Happy New YEars to all!!!

Good moring all,

                  Happy New Years Eve everyone!!!I hope it will all be a good,safe and happy one for each and everyone of you all,and to my online buddies as well.I wouldnt know were I would be if it wasnt for you guys.I think I would be lost.lol.You know,thinking about it,when I first did my first page of my online journal,I never would have imagined it would get this far,never even relize,I would get any comments.Even thought of many times to delet this journal or even go private,I just couldnt.You all have been there with me through it all,good times and bad times,you suported me,given me advice when I needed it,you all encourged me,so I wouldnt give up.You met the real me,not hiding by any walls.Thats just not me.I think I have came along way, through you all.Its been an amazing journey and know it will be an even greater journey ahead.I know I had alot of downers in 2006,I can only pray it will get better in 2007.Theres so much I want to say,theres so much I want to share and I will.Often alot of times,I wanted to give up so much,but,I knew and know now,that I cant,I know there would be to many people out there who love and care for me,would be tottlay sad.But more to the point,I am scared to even give up,if you all know what I mean.But,I fight,I fight because,of who I have become,the people in my life wouldnt want me to give up.Its been a roller coaster ride,but,I feel as thoe this year,will be a calming down ride.So many things I have learned.I have learned not to give up.I wanted to thank each and everyone of you for being there for me along the ride and knowing that you will be there for me always.I have met so many wodnerful people along the way,always comenting me and even people who dont have journal come to see mine,I thank for that,I thank you for being there.So much more I want to say,but,will do that later.Today is a lazy day for me.Not going to be doing anyhting for New Years,I thought of having someone over,but,I think I am just going to chill out tonight,watch a movie or to,than probllay fall alseep before 12.lol.Usllay,thoe,I wake up at 12,when the ball drops,turn my head and go back to sleep.lol.Well,thats all I have to say for now,I do want share some pics in the next entry.I hope you all have a Safe and fun Happy New YEars.Love you all and thank you all for being there for me.

Its almost here!!!

Good moring all,

                Hope you all are having a good one.I am still feeling under the weather.But,I am glad I am off tommrow.Still dont want to go into work today,but I will and I am not staying later.lol.Even if they ask me to stay,I am saying no.I hope you all will have the best and safe New YEars.I hope its a fun one.What is everyone doing?Me,I am doing nothing but resting.lol.I guess its a good thing I am not having anyone oever.I will probllay be alseep before 12.lol.I usllay am,sometimes I will wake up right at 12,than go back to sleep.lol.When we were little kids,we all stayed up till 12 midnight,took some pots and pans and spoons,went outside and just started to bang on them.lol.The cars that would pass us by,would beep.lol.It was a fun childhood memorie.Its funny how we all grow up and change.Anyways,I think I am going to get off of here and get a few things done.I might try and find some chicken noodle soup.I hope you all have a safe and Happy New Years.Its been a wodnerful blessing to know each and everyone of you.Thank you for being there for me.God bless you all.Be safe and PEaceout.

Not feeling good at all.

Before I start,I am trying to pick a color and stay with it,I like the one I am using,the green one.What do oyu all think?Or if you all have any other colors in mind.Thankie.

Good moring all,

              Hope everyone is having a good start of the weekend here.For me,I dont feel its a good one.I am feeling sick,I feel icky all over and have a pain on the left side of my stomach.I just feel awful.I dont feel like going into work today,but,I will.My boss usllay works late today,not sure if She if She is working late today because of our astt manager in our dapartment is out.But I will tell you,its been a long time I felt this way and feeling like I am going to throw up.My head hurts,my ears hurt and my eyes.Sorry if I am complaining.I guess its a good thing I am not having anyone over for New Years.I think I am going to ask for Sunday off.Even thoe,SUn and Mon are time and a half.I got up early this moring so I can get some thigns done,clean my room before the peopel come in and hook me up to my own inter net.Wooooooohooooooo.I am excited about that.I will have comcast,but,I also have a free disc to aol.I hope they come early,because,I have to be at work at 1.And my boss said I can come in when ever they get done.Its between 11 and 2.This house feels so cold right now,usllay does,feels more colder in here than outside.Anyways,I thought I would come on here and say good moring and let you all know I am thinking of you all.I will still have my journal,because,Dad still has His puter down stairs,which I am in now.lol.I hope you all have a safe and fun Happy New Years.I will probllay be in bed before 12 on New Years Eve.lol.I usllay am.Be safe and peaceout.

 

Never usllay make en entry this time of day.lol.

Hi all,

    Good day to you all.

                 I hope you are all having a good one.I am doing ok here.But I am feeling a bit under the weather.Not feeling to great.I dont want to go into work,but,I need to,staying home and being inside can get me down alot.lol.But I am not home all the time.lol.I have some great pics to share with you all,from my family in London,they are Awsome.I will do that later.I havent been feeling like doing anything today.Just been lazy.Dont feel like putting on any makup,so,I might not do that.lol.I was going to have a friend over and I told Her She was aloud to spend the night,but,Mom isnt feeling good,I am not feeling good,so,I told Her,its not a good time.I just hope She wont be mad at me.I told Her to tell my boss,that She was going to spend the night.So,I will leave my boss a note that if She needs us to work,we can work.I just feel so sick right now,feel like puking.lol.Sorry.Maybe I am tired,havent goton the rest I need to.But I think I will this weekend.Sometimes I am glad when my boyfriend has ineventory,He goes into work Sun moring,goes back intowork sun night,long day for hIm.I usllay just rest.lol.So that will b e my rest day.Anyways,I better get off of here and get cleaned up.I dont want to look half way like a bumb going into work.lol.I hope you all have a nice evening.I uslay never have time to make en entry before work.I will post some pics later,when I have time.At least,I will still have my journal here on my Dads puter and I will have own puter in my room,when the Comcast people come to hook it up tommrow.I cant wait.Be safe and peaceout.

Maybe you guys can answer a few questions for me?Thankie.

Good evening yal,

         Seems like lately I been journaling in the evening time.Have no time during the day.I always busy.Well,I get online in the moring.lol.Ok,to answer your question,Jaymi,my boyfriend and have never spend New Years together,alot of reasons,but one main reason is,because,He gets up early for work,so,He goes to bed way early before 12.lol.Would be nice to sepnd it with Him.But before He goes to bed we have our own little NEw Years.I know,you all,think I am this werid chick.lol.But you still love me?kidding.lol.Things have finally settled down some.I still feel like I need a few days of sleep.lol.But who really ever gets even that?I do want to let you all know,by Friday,I will be on my own Puter in my room.Gary bought me a Laptop for Christmas,I am going with Comcast high speed,I have no clue what to do,but when they come and hook it up,they will show me.But what I want to ask you all is,now before I ask,my Dad still has His puter dow stairs and what I am asking is,will I still be able to have my online journal through comcast?I know nothing about Comcast.I guess I would probllay have to set up a new name and everything.I dont know.Dont know if any of you all out there,that has Comcast?Comcast and aol is diffrent,I know that,but what I am saying is,will I still have my journal,can I still have my name?But if not,my journal will still be here.lol.Werid,I know.lol.So,if any of yal know about Comcast internet,let me know.My boyfriend is setting this all up and the bill is going to Him,but,He gets a discount because,He has Comcast Cable.I know,I am spoild.lol.But its His falt.lol.But,I never had this kind of love,I know its not all about gifts,its about loveing eachother,He knows I dont have much,and I strugle alot with money wise.But,I have more than others.

I am off to sleepy land.lol.

