Lets try this again.

Before I start I would like to ask if I had anyone of you alls address,could you please send it to me again,I have miss placed some.thanks.

Hi all,

How is everyone?Good I hope.I am good,but I am frustated about a few things.For one,my puter,they told me it would be done today,how ever,its not done,it will be done in a few hours today,but,Boyfriend has waitied long enough for them to call me and let me know when to pick it up,they say they close at 9,I am not oging to go out that late and pick it up,i will be in bed.LOL.You all dont know how much I miss my puter.Wanting to put pics up,ect.Yesterday,I went to do sevral entry and wouldnt let me save.So I gave up.Yesterday was a long day,also had to order a Restore Cd for my puter,they will be putting in a protetion virous on my puter,so,no miss haps there.I probllay cold go get my Dad to get my puter tommrow,but,will just wait till Sat.Boyfriend works late tommrow.

Bad enough I had to tell Him He has to take me to work in the moring.My Boyfriend has ben taking me to work all week.So He better be glad.Oh yeah,i gues you all can tell I am a little frustated with Him.Well,I am.I will get there in a bit.At this point time,I dont care what is said.My Dad made me upset yesterday of some things He said about some people in my life who are no longer in my life.What He said,I had to be nice and I am like,Excuse me?I went off,yes,I did.He has no clue what went on.I am tired of dreading up the past,when I have let it go.For some reasone He didnt.Like its all my falt,I done everything worng,I hurt peole.well let me tell you something.I HAVE BEEN HURT TO AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I BEEN HURT.But,I am a better person today of all the things I have learned.I am not perfect,I made many mistakes,yes,I hurt you,BUT YOU HURT ME TO.I am tired of sitting here,being the one who thinks I have never been hurt.For crying out loude,I cant take back what I said.And for someone who keeps on telling me to forgive,I dont see someone comming to me and doing the same thing,but,yet,was emailing me rude emails.To much hurt and pain has gone between us.Yes,we do need to forgive,but forgivness,doesnt mean you have you to let the person back into your life.It seems like,even if I say anything,it will just got shot back in my face,like I dont something worng always.I want to let it go,I want to let it all go.

Why cant this familyy get along,even if it doesnt mean,hanging out and doing stuff?????????Why?I am growing up,learning things I never learned before,doing things I never have done before.I am more happy than I have been,not as depressed as I have been.I am not even seeing anyone to talk to,not saying its not a bad thing,its not.Its a good thing,a good thing to talk to someone.I am only on one depresion pill and its helping me alot.My work is making me grow.They want me to become full time,not sure about that yet.Thinking on that one.I am learning how to bake,they need a 4:00 person to bake.I would love that,than I would get off early and do my thing.Let me tell you something,I have lost so much weight,I am so proud of myself,everyone just asks me,how are you doing it,I am not even trying,just stayng away from the junk food and not drinking alot of sodas,ok,well,trying to cut back.LOL.People who I have work with that came back,they is just so susprised,they are like,girl,you was a size 18 and wearing a size 10 and 12.I feel good,feels good on my knees.I am proud of myself,I know I said that before.LOL.There are stll some things I would like to accomplish and will in time.But I have come along way baby.Standing on my own two feet and not afarid to say anything.I have even changed my room around and it looks good,its a big change for me.So,all in all,I am happy,I have my days,but,i am happy.I have relized so much in my life,trying to be happy,letting go of the past,letting go of things I dont need in my life.I need good things,good people,people who make me smile,laugh,have a good time.You know,I do wish things were diffrent,but there not and probllay never will  be.But its for the better.Because,I am a strong person.Dont get me worng,there are days I would love to stay in bed and sleep all day,have a good cry,but not to often.

 

Monday stuff.

