What can I say?LOl.

Good day all,

I hop everyone is having a good one.I am good here.Mom and I got back home about 1.We went to get my check,got it chashed,and went to target.Now,I am home.I am trying to finish up my last load of laundry.Yes,it is a nver ending story.Boy,I didnt know you all love Windex,I bought a bottle of it.I am going to go around my whole room later and give it a good work out.I am a little worried about something at work.

The other day at work,I guess I didnt snap the cake on tight,the coustmer called back after She  paied for it,took it home,said She didnt want it and was going to bring it back,said it got all voer Her clothes and Her car.Some how,I dont belive that.You think if it wasnt on tight enough,it would have fallen off right when She put it into the car.Now,I have been thinking I am in troubel.I been worried about it since yesterday.But,accidents happend.I dont think I will get fired over it or written up.Because like I said,accidents happend.I am just trying not to worry about it.People like that just get on my nerevs.

Anyways,so tel me I have nothing to worry about?I called gary at work to see if anything was said,but,they not going to say anything to Him.I will hear aboit it tommrow,if anything was said.Like,I said,I am a little worried.Gary also told me,my Co worker is going to pick me up in the moring,so,Gary wouldnt have to pick me up at 3 to be there at 4,which Gary goes in at 4,I go in at 5:30.I didnt want to get up early,even thoe I have to anyways.I am going to get a few money ordersto pay off some bills.I need to get this strighten out.Anyways,I think I might lay down for a bit and take a nap.I didnt sleep to good as my neck and shoulder have been killing me.I been taking Alieve and Motrin.trying everything,even trying,stretching excerise.I just hope it gets better.I know alot has to do with stress and me worrying about everything.Anyways,life goes on.HAve a good weekend all.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Fridays are always busy.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good one.I am doing good here.I have been taking 2 Alieve for my neck and shoulder,it helps some.I have alot to do today.Fridays are always busy.I like to be working on Fridays,so I can get my pay check,if I am off,it saves me time from Mom and I having to go get it.But toda,we have to run to my stoor,get my pay check,probllay go to the bank and I dont know what else we are going to do.Boyfrend always works late on Fridays,so,it is usllay Mom and our day.I do hope I am not out to late today.How ever,I like to get a few things at the groicer stoor.I need some windex,I like the blue kind of windex,not that other stuuf.I like to winex things around my room,my Tv,tv stand,my lamp stand,my dresser and  other things.Plus I love the smell of windex.I know,I am werid.LOL.

Gary and I went out yesterday for a while,I wanted and needed a new Address book so bad,you dont know want to know how long I was needed for one.LOL.I had some old ones back from Highchool.LOL.So,I needed one.We went to staples and I picked out a real pretty one,the last pretty one they had.Its peach,with a pic of pears on it and flowers.I love it.Now I just have to pu al of my addys in there.LOL.I never had a real good addy book.I got my first Christmas card from Cindyslife,thank you very much.I am sure I will be getting more.Anyways,I better get off of here and get cleaned up and dressed.

Oh yeah,I also got cought up on some big time laundry,now I jus have to put it away.I have 2 more loads to do,but need more laundry soap.I think I will do that when I come home today,after shoping.Oh yeah,today starts a weekend of harry Potter on the family chanel,so,I might be watching that,even thoe I have all of the dvds.Anyways,I am off.Have a good weekend all.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

 

Ok,its me again,what can I say.LOL.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good evening.I am good here.How ever,my neck and shoulder has been killing me for a few days now,nothing I do,helps.I try massging it with my massager,I try rubbing it,even Gary tryed rubbing it.Nothing seems to help.He thinks I should ask my Doc for some musle relaxers,but,I dont want to go back to the Docs anytime.I am just going wing it,like I have been.Maybe I will try some bengay patches,I will try and get some tommrow.

I was thinking of having a friend to spend the night with me tommrow night,not sure yet.I havent had my Bestfriend over for a very long time,but,need to ask Mom if its ok.Shes not feeling to good right now.I am off Friday,I am so glad,I was off Monday,but,I could use another day.I just get tired of getting up early and only having to work 4 or 5 hours,than go home.What kind of hours is that?But I am blessed to have the hours I get.I get my big Holiday pay check this week.I am going to try and finish most of my Christmas shoping.Boy,do,I still have alot.

