.But,man,I feel so sore.My neck has been bothering me for sometime now,today it just got worse.I try and crack it,but its no use.lol.Maybe I will turn on my massager.I dont know why I am worrying,but,my boss went to my boyfriend today at work and asked how I was.Because She found out someone called out and She doesnt usllay let part timmers stay over than 4 hours.I guess,She knows how much I can do.I just hope I did ok.lol.I think I did ok,I had alot of work to do.Ok,so,tell me not to worry.I know,I worry.I get it from my Mom.lol.I think I get alot of stuff from Mom.lol.Well,I think I will get off of here,get a bowl of cearl and relax before I leave for work.I wanted to say thank you all again,so much for sending me encourging comments,you dont know how much that means to me.I think we here in J-land is one big happy family,we look out for eachoter.Thank you all so much.I know we all count on thoes comments,that just brings a little sunshine to our faces.So,I thank you and I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.Tommrow,I am going to church with my Mom and I am bringing a visiter with me and Her son.It should be a great day tommrow.Tommrow at church is a special day,called round up day,they do it every year.They have tons of games and alot of kewl stuff to do after church.I will let you all know how it goes tomrow.I should be back on here before I leave for work.Be safe and peaceout.O yeah,I have so much to do this week ahead before I leave for vaction.I am looking forward to it.

Its time to hit the hay.lol.

Hi everyone,I am so tired,I am getting ready to go to bed.I had to stay a few hours later at work till my closer came in.when I came home and came on here,I had alot of enterys and alot of nice and wonderful comments you all gave me.I was amazed.Thank you,it really made my day.I know you all care.Took me an hour to finish all my alerts.lol.I dont know why,but half of my emails go to spam and I havent even read them,so,I have to check when I go in there and delet them.Well,its been a long day and I am half falling alseep here.My legs and feet are sore,due to the fact I had so much work to do at work.Anyways,I am going to call it a night.Cab,thanks for your wonderful graffics.I love em.Have a great weekend all and be safe out there.Peaceout.

Thank you to my J-land friends,I do need to let it all go and not let it get to me.Thank you.I have to go to work no.Have a good weekend all.I love you all.

Just playing around.lol.

 

                                                             

 

     I just thought I would make this an entry of scary things to see.lol.Have fun.Snag away if you want to.

                                    

Getting to scary for you?lol.

Ok,so,I might be bored.lol.Hey,I dont have anything to do tonight.lol.And,yes,I have a life.lol.

 

Yal,should see how many pics I have on Photo Bucket.lol.

Ok,I am done for the night,probllay looks a little stupid,but oh well.lol.I hope you all have a fun and safe weekend.You all are in my thoughts and prayers.Be back tommrow,sometime,in the moring before I leave for work.1 to 5.lol.Peaceout.

My Favorite Past times.

Ok,I thought I would add some pics in here,of some of my fave past times.Couldnt find the pics to my newst arrivel,my neice,but will look into that later.The first pic you see,is the first set of grandkids,till there was more.The one in red,Shannon,She wasnt to happy that day.lol.The 2 pic is Kyle,the oldest of them all.He loves anything Starwars and He loves to read and wants you to read to Him.lol.3 pic is my Sean,isnt that smile adorable?He knows it to.lol.4th pic,Katie,yup,they are related.lol.5th pic is my Sister,Shes a good Sister,wife,Mom,friend.Dont think we gotton along to good when was little,we alway were fighting,because I would take Her clothes.lol.6th pic,this is my Mom.Dont remember what I was sying when I tryed to make Her laugh.lol.7th pic,My Sister and Her Husband.This is a pic of Me and my Sister when we were little.I love this pic.9th pic,that was 4th of July of last year,everyone was there but my family in London.It was a good and fun time.Yup,thats Me.lol.Actullay a good pif of me,I am trying to grow my hair long,we will see how long that last.lol.I cant stand my hair being long,I used to have really long hair when I was younger.lol.11th pic,thats Me and KAtie at my Bday dinner of last year at Don Pobloes,they song happy bday to me,asked me how old I was,I said,34 and they said 25.lol.Hey,I guess I looked like it.lol.LAst pic,12th pic,thats my Sean,with His adorable cute smile.I have more pics,want to share.Kids have a care free attiude about them,I love it.They dont worry about anything,they just want to have fun and they are so kind,caring and loving.Ofcourse I spoile them.lol.I have to,I am the aunt.lol.I cant wait till my vaction,I cant wait to go to Dizney World,going to be so much fun.Well,hope you all enjoyed them.Be back latter.I need to take a shower,before my shows come on.Small Villie and cant remember the show after it.lol.I am hungry,dinner isnt ready yet,almost.Were having chillie.Yuuuuuuuuumy.Peaceout.