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good evening.I just wanted to do an antry before I head to bed.My Puter is not ready yet,I am ticked.Its been over a week,They said would be ready in 4 days,which would be tommrow.Someone is going to call my and let me know.I so my it sooooooooo bad.I also wanted to let you all know that,with so many alerts cmming,I deleted alot of them execpt for like one of them and will be reading the one along with the others I have missed.So,I am reading.This is the color I am painting my room,but more lighter and my Bathroom.My Sis says,was teasing,should be one of my Christmas presants.LOL.I said it could be.But,I know my Sis,SHe will get me something.But,I am going to make Her a nice basket of things and get a gift card so they can go out to dinner.I did change my room around todya,dont know if I like it.But need to get used to it.Anyways,I am off.I hope you all have a nice night and will talk with you all tomrmow.I do miss each and everone of you.I know alot of you all are having so many illiness.I pray for you all.I also wanted you to know,I a happy with my Boss,I knew Her before She became Boss.I always call Her Moma and always give Her a hug when She comes in and when She leaves.Oh and the other annoying person,I say nothing to Her.LOL.I didnt even say Hi.I usllay do,even if I am upset wit Her.But I did,why?She has no resecpt.But,anyways,I am off.DId I say this was short?LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Nity nite.

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good evening.I am doing good here.I am tired,but good.Did I tell you,we are getting a new manager in our bakery dapartment?I know Her and She is a sweetie,She worked with us before She wasnt a manager.I call Her Moma.So,its all good.Let me tell you all,I finally figure something out,I am missing out on so much fun in life its not funny.I havent done a single thing this summer to have fun and I miss it.I either working to hard or just to tired to do anything.SO,I am going to talk to my Boyfriend and I really,really,want to stay in a hotell.I not scared anymore,I just want to do it.I need something fun in my life.But might have to wait til after I get my room fixed up.Thats another thing,I need to move my bed around in a diffrent place,but need to have my tv right there,only thing is,I cant move it,because,the cabel is in the wall near my bed.So what do you all think I should do?I am thinking of moving my bed in the middle of my room and leaving my tv were it is,but I love to have my tv right next to my bed.LOL.And I need to get rid of so much unwanted junk,letters,I kept from way back than,or put them into a scrap book.I have a boring life.LOL.One good thing,I can fit into a size 12 pants, which I never done that before and I am proud of myself.I am not even trying to loose weight.I just dont eat as much as I used to.Junk food wise.Yes,I do drink sodas.LOL.My Sister says its time for me to make some drastics changes in my room.Dont know if I am up to it.LOL.But willing to do it.i also want to get a new Tv stand.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get a few things done.I think I could of done a  load of wash but not doing it now.Yes,I started my Christmas shoping.Yes,I said the bad word.LOL.I have 15 neices and nephews,I need to start early.But th is year,will be easy.I pretty much know what some of them want.My oldest nephew and oldest neice is the hardest.He loves books.But thats what I got Him last yea.So,I think I will just get Him a gift card.ok,I am going.Have a good night all.Yes,its night for me because,I have to be at work at 5:30 in the moring.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.Let me know if you all have any ideas with my room.Thanks a bunch.Oh,one more thing,I think I would like to pring out all the graffics and maybe put them onto my wall when its done.Just a thought.Not sure yet,or in my scrap book,which nothoing is in there.LOL.I love you all.

Photo Scavenger Hunt #, August, 26, at 11:00 PM EST.

 Our subject this week is:  "time"

