Todays Happenings.

I wanted to talk a bit about my day before 2008 arrives.I dont want to talk about negative things when a new year is getting ready to come.But,today,was ok,somewhat.Work was good.But,I think I did a not so good thing today,by not eating anything all day till I got home at 6:30 this evening.I had a little bit of a hambugar with french fries,but,I didnt eat it all.I dont know why I didnt eat all day and later this evening,I felt very sick to my stomach,very clamy and feeling faintish,so,I had to lay down and sleep.Which I did.That was so werd the way I felt and I didnt like that feeling.

I didnt think i was going to make it to my bed,I said good night to my Mom and Dad and went right up to my room and went to sleep.I am up now and I am hungry.I may go down stairs and make a sandwhich.I know I will not do that again.I wanted so much to get into my room tonight,but,I just couldnt with the way I was feeling.But I will get into it.It needs to be cleaned.Its not to bad,but,it needs some tidying up.I have gotton lazy about cleaning my room.all I wanted to do this evening was sleep.

I am off tommrow,which is a good thing,I hope I dont get called in.I was working with one of my Co workers today and She asked me if I wanted to work one of Her days and I said no.LOL.I need my 2 days off.So I hope she doesnt call out tommrow.I wont even answer the phone.I dont anyways.LOL.I am not going to call them,when they say to call and let them know if I would come in.I need this time to rest and do things I need to do.I think my Mom wants to go out in the moring.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get something to eat.Not to long now till the New Year arrives.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Happy New year Everyone.

I want to wish everyone a wonderful Happy New Year,filled with nothing but,happyness.We have not to long to go now till 2008 arrives.Does anyone have any New Year Resltions?I know,I spelled that worng.I dont have any Resltions,but,what I do have is a list of things I want to do,to better my life.I want to try and make the best of 2008.I know we all can try and make it a good year for all of us.It may not be easy.But,I belive we can do this.So,heres hoping for the best of 2008 to come.WooooooooooHooooooooo.

It is 7:00 here and its dark outside.

One more thing,I wanted to say,let me just say that it is 7:00 here and it is so dark outside.Pitch black.I am going to go look outside and see if it is sleeting.They say we would get some of that today.I dont like.I rather have the snow than that.Peaceout.

 

Its almost the New Years.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good one.i am doing good here.I been up for a while.I wanted to get into my room last night,but,I fell sleep,I guess I was tired and needed to go to sleep.So I did.LOL.Let me just say,that I could go back to sleep.I am sitting here,trying to keep my eyes open,long enough to write this and go back to sleep for awhile.LOL.I am also very hungry,so,I am thinking of going to get something to eat,than go to sleep.LOL.I will try to get into my room,a little today and tommrow.

I am so hoping that this year will be a much better one this last year.I want to do some changing in my life,but take it slowly.Ok,I am falling alseep here.LOL.I may do a list of things I would like to do.Its not a reslotions,I know I spelled that worng,its just some things I would like to change.Hoping that it will work out for me.One thing I am going to do,that I have to do is,to keep my bills up.Keep sending them some money to get them down.I also would like to try and just make my life better,make myself happy.What ever that is.Dont get me worng,I am happy,but I also get depressed.I want to get into doing the things I used to love to do.

I think I seriously need to get myself back to sleep.LOL.I do want to say,that I miss hearing from my Couisn,I havent heard from Her in a while and I just hope She is ok.I am sure She is.I may send Her a card.I want to try and get back into the wing of things this year,seems like I have fallen away from doing things I need to get done.For one thing,just writting out letters that I need to get out.But if I am laying in my bed,all I want to do is sleep.LOL.So,I have to change that to.But I want to take it slowly.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some sleep.I guess I ddint get enough last night.Being as thoe,my eyes want to close.I do wish you all a wonderful Happy New Year,filed with,nothing,but peace,love,joy and happyness.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Just chilling for the first time in a long time,well,maye not,but it seems like a long time

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I feel terrible.Thursday moring.Dec 27

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good night.Oh man,for some reason,I am having a not so good of a night.I have a feeling,I will be sleeping most of the moring.I dont know whag is wrong.Let me tell you,I am so out of it right now,its not funny.I dont even know what I am doing.I would fall alseep for a munite than I wake up.I just took 2 of my vaulms,hoping that will help me sleep.I feel so terrible.My eyes hurt,my stomach hurts.I feel achy all over.All I want to do is sleep.My mouth is so dry.I dont know why,but,I feel funny,clammy.Have you ever felt that way?

Let me tell you,I am so glad I am off tommrow,they better not call me in eiter.I already had one day off,so,I have 2 days off.Well,I had Christmas off,that doesnt count and I have off tommrow.I so need the rest.I wanted to get into my room last night,clean it up,but I am so tired,I dont even have the enegry to do it,I am sorry if it seems like I am complaining.Anyways,I am going to get off of here before I fall sleep and leave this on all night.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout

 

All is fine.