Good evening yal,

             Hope you all are having a good one and I hope you all had a good Christmas.What is everyones plans for the New Years?I usllay have my bestfriend over for the New Years,but,I think She is probllay doing something.So,I am probllay going to have one of my co workers over,that used to spend the night all the time.lol.Boy,can She talk.lol.Shes a talker.Maybe this time,I will be bale to stay up and watch the ball drop,I am usllay fast alseep by 12.lol.Because,I am so tired from work.I am glad things finally setlling down,I hope.lol.I am still a little stressed out,mainly because,I am just tired.All I want to when I get off of here is go to sleep and thats what I tend to do.lol.Do you ever get scared at night?Maybe thats a stupid question to ask.But sometimes,I get scared and sometimes I would go down stairs to make sure my parents are ok.I guess its a fear of mine,that I always think somehting bad is going to happend.But I cant think that way.Its not a good thing to think like that.I worry about my Mom the most,I worry about my Dad to,but my Mom,She worrys me.Shes had sevral strokes before.But all I can do is pray.I havent been very good at that for a long time.You know that boyfriend of mine,He is so good to me.I mentioned the Lap Top to you all earlyer,He is going to call Comcast in the moring and maybe if I get it all set up,He can probllay get a dis count,because,He already has Comcast cable.I know,I am spoild and my Sis always says I am,well,not always,She told that to my boyfriend.lol.Hey,I deserve it!!!!!! I am not conceited.lol.At least,I hope I am not.lol.Boyfriend and I might go see Rocky tommrow,I hear its the best one yet.I iwll let you all know how it is,if we see it.Well,I am turning in for the night.If you all want to send a text to my cell,I think my mobil is set up,not sure,but you can try if you want.lol.Have a good night.Be safe and peaceout.One more thing,I feel kidna werid,I dont know why.I feel strange,have you ever felt that way?

 

                                                                 

The day after Christmas.

Before I start,I wanted to ask you all if any of you all know what kind of chip I need for my lap top,so,I can just take it anywere and be online?I know theres a chip,and I know its probllay not cheap.But I wanted to know if you all knew.Thanks.I have a compau laptop.

Good moring yal,

                        I hope you all had a great Christmas.We had a good one here.It was nice.It was nice having the family here and my boyfriend.But I was missing my Brother and family in London.Mom was mentiong they might be here next year.That would be nice.I wish I had taken some pics last night,I should of used my pic  phone.lol.Dinner was good.My boyfriend had His dinner in His lap.lol.He was embaressed,but,told Him dont worry about it.lol.It was all over Him.lol.There was lots of food,it was all so yummy.Specillay the sweet patoes.The kids was not every intrested in dinner,as they hadnt open the gifts yet.lol.They had to wait till after dinner.They was not very patience.lol.But when it came time,all the kids just started unwraping all the gifts and wraping paper evewere.lol.But they all had a blast.my 2 little nephews,was so cute,they was the same size and it was funny because they just kept looking at eachother and wodnering why are you my size?lol.But they had fun playing with eachother.Everyone actullay helped cleaned up.I was susprised.lol.After everyone left,it was only my Sister,her Hubby and the kids and Mom and Dad and Me.My Mom bought me a makeup kit and my Sis was doing a make over on me and my Mom.lol.I didnt take a pic of mom,but I took a pic of myself,so,I will share that one later.I need to learn how to do that myself.I like make up.Mom and Dad bought my some makeup,a nice coat,but,I am taking it back because it wasnt the color I wanted.But it was nice.I also have a 25 dollar gift card from Target.My Sis bought me theeses,kinda like house shooses,but its a masger foot shoose,when I am sitting at the puter,I can wear them and my feet will be warm.lol.But once I get my lap top up and running,I will be in my room.lol.I hope you all had a nice Christmas.It was nice just reading all the journals and hearing about all of your Christmas moring.Have a nice day.Be safe and peaceout.

Merry Christmas to you all!!!!!!!!!!!11

 

Merry Christmas to everyone,

I hope its all going to be a good one for you all.Be safe out there what ever your doing.I just want to say thank you,for allowing me to geeting to know you all here in J-land.You all are special to me.J-Land has been blessing to me.I never knew there was anything like J-land out there.I never knew my journal would make it this far.But you guys helped me to make it this far and I thank you for that.I thank you for all the wonderfull comments,emails,greatting cards you have sent me.I wish each and everyone of you here in J-land and my online friends a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.I am really tired and I need to get some sleep.Its been a busy day for me and will be one fro tommrow.I think my hands has had it frrom,working,typing and wraping.lol.Get this,I wont get to be able to open my presants till 4 when everone is here.lol.My Sis has my preasnts from Mom and Dad.lol.Hey,you guys,dont forget to say Happy Birthday to Jesus.He is why we are here,even thoe we dont understand why were here.He deserves all the blessings.Goodnight all and no peaking,you have to wait.lol.Be safe and peaceout.

I just want to say thank you.

I just wanted to take a moment and say a special thank you to everyone who sent me a Christmas card.I love them all,they mean alot to  me.I also want to say,I am sorry if I forgot to send a card out to you.If you didnt get one,let me know.But I just wanted to say Thank you.You have all been so special to me in my life and been there with me,through the good,the bad and the ugly.lol.But you have and I just want you all to know you are all special to me.I never relized how wonderful it is that you can meet online so many good and caring people.Thank you so much,to all of you,to my J-landers and my on line friends.I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a wodnerful HAppy New Year.

Wake up sleepy heads!!!!!!!!!

Good moring sleepy heads!!!!!!Time to wake up and smell the snow.lol.Ok,no snow here,but you J-landers out there who have snow and are up and not awake yet,go outside and step your feet in the snow.That would wake you up.lol.I am feeling pretty good today.Thigns are fnally settling down and come monday,it will all be ok.lol.Actullay cant wait for Monday.I want my Lap Top.lol.But than I have to set it all up and I think I have to get high speed soemthing so I can get online and let me tell you.I will be in my room all the time.lol.Sitting in front of my tv and being on the internet.Someone was telling me,it is probllay more costly to get high speed for being on a Lap Top,I no nothing about Lap Tops,this is my first of ever having one.I have a desk puter,but,its never been set up,some say its no good,but,I think its good,just needs to be hooked up.I wish I could seel the thing,give the money to my boyfriend,but,than He would probllay share it with me.lol.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get a few things done.I hope you all have a nice weekend and a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.Be safe out there.Peaceout.One more thing,dont know if I mentioned,but,I will do a Christmas entry tonight.

I have been taged

 

 

I've been tagged by:Roxy's Graphics,This That and Hockey,sevral other people,cant remember all of them.lol.

The player of this game starts with "3 things he/ she would love to get for Christmas" and also has to list "3 things he/ she definitely does not want to get for Christmas".
Then he/she tags 5 friends and list their names.  The ones who get tagged need to write on their blogs about their Christmas wishes, as well as state this rule clearly, then tag 5 more victims. And the one who tags needs to leave a comment that says "you've been Christmas tagged!" in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

 

Ok,I am finally doing this one,I been taged by so many J-landers,Roxy taged me first.lol.Than This that and hocky.lol.And dont remember who else.lol.

 

3 Things I would like for Christmas

I also would want world peace around the world and specillay in my family,Would love for my boyfriend to finally put a ring on my figner.lol.For my Mom not be sick all the time.I am getting my Lap top so,that I already have,not yet,have to wait till Christmas.lol.Than have to get everything set up.lol.

 

 

There is something I would like for Christmas,but that is somehting in my heart that I need to be brave enough to do this,meaning,making peace with someone.

 

I also would love a web cam.lol.So I can see everyone and my family in London.I miss them alot.

 

3 things I dont want for Christmas:

 

no more bills.lol.