I am going to take a nap.lol.

I didnt even know this graffic had my name on it.lol.Who ever did this one for me.Thanks.I love it.

I feel I have been on this dang puter to long today,well,I did go to the stoor with my Mom,came home,did a few chores and now I am going to get off of here and take a much needed nap,if I can.I really dont take naps,but today is one of them days,the weather,ack.lol.Makes you feel sleepy.I wanted to thank you all for your wonderful advice,it is good to know,that out there in this big world are good caring,throughtful people in my wonderful world of J-land.I think I have grown up alit since writting in here.Its helped me so much.I know this person I want to be,that I already am.I choose to stay that way.I have come along way from being so sad,down and depressed,from today,with being happy,tkaing it one day at a time.I am happy,i am happy with my life and the people who are in my life.I want to say thank you for all of you,not just my J-landers,my online buddies as well.I love you all.Ok,now,I have really got to get off of here and take a nap.My hands are cramping from being on here to long.Well,you can say I am cought up on my alerts.lol.Wanted to also say congrats to thoes who have been selected in the vivis awards.You deserved it!!!!!!!HAve a good day all.Be safe.Peaceout.

Wondering if I should just go back to bed?lol.

Good moring all,

                      Hope everyone is having a good one so far.I am doing ok,execpt for the fact that maybe I slept worng last night,because,my whole left shoulder is aching so bad, my whole neck to.I feel like I have this big knot to my shoulder,to my neck.I feel like going back to bed,sleeping all day,I may just do that.But I am waiting for my Mom to see if She wants to go somewere.She hasnt been home all week,Shes been at my Sisters house and helping out,while Her Husband was out of town and When He got back they also had to go to a furnel.Someone at church,Her Husband passed away,He was young,He was an electrian and He got electruted and died.Its sad.But He is in Heavn now.But He left behind a wife and 4 little ones.Dont understand why so many people are dying all the time.I just dont want to think about it.Going to change the subject,but they need prayers.I am getting somewhat excited about the trip,leaving OCt 30,comming back home on the 4th of Nov.HAve you all started your Christmas shoping yet?lol.Yes,I started,way back in June.lol.I have to.lol.I have all together 15 neices and nephews to buy for,not to mentoned,my parents,my boyfriend and a few family memebers.Ohhhhhhhhhh,my neck.lol.It has this big huge knot and I cant get rid of it.I took an Arthitis pill,hoping that helps.I need to do a few thigns,do some laundry,my suiet case is already out.I have a few things I already sat out.Probllay will check the weather there in FL to see how it is.I have been to Dizney World since I was little,so,it will be fun and nice to see it again.My Sister and Her Husband and Kids,go ever year,just about.Of course,the kids love it.My Sister asked me,She said,Mom said you wasnt going to ride any rollar coasters and I broke down and said ok,I will.I love em,just havent ridden one in a long time.lol.I love the water rides.I know my Neice and 2 Nephews will get me on alot of rides.lol.I am still debating rather I should take my Digtal camra.I want to,butI dont want to accidently loose it.lol.If my head wasnt attached,I loose that to.lol.My Sister is taking Hers.If I take mine,its not going in my suiet case,its going with me on the plane,I dont even know what you can take on the plane,nowadays,you never know,anymore,what can happend.I want to say thank you all for the encourgment comments you left on my journal about my co worker.I think from now on,I am just not going to say anything.I will tell you this,She is always on HEr cell all the time.Which,dont think that is right.But anyways.Thank you.I love you all so much,even thoe we havent met in person,yet,I dont need to meet you all to know that you all are so caring and loving,always giving good advice.I have such good caring friends.Hope you all have a ncie day.Peaceout.Its a gloomy day here,thats why I feel like going back to bed and sleeping.lol.