Time,

  It seems like we dont have enough time in our world to do the things we want to do,that mean so much to us.There are so many things we can do,but not enough time to do it.Spending time with our family,friends,loved ones.Time is moving so fast for us.But what we have to remember is,we have to take the time to do all theeses things,or life will just pass us by so fast and we wont have the time to do anything.Another thing with time is,we always have to forgive,forgive the ones who hurt us,even thoe it hurts.Time is to prescous to let the hurt keep going,that doesnt mean you have to be civil to one another,you just have to forgive,let them know you love the person.This is what time means to me.You have to forgive to that person,face to face,but doesnt mean you have to have a friendship again with the person.Time is pricless,its passing us by.But most importantly,the most important thing in the world about this time thing is that you spent it with the ones you love.Watching your kids,Grandchildren grow up into adults.Why fight,why agrue?Whats the point?What do you get out of it?Its wasting no time.This is what I am talking about.To many things in this world is so presious to us,to let time pass by.I do know that we all have our life problems,we dont get along with some people.But you know what and thats ok,its part of life.But time means to me is,leand a hand to someome who needs it,even if you dont like that person.Tell your loved one you love them.Tell a friend you love them.You never know when it will be your last time you say,I love you.Time flashes by in a heart beat.Be with your family,be with your friends,your loved ones,your pets,go outside and enjoy the fresh air,rather it be,Winter,Summer or Fall.Enjoy the time time we all have now,you never know when it will be your last.So what I am saying to you all,my online friends,my J0land friends,my family,friends,my loved ones,I love you all,you mean so much to me.This is my Photo Hunt.

 

Pics.

Momys little Girl.

Dadys little Girl.

Couisns,Katie and Emily,which one doesnt look happy?LOL.Emily is Feilsity Big Sis.

I wish I was there.LOL.One in the purple is my neice Katie, in the back ground is Zack.Emily and Stephen with Sun Glases on.Now thats the Katie I know with the smile on Her face.

Sean,Stephen,Jacob,Kyle and Zack,my boys,my nephews.

I will add more pics later,like I said,Dads puter is slow.LOL.Ta Ta for now.

 

I am so tired.Thank goodness tommorow is my dya of.

Hi all,

I am so tired right now and a little depressed.I am how ever looking forward to getting my room done.My Sis is good about that kind of stuff.I picked out a nice light blue color,its really pretty,havent picked a color for my Bathrrom yet.I been  staring at theeses awful ugly walls my whole life I been in that room and I thin a change would do me good.She wants me to get a night stand so I can put right by my bed,I can have my drink and my snacks.I will have to look at Value City or some place.I need a theem for my Bathroom,something difrent.I will show my Sis the color I want tommrow.I know She will be busy with Hom Schooling with Her kids,but,she said She will work around it.I really cant wait till I get this done,I think you all are right,this will be a good change

for me.My Sis says I need a comforting place to come home to.She knows best.

The only thing is now,I have to go throw my whole romm and figure out what I dont want and what I do wand let me tell you,I love to keep everything.Old letters from school,ect.I just now need to put itno a scrap book.She really wants me to have a place were I can e comfy in,be peaceful.I want to get a new Tv stand.I have a table I dont even use,mabey I will use once I get my room fixd up.Enough about that,there are some things have been bothering me,but nothing I can do about it.Its probllay better left alone.I will be honest,I miss my Bestfriend and probllay wil never get our friendship back.She was my friend before anyone else.But I have to move on and I am moving on,just sometimes its hard.Its hard letting go.When you want to reach out and touch someone,even thoe things have been so very hard in the past.We had so much history together,so many good times.I want to tell Her I love Her and I miss Her,maybe someday I will tell Her that.But,She hasalways and always will be my Bestfriend,even thoe we dont talk,is that werid?To be Bestfriens and not talk?We had so much fun in School.How I wish things were diffrent.But I am happy,stressed out at times,but,happy.I have a good family,a wodnerful Boyfriend.But sometimes you feel like you want to reach out to someone and you cant.Because its hard.Anyways,enough said,I am going to bed,I am tired and need some sleep.I hope you all have a good night.By the way,I am way behind on alerts and will try to get to them.I miss my LapTop.I am going to try and check on it tommrow.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Nite Nite.

Good night all,

I am better now,after talking to my Sis and what we are getting ready to do in the next week.I am excited.I told you all that my Sister is going to pain my Bedroom/bathrrom for my Bday,She has been so busy and now were finally going to get on the ball with it.

