Be back later.

Good Moring all,

I hope you all are having a good one,I hope you all slept well.I on the other hand,could of slept better.I think it was due to the fat I did so much work yesterday at work,I was so tired and hurting,I couldnt sleep.I feel a little better today.I do have to get off of here in a little bit and get ready for work.It only takes me a few munites to get ready,than I am out there door.

I will tell you one thing,Boss asked me if I would stay till 8 tonight and I said no,I cant,and She wanted to know why,I was like,I have things to do.Its always up to me,I know She can count on me and I am glad She does.But sometimes,you have to draw the line.Anyways,I am going to go,its getting a little late and I am still in my pjs.LOL.Have a nice day all.be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

What are you waiting for?Read on.LOL.

Good moring all,

I hope you all slept well.I slept pretty good.My Doctors app went well yesterday.I liked them alot.They were 2 Doctors,I saw the lady Doc,it was Her first day being a Doctor.LOL.She came in and sat down and went over my letter.she gave me something for depression,it also helps me to sleep and it hleps with the pain.Its called,Cymbalta 20Mg,I took it last night and it really helped me sleep.I felt pretty good waking up this moring.

She also gave me a pain med,which is a strong one.she only gave me 15 pills.I go back to see Her in 3 weeks.I told Her about my eating problem,She prescribed me the purple pill,if it doesnt help,they will probllay do something about it.I also got my easr cleaned out and boy I can hear alot better now.LOL.I can hear them pop.

They wanted to take some blood work from me and I told them the problem,that my insurance didnt cover it and I am already paying a big bill from it.But they said they would look into it.So,that is good.The doctor lady was talking to me and telling me that I have to start doing things for myself,to make me happy,feeling better about myself,meeting new people.Which I told Her scares me.Why I dont know.

Were have you heard that before?Its just hard and I want to,but,to scared to do that.I am hoping the medicine I am taking will help.I will tell you one thing,my hands still hurt.Other than that,I am doing good.Oh,I was susposed to go into work at 2 and my boyfriend calls and tells me that,Boss lady wants me in at 12,She also said,that,She can count on me.I really hope this Boss stays.Anyways,I better get off of here and get a few things done.I hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

This is what I am going to say to my Doc today.Let me know what you all think.Thanks.

Good moring all,

I hope you all slept well.I could of slept better.I want to share with you all what I am going to say to the new doctor.

The reason why I am hear is first of all,I would like to get my eas checked out.I think they need to be cleaned out.Because I cant hear a thing.I always have had problems with my ears.I have small ear drums.I feel some presure on them.I also want to tell you that I am in so much pain with my Arthitis.I take shots and I do see an arthitis doc.But I still hurt,I hurt with my hands so much.I work alot and that doesnt help.

I need something with the pain,with me working all te time and standing is the worst.I feel every pain,I hurt when I sleep at night.I just want the pain to stop.My hands have been hurting so much.They feel weak and very hard to move.I feel my body has lost all enegr,because of so much pain.I do need something for the pain with that.I have already had blood work done and dont need it done again,I am paying a bill,that my insurance didnt cover it.I also have to tell you that I have a major problem when I eat anything,it comes right up and  it gets stuck in my throat and takes a while to get out.

I am afarid to anything at home or when I go out,I think maybe I could have a bad case of acid reflux.Not sure,but it stresses me out and I cant take it anymore.I have had this problem for a long time.I am also taking meds for depression,which is not elping me at all,I cant take it anymore.I am in pain,I hurt.My hands are in so much pain,also with my feet,due to alot of it from working and not sleeping at night.I am taking Clonazepam 1mg,its not helping.I feel like I am at my wits end and dont know what to do.I feel like I am in a rut.But I know I am hurting and I feel weak all the time and after I get off of work.But I do need somehting for the pain.I was seeing a shrink,but it hasnt been helping and with the meds I take,doesnt help one bit.Ok so there you have it.this is what I want to say to my Doc when I see today.If you think I need to say anything else,please let me know.Thanks so much for listing.I hope you all have a nice day.be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

 

Question?

 

 

Question?Anyone getting tons of repeats on there alerts?I have been,just wondering if anyone else has.Thanks.Be back later.

Not a very happy camper right now.

Hi all,

I just wanted to do an entry before I head to bed soon.I havent even had dinner yet.LOL.I saw mt Arthitis Doc,I was so mad,my App was at 3:15,I was there an hour early at 2,you would not belive I was there till after 4 and my boyfriend waiting for me,Hes a good guy.But that wasnt half of it.I told Him I was still in pain from my Arthitis and He wouldnt give me any pain meds.So I am seeing a new Doc on Wed and I am hoping they will help me out.Because let me tell you,I am in pain and cant cope through this.I take my shots and they help.I know my Doc cares,but,He doesnt know my body.So,what should I tell this new Doc?Anymore advice?I work all day long and I hurt from working,I feel week when I get off of work and I dont know what to do.So,if you all have any ideas,let me know.I am going to head off of here and get somethng to eat.good night all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Nity nite.