Wait.dont go away,still here,just be back later.lol.

Hi everyone,hope you all is having a good night.I am doing good here,better than yesterday.How ever,I am tired today for somereason,well,probllay due to the fact I got called in to go to work this moring,which was good,I didnt have to work from 4 to 8.lol.I get to watch my show that is getting ready to come on.That moddel show.I want to talk about something that doesnt bother me to much,and than again it does.I have this co worker at work,I dont think She likes me very much and I know your going to have people who dont like you.She is always saying somehting negative towards me,when She thinks She doesnt know I know what shes saying.It just really gets to me sometimes.She says stuff like,to the other co worker that does a btter job than me,not in thoes words,but something to that point.I do the best I can.Like this moring when I came into work and She was like,what took you so long to get here.I said,I had to get my Dad up,took me long enough to get Him up,She was like,oh,you just had to dress your face up,not in thoes words.lol.But She did say,you had to makeup on,I said,NO!!!!Than they was like,why couldnt your Mom bring you,I said,She wasnt home when I woke up.Than I went on about my Day.And get this,when She leaves,She doesnt really ever say buy to me unless I keep saying buy to Her.That is just plain rude,She will walk right pass by my,say by to everyone else and not me.I want to also mention something and dont want to ofend anyone here in J-land or out there who is reading this.One day,She asked me if I was predistest and I was like,what nerve,why would She ask me that?I said no,all my other co workers no I am not,I even told another lady that worked with me and I told Her what She asked me and She even said I wasnt.That just really hurts my feelings.Why people can be so mean like that.I try my best to get along with Her and I do,because its your job.I come in,say good moring,when I leave,I good by.I am always nice.I guess you have people like that in your part of the world who will act like that.Shoot,I even made Her a necklaess one time and I love doing that for everyone.I just wanted to get this all out,because it was getting on my nerves.I dont think She is the most riendlyest person to work with and let me tell you,there is another lady in there,I didnt get along with for so many years and I can get along with Her jsut fine,I know how to take Her.lol.Anyways,I need to get off of here,get a bite to eat and go watch my shows.It was so nice today,felt like summer again,but a cold front is comming.I want SNOW sooooooooo bad.lol.It just sometimes makes me feel like I am not a good person,feels like I dont have a good heart.I want to get along with everyone.At least try to.I am also mad because I cant get my Digtal Camra to upload the pics I want.Oh well.Other than that,I am doing ok.Yal have a nice night.I will be back later.Peaceout.

Just thinking,not outlout thoe.lol.

I am just sitting here,pndering of things,so many things to say,that I want to say,that I probllay shouldnt say on here,even in my journal,because people have eyes,and not you my J-landers,other people,and not even my online buddies.I guess so much stuff going on right now in m mind.To much thinking or to much time on my hands.lol.I kinda am thinking of making private journal,but not to sure if I can handel 2 journals yet.lol.You ever feel like you have one of them days were you get stuck in the past and the past comes back to haunt you?You feel like you havent been forgiven and which you have tryed to make peace many times?Its just not that,I guess everything is getting to me all at once,I certianly dont know why.I feel like,dont know what I really feel like right now.Sometimes I get so mad,so angry,that people dont understand me.Yeah,I have made mistakes,plenty mistakes and like I said tryed to make peace.Yet,I feel I have also grown up in a way that,yeah,I at times,I feel like I am still back in the past,if that makes any sience,but,I also feel I have grown up so much,not to let it get to me,to be the good person that I am today.Knowing that,some people probllay would think yeah right,they dont know who I am.Am I making any sience at all?Maybe I will sit down one night and tell you all about it.Its a long story.Which in alot of ways has made me grown up alot,but,still get down to,at things people used to say,it comes back to haunt you.What do you do about it?I know,let it go,sometimes hard to do.Maybe I shhould of seen my doc today,my thereypyst,but,I cancled it.Anyways,I am going to end on this note.My show is getting ready to come on.Maybe head to bed early tonight,dont know.Have a nice night all.Be safe.Peaceout.One more thing,any idas on what I should be on Hawlloeen?I will be in Dizney world with my family,nothing scary.lol.Ta Ta.