Were going to do the whole works,it will take a few days.SHe took a look in my room and says it really needs some decorating.LOL.No Duh.LOL.I wil take a before pic and an after pic when its done.I cant wait,I am so excited.She was looking into my room and were mmy Bed is now,She doesnt think its a good place to be,I am just so used to it being there.LOL.One of my fears,will tell you about it sometime.My Sis,says I will have to get over it.So tommrow,Boyfriend and I are going to go to Home Depo to get Paint Samples.I have a big room and its going to be alot to paint.Guess who is helping,well,of course I am,also,my oldest Nepew,my Neice and my youngest Nephew,of course,He wants to pain my Grandmas room.LOL.I know its alot to pain a romm,so,I am going to get a gift card for them to go out and eat,even thoe it is my bday preasant.But I cant wait.My Sis says I really need some chang in my room,maybe it will help me to brighten up a bit.I think so to.That is what I wanted all along.For my room to be painted.Maybw if you all have any ideas on what good colors I could use,would be helpful.But my SIs is really good at it.She paints Her house all the time,She even has to redo one of Her rooms.Anyways,I am tired and going to get off of here and get some sleep.I will even try to take some pics now of how things look and maybe you all can give me ideas on what I can do to change things around.Like my Dresser,has stuff on it that is old,not,old looking,but,could use a change.Like I said,a change,What about my Bathroom?I was thinking about sea shells,but that is so popular or light houses,I love them both.Well,I hope you all have a good night.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Stressed out and people need to leave me alone.

Hi all,

How is everyone doing?I am,no wait,not going to say,I am doing good,I am annoied with people getting on my last nerve.Specillay at work.I am ok with my Boss and everyone,just some co workers who I work with,really ticked me off.She is nuts,SHe is mental,She is not on Her medicine,which She needs to be,She thinks She doesnt need to be,but She needs to be.People like that,dont need to work in a place like that.I am working and actullay talking nice to Her and She all of a sudden gets really,really mad and throws and slams dorrs right in mt way and I almost got hurt.I tell you,people who have mental problems and She has mental problems,doesnt need to be working in a place like that.After all,I gave Her a bunch of stuff and I shouldnt even have given them to her.One thing She is upset because our Manager is leaving to another stoor,She doesnt want Her to go.I do and I dont.I like Her alot.But the person I think that is comming,I like alot,I call Her Moma,I am Her favorite person.So,I think it will be ok.And this Boss wont stand problems like this girl has.SHe really needs to be taking Her medicine.I am also mad at a few other peole,not work,my family,but I wont go there yet and at this point in time,I dont care.Maybe I am starting my Pms.LOL.

My Boss wanted me to stay an hour later,I said no,I am tired,I worked late last night,come right back the next moring at 5.I am tired,.Which,I am going to get off of here and take a nap before Boyfriend comes and gets me.You all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.It actullay has been a few nice days here.Peaceout.

Be back later.

Its me again,

I am off to work in a bit.I am still behind on alerts,not to bad thoe.Yet.LOL.I will get to them when I can.Thank you all for being patience with me.When I get home tonight I have go right to bed to be at work at 5:30 tommrow.Anyways,I probllay wont be on till sometime tommrow.Have a good day all.Its kool down here for a few days,but,probllay will be back to hot weather soon.LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Let go and let God.

Hi all,

Good moring,I hope you al slept well.I slept pretty good.I do have some things on my mind and would love to gt them off my mind.I dont understand why there is so much hurt betwen familys.Why do people have to hold onto the past,the past of the hurts?What I guess I am saying,life is to short,you dont know when it will be your last day.I know it can be really hard to forgive from the hurt.But I have learned,to let go and let God take care of it.There are many ways you can forgive,you can forgive in your own time,you dont have to forgive to that person,unless you ar ready to face them.The only person you have to forgive to is God and yourself.Once the forgiving part is done,its done,you dont eve have to be friends again,you just have to forgive.Yes,it says in the bible,forgive 70 times,I belive thats right.You know what I would want to have more than anything?I would love for my family to be together,we dont have to be perfect,just to love eachother,be there for eachother.Lets face it,life is short.Its getting shorter every munite.Why waste time on holding to the past?What point does it make?You all know,I am not perfect,I made many mistakes and will be honest I have hurt people,but,you know what,I been hurt to.But I am learning,to let it go,its not easy letting go,but its for the best.Yeah,I wish I can turn back time and make things diffrent.I wish I can turn back time and have my Bestfriend back.I know there is alot of tence between us,But I hope you know,I do love you,I pray for you all the time.I pray for this family.Belive me,I know familys arent perfect and there will be mistakes.But come on,why not just everyone get along?What will it hurt?Think about it?Isnt time to short to pass by?Yes,I know,somethings have to be left alone for the good.But in other things,like family,family should be there for one another.Stick by eachother.NO MATTER WHAT.I guess I had alot on my mind.I just want to get this out,maybe it will help someone.Couldnt hurt.Well,I am going back to bed for a little bit more till I hae to get up and go to work.Its going to be a long day.I hope you allhave a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Tuesday night.