 

Good night all,

I have to get way early.havent gotton up that early in a long time.Boss wants me to come in at 5:30.Ack.LOL.I am going to have to get a soda.LOL.But I probllay get off early.I do have a Doc app to go to and dont want to miss tha and I have one Wed.Have a nice night all Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.Thank you for all your kind words.

 

 

One more thing.

One more thing,

I am seeing my Arthitis Doctor tommrow,and I have alot to tell Him.He knows,I am taking Pain Killers and I take more than one at times,because,it helps me get through the night,at night,is the worst,I cant sleep and my legs hurt at night.I want to tell Him,I need them,maybe He can give me a stronger dose,so,I wouldnt have to only but take one or 2.Do you all have any advice?I am under alot of stress and I need something to help me get through the night.The day isnt any better.So,I am going to sit down tonight and write what I want to say.If you all have any advice,let me know.He may think I dont need them,but I do.Anyways,i have to get off of here and get things done.Have a nice day.

Nervous and stressed out.

Good moring all,

I hope you all had a good night sleep.I slept ok till I woke up this moring,feeling very nervous about going into work today.As I keep thinking of what is going on at work,it is upsetting more and more.

But I have to go in and face the music.This Girl,I dont understand,She has know idea what She has done.She doesnt know She got me and my Boyfriend maybe in trouble for dating one another.I can tell you this,She has no friend in the stoor.

As I think about it,She knew what She was doing.I was only helping Her by telling Her if She had a problem with someone that said someone was doing things to Her to tell the manager.But yet,She puts me in the middle of it and says I have a boyfriend who works in the same stoor.She caused alot of trouble.

It just makes me mad,She doesnt know what She did and the fact that She taks about me right when were working and says that She works harder than I do and faster than I do.I am upset,stressed out about it.I havent said one word to Her,I dont even want to talk to Her,dont even know what to say,My Boss is comming back today,I am nervous about that because,She will get to Her first and talk about wha happend.But,I am just going to try and let that go and when I see Her,if She wants me side,I will tell Her.she used to be called Princess by someone in the Deli and She doesnt get called that anymore and Shes upset about that.Everyone in that stoor will stand behind us.She had no right to put us in the middle of it.The guy that is in the middle of it,came to work,but,said He was sick and didnt feel good.My Boyfrend said He is just nervous of what is going to happend on Wed.I am so nervous right now,I cant think stright.Well,I wanted to get that off of my mind,but don think it helped.Thank you all for being there for me.I hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Photo scavenger hunt #113 will be due on Sunday,June 24 at 11;00PM ESt

Photo Scavenger Hunt #113 will be due on Sunday, June 24, at 11:00 PM EST.

Our subject this week will be:  "Summer"

I am doing things difrent,because I still need to get film for my camra.I hope you like this.enjoy.

                                       

                                                                                     

 

                                                                        

Tottlay caos

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good day.Mine on the other hand,not to good.I felt terrible when I went to work,of course,not knowing it was that time of month.Let me tell you,its a head ache.I know,to much info.LOL.

Let me tell you,this girl at work,She is nuts,She is crazy and doesnt need to be working in a groicer stoor like that,specillay when She isnt on Her meds.She wanted to know why I havent been talking to Her,she had the nerve to ask that.LOL.Its not funny,it just makes me mad.She suspects me to act like I dont know what went on.

I found out there is going to be a meeting held this Wed,on my and Garys day off.I am worried to know whats going to happend,al because of this girls problems.Shes got problems.everyone sees it.everyone can see that She is Bi Polar.We had nothing to do with this,she put our names in it.Only reason why I was in there was to ask questions of what this girl told me about this guy.I dont talk to Her,I dont say anything to her,I just avoid Her as much as possible.I am actullay afarid that if I go to the restroom,that She may follow me and do something.Maybe thats me bein stupid.