All will be fine,I have a gift.That is a good thing.Now all I have to do is,just relax till gary shows up.I already have somehting to wear.That is a good thing to.Be back later.Yes,I cant wait till dinner.I will so be pigging out.I missed Thanksgiving,but,I wont be missing Christmas dinner.We will be having Ham,Turkey,alot of sides.Peaceout.Oh yeah and deserts.Yuuuuuuumy.

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I cant belive I forgot one gift.I am so mad.

 

I am back again,I cant belive I check through all the kids gift and I forgot one.I thought for sure enough,I had one for Him.I hope Cvs is open and maybe I could get something.Than again,they may not show up.But,to be on the safe side,i want to get something.Because everyone has a gift and He doesnt.Dagon it.Makes me mad.I am out of here.Lter.

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Merry Christmas to all.

Merry Christmas to all.

I hope that everyone is having a blessed Christmas.I want to thank you all for praying for my Mom and Dad to get better.They are some better.I am glad.We are still going to have dinner at our house,which is good,that way,I can eat and go to bed early,to have to be at work at 4 tommrow.Yup,thats right,you heard it,work.LOL.I got up this moring and went down to open my gifts.I love everything I got from my Mom and Dad.I got some nice outfits,a neckleace what I wanted with my letter A on it and I got a really nice purse that I needed,so,I dont have to buy one.I also got a pink house coat,very soft.

It has been a good day,gary gave me 8 hundred dollors for Christmas.Yes,I know,I am spoild.LOL.I am going to buy me clothes and maybe some kind of gagit to play with.Not sure yet.He said He didnt know what to get me,because,I have everything.LOL.I said I dont have everything,meaning a ring,He said He knows.He says its comming.So we will see. thought I was going to get sick last night from Mom and Dad,first time in a very long time,I felt like I was going throw up,but,maybe I was just tired.After I took a bath,I layed for a little bit and felt better.I dont want to feel like that again.I had a towl laying by my bed just in case I didnt get to the bathroom.But I feel better now.

I just want to say,evenn thoe getting off the subject for a munite,the Ultrum that I have,that the Doc gave me,I took one yesterday,didnt think it was helping,but, it is helping alot with the swelling of my knee and my hands.So that is a good hting.I am going to take them again today.But they are not cheap at all.I had to pay 15 dollors for that medicine.But it is helping.Everyone will be here for Christmas dinner.I am looking forward to seeing everyone.You al should our whole family together.Alot of people.It will be nice and the food will be awsome.I will be pigging out.Everyone says,I am loosing so much weight.Everyone is concerned about it.After Christmas the Doc wants me to get my stomach looked at.I do eat.Someone said I could have Diabeteas,but,I dont think so.At least I hope and pray not.Anyways,I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas.I lov you all.Anyone know of a gagit I can get?Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Merry Christmas to all.

I just want to wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.Thank you all for just being there.I lvoe you all so much.Merry Christmas to all.

Its almost here.

Good moring all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am doing good here.would you all please say a prayer for both my Mom and Dad.They are both sick right now.Dad is still in bed,He does have to take me to work.We were susposed to have Christmas dinner here at the house tommrow night.But,may look like it will be at my Sisters.I dont know if I will make it there,due to the fact I have to be at work at 4 on Wed moring.Ack,I know.But I am off thursday.

I am worried about both of my parents,my Mom is so stressed out now.Dad didnt get the turkey,but,thankful they had some and its not frozen.Gary is holding it till I get to work.I am paying for the Turkey,because,Mom doesnt have the money right now.But thats what Christmas is all about,helping others in times of need.Dont get me worng,I love Christmas,spending time with family and lvoed ones.But,it can also be so stressful.Why is that?Why are the Holidays so stressful?Specillay Christmas?I want my Mom to remember what its all about and I know She does.Its just so hard for Her.She wants to do so much.When She does,it just gets so stressful for Her.

I think I am going to get off of here and get some things done.I was so tired last night,I didnt get a chance to wrap gifts and I have to do it all tonight.Bummer.I have to wrap Garys presants and a few others.Anyways,I will be back later.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

JUSTME.

Good evening all,

I hope you all is having a good one.I am doing good here,but,I am tired.I think I need a vaction.LOL.All I want to do now is sleep.I think I may go back to sleep after I get off of here.I can do that because I dont have to be at work till 11:30 tommrow.Sat I worked from 2 to 7,than,got up to go in at work at 4,but,didnt punch in till 5:30.I went in with Gary,so,I wouldnt have to wake my dad up.It takes alot out on me and I get so tired.