I always try and get the married couple something,like my 3 Brothers and there wifes and my Sister I always get Her something sepreate.I think what I am going to do is get them,my Brothers and the wifes,picture frames,because,I heard thats what they want.Its something easy.Now,my Dad on the hand,is not easy to get for.He is so hard.Last year,I got Hima gift card from Bob evans,He loves that place.So,I dont know what to get Him.My Mom,my Sister and I,we have a Christmas shoping day/night thing,its always a tradtion.its fun,we take my neice,go out and do the last munite Christmas shoping and we go an dhave dinner.So that is comming up to.Anyways,I better get off of here and head to bed soon.Good thing I dont have to get up so early like I did last night,even thoe its still early.I have to be at work at 5:30.Anyways,have a nice night.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Just little ole Me.LOL.

Good evening all,

I hope you all are having a good one.I am doing good here.I just getting ready to go to bed.Guess who has to be at wor at 4?Yup,thats right,Me,I hate it and I hate having to get my Dad up,but,He will just go back home and go back to bed,even if He still complins about taking me.Do you know who did it for years?My Mom and She never complained about it.Men.LOL.

Do I want to get up that early and go to wor?No,but,at least I only have 5 hours.I am kina strressed out about Bills,but,they will have to wait till I get paied on Friday to send some money out.Will they send me to jail?LOL.I am trying to laugh and trying not to be stressed out.Things happend.I been behind,but,I will try and get back on track.I dont even want to go to bed.I am not tired.But,I will have to.I been eating so much today.I dont know why.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get going.Oh yeah,I made a mistake on misspelling shawn Tylors name,it is Sean Tylor.Have a nice night all.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Rest in peace Shawn Tylor.

Hi Everyone,

I hope you all are doing well.I am doing good here.I want to pay my resepts to Shawn Tylor of the Redskins,who died this moring of a shot gun wound.He was murded.I wore His shirt proud today at work.It was sad to see this happend.He was so young and had a baby.I pray for His family.What they must be going through.The news said that anyone who had a 21 shirt to wear it,even before He died.It just saddens me.My heart goes out tot he family.Rest in peace Shawn Tylor.

Just Me.

Hi all,

How is everyone?I hope you all are doing good.I am good here.I am having a lazy day here,well,I cant say I didnt do anything.I did do some things around my room like I needed to.LOL.I also have been doing some laundry.I am now catching up to.It makes me feel good to catch up on things and not just laying around being depressed.I guess you need a lazy day every now and than.

Even thoe I did get a phone from the collection agent,saying I owe money,yes,I know that,they wanted to speak to my parents and I was like why/.I am 35 and they told.They thought I was a child.I said you will get your money every Friday when I get payed and than they asked can I give them something now,I was like no,I dont have a debt or a credit card.They will have to wait.What else do I need to worry about.LOL.I am going to do another load of laundry and get some more Christmas cards done.I just need to put them in the mail tommrow.I am worried about dad getting up tommrow night to take me to work at 4 in the moring.but He will get over it.LOL.I just have to deal with it for now.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Just me venting again.Thanks for listning.

Hi all,

I am sure most of all of you are sleeping by now.First of all I want to thank you all for being there for me,for always listning to me.I know I been complaining alot lately.I am sorry about that.But it helps me to get my feelings out,even if I am complaining about the same thing at times.You all are such great listners.Thank you.I was sleeping for a while,than I woke up.I had to take 3 Motrin for my neck and my shoulder.It has been hurting for a few days.It helped some.I know alot has to do from working,from stress,from me worrying about so many things that I cant even controll.

I feel I have been so out of focus with my life,that I cant seem to get back.Sometimes I wish I was a kida again,than again I dont.When I was a kid,of course you all know that,you didnt have a thing to worry about.Now as you are older,I am older.I worry about so many things in my life.For one thing,I hate the fact that I have to depend on people,mainly my Dad to take me to work and pick me up.I wish there was a way I can work that out and not have to ask Him.Because I have to be there so early in the moring.I hate that I am limited on things to do.That sucks.Because I just cant come and go as I please.I cant even take a walk if I wanted to without my parents having to owrry about me.But with that,I uderstand.Thats why I get so depressed,being in this house 24/7,sometimes not getting out.I dont even get to see me Boyfriend alot.