 

things going bad,I dont want that.

 

I dont want no more bad hours.

 

 

Ok,I have been taged so no you do it.lol.Not going to put who I want to be taged,so,who ever is reading this,you just better do it and be done with it.lol.Have a great weekand and Merry Christmas.

 

Reef decorating by my Neice Katie and Nephew Sean.

 

Good evening yal,

         Hope everyone is having a good one.Hope you all are safe at home and not out in all that busy traffic,doing last munite Christmas shoping.I do hope and pray everyone out there on the roads are safe.My Sister is out all the time.I worry about Her.I can actullay say,tonight is very calming,knock on wood.lol.So much to be done.I know it will be ok.I am feeling good now.My Mom is a little sick,I think most of it is due to Her just being stressed out.I went into work today and was just talking to my boss about things and She was just telling me what you all been telling me,that,I know,its just a stressful time of year,and Shes the only Mom I will have in my life time.I think we get along to much and sometimes to much is to much.lol.I have been praying for my Mom to find a good friend that She can go out with from time to time,you all know.Thank you all for being there for me,I know I can be a pain.lol.Oh yeah,the pics show in my journal of the Reefs are from my Neice Katie and Nephew Sean on my SIs side.I am pretty sure you could probllay tell who made which one.lol.I am going to make a Christmas entry for Krissy Scavanger hunt,hoping its not to late.lol.I been on here way to long and I still got alot of million and one thigns to do.lol.I dont know why I feel not a whole lot of stress.lol.The first Reef is from Katie,I put it in order of there ages.lol.They also have an older brother,He made a Reef for the other Grandma they have.Have a nice night.Be safe out there if you have to go out.Peaceout.Oh yeah,they might have had a little help,but,they mostly did it by themselfs.

You all are tired of me,arent you?

You guys must really think I am crazy?lol.I just wanted to take a munite and say that I am sorry for complaining.I am thankful for all the advice you all have given to me.Maybe sometimes I just say to much and people get tired of it.For that,I am sorry.Its been hard,I wont lie.But I am not going to do anything till after Christmas,that would be a bad,very bad thing to do.You all are right that I am the only one in the house besides my Dad,but,He is usllay at work during the day and its just me and Mom.If you all could say a prayer for Her,to maybe find a friend that She can talk to.I have you all,and my boyfriend.I have a bestfriend but I dont feel comfortable talking to Her.I feel like I am always saying sorry to my Mom and She never sees what She does.But,again,I have relized how that is and why that is.I know,I am a pain.I feel like all I been doing lately is venting out all my problems to you guys and I am thinking,you all are probllay getting sick and tired of hearing it.All I will say,it was a biggie this moring.We depend to much on eachother.I finally told my boyfriend,if thigns dont change,after Christmas,I may just have to look for a place,I dont know.We shall see.She is just stressing out so much.And today work called this moring,wanted me to come in and no one was here and I really didnt want to go in,because,today was mainly my last shoping day and I got it all done,just about.One more hting is all I need.They called the first time asking me if I can come in and I was upset,crying, and trying to hide it best way I can and they probllay thought I didnt want to come in because I was crying.lol.I wasnt crying,crying,but they could tell I was not happy.lol.So tommrow I will go in and explain to my boss and than I will probllay stat crying again.lol.thats all I been doing.Anyways,I need to get things done.As always.lol.Have a good evening,good weekend.Be safe and peaceout.

Its almost here,so much to be done.

                                                                  Moring all,

                                               Hope you all is having a good Thursday.So much to be done and Christmas is almost here.lol.I hope and pray everyone is having a none stressful Christmas.I know it can be.I want to thank you for being there for me yesterday.It is just the stressness that my Mom is having.Get this,one of my brothers had to mentioned that to have everyone at our house for Christmas dinner and you do not want to know how many that would be and I think thats why its been stressful and Mom worrying that the kids wont have enough to unwrap this year.She does the best She can.I am trying,trying really hard not to let it all get to me.We dont even know who is going to show up.lol.I help Mom as much as I can and She knows it.She knows I love HerI didnt know how things can be just so stressful.lol.It will all be ok.I even asked Her this moring,just now,if She needed to go to the stoor,which I know She does and I am going out with Gary later on this after noon.How long does it take for my Mom to get cleaned up and out the door?You dont want to know.lol.It only takes me 15 munites,sometimes less if I dont feel like wearing make up.I know there are people who just have to put on make up to just go to the stoor or.But anyways,I better get off of here,becuse I was just mentioned that I spend to much time on here and not enough time to do other things.I hope you all have a great day.Be safe and peaceout.

Happy Hanikkah to you all!!!

Sorry its a litttle late,but I waned to wish everyone who is celabrating Hanukkah right now,a Happy Hanukkah to you all!!!I dont know some about Hanukkah and the storys I have heard are so beatiful.May god bless you all.

Its ok now,for now it is.lol.

Thank you Des Desgins for the beatiful graffics

Good day all,

            I am so messed up.lol.Mom and I yet again,worked things out,even talked a little bit.She even mentioned that She would at times want me to have my own place.lol.But you know what She said?She said,She would come and get me and bring me back home.I knew that.lol.I just smiled.lol.We both aggreed that we have to work on things and not let things get to us.We both said we was sorry and I told Her I loved Her and She knows that.I guess it is just stressful around Christmas,just like you all said.I want to things to be right.I wouldnt know how to beging to tell Her how I feel about things that I have told some of you all in private.Its hard,never thought it would be this hard.But,I knew if I had moved out,She would come and get me in a hear beat.lol.And wouldnt like the idea of staying with my boyfriend.I aggree with the J-lander that it wold be nice to see what its like living before marriage.But I know the rules and I know how my Mom is about that.You all must of have been praying for my and my Mom.Thak you.Still keep them comming.I pray that my Mom would just find someone to go out sometimes with someone that She could have fun with and be comfortable with.Anyways,for now,its ok,not all good,but ok.lol.And another good thing is,my graffics are fixed.dont know how they got fixed.lol.Dad did say,He and my brother n law,when they were here last night dleted alot of thigns.lol.So now my grafics work.I didnt even let them know that something was worng.But the above pic is from De Desgins.Thank you.Thank you all for being patience with me.Told you the graffics would porbblay get fixed before Christmas.lol.Be safe and peaceout.

Christmas Spirit,were are you?

Good moring all,

        Hope all is well.I am doing somewhat ok.If you could all say a prayer for my Mom and I,I would me much thankful.thoes of you who have my private journal can go over there and see whats going on.I know Christmas can be very stressful,it is so commerilize now.I just want it to be over.I thought things were getting better,but,not as much.I want to hope and pray for the best to turn out good.I want to have a good feeling of Christmas spirit.I just want to thank you all so much for being there for me.You all know,I love oyu all so much.I need to get off of here and get some things done.Hope oyu all have a wonderful day.

Be safe and peaceout.

 

 

Good after noon yal,I thought you all would like to see some pics of my family from London.This is the Christmas pic,they just took,the other ones are from Hawolleen.