This Bites!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sounds like a personal problem to me.lol.My work calls me and wants to know if I can come in and work from 4 to 8,I kinda fibed,ok,I lied and said I had a Doctors app,which they always know I have a Doctors app.They said to call be even if I couldnt make it.What they going to do now,make me felel guilty because someone called out.Its been like this for the last few weeks,someone calling out.I never call out,unless,I am really hurting,I mean,really hurting.So,I am usllay good about that.But I dont want to have to hear about it tommrow,even thoe my oss will be off,dont want to hear it from anyone else.You want the hours,you should take it.I do want the hours,but,I also had plans.Should I feel guilty?Ok,I know I shouldnt have lued,but hey,its my life.They really need to get there act together and get that sedcual worked out like it used to be!!!!!Which I am still kinda ticked off with that one to.I do want to take off this Sunday and it is time and a half for Sunday and I know,i probllay wont have any money comming in,but its not the end of the world.lol.I am just fet up with work.I am taking my 2 days off they gave me,well and Thurs unless the put me on to work.They just really bug me sometimes and dont get me worng,I love my job,love what I do,even thoe it can be a pian in the butt.I shouldnt have to be working in the evening,I would today if I didnt have plans.Somehting like this always happends and I feel guilty because I should go in.Not my falt.It wasnt even the boss calling me,it was a co worker who called.Pain in my.you know what.I am not even going to tell my Mom,because,She would say,you should of went in,bla,bla,bla.lol.I wouldnt do me no good,No one is around to take me anyways,my Mom is,but,Shes been really tired,helping my Sister,Shes been over there staying the night because my brother n law was out of town and I dont want Her out there driving in this nasty weather,which it is rainng really hard.I could have went,but,hey,its my day off,so,its my choise,right?But I know,I shouldnt have lied.They do it all the time,I know,its not right.So tell me not to feel guilty.lol.It just really makes me mad!!!!!!!!!I know my Dad wouldnt like picking me up tonight anyways,even thoe He has to take me tommrow and pick me up tommrow night.lol.I did mentioned to my boss the other day,how long will I be working theeses crazy odd hours on the weekends,I dont mind once in a while,but come on now,some people need a brake,like me.Am I complainging to much?Should I worry?Should I let it go?What?Tell me,I AM GOING NUTS!!!!!lol.I was on the other line talking to my boyfriend when She called.lol.Have a good one all,I am waiting for Him to pick me up.We had plans.This is my day off!!!!!!If they want me to work Thurs,I will.lol.Peaceout.This really bites!!!!!!!!!!!

I need some help with my digtal camra,forgot how to down load pics.Uuuuuuug.lol.

Hi all,

        Good moring,hope everyone is having a good day so far.So far its a good day here.Only one problem,I am sitting here trying to figure out how to use my Digtal camra and add pics onto my puter,my brother showed me how to do it one time a long time ago and I forgot how.I have my Usb cord and been pluging it in,I must be doing somehting worng.I have some pics I would like to share and print out.So,if anyone can help me out here,I would be very greatful.I think I must of thrown the book away.Drn it.I always do stupid stuff like that.Either that,or,I am going to have to take it to Cvs or Walmart or Target and let them do it there.I really wanted to get them on here today.Maybe I will figure it out and maybe yal can help me out to.Nothing much planed here today.Going out with my boyfriendvlater today,date night,I need to go to Walmart and get a few thigns for my trip.I am looking forward to it,a little bit.lol.Would be nice to get away.But I am sharing a room with my Mom.lol.Its a really nice Hotel,never been in like that and will take lots of pics.Anyways,need to get off of here and get a few things done.If you all have any ideas,let me know.Thanks.Have a great day.Looks like a slepy day here,rainy.Be safe and have fun.Peaceout.One more thing before I go,is there an easy way to save all the wonderful graffics and my pics,maybe onto a cd?How would you go about doing that?Thanks.Love you all.