And thats anoter thing,we were talking tonight about marriage he thinks I will get scared andwant to come home.How does He know unless we give a try.I tell Him I am ready.Sometimes I just dont understand.Yeah,I am scared,thats a big thing,getting married,leaving your home forever.But how do you not know unless you give it a try?Like I said.He says we will be together forever,I told Him,Hey,I aint waiting forever to get married and have a life.Its not like I want kids.I already know I am to set in my ways for that.Dont get me worng I love kids and I used to want kids.Also with all the medicine I am on,I dont think its a good idea.I just love being the Aunt.That makes me special.Even thoe,people at work tell me,you need to have a baby.You would feel so much better if you do and you dont know what its like to have your own kid.But I am not ready to have a kid.At one time,I always thought of adopting.

Another thing is,I feel like I dont now how to have fun anymore.I need to.But I am either always working,or doing other things in my life.I dont have a good Girlfriend to talk to or to hang out with.Its hard to find someone just to do that.I know thats what I need.But you want to also know something?It is also hard for me to talk to someone,even if I ever got to know a good friend.Like when I am talking to you all here,like this.I dont know how to open up.I am shy.Your probllay saying,She shy,yes,I am shy.I dont want to limit myself anymore.I want to be able to take thoes baby steps,I am scared to even take baby steps.Anyways,I guess I had alot on my mind and wanted to get it out.Thank you all again for always listing to me.One more thing,I do need a change,so,I can finally get some things done in this room.Have a good sleep all.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Just Me.

Hi all,

Hoe i everyone doing?Good I hope.I am doing ok here.I just want to vent a little bit.I dont even know why.I have done this so many times.I know I worry so much about everything in my life.Boy,I do need a new attiude in life.I mean,I am good,at least,I think I am.Money has been tight,trying to worry about how am I going to pay my bills.That stresses me out.Yes,I need to work alot of things out in my life.But how?How do you work everything in your life?

Ask me this,how do you start chaging things in your life?How do you make the right things in your life,go right?Can you do it?Can I stop being so afarid and just do it?When I am ready to face life head on?A part of me wants to stay hidden forever and I dont want to.I want to get out there,I do.But how?Well,I am going to go eat dinner.I need to eat.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.Be back later.

Just was looking at some stuff on the web site.

By advancing our lives in the areas of mind, body, spirit, relationships and environmental awareness we can improve our individual outlook and help the world become an even greater place!

As my favorite Gandhi quote states: “you must be the change you want to see in the world” and here are 50 of the best practices, exercises and philosophies you can begin implementing to “be the change”:

RELATIONSHIPS

1. Be Nice to People
And see how positive energy attracts positive energy

2. Take Responsibility For Your Actions
And stop making excuses

3. Volunteer Your Time
And realize that helping others is the ultimate way to make the world a greater place

4. Ask for Help
And give someone else the satisfaction of having the answer

5. Offer the Best Advice You Can
And set someone off in a new and positive direction.  Do it without expecting anything in return!

6. Smile More
And spread happiness to others with the slightest effort

7. Pay Close Attention to Your Language
And start seeing how your words and actions define you

8. Make a Donation
And feel how giving spreads positive energy and love

9. Ask your Closest Friends and Family “How Are You Doing”?
And let them know you are there for them

MIND

10. Do Crossword Puzzles and Other Mind Games
And challenge your intellect

11. Find and Work in a Career You Love 
And spend your valuable time in a job that makes you truly happy!

12. Purposefully Deal with Stress
And learn to melt tension away

13. Read Good Books
And stir creativity in your brain

14. Take Classes
And learn more about the things that really interest you

15. Write in a Journal
And let the mind unwind itself through the hand

16. Start Viewing Yourself as Part of a Greater Universe
And see how the first step to a healthy planet is a healthy you! 

YOUR BODY

17. Vary Your Workout Routines
And make your body stronger, more pliable, and resistant to illness

18. Try Ancient Forms of Healing
And tap into human knowledge that goes back many millennia

19. Exercise with Trained Professionals
And push the limits of what you think you are capable

20. Run a Marathon
Again, push the limits of what you are capable.  If not a marathon, find some physical activity that is ultra-challenging for you and do it!