Its been so crazy around here,yet,its been nice.Finally things setting they way they neeeded to be.I mean,doesnt mean,I still dont worry about bills being paid.But,I am letting tha aside for now.Only one that I am just going to start sending 20 or 40 or what ever I can send to them.They are patience with me.You all out there in J-land must have been praying for my and my family.I thank you all,I thank God for the friends I have made here in J-land.Mom is comming around,She is trying to getting in the spirit of Christmas.She just worrys She doesnt have enough for the Grandkids.I worry to that I dont have enough to get for everyone.But things are calming down here.Tonight were going out shoping.Mom and I went out this moring and was actullay in a good mood.lol.I am keeping it that way.Hey,i got a question for you all.I am getting a Lap top from Gary for my Christmas preasant.Do you think once I have my own puter,things will be better?Meaning the graffics?I can see a diffrences in me when I dont have my meds,yal are right,I was out of it.I cant belive that would do that to you.Anyways,I am getting off of here,more htings to be done.I hope you all are having a good day.Be safe and peaceout.Its almost here.lol.

cya later

Good evening,

            Hope yal is having a good one.I am doing ok here.Ok,I was stressing out earlyer,but,I am ok.I just hope my Sis bring my dvd player to me when picks up the kids,it has my meds in there.Cant belive I left it in Her car when She picked me up from work.But She alos needs to bring back te libray books,which was due today..Not funny.lol.She always does that,I kept on reminding Her and She forgets.lol.She better bring them to me tonight so I can take them back to the Libray tommrow,which,Gary,my boyfriend didnt know my Sis had them.I go to the Libray for my Mom,She loves to read books.I just dont want to get another fine like I did last time and it was a biggie,not a huge biggie,but a dent.lol.I think I have a cold,cant tell if it is alagries,probllay is,but,feels like a head cold.My ears hurts.Wonder if that has anything due to do if you havent had your meds in a few days?I went out for a while today,needed some more wraping paer,which I think we have plenty now.Sis will probllay take some.lol.Mom is watching the kids for a while tonight while Sis and hubby go out shoping.My nephew is bugging everyone in the house wanting to read to Him and He is,will be 11.lol.Its a big book,Stars Wars.lol.I said dont you have anything else than Star Wars?My Sis is trying to wing Him off a little bit from Star wars.lol.He also loves Pirates of the Carabian.lol.My Co worker was telling me Johny Dep dies in the movie.Opppppps,sorry I spoild it,if yal wanted to see it.lol.I was like,I wasnt hearing Her right and I said,what,Hes dead,how?lol.She said,not in real life.I was like,ohhhhhhhh.lol.She said there will probllay be another one,of course.lol.Just like Harry Potter.lol.Anyways,things are going good for now.Well,its been stressful,but what can you say.Its the holidays.I hope everyone will have a good night sleep.Talk to you in the Am,well,no that early,well,you never know.lol.Be safe and peace out.

Santa is almost here.lol.

Thank you Mmartinez07 for this cute tag above.

Good evening yal,

                  I was lurking around in my favorite places and found a link I saved from Roxys graffics.Thanks Roxy.Well,Christmas is almost here,does anyone get stressed out besides me?lol.I always tell myself that I am going to get all my shoping done before Christmas,and it never happends,but,I just have a few more to get for than I am done.I feel tension all over my shoulders and my ears are hurting kinda bad.But,I think maybe its alagries.Either that or I am just tired.lol.Which around this time,I usllay am and I am not even working enough hours to be that tired,execpt for the other day.lol.I think I send out all the cards,so,I am almost done with them.One funny thing happend,my Mom was talking to my Brothers,wifes,Mom,and I sent them a card and I got the wifes name right,but,didnt get the husbands name right.lol.Instead I put the sons name,well,its in the family.lol.So you know,I am not crazy,just tired.lol.Mom and I also had to unwrap some gifts and rewrap them,which,for one thing my tradition to myself,was to always wrap them 2 days before Christmas and on Christmas Eve.Well,you see that didnt happend and now we need more wraping paper.lol.Our tree is up,but its not even decortaed.lol.So,guess whos doing that tommrow?lol.Woppppie,what fun.lol.I also got one of my presants from Gary,which was a house phone,I needed and boy was that a hoot.lol.I thought it was just one phone inside the box,but,nope,it was 3 phones,you know the deal,with,one phone being call waiting and soemthing else.lol.But I got that firgure out.I think what I need is a good night sleep and maybe a cup of hot choclate before I go to bed.Get this,we are doing Christmas shoping,the one that got planed,but got messed up.lol.Were doing that on tuesday and than my boss today was like,anyone want to work Tuesday?I said,yeah,early in the moring.lol.I told Her I had plans and I said if they needed me tommrow to call me in.What was I crazy?lol.Anyays,I got a one and million things to do before I go to sleep.So,I am signing off for the night.I think.lol.What did you say you need,a pinacoloda?lol.Be safe and peaceout.

Short and sweet to the point.lol.

Good moring,

    Cant chat long,hope you all have a nice Sunday and a good week ahead.I wanted again tot hank you all for being there for me throughout this year and it has been a good time getting to know you all,getting to know new people.I wouldnthave made it without you guys.I lvoe oyu all so much.Bless you all and have a great day.One more thing,please let me know who did and who didnt get a Christmas card from and who would still like one.Thanks. Be safe and peaceout.

Its been a long day,but I did it.lol.I get over time.Woooohooooooooo

Good Night yal,

             This is the perfect snag tag for me tonight.Thank you Mmartinez07.I love it,it is so cute and after the day I had,I am going to go to bed when my parents come home.Ok,call me a scardy cat,because,I am a little but.lol.I can stay home alone,cant sleep alone,you know what I mean.lol.If I am by myself,if there is a storm comming,thurnding,lighing,I am scared.lol.One night my parents were on there way home and I knew the lights was going to go off,I couldnt find no flash light and called my brother and He came over,just in time for the lights to come back on.lol.I told HIm I was ok,so,He could go back home.lol.I am a baby.lol.Enough about that.my day,was crazy.Even thoe,I liked the hours,man,I am hurting tonight a little bit from the hours.They called me into work early this moring.lol.werid how it is,they call me and the day before,wanted me to stay my regular time.Well today,I went in at 9:30,was susposed to get off at 2,ok,and didnt even relize the big boss came in and said someone called out.So my dapartment boss,asked me if I wanted to stay till 6,wasnt happy at first,but,I said ok,I can never make my mind up if I am happy about anything.lol.So I stay today till 9:30 Am till 6:00 pm,boy,I am tired,my legs are sore.I am going to take a Mobic for my arthitis.My boss,you can make some good christmas shoping m oney.lol.I will need it.lol.I think we only got,what,like one moere week?Yup.Want to my boyfriend a few more things,even thoe HE says dont get me anything.Why do they always say that?I have to get my parents soemthing,this year,that is easy.I am getting my Mom a gift card from Khols,She loves that place,She can get a few outfits.My Dad,I want to get Him a gift card from Bon Evans,I really dont know what else to get Him.But I know that is about the only place He likes to eat out at.He doesnt like Outback,which I do.lol.Getting off the subject.I wanted to thank you all for trying to help me out so much with the graffic stuff.Everyone has been so kind enough to help me out so much and telling me what to do.Ds Desgins,Mmartinez07.XXroxyMamaXX.Thank you all for your help.I wanted to ask yal,I know I am getting my own Lap Top and wondered if maybe when I get it,that it would be better,since I will be on my own and not my dads?One more question before I get off of here.My boyfriend is letting my pick out my own phone,house phone,for my room.What is a good cordless brand name?I know someone out there in J-land knows.lol.Gary,was upset because He told me what He was getting me,He had to because,HE had to know a few thigns about what kind of puter my Dad had,I dont know.lol.WHat do you think is better,a Lapt Top or a Desk one?I always wanted a LAp Top so I am finally getting one.He spoils me to much.I am blessed to have Him in my life,wouldnt know what I would do without Him.He knows I dont have alot of money to sepnd,but dont worry,I got Him some stuff.I did get Him this cute pjs,dont know if He will wear them or not.But I got em anyways.Its a Christmas Granch Pjs,they were cute.lol.Ok,all,I am going to get off of here and go relax.Thank you all for just being you.Ok,one more question than I am gone.lol.Did anyone send Christmas cards out to the Soliders yet?I want to still send a whole bunch of them.You dont think its to late?I dont.Be safe and peaceout.If you write to the Soliders,what would write and would you put a pic of yourself in the letter?I know,I talked to much tonight.lol.I am gone.