I need to wrap presants and I dont even feel like doing that.I may do some and do the rest tommrow.I just feel so out of it.It was busy in the stoor today.There was no carts outside at all.I also been so out of it,not making my bed before I go to sleep.It needs to be made tonight.LOL.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some things done.Like sleep.LOL.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

YUP ITS ME.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are good.I am good here.Let me tell you,I took my medicine yesterday after noon ab out 1 and by the time I got home,settled into bed.I said goodnight to Gary,after that,I was out like a light.I got up one time to get dinner and I couldnt even dinner as I was so tired,all I wanted to do was sleep.I said goodnight to my Mom and She said I acted funny,like I was druged and I was,but,I only took one pill.That stuff is strong.It was the Musle relaxer I took.It said to take 2 during the day,but,I only took 1.I never been that tired before.I know not to take it at work.LOL.

Speaking of work,I have to go into work today at 2 to 7.I dont mind it,because,I got to sleep in a little bit.But I dont like it,because,I have to wait and leeping looking at the time to go to work.I know it will be busy in there with everyone getting ready for Christmas.I dont look forward to that,because,I will be the only one by myself.I close tonight,but,I get off at 7.I just hope I get everything by the time I leave.I also hope I dont have to get up early tommrow.I dont like having to close,than having to get up early the next moring.

Gary and I finished our Christmas shoping yesterday.I got my Mom a 25 dollor Visa card,so,She can go anywere She wants and get something.I also got Her a pretty blouse and a book.Now all I have to do is wrap.I dont like to wrap very much.LOL.Gary gave me Money for Christmas,which i got last year.I think I am going to get clothes and some other things.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get a few things done.Have a good day all.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

JUST ME.

Good evening all,

I hope you all is doing good.I am doing good here.I got back from the Doctors a while ago.He gave me a couple of precriptons and He wants me to get my stomach looked at.Hes worried about how much weight I am loosing.I did weigh 158,now,I am 149.So,I will have to get that looked at soon.I like Him,but he just seems s serious and I always say thank you when I leave and He seems mad and doesnt seem like He likes me.I asked the Secatary ne day if He was mad,they say He is just so bus.I like the Secatary also.So I dont want to change.I feel ok when I see Him.Just He seems so serious.LOL.But today,I didnt have to wait,which was a good thing.I am so glad I didnt have to wait.I was in and out.I am always the first one in there.So that ws good.i usllay have to wait for a few hours.LOL.

Ok,He gave me,let me see if I can understand His hand writting right.LOL.If anyone knows about theeses,let me know.Flexerul10mgI prbllay spelled that wrong.He aalso gave me Lltram 300mg,I think one is a Vaulm,not sure which one is thoe.so,let me know if anyone of you all have heard of theeses.And if they are an good.Well,I need to get off of here,take a bath and get ready for work.I have so much to do from now and till Christmas.Its not to late to still send out Christmas cards?Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

I felt like I had to say somehting.

 

I just feel the need to do this.i want to say I am sorry to you.I was cought off guard when you asked me that question,even thoe it doesnt make an excuse.I hope that you can find in your heart to forgive me.I dont want to fight anymore.I want to make peace,even if we dont have to be civil,I would like to make peace with you.I just want you to know,I care about you.I care what happends to you.Please forgive me.

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I am feeling great.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are doing good.I am doing great.I feel great.I even slept great last night as well.I must of been so tired,that I feel sleep without even making my bed.Now,I am up and ready to start the day.I am hungry.LOL.Thank you all for your encourgment.I am going to go private.This is my Journal and I work to hard for it.I have alot to do today.I cant belive Christmas is only sevral days away.My Mom is Her hair done,I am also getting a har cut done to,one of my Christmas presants from Mom.

I have to sit down today and sort out my Co workers gifts and take them to work tommrow.We are having our Christmas party tommrow.I am getting excited.I am almost done with my shoping.I would like to get my Mom a few more things.I got my Dad a gift card from Bob Evans,that is about the only place He likes to eat at or Don Pablos.I may get Him one other thing.

Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some things done.I am going to the Doctors today for just a follow up.I seem to be doing good with the medicine I am on.How ever,my knee is very swolen.anyways,I better get off of here.I hope you all have a nice day.be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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Update.

 

Hi all,

I just want to thank you all for being so kind and caring.I just love you all so much.I am not going to worry about it anymore.How ever,I want to mention that this person is not a J-lander.The person thinks they are so inconent.but again,its over.The person is out of my life.But they think they can email me and I cant email back and I dont want to anymore.I will do what I have to,to block them.I am tired of it and I dont need it.I am better off without the hassel.I still dont know if I am going to go private or not.But I just wanted to thank you all for being just you.Be back later.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

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