21. Take Long Hikes
And appreciate the beauty of nature first hand

22. Sit in a Sauna or Steam Room
And sweat out harmful toxins

23 Use Medicines and Pharmaceuticals as Last Resort
And have faith in holistic measures and your body’s ability to heal itself

24. Love and Appreciate Your Body
And get rid of negative feelings and associations you have with it

SPIRIT

25. Treat Yourself to Massages
And literally rub away all stress and tension

26. Start a Spiritual Practice for Yourself
And give yourself unparalleled perspective by connecting with the “true you”.

27. Laugh Hard Every Day
And generate happiness for your soul

28. Accept Your Universe
And have unswerving faith that you can handle it, no matter what happens!

29. Feng Shui Your Home
And create a positive energy flow that extends to the external world

30. Listen to Soothing Music
And calm your body, mind and spirit

31. Plan a Healthy Retreat or Vacation
And ensconce your body and mind in health and vitality for an extended period

NUTRITION

32. Start Treating Your Food as Delicious Tasting Medicine
And prevent sickness and disease with the nutrition you put into your body every day!

33. Eat Locally Grown Foods
And support your local farms and growers

34. Take Responsibility For Your Health
And understand that only you know what is best for you

35. Drink More Water
And enjoy nature’s elixir of life

36. Eat Healthy Foods for the Brain
And allow your thinking organ to work most efficiently

37. Cook More
And really get to know your food; enjoy it in a more complete and satisfying way!

38. Eat Organic Foods as Much as Possible
And understand that natural foods treat the body and the planet as they were originally intended

39. Eat More Fruits and Vegetables
And begin learning the innumerable benefits these foods contain

ENVIRONMENT

40. Plant trees
And spread clean air throughout the world; donate trees here with American Forests.  Even better, give trees as a present with The Arbor Day organization

41. Buy Carbon Offsets
And support new and clean renewable sources of energy that offset global warming with Native Energy. 

42. Conserve Water
And beaware of over-usage at the sink, in the bathroom, and while doing laundry

43. Recycle!
And realize how such a simple step like recycling can do so much to improve our environmental dilemma

44. Save a Piece of the Rainforest
And help the earth’s atmosphere by purchasing 2,500 square feet of this precious land for $10 at The National Arbor Day Foundation!

45. Buy “Energy Star” Appliances
And save a ton of energy with every day activities

46. Use the Internet to Shop
And save gasoline and paper by clicking here for a list of 700+ conscious retailers

47. Research Reusable Energy Sources For Your Home
And utilize more sustainable and renewable power sources which are available!

48. Conserve Paper
And send e-cards instead of paper ones.  Start by getting removed from unwanted mailing lists at Junk Busters

49. Take a Stand
And volunteer your time to head an effort to “go green” at your work, school, place of worship or any organization you belong

50. YOU Decide
And start “being the change” based on your most valued beliefs and ideals!

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My neck and shoulder is killing me.

Hey guys,

I was wondering,do any of you all out there know how to get rid of a tensed up shoulder,it is killing me,I am trying everything,nothing seems to work.My neck is killing me.I tryed to massage it with my massager.I would love some ideas.Again,if anyone would like a christmas card,let me know,we can swap addys.I already used up a whole thing of stamps for the family cards.Now I am starting on my friends and J-lanerds.Peaceout.

Sunday After Noon.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I wasnt mad when I went into work,even thoe I still didnt want to be there.I went in.I had 4 hours,so,thats good and I am off tommrow and I am off on Friday.I got a few things done down stairs.I vacumed and I moped,let me tell you,it sure did need a good moping.I add a tough of bleach in the water and the house smells good.I like to do it when no one is home.I can get it done faster.

Now if I can get motavated to cleaning my room,that would be easy.Anyone care to help me?Of course,its not that messy.I am to lazy to clean my room and I dont feel like it.Other than that,I am not doing much today.I am tired and I am going to lay down and take a nap.I do need to finish my Christma cards.If anyone would like one,let me know and we can swap addys.Have a good day all.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

 

I am mad.

Ok,its tottlay not fair,I asked off for tommrow and now I have to work.I hate it.I am mad and not happy.I am tottlay upset that I have to go in early.She going to know when I go in,that I am not a happy person.I will go in,do what I have to do and leave.I dont even want to talk to anyone.I am so mad,I am crying.I was so looking forward to having off tommrow.Its just not fair,because,we dont have the people who want to work.They depend on me.I am so sick and tired of it.Even thoe,I go in at 5 and get off at 9:30.Its stll not fair.I dont like it one bit.I am sooooooooooo freaking mad.Peaceout.