Thank you SazzyMademe for my cute tag.

venting

Well,right now,I was trying to think of a color to use and I surly didnt want to use a bright and pretty color.lol.Because,its not a good evening.I mean it is but I am just frustated with work.How is it that,someone who hasnt even been working there for nothing but a moneth,can ask for the whole weekend off,even thoe She was working.I on the other hand,had a problem getting home tommrow,my boyfriend gets off 2 and I was just trying to get off with Him,well,would have been nice.But,nooooooooooooooo,I had to either stay my hours or come in from 2 to 6 and someone in my dapartment would take me home.Well,I told my boss I if I can get a way in at 1,I will come in at 1 and leave at 5.I just dont get it.Its like,I kinda feel like She doesnt like me,but,I dont know.I do know She always tells me,She likes me working in the evenings because I can get things done,bascillay,She can count on me.Bla,Bla,Bla.Yeah,right.Ok,maybe She can.But come on now,give me a break.lol.She knows I am a good worker.But sometimes,I just,I dont know what I wish.Shes a nice boss.I dont mind the hours I work,dont get me worng.But you know,people need a break to.I am glad I have a job.I am blessed,even if I am not getting enough hours.I like my job.But you all know how it is.It can be frustating,right?Am I worng,or am I right?I just needed to vent,get it off my mind.I feel sometimes people tell me,oh you should act like that or shouldnt feel that way,you should be so lucky.I am,belive me I am.I am blessed beyond blessed,to have a job,a roof over my head,food to eat,I have my family,my friends,my guy..Theres a part in Dirty Dancing 1,if I can remember it right,I love watching that move,over and over and over again.Theres a part,where at the end,They found the money,but Patrick had to leave anyways and Bay,She reminds me of me when She said,you mean you have to leave anyways?I lost my family,I lost you,I cant do anything right.lol.Than Patrick says,something like,you can,you can,and She says,something like,you cant do anyhting right.SOmething,watch the movie and find out.lol.I can watch that move aboout a thousands times.I have the 2 one,but it is not nearly good as 1.Anyways,thnaks for listning to vent.lol.Man,there was alot of traffic out there today.Have a nice evening yal,I will be back on later.I jsut got home,so,I am going to get off of here and take a shower and get a few thigns done.Be safe,be warm and peace out.I just wish I knew what I am doing worng with saving graffics.

Nity nite.

One more thing before I head off of here,I know yal are going to say,hey,how did Sh get thoes graffics to work.When I see a graffic,I click,right and save and the name is already in the graffic.It just bugs me what I am doing worng.But the graffics that I am doing right by them,just want you to know,they already have a name and its already gif.Werid.HAve a good night all.3 entrys in night.BE safe and peaceout.

Jesus is the resaon for the season!!!

               I thought I would add this into my journal,I know this time of month,we forget what its all about,so many things happening.I myself,forget alot.But,I know Jesus is always there,even thoe I doubt Him alot.Just thought I would add this in here.I copyed it from my daily readers. JESUS IS The REASON FOR THE SEASON<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

 

By:  Pam Riddle

 

The birth of Jesus is the reason for the season

A baby boy was born to keep the devil on the run

God said tell ALL MY CHILDREN remind everyone the reason for the season

The reason for the season is about God giving us a GUIDING LIGHT Jesus his son

It’s not about buying toys, gifts, cooking or having fun

The reason for the season is about Jesus our savior was born

It’s not about Christmas lights on your house or trimming a tree with popcorn

The reason for the season Jesus was born to cover all our sins

It’s not about how much money you have or can spend

The reason for the season is the birth of Jesus it’s his birthday

 

It’s not about how many gifts you’re receive on Christmas Day

The reason for the season Jesus wants us to show others passion and love

It’s not about going shopping to get push and shoved

The birth of Jesus is the real reason for the season

To the BOLD AND THE BEAUTIFUL and THE YOUNG AND RESTLESS Jesus is the reason for the season

Jesus was born for the rich and also the poor

It’s not about seeing how many gifts you have under a tree that’s for sure

Jesus was born to keep us all from going to hell

It’s not about Santa Clause dressing in a Red and white suite and singing Jingle Bells

God gave the world a special gift Jesus his son

So now you know this is the real reason for the season

If it were not for the birth of Christ there would be no Christmas holiday

So let’s not take Christ out of Christmas we are celebrating his (Christ) birthday

If you want to get in the spirit of Christmas don’t forget and remember Jesus is the reason for the season

Now this poems tells you Jesus is the real reason for the season

And this my Friends is the real reason for theChristmas season

 

 

Long Entry,I think.lol.

Ok,were do I start?Yes,I am having problems again with the graffics,it seems to me like I messed up every time I saved them.Uggggggggg.This was turning out to the worst Christmas ever.lol.But,I think things are kinda getting better.It also seems to me as maybe everyone was having a little bit of Ba Humbug this year,how ever I could be worng.I woke up this moring feeling really,really not good and I was so tired,I dont know why.Maybe,I think it was because,I work late on weds and you have to do so much cleaning when you close.This time,I didnt even worry if I did anything worng,because,usllay I would call the next day to see how thigs went.lol.Because,I for the time in my life,I baked the muffins and one of my co workers called to see how I was doing and I hope I did ok with that.lol.Its really hard baking muffins.You have to keep them in there for a long time.We do them at night to get ready for the next moring.But,enough about work,well,one more thing,if I see the deli manager,my boyfriend asked if they needed any help and He said He could maybe use me,so,I will talk to Him tommrow.Hes pretty kool.He teases me around Garry.lol.Its all fun thoe.He was at Dezney the same week I was,but,He left before I did.Boy,has this year ever been so stressful,I bet everyone has been feeling like that to.I want to do so much for everyone and I just dont have enough money.Dad took my Mom and I out tonight for a little bit,just went to Rite Aid and K-mart,I was glad He took us,because,I really didnt want to go just with Mom and I,only because it is not safe.Dagon it,lost my train of thought,Mom just caleld me to do somehting.lol.Thank you all for leaving nice comments in my private journal,havent been there for a while.Did I tell you I have been really stressed out?lol.Does anyone know a good excerise for stress?I know one thing that I like to do with my shoulders/hands,wrap them around my back and put my head down tot he floor,well,not all the way down.lol.I know we all have our own problems,our own issues.But cant there be a day or 2 without any caos?I know,I cant spell.How can I start changing my life around to be healther,to be les stress.I know my DOc wants me to change my eating habits.That I dont know about.lol.But,getting off that subject,I will find out what I did worng with the graffics.Uggggggggggggg.I sent out alot of Christms cards,so,I dont know who got one.I belive,there was someone from the UK,I think Ilost your addy,if you know which person you are.lol.Sorry,you can tell,its been stressful.guess what,my Mom is putting back up the decortions.lol.Wodner if She will take them down again.lol.I sometimes would maybe like to just get away,stay at a friends house for a day or 2,I could do that,but it has been a long time since I have done that.I am more,whats the word I am looking for?And you know the ole saying about,you cant spend the night with your boyfriend,dont ask me why,long story,yes,I know,I am 34,but,you all Moms know the deal.lol.Dont ask me why I can spend a week with Him on vaction with Him.Dont ask,wont go there.But,I am going to get off of here,I would like to send more cards out.I cant belive how many cards I snet out.I also want to send cards to the soliders,is it ok if got there late?I am going to try and go to the post office.Should I put a pic in the card?I really dont know what to say.But,I am going to sit down tonight and write them out.Ok,this is turinging into a long entry.So on that note.I hope you all will have a blessed weekend.Be safe and peaceout.P.S.Ok,I am going to ask this,I am sure,I been a pain.lol.Does anyone know a good place were I can keep my images,still nothing will work for me.I am so sorry.I lvoe you guys.I also have heard of File Manager?But not sure how to use that.