Chat tonight,copyed and pasted it from thegirlnextdor

I will try and be there,thanks for letting us all know.

Chat tonight!

Put the word out...the chat is tonight!  Gotta run  now!   6 p.m. EST!!

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Be there!

I have been taged by serval,but this is fun,dont know if I did it right or not.lol.

Thanks Cab for the wonderful Dizney tags.

I promised myself that I find something that I love to do and I will do it just for the fun of it.Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet I know that is what you were thinking!

I've been book tagged....

...by Lisa !!!

 

1. Grab the nearest book. If you are currently reading something, that'll be fine too.

2. Open the book to page 123.

3. Find the fifth sentence.

4. Post the text of the next 4 sentences on your Blog along with these instructions.

5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet I know that is what you were thinking!

6. Tag 5 people

 

From page 123, from the 5th sentence....

...here is a sign for the next one, a mile away, and where you want to stop.  By the half-mile sign you should be in the left hand lane, ready to signal and drive into the deceleration lane ahead.  Looking ahead, you see the sign that tells you when the  motorway regulations end...

..i've grabbed Lisa's evil laugh and now using it to find my 5 people to tag!!! lol

Lets see if I can get this right this time.lol.

Oh my goodness,I had a long entry here and was done,went to click it and guess what I did?Yup,I exited me out and I was like,oh my,have to write this all over again.Dont think this will be a long one this time.lol.First of all,I want to thank SazzyMadeMe for making the above tag for me,I love it,I love them all,thanks for thinking of me.The app went good today.I am still taking the 2 medicines,the one I take in the moring and the one I take at night.But He did give me somehting for stress called Seroquel 25 mg,it is kicking my but already.So,I am not going to stay on here to much longer.Soon as I get into my bed,I will be sleeping.But before I do that,I have to put laundry in the dryer.Ugggggggg.lol.Oh yeah,do you all know when the awards is going to take place?I am still trying to figure out who I want to chooses.Well,I am headed off of here.Goodnight all,peaceout.

Have fun everyone.

I am going to make this quick,going to the docs and see how it goes.I hope it goes ok.He is a good doc and I like Him.Will let you know how goes later.Have fun everyone.I am going to be spicing my journal up a bit,as you can see.lol.Peaceout.

NEW JOURNAL INDEX!!!! Copyed and pasted it from horseshoebend,thanks.

NEW JOURNAL INDEX!

 

              

One of our journal friends has offered to set up a new journal directory so that people can find journals much more easily.  There used to be a journal directory, but due to the passing away of the author, it is no longer updated.

Kate has taken on quite a task here for the benefit of us all so please back her and make sure you leave the URL of your journal.  Also, could you give this a mention on your own journals so that the word will spread and more people can participate.

Thank you.  Here is the link

2006/2007 Journal Index

http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/20062007-journal-index/

HOPE YALL HAVE A REAL GOOD DAY!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Its a beatiful day out there today,enjoy it.