Let me know what color,you all think I should use.

Hey guys,I am trying to find the right color that would look good with all of my entrys,let me know if you think of a good color.Thanks.Have a good wekend all.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

I was so proud of my Dad,just made me hapy to know what He did.

Good moring all,

I hope you all slept well.I slept good,it was nice to sleep in.Dont even know how it felt.Me right shoulder is still a little sore,dont know if its from just working so much or what.I should of put some BenGay on it last night.But I hate the smell of that stuff.LOL.But it does work,sometimes.I am not doing much of nothing today,how ever,may clean up in my room some and some laundry,ok,I will do a few tings.LOL.

Let me tell you a little sotry what happend when Mom and I went to K-Mart on black Friday,it was crazy in there,but,my Dad was waiting in the car for us.At first He was parked by Himself,not around other cars,than all of a sudden some other car keeps comming around,dad thought it was a little strange,than the other guy in the car got out and was looking at the ground.Dad still didnt know what was going.When the guy left,Dad got out and walked around,saw a wallet,yes it was His wallet.Dad looked in it,tryed calling numbers on cards He found,but couldnt get anyone.So than a few munites later,the guy was looking in the trash can at K-mart,Dad asked Him what He was looking for and the guy said He lost His wallet,Dad gave it to Him.

The guy was 81 years old,sat in Dads car for a few munites and they taled,dont know if I would have done that.LOL.But,Dad was ok and the guy asked if Dad wanted an award,Dad said no.Makes me feel good to hear things about that.Dad said the guy look in good shape.That was dads good deed.LOL.I just thought I would share that.

Just Stuff.

Ok,my Mom is going to be upset with me because I am not going over to my Sisters.Let me tell you,I am to tired to even walk to the car.Shes going to make me feel guilty for not going.I already talked to my Sister at the stoor,told Her I had to go to bed early tonight to get up early.Mom says I dont get up till after 4,thats not right,I do get up at 4.I am up at 4.I have to be.

She thinks,I am not going because gary isnt going to be there,thats not true,I am going to be alseep at 7:30.My Mom says Shes had a bad day all day.I dont know why,but,not even going to ask.Alot of times,She takes it out on me,I am sure She doesnt mean to,but,I dont like it that She does.This will be my first Thanksgiving not spending with the family.

If I was off tommrow,or going in later,I would have gone.But to tell you the truth,I need this time to be alone right now.I am just not wanting to be around family.Is that bad?Does that make me a bad person?My Mom gets like this,I hate it.I dont know why,every year,She gets like this.I guess it will pass.Anyways,So tell me,what do you all think?Should I feel bad for not going?My Sister said She would have left overs.I will see you all later or tommrow.Peaceout.

I am just to stressed.

I will get to alerts when I can and yes,I want some snow.But it was nice today.

Hi Everyone,

I hope you all is having a Happy Thanksgiving.Man,let me tell you,I am tired,I am wiped out.I cant wait till tommrow at 11 when I get off.Its been a stressful week.Work has been stressful.Someone called out at the last munite yesterday,I didnt know till I came into work today.I was the last one to close and do everything.I did the best I could.I asked if I could stay an hour,but,nope.So,I left at 2.But the person who called out,is going to be fired,She is always doing that.I cant belive She did that,the place is a mess and nothing is done.So,I will busy again tommrow.Man,I am so tired.You all should see my face.My neck and shoulder and my hand is killing me.

I am so stressed out.But its because,I am just so tired.I love the Holidays,specillay Thanksgiving.I dont think I will make it to my Sisters tonight.I have to get up to early in the moring.So,I will have left overs.Plus I could use the quiet time at the house while my Mom and Dad go.I hope my Mom goes,I dont know why,She always gets depressed during this time.She stays in Her room,slams the door when She goes in there and I hate it.I didnt do anything.So,I am just going to leave it alone.Unless She knows,I am not going to go.I cant.I dont want to be to tired to go to work in the moring.I am already tired.All I feel like doing is sleeping for 24 hours.LOL.My whole body hurts,but,its just because,I been working to hard.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and take a short nap.I hope you all are enjoying your Thanksgiving day.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.