I am going to hit the hay.lol.

Hi all,

        Good evening to you all.Hope its a good one.Thank you Sazzymademe for this beatiful tag,I lvoe it.Now that I can finally get them to work.lol.It was so much work to do tonight at my job.But the time I left the stoor.My shirt and my pants to my shooses,was soken wet.lol.Good thing it wasnt to col out.lol.But I am worn out and tired.About to fall alseep.Mom and I are somewhat speaking.However,She called me at work looking for something,of course,She was rushing to get ready for church and what She was looking for,She said,its not funny and hung the phone up.Oh well.No biggie.But,yet,I dont get,When its time to come around the weekends.She needs things for Sat for the kids to eat and things for church.We are speaking,yes,but some hard words were said and I do know we both love eachother.Just my parents need lots of prayers.I have to be honest,Mom and Dad were even talking about getting a devorce,I know Mom has always keep on saying that.But I dont think it will happend.I guess,during the holidays are tough.But,one good thing came out of and Gary didnt want to tell me,but He had,cause He had to know a few things and I dont know they wanted to know what kind of puter my Dad has.Gayr is getting my a Lap top,I am excited,He thinks He has ruined it by telling me,and I said no you didnt,thats what I wanted,I didnt even think I was going to get it.Do you have to have a wrieless set up?I know nothing about Lap Tops.Gary says,they was trying to rip Him off,He to sevral diffrent places.We are going to look tommrow.I think I am going to get an early Christmas preasnt.I told Him,He didnt have to do that.Hes my guy and Hes special to me.A lady at work calls Him Sugar Dady and no,He isnt that.He loves me and wants to see me happy.He knows I dont have alot of money.But I did buy HIm some stuff.He knows all about me,what I want.Next year,better be the ring.lol.Anyways,I am getting tired.I want to send some more cards out.HAve a nice night all.Be safe and peaceout.

In a hurry

I am off to work,but wanted to add this pic,I love it.I hope I got the name right.thanks Sazzymademe.I will be back later.HAve a nice day all.

It is I again.lol.

Its me again,just adding another wonderful Christmas graffic.I was excited to find somehting that would actullay work.lol.Anyways,better get off of here and get some things done.Cya later.I will probllay be on here before I leave to go to work.Be safe and peaceout.One more thing,I know some of you all use Fotki and just was wodnering if that is a good program?Which I think it is.lol.Can you save your graffics on there?Which the graffics are not made by  my,they are made be wodnerful talanted Pspers out here in J-land.

Things are some bettter.Thank you all.

Hi all,hope you all are having a good moring.Well,first of all I just wanted to say,that I think I finally got my graffics working.Not even using Photo Bucket,I tryed out Fotki and it worked,not chaging the graffic at all.How ever,I cant remember whos graffic this was,I belive it was Ds desigins,but correct me if I am worng.Thank you all for being supoortiave and giving me courage not to give up with my Mom.We are some what speaking.Its hard to give a hug and I know She needs one and I would love to give Her one.But,just dont know how.I did leave a not saying I lvoe Her,I always do that.SHe knows I love Her.I know Moms,need alot of love to.But just wanted to thank you all for being there.Its hard.I think its mostly hard during the Holidays,I dont know why.lol.Maybe its just stressful.She just came inand asked me to go to the stoor with Her.So I will need to get off of here and get cleaned up.Has anyone of you all sent Christmas cards to the Soliders?I am going to do that tonight,I need to get more stamps.lol.I probllay will go to the post office and send them that way.I might even try and see if I can make some beadded jewrly for them,but wonder if that would be a good idea?ANyways,things are looking somewhat better,not all there.But better.You all have been so very kind and caring.I love you all.Thank you all.Thank you all for helping me trying to figure out this graffic thingy.lol.I think I finally got it.Lets hope.lol.HAve a ncie day all,I am going to get off of here and clean up.BE safe and peaceout.

The feeling is just to much.

To be honest with you,right now,I dont even know were I am going.I can feel every sad feeling in this house right now.That it hurts to much to talk about.I feel I have lost my Mom,I mean,Shes alive and well,but,Her and I,right now are just not on good terms.I guess Her and my Sister have made up.Its like I am not even here,I am invisable and She probllay feels the same.Its like,its always my falt when things happend.I never felt this way,the kind of feeling that you lost someone,whos right in your own home.I feel She thinks I am at falt all the time.I cant breath,I cant think stright.Oh my,I feel the strangest thing happening to me right now,I can feel it in my throat and it hurts so bad,like I cant breath.I probllay shouls just got off of here and get some sleep.Thats it,its a done deal,I am crying and tears are just flowin and I really dont want anyone seeing me crying,so,I am just going to get off of here and head to bed.I love you all.Be safe and peace out.

I cant find the list of our Heros fighting in the war.would like to know if anyone has and can email

One more thing before I head to bed.Do any of you all have the list to our hroes,fighting over there in Irqu?I had a whole list of people I could write and cant find it now.If anyone has the list,please email it to me.Thanks so much.Good night.

Who got a christmas card and who didnt?And who would still like one?

One more thing,dont know if anyone cought the last entry,just wanted to ask you all,who got a christmas card and who didnt get one,so,I can know not to send yal another one,unless you want one.lol.I know Xxroxymomaxx and maybe a few got theres.Or if anyone would like one,just let me know.I got a few in the mail from my J-landers,thank you,I love em.Maybe I will add pics of them or when I get a whole bunch.Thanks again.I love you guys.

Still not a good day/evening.So much tension in this house,I can bearly stand it.I feel like everything is my falt,I know I said things that shouldnt have been said,but,She did to.Sometimes,things are just best left unsaid,meaning,just not even talking,which,that was what today was,not talking at all.Shes walking around here,I hate it.I dont know what else to do.I cant just go up to Her and give Her a hug and say I love you,its to hard right now,because,She wouldnt take it.I feel She  thinks I dont care.I dont like going to be angry,or even it being like this.But if I went and said sorry and said I love you,She would be like,you dont mean it,so,I am not going to say anything.Maybe I will write a note before I go to bed,She might not even read that.What bugs me is and I hate to say it.She will never tell my Sister whats going on,today,I think She did.But,it hurts the fact that,I feel as thoe,my Sister comes first.That is worng for me to say and I love my Sis and my family.I am crying inside and I dont know what to do anymore.I am miserable and no one understandw hat I am going through.But,yet,when it comes to Friday,getting payed,and She needs things for Sat and for church,I hate to say it,things are usllay better by than.But I feel like its all my falt,I do everything worng in Her eyes.I know I said some things I wish I could take back.What I said,I probllay have mentioned before earlyer is that,She doesnt help me,but,She was saying things to.And I am the one who has to be the bigger person.Like,She thinks I dont see things,what goes on,or when we argu,its my falt and Dad yells at Her and She gets mad at me and says,Dad doesnt see what I do.I hate it.Yeah,sometimes,I want to die,and not be on this earth.Maybe than She would care.Ok,yes,I know She cares and loves me.I am ok.But it hurts,She doesnt know I am hurting and I know She is hurting.But what else can I do?I and swear if She goes into Her room and slams that dang door one more time.I am going to bust out.So thats it for tonight,I think.Cya later.