Good moring all,

                 Hope you all is having a good day today.I am having a good day so far.It is quiet in the house for a while till my Mom comes home.She stayed with my Sister and is staying for the next few ngihts,because my Sisters hubby is out of town.I would want someone to stay with me to,She has 3 little kids,well,not little,they are,but,there not babys anymore.lol.But I guess my Sis would feel more comfortable,I know I would.What about you?lol.I think I am probllay going to make me something to eat and lay down and take a little nap.If I can.I go see my doc today,my reular visit with Him.I am going to tell Him,I have been stressing out so much and I been really shaky at work,When I go to write on a cake and I am not perfect at it,dont even know how to make cakes,I can only write on them,good thing someone else was with me,because my hand was shaking so bad,I jsut could not write on the cake.Couldnt even get my hand to stop shaking after words,dont know why.I will tell my doc that.I think it is my meds I take in the moring.they dont seem to help me,even with depression,because,I am so stressed out with worrying about everything.I know life isnt always easy and pills wont help everything.I know that.Alot of people tell me,God is the one who helps you and I know that.But sometimes you need some other help,if you know what I mean.I am taking clonazepam in the moring,doesnt seem to help me.I have been more cranky and eriitable,I willa dmit to that.lol.Dont know if it could by my night time meds,Amatriplyn,which helps me alot to sleep.I just need to stop worrying about everything and not be so stressed out,which I get that from my Mom.lol.Maybe yal know of somehting that would help me out and maybe I can talk to my doc about it.I have taking Xanx before,but,I am used to that.Well,havent ben on it for a while thoe.Anyways,I have lots to do now from this week till my vaction in Fl,which I will be leaving OCt 30 flying out there,I am nervous about that to.I will talk with Him about everything.Maybe if yal have any advice,let me know.I wonder if He can help me out with the pain in my shoulder an my neck.I dont want to sound like I am wanting pills,I dont,I wish I never had to be on them and can work things out on my own.But sometimes,you need a little help.Thanks guys,hope oyu have a wodnerful day out there.Be safe and I lvoe you all.Oh before I go,I want to think Cabs Creation for this wodnerful tag and all the other tags you made for us all to use.I love em all.I am a dezney freak.lol.Oh,and I will be getting tons of post cards while I am in Fl.Peaceout.That is one of my fave moves next to Beatuy and the beast.

In Memory of who lost there baby,child today.

I was looking at a few journals lsat night and today and I belive today is a day were you remember a loved one who has lost there baby at birth or at anytime.I hope I am right.But I wanted to add this anyways for all of you who lost your baby.There was one journal who just recently lost a baby,I am sorry,I cant remember who,but,I wanted to show you I care for you and knowing that it is sad loosing any baby,child.I think of all of you and I think of my Sister and 2 Sister n laws who lost a baby in the past,however my one sister n law last a bay 2 years ago.So in memory of all of you.I pray for you all.All the babies are in Gods hands now,God is holding them and loving them and I know He is watching over you all.So,here I sit and light a candle to your day.It was jsut so hard writting theeses words as I dont know what to say,because,I never lost a baby.I love you all and God loves you to.He is walking with you and  holding your hand today.

This is so hard to do.lol.

Hi all,

      I am so tired,I cant even think stright.I was trying really hard to think of who I want to choose and I am still thinking and added some,but,had to copy and send it to myself,I need a break,been on here to long,I am tired,my whole body is starting to ache.Boy,I do know this is really hard to do.I want to put everyone down and I know I cant.So,I have to think about it.When is this due?I hope not tommrow.lol.I still want to do some trick or treating through J-land.I been so busy.But I need a break right now.I am going to watch my 2 shows,eat dinner and I may be back on here later.Cya later guys.

Yal,I need some help here.Thanks.

Hey yal,its me again,I think I will copy this and ask a few questions,before I sit down tonight and go through it.I know it wil be hard,because I love all of yals journals.But some of theeses questions were a bit confusing.So,maybe yal can help me out a bit.Thanks.I dont understand most of it,like,how you choose the lord of the blog and what is that?Sorry,I just have noce clue.lol.Ok,and I thought all the graffics and Anaimition and tags was the same?Help me out.Or maybe I am sound like I am a blond.Sorry.lol.No offence.lol.My bestfriend is blond and I tease Her all the time and She always tells me,blonds have more fun.lol.What is the diffrence between all them 3?Graffics,Anamations and tags?Now how do I go about the aim ojournals?Ok,thats enough for right now.Its been a long day,going to be a long week.lol.Thanks for helping me out.I do want to get involved.Be back later.

