Happy New YEars to all!!!

Good moring all,

                  Happy New Years Eve everyone!!!I hope it will all be a good,safe and happy one for each and everyone of you all,and to my online buddies as well.I wouldnt know were I would be if it wasnt for you guys.I think I would be lost.lol.You know,thinking about it,when I first did my first page of my online journal,I never would have imagined it would get this far,never even relize,I would get any comments.Even thought of many times to delet this journal or even go private,I just couldnt.You all have been there with me through it all,good times and bad times,you suported me,given me advice when I needed it,you all encourged me,so I wouldnt give up.You met the real me,not hiding by any walls.Thats just not me.I think I have came along way, through you all.Its been an amazing journey and know it will be an even greater journey ahead.I know I had alot of downers in 2006,I can only pray it will get better in 2007.Theres so much I want to say,theres so much I want to share and I will.Often alot of times,I wanted to give up so much,but,I knew and know now,that I cant,I know there would be to many people out there who love and care for me,would be tottlay sad.But more to the point,I am scared to even give up,if you all know what I mean.But,I fight,I fight because,of who I have become,the people in my life wouldnt want me to give up.Its been a roller coaster ride,but,I feel as thoe this year,will be a calming down ride.So many things I have learned.I have learned not to give up.I wanted to thank each and everyone of you for being there for me along the ride and knowing that you will be there for me always.I have met so many wodnerful people along the way,always comenting me and even people who dont have journal come to see mine,I thank for that,I thank you for being there.So much more I want to say,but,will do that later.Today is a lazy day for me.Not going to be doing anyhting for New Years,I thought of having someone over,but,I think I am just going to chill out tonight,watch a movie or to,than probllay fall alseep before 12.lol.Usllay,thoe,I wake up at 12,when the ball drops,turn my head and go back to sleep.lol.Well,thats all I have to say for now,I do want share some pics in the next entry.I hope you all have a Safe and fun Happy New YEars.Love you all and thank you all for being there for me.