This is not a good day.

I had a whole new long entry all written out,but,something hapend and got booted off.I am not happy camper right now.What turned out to be an ok moring,turned out to be a crapy evter noon.What was planed for us today,a girls shoping day,which looks like it wont happend.Mom and Dad got into a fight,Mom was mad,than She told me to call my Sister tell Her She was not feeling good and wasnt able to go,my Sis didnt belive it and She wouldnt have,because we were all up to it untill that happend.Now Shes mad at me,because,I didnt tell my Sis the right thing,she wouldnt have belived me and She would of wanted to talk to Her.And She did.So Mom and I are mad at eachother.She said some things,than I said some things,which we probllay both didnt mean to say,but it happend.She mentioned me about seeing a shrink and getting meds to help me,was yelling about it,but,I know when She ever calms down,She would be ok,because,She has said,it has helped me.Than She was saying,I help you out,and I had to say,when?Me and my big mouth.But its true,She has helped me,yes,but,I guess now I am older,who helps me?My boyfriend,He is always there when I need Him.Yes,my Dad takes me to work and to the Docs when I need to go,but,He even complains about that.She just doesnt get it.I am begining,right now,to just hate Christmas,and I know She is not liking it right about now.She is sad and depressed.She said some things,that,I am worried about,but,I know She will be ok.I just wish She would see,that She needs some help,maybe a mild pill that could calm Her down.Yes,Her and Dad got into it and it wasnt nice.We got into it.Shes not speaking,not speaking to me and dont know when She will.And right now,I dont care.lol.Its not funny,it is sad.This house is sad.Even if I was to move out on my own,which right now I cant afford it,to be honest,I dont want to move out,till I get married.lol.I dont want to live with a roommate,because,I have heard,that doesnt work out.I just have to lvie with the stress in this house for time ebing.She probllay thinks I dont love Her,I dont understand Her,I dont want to do stuff with Her.Thats not true.I get jealous sometimes,well,mad,because,when She gets like this and when She talks to my Sister,She wont bring up the bad stuff.She will say we got into it.I love my Sis and my family.They been there for us alot.But,my Mom makes me angry and I am sure,I make Her angry to,which now I do.To make the long story short.It was susposed to be a nice day,which I dont know when it will hapend again.Even when boyfriend,Gary,gave me money to go out shoping.So,dont know whats going to happend.I am depressed,I am mad,I am angry,hurt and know She is feeling like that to.I dont know what to do to help Her.BEst thing I can do right now,is just stay away.Menaing after I get off of here,I am going to take a pill and go to sleep.Wish I can just go to sleep foever and not wake up.She took all the Christmas decortions down.Thought She was going to throw the tree out the door.Which right now,I dont care.So,you see how my day went.Am I being a brat?I want to be ther for Her,but when She is like this,I dont know how.So,I am just going to stay away.One more thing before I go.COuld you all tell me who got a Christmas card from me?I nee to know,so,I wont send another one,unless you would like one.lol.So just let me know who got one and who didnt and who still would like one.Thanks.Be safe and peaceout.

I am going to bed.lol.

    

Thank you Dedesings for my pretty tag.I am still working on getting the graffics strighten out.Thanks for doing that for me.I am greatful and blessed.

Hi all,

        Hope you all are having a good evening.I am doing good here.I am just tired,worn out,I think I really need to change my diet around a little,might do me some good.We shall see.lol.I actullay had a prety good day at work.WOW!!! lol.I am getting used to the hours,so,I am ok with it.But,I think I might take next Sat off.If someone can call my boss up and say that She couldnt work this past fri and sat and She got out of it?That kinda makes me mad.But no worries.lol.Tommrow,I am going Christmas shoping with my Sister and neice Katie,dont know who else.ts usllay just us girls.lol.I just have to get a few people.Boyfriend is so hard to by for.lol.But I am going to have to cut this short.Can you tell I am tired?Be safe and peaceout.This is a recent pic of me.Its ok,but,dont like it to much.My neice was trying to make me smile and She said,come on now,princess smile.lol

interdoucing Tags by Angela

Hi all,

       I wanted to mention to you all,that Dazzling Designs has now opened up a new tag journal,were all of Her tags will be,She is just starting it now.Because She has so many,She is trying to put it all together in one tag journal.Here is the link,take a look,join up.Her art work is beatiful.She is very talanted.Thank you.For some reason if the link doesnt work,you can go to Her journal.

http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/TagsByAngela/

Happy Sat

Happy Sat to all,

                    Hope you all having a good weekend.I am doing pretty good here.Nothing much to do today,execpt jsut going to work.What fun.lol.I am blessed to have a job.I am not even going to worry about whats going on there anymore.Cant deal with it.lol.My boss,did ask me if I wanted to stay later last night,so,I did,I stayed till 8.So I was working 1 to 8.Boy,was I tired when I got home.But its nice to have some extra hours.So,next week,I wil get a good check.Seems like everything is going by so fast.Christmsa will be here before you know it.My boyfriend,Gary lost His cell phone last night at work,didnt relize it till He took me home.Can you belive it,the asstt manager of the stoor found His phone clip,with no phone in it.Dont understand why people would do it.Sometimes I look at it,like,I hope they really needed that phone.lol.But,I feel bad for Gary.Shelly,I am sorry you didnt get the neckless,that just bums me out.I am going to have to make you another one.Or if anyone would like a beaded neckless,which I lvoe to do.Jsut let me know,I can done one with a favr color.No charge.I just do it for fun.I will be adding a greaffic.Not,dont ask me why,theeses graffics work.But,when I go to get them in email,the ones who tag them for me,I understand,they already have a name for it and .gif.I am still working on it.Just wish I can put all the beatiful christmsa graffics in here.I hope you all have a nice day.I have to hurry p and get ready for work.Usllay once I am at work,it goes by fast,becuase,you have so much to do.Last night,I love owrking with one of my co workers,SHe makes me laugh.lol.Have a blessed day all.Be safe and peaceout.Ok,one more thing,if you all have any ideas for me with graffics,let me know.I know I am probllay being a pain to some.But I do thank you all for helping me through this.You all are such a blessing to me.

Fwd,cant remember hwo sent it to me.SOrry.zMy bad.lol.

 I cant remember who I got this from,I belive Krissy and Her Sister,but,not sure,but,this was alot of fun.Thanks.

1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?  paper,but,some of the adults,get gift bags. :)

2. Real tree or artificial?   Our tree,the poor thing,its a pretty lit atrficl tree,the one with really pretty colors.Why I say,poor thing,because,it most of the time,comes up Christmas Eve night,goes down,New Years DAy.lol.
3. When do you put up the tree?  oooooooooooooops my bad,already said that one.lol.
4. When do you take the tree down?  well,like I already said,New Years Day 5. Do you like eggnog?Havent had it in ages.lol.So,wouldnt remember if I did or not.lol.  6. Favorite gift received as a child?This one is easy,I was so hooked on The incredable Hawk,I got a stretchable one,love it,till my pain in the butt brothers,stretched it so long,it broke. and I was mad.lol.  7. nativity scene?  My Mom has sevral,but,She hasnt been in the mood lately to do any decorating.