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I snagged this!Yes,I snaged this to,copyed and pased it from seraphoflove9001 I will have alot more time to do this today,tonight and tommrow.lol.Just to tired to do anything,so,I am going to go take a nap.

Okay, people!  It's time to vote!!!  I hope you made your lists, and have them ready to go! :)   I'm opening the voting booth up a little early, so if you want to start voting.. go for it! :)

REMEMBER!  YOU CAN ONLY VOTE ONCE!  All emails addresses will be verified.  Let's make this as fair as possible, and vote only once!  Besides, you all will make my work that much harder if you don't follow the rules!  You don't want to do that, now do you? lol

Please note that you must use complete URL addresses when voting.  You cannot just put (Example only)  "Waiting to Exhale" you have to put the whole thing http://journals.aol.com/siennastarr/Hopefloats/  or your vote will not count.  I know that's a hassle, but it's to make sure that we get the name of the journal correct, in case of misspelling's or typos.

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Hvae a nice day all.

Good Moring all,hope you all have a nice day today and through out the week.I am headed off to work,so this will be quick.I am off the next few days,so,I will be doing some trick or treating through J-land.Be back later.Be safe out there and I love you all.

I am so stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok,so I always know I always start with,hope yal are having a nice weekend.I really do hope you all are.But,right now,I am just a little bumed out with work,my hours.I am still upset,glad that I have a job that gave me my health insurance.But,I think its tottlay not fair that I have to work theeses crazy hours and someone who is under me,works early in the moring.Just not fair and its been really bothering me.I think I am finally going to have to say something to the manager.I mean,I been working for about 7 years,did my plenty of share working nights,closing,ect.Ok,lets step this back a little bit.Now,I know,I had mentioned that my Dad was getting a little tired of getting up so early in the moring to bring me in,at 6.I understand that.But the boy who is underneath me,He gets to come in at 8,I can come in at 8,He does what I used to do.I am jsut fet up,its not fair.I dont know how to stand up for myself,because,I dont want to upset anyone,not even my boss in the bakery dapartment.She said my hours would stay like that.I been so upset and stressed out because of this,okay,it maybe be stupid for me to act like that.But,hey,this is my job.Just because I cant do alot of things other people can.But wait a munite,the boy been comming in later hours,still doing what He needs to do in the moring.Its just not fair.I know,that I said it was hard for my Dad tkaing me in the moring,but,I can manage 8.I thought it would be diffrent this week,butit doesnt look tat way.I really dont want to upset anyone.I know hoe people talk.I am getting to the point were I dont care.Its just not fair and I dont like it.How do I stand up for myself?Ok,so yal,give me soem advice onwhat to do.I am at a loss for words on what to say.I know that your susposed to talk to your manager and not go talk to the head manager.But I dont know how to do that.But,someone relized that my hours have been changed and She works in a diffrent dapartment and knows how I feel and tells me to talk to the head boss.I had mentioned in my dapartment that why do I have to work theeses hours and someone else gets to come in the moring?They were like,you want to put the orders away and stuf like that?Oh please,When my other boss was working with us,She had me comming in the moring and the other guy come in later and still do the same thing,so,I dont understand.I really dont,I dont.I am so stressed out and my boss wodners why I get upset.Today I was in a good mood,I wasnt upset.Only thing is,if I say somehting,I dont want my hours being cut more than they already being cut,just like everyone else.So,I am clueless in what to do.If I go above and beyond,my manager will probllay be upset with me.I mean,hey,I can work a few evenings,but,come on now,every weekend?That is jsut not right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Can you tell,I am not happy?The boy that comes in the moring and when He leaves,He knows I dont like it.But something is going to be done,what,I dotn know.Maybe yal can help me out.Maybe thats why I been so stressed out,my shoudlers,every bone in my body.I know,this isnt the end of the world.But its my life.Ok,enough blabbing.lol.But if yal have any advice,please let me know.I do want to say thanks to all who stop by and gave me some tricks and treats.I really love being here in J-land.But I am going to have to get off of here now and get some sleep.Have a nice weekend and a good week ahead.Be safe out there.Peaceout.Till now.Tell me this to shall pass.I AM SO STRESSED OVER THIS!!!!!!!!!