I  just dont get it.After everything I have done for Her,taking Her out to places,having Her spend the night,Gary buying us pizza and stuff.Shes not even gratful or thankful for it.she had a nerve to say she works hard and fast than I do?I dont think so.She better look at Herself.Oh yeah,let me just tell you this one last thing.She doesnt have a friend in that stoor because of what She did.One of the layds used to call Her Princess and she doesnt call Her that anymore.She gets mad because of that.I am afarid one day,She is going to go off.She doesnt like me talking to Her friends at work,like the guy outside,He talked to me all the time.everyone says She is jealous of what I have.My Boss will be back tommrow,She knows nothing of what went on.I am afarid that if this girl,Tiffany gets a hold of Her,she will tell her side of the story.But,I am going to talk to Her to.Anyways,I am tired and I am going to lay down and take a nap.Thank you all for the encourging words in my comment section.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

TGIF

Good moring all,

I hope you all had a good rest.I actullay slept good,but,dont feel like getting up early and going to work.I want to sleep in.LOL.Oh well,I get off early.I work from 7 to 3,so not to bad.But I have to see that co worker,She was off yesterday.

I heard She was causing trouble the day I as off of work,one of my co workers went to the managers office and told them someone needed to call Her Mom and tell Her She needed to be back on Her meds.She is Bi Polar,how ever you spell it and She can go off at anytime.They warned me She was going to try and tell mee She was sorry,I dont want to hear it,all I am just going to say is,I am busy and I dont want to talk about it.And of She has a problem with it,She can go tak to the manager.I am tired of it.I dont think She needs to be working in a place like that,were coustmers can see.Anyways,I would like to tak about something else,but,I am going to get ready for work and if I have time I will talk about something in another entry.Thank you all for your nice comments you leave me everyday.You all are a blessing to me.Have a wodnerful weekend.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

The things you do for people and what do you get?

I hope everyone is enjoying there day.I kinda felt like that yesterday at work.I was so mad and still kinda upset.Monday at work,one of my co workers was upset,told me one of the guys in the produce dapartemnt was saying not so nice words to Her,so,I told Her to go tell the manager.Let mw tell you,this girl has problems,mental problems,you would probllay be afarid to have Her spend the night,if She got mad at someone,She could go off at anyeone.She gets mad very easly.I was only helping Her out,well,She tells the Personal that I had tell Her to talk to the manager and say what happend.

Next thing you know She is telling the lady I have a boyfriend who works in the stoor,and your really not susposed to date anyone in the stoor.Why I was in the middle of it,I dont know.But,boy,I was mad,I was hot.Now,the Personal will have to look into our dating sitution,for what?We had nothing to do what this co worker was going through.My boyfriend didnt know anything about it till I told Him,He was so upset,He went and talked to the manager.

They was talking and asked if I drove,meaning if I drove,that I could get transfer to another stoor.But I do not drive and my parents both pick me up and bring me home.So now this whole thing is a big mess.Gary might get transfer.Than again,maybe not,the manager said,it could die down and nothing may not happend.All because I was trying to help Her out.I am not aloud to talk to Her or even call Her on the phone.You know,you try to be nice to someone and help someone out.What do you get?a slap in the face,thats what it felt like.You had to been there.She thinks its all fine and dandy.She loves to start trouble.I would do things with Her,have her spend the night,but no more.I dont even want to talk to Her or have anything to do with her.She was taking medicine,she hasnt been on it and she needs to be on it again.One of my co woekrs was going to tell the manager that they need to call Her Mom and tell Her,she needs to be on her meds.Anyways.thats the kind of day I had.I was upset and crying about it.I cant get transfered,its to hard for my parents to be taking me all over the place.All because She was hassrased be someone in the prouduce dapartment were my boyfriend works.I will let you know whats going on,if anything happends.I hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and Kool out there.Peaceout.

Tuesday happenings.

Good moring all,

Lets try this again.I keep getting loged off.Ack.I am glad everyone had a nice Fathers Day,my Dad had a nice quiet one to.But He also has a Bday this Thursday and I have no clue what to get HIm.LOL.We will probllay do something for Him,but,not sure what.It has been really hot here lately.Its a good thing we have the air on,or I wouldnt have slept at all.LOL.

I have to be at work in a little while.I feel like going back to sleep,but,who doesnt?LOL.I need to get off of here and do a few things.I finally made a Doctor app for next Wed,I am glad I will be going.I ned to write down everything I would like to say.Its good to write things down.So that makes 2 apps next week.Minda I see my Arthitis Doc and Wed I see the regular Doc.If you all could say a prayer for my Dad,I would be so thankful.He hasnt been feeling good at all,not eating much at all.His teeth has been bothering HIm and He has a bad cough.

I just hope and pray He gets better soon.Mom made an app for Him,but,He cancled it,dont know what it is with Men.LOL.My boyfriend wont go to the Doctors either,even thoe Hes ok now,He still wont go.LOL.They are stubbron.LOL.I work from 12 to 4 today,so that isnt to bad.I need to get off of here and do a few things.I love Tuesdays,for one thing,tommrow is my day off,another thing,new releses on movies comes out and I want to buy,I think its Terabitha or something.LOL.Anyways,I am going to get.I hope you all have a nice day out there.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.