8. Hardest person to buy for?  Thats easy,my boyfriend,Gary.lol.and my oldest nephew,as He is getting older,I dont know what to get Him,He loves to read,but,wants you to read for Him.lol.9. Easiest person to buy for? My Sister

10. Mail or e-mail Christmas cards?  Boy,this year,I am early,last year,was a little later.I am already have tons of christmas cards ready to go out.I do email some,but,most of them I snail mail,so,if anyone would still like one,just let me know.11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?  Well,I been pretty good,cant remember getting anything I didnt like.Now if you say,what gifts have you wraped.lol.Thats a funny story.lol.Maybe will add that in an entry.lol. 
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?  I love Maricale on 34 street,but,I my all time fave classic movie and cant think of the is,one were He goes to sleep and gets a visit from 3 ghots.I cant think of the name.lol.13.When do you start shoping for Christmas?Way back in the summer time.lol.No doubt.I have to.lol.With as many as neices and nephews I have,and a big family.I got to.lol.   
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?  Is that susposed to be funy?lol.Recycle and give it to someone else?lol.No,dont tihnk so.lol.15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?  Just about the same thing we eat at Thanksgiving,but,we have Turkey and Ham,or sometimes Ham.
16. Clear lights or colored on the tree? Of course,color lights.

17. Favorite Christmas song(s)?  Silent Night 18. home?  Only time I think I can remember when I was little,is going to Texas to visit Grandma and Granddad,other than that,nope,we stay home.

19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer?  "On Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, on Comet, Cupid, Donder and Blitzen!"... and Rudolph the Red-nosed Reindeer (copied from Val.  I could only remember three + Rudolph.)Who ever wrote this,I coped it from you.lol.Thanks for copying it form someone else.lol.
 
20. Angel on the tree top or a star?  Angel,one time,had a star.
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning? When we was little kids,we always beged to open one on Christma Eve,than Momand DAd would say,you might be a little disapointed in the moring.lol.I think one year we did that,never again,not even now as I am an adult.lol.But,everyone calls me the snooper.lol.

22. Most annoying thing about this time of year?  Rushing to get everything done,going out into the rush of the malls,dreadful.Mom getting stressed out.lol.23. Favorite ornament theme or color?  Doesnt really matter,I love to look at all the ones we have from when we was little till now,I even have some my friends gave me.24. Favorite for Christmas dinner?  I thought I already said that?lol.25. Do you have Jesus in your heart this Christmas? Of course!!!!!!!!But if you all could say a prayer for my Dad,He isnt saved.Thank you.That would be the best Christmas gift ever.
Thanks, Val.  This was fun to do.  Blessings in Christ,  Penny 

Thanks guys,that was fun.Now you all can do the same thing.I cant remember if I was susposed to send this to someone.lol.Just let me know.lol.I am going to bed.lol.Goodnight.Be safe and peaceout.

good evening

Hi everyone,

              Hope you all is having a good evening.Brrrrrrrrrrr it is cold outside.Santa is on His way.lol.Few more weeks left.I am ,lets say,half way done.lol.I am doing alot better than I have been,sory,that was me just being that,you know girls,time of month thing,just ask my Mom,you wan to stay clear away from me for at least 4 days.lol.I feel better,I think I need to change my whole diet,well,my doc says I need to.I went to see Him today,everything looks fine,execpt for my high blood presure wasnt very good,its 190,when I told my Mom and Dad,dont think they looked to happy.Well,you know one thing,when I was working more,I was eating that much more.Now I am eating everything in sight.I am not heavy.But HE said I need to eat more health wise,dont we all.lol.I forgot that old saying my Mom used to say about living life to the fulest or somehting like that.lol.Anyways,He wants me to try drinking proten shakes and eating the bars.You think I am really going to do that?lol.I would love to try,its just hard,I know,everything is hard when you look at it.I was telling Him how stressful I have been and thats why He was telling me theeses things,eating more healthy.I was talking about my Mom and I could belive what He said,just what some of my wonderful J-land friends have told me and He even pointed out,that,HEs not saying just to say it,that maybe I should try and live with a room mate.I honestly dont think I am ready to move out,ok,maybe,I am not ready to leave the nest.lol.For one thing,I cant afford it.He said He was one of them docs who dont force pills down your throat.I guess that is a good thing,yes,its a good thing.Other than that,I guess,I am doing ok.I want a good life style for me,just dont know how to work it out.How do you change your life style,the way it has always been?I know I say,I want to change,thats all nicely said and done.But,how do you go about it and keep at it?Anyways,I guess thats it for now.I am going to add a greaffic.wooohooo.lol.But,please,dont be mad at me,because,let me tell you,I keep looking at this grafic and looking at it and looking at it and saying,what am I doing worng?When Sazzy sends me Her graffics,they are already named and I have no problems.But I am till working on it.Just know,I love each and everyone ofyou J-landers out there.Thank you so much for always being there for me,helping me and encourging me along the way.Thats what were here for,right?HAve a good night all.Be safe and peace.

My ims are working.wooooooooohooooooooooooo

Its me again,my ims are open.Woooooooooohoooooooooooo.I went onto my Dads screen name and reset the parent controls,dont ask me why,He set it were I couldnt Im anyone.lol.He said,He didnt even know how He did that.So,I am here,my ims are open,now lets work on the other problems.lol.

To starsentrance,

This is to starsentrance,Hi,I have been trying to email you,but,it says you are not a known member,or you have your mail blocked.I would like to talk to you.Just remember,I am also having problems with iming people.So,if you need to email me,please do.Thank you for your help.I know,J-land is full of wodnerful and loving,caring people.Thanks.

Urgent,need help with graffics.lol.all taped out.lol.

Ok,now,I am asking for some help with this,cant do it alone.I am not going private,I am staying the way I am.lol.But,I am asking,I am frustated,with this whole graffis sitution,I know,I cant spell.lol.I would love so much to use all of the wonderful beatiful christmas graffics,before,christmas is over.lol.I cant,what so ever,take all of me to figure out what I am doing worng,or is it the puter.I try everything,with Photo Bucket,still doing the same thing everytime when I do what you all tell me and comes up with jpg.Is there another way,I can save the beatiful graffis,keep them the same way and use them into my journal?I am getting stressed out by this again.I know all of you are being kind enough to help me out.But I am all taped out and its killing me not to put any graffics into my journal.Unless,someone put a virus in my puter,which I dont think that happend,and I hope not.But Photo Bucket isnt helping me at all.I try and I try and I try to do it the right way and nada,sipo,nothing.WHAT IS GOING ON?Please Help.I am not usllay this way,but,I am tottlay beside myself with all this.lol.Besideds my Mom is on a rampage again,not with me,with my Sister.lol.Its the Holidayslol.It always is.lol.She gets this way and no one knows what to do.But,me,I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE GRAFFICS!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doing much better today.

good moring all,

        Hope all is well in your world.Nothing much today,just probllay chilling out till I go to work at 4 to 8.Than I a off again tommrow.But,tommrow,I go to the doctors,which I am glad,so,the doc can tell me whats going on.I am sure I am fine.But it salways good to know what your blood work says.Maybe He can sort things out and help me get on the right tack.I am still having problems with graffics.I wanted you all to see whats going on,I want to thank you for the ones who been helping me out and sorting this all out.No matter what I do when I go to PB,download it,it is always comming up with .jpg instead of .gif.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get a few things done.I hope one of theeses days,I can get this problem taken care of.lol.Have a nice day all.Be safe out there.Did you all hear about that couple who was traped in the snow for sevrals hours and made it out alive,but there husband is still missing.I hope and pray He is alive.Be safe and peaceout. Cherry,I have been doing that,I put the name,than add.gif,I am not doing it worng.One more thing.I think someone I know,no one from J-land,but,I belive someone is messing with my journal.May just have to go private again.You think this is funny,what your doing.You know who you,you will never stop,just because,you are lonly and missing someone.I am done.

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