Have a nice weekend.

Hi all,

        Hope everyone will have a safe weekend.Its been a good moring so far.But I just looked at the time and I relized,I need to get off and get ready for work.Another day,another dollar.lol.I had alot of catching up on my alerts and add comments.Thanks so much guys for you wodnerful encourgment.It helps me so much.I am glad you all liked the pics.Well,I best get off and get some things done.I am not even dressed.lol.So,bye for now,till next time.This evening.lol.Hope its fun weekend for all of you.I pray for all of you who are not well.Peaceout.

Nite Nite Yal.

Ok,I am seeing lines,so,that means this time is up for me.I am going to bed.lol.Dont even feel like making my bed and I didnt make it last night,I always make it before I get into bed.But tonight I will make my bed.I feel I dont even have the stright,lol.I am weak or maybe tired.Ta Ta.

Yal know the drill.lol.

 Hi yal,it is Friday,woohooo.lol.Not much for a weekend for me,since,I have to work.lol.Oh well.I am better than I was htis moring.I must of needed a really good cry,because,I just let it all out.I was still upset when I went to work,but,I didnt say anything.Even thoe my boss knew somehting was worng.Because,She me,She said,whats worng.I said nothing,I am ok.lol.I know,I just dont want to deal with it.But I will tommrow how my week is for next week.I think She does know I am not happy always working thoes hours.Dont get me worng,I am blessed beyond blessed to have a job.Since someone had mentioned to me that,you better be glad you have a job.I am,but it still doesnt mean,I get upset about things.But I will just see what goes on.I will tell you thoe,when I let it out,crying,I sure did cry,my eyes was red and my nose was running.lol.I havent cryed liked that in a long time.Maybe I needed it.lol.ANyways,I thought of doing some more decortaing here in my journal.I have a question,ok,maybe I should just try it on my journal.I think you can go back to the first page of your journal?Or does it go by by?I cant belive how far I have come with this journal.Its amazing,wonderful.Its a whole other world I never thought there was.I used to always hang out in this one chat room for so many years,I love the people there,but I think this is so more intresting.lol.Its like watching the soaps.lol.I crack myself up.ANyways,I think I am going to be doing some things on here before I head off to bed.I am getting a little tired.Hope you all have a safe and fun,relaxng weekend.Oh yeah,thanks to Cabs Creation for the above tag.Its beatiful.Peaceout.

I got this tag from Sugar,I jsut copyed it from HEr journal and put onto mine.Thanks Sugar

 

Ok,just want yal to know,I got the tag from Sugar,I think D Desgins made it.Sugar,you wanted me to copy the viedo to?I was trying,but it wasnt working.Thanks.

I am so mad and upset.

Hi all,

       now,I wish I could say good moring,but it isnt a good moring for me.I am just a litle ticked off right now.I just talked to my boyfriend,I knew we had company comming in this moring.He was telling me everyone in my bakery dapartment was there this moring.Which makes me so mad because,alot of people that are part timmers and udnerneath me go to come in early.I am so tottlay upset by this and actullay crying and dont know what to do.But I do know one thing.I am going to talk to one of the managers today and maybe talk to them,if I am up to it,not so upset.Its not fair that I have been working for so many years in that place and I have to come and work the middle shift all the time.Now I know I sait it was hard for my Dad getting me up in the moring and brining me in early.But at least I can get there by 8 or 9.I am jist fet up and my boss will know it.I am mafd and dont even know what to say.I am actullay sitting here crying.Maybe its stupid,but it isnt fair.I will say somehting,because this has got to stop.Anyways,I better get off of here and get a few things done before I go in.I better take a shower and not let me mOm see my crying.lol.But I am really upset the fact that everyone was called in early and not me.I do hope you all have a nice weekend and be safe.Peaceout.