Hi all,

I hope you all is having a good evening.I am doing good here.It was funny,I did a boo boo at work today,I was susposed to be in at work at 8 this moring,but,I went in at 5:30.LOL.Can you say,Oppppppps.LOL.But my Boss was ok about it and I wont get into trouble,because,She was late and that was good I came in when I did.If I knew that,I could of stayed up,watched my shows and slept in a little bit.LOL.Oh well,mistakes happends.I have alot to do,so,I am going to get off of here and get a bunch of thigns done.I have a long day tommrow at work,I work from 11 to 7,than Thursday moring I go in at 5:30.Ack.LOL.Thats life.Oh,I checked on my puter,they found 620 thigns worng with my puter.Oh my,what did I put on it.Well,next time,I will be more careful,when I get it back.Should be done in a few days.Have a good night all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

UpDate.

Quick Update,

Good moring all,

I hope you al slept well.I could of slept better.I have to tell you all I miss my LapTop so much,I found it so easy to have it tha being on my Dads.When I am on my Dads,we cant use the phone,so,I am not on it as much and it is so slow.So I probllay wont be using any pics till I get mine back.I still get on and I still read everyones alerts,just may not comment as much.I am hoping BestBuy will call today,its been a week and a half since today.If its not ready by the end of the week,I am calling.How ever,I am going to BesBuy today,so,I will check on it.We go there on Tuesdays all the time.I like to check out new relesses on the Dvds.Anyways,I wanted to let you al know whats going on.I will be doing the Photo Hunt this week.I have to get off of here and wait for BOyfriend to pick me up.You all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Sunday moring.

 

Good moring all,

I hope you all slept well.I slept pretty good.My graffics seem to work,a little slow thoe.LOL.I am up this moring,my cell phone rung,work wants me to come in,should I feel guilty about not going in?I am not going in and I dont want to.Plus,I am not about to get my Dad up to take me,I know He will not be happy.They can deal with out me.They knew I wanted off and I am taking the day off.I know they probllay n eed me and are short on help.But I also need the day off and like I said,I am not about to get my Dad up.I just didnt answer the phone.LOL.I need a break.ANyways,I just wanted to let you all know,I am reading alerts and trying to comment at the same time,it just going to take me some time to do it.I cant seem to post any of my graffics on my Dads puter.That bites.Anyways, am going to go back to sleep.I hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

Friday afternoon.

Hi all,

I hope you all are having a good dsay.I am good here,just tired.I am glad I am off tommrow and Sunday.I get a few days off.I need it.LOL.I am sorry I havent been reading alerts,I will be trying to do some catching up over the weekend.I miss my LapTop.LOL.Luddie,thank you for the greeting card,that was very nice of you to think of me.I love you and love you all.I dont know what I would do without you guys.Its been a long week.48 hours is long.Let me tell you,I couldnt wait till today when I got off of work.I was so ready.So,just so you know,I will be doing some catching up on alerts over the weekend.I am hoping BestBuy will call me and tell me my puter is ready.So,now,I am going to get off of here,eat my lunch,take a pain pill and lay down.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and kool out there.I will be back later.I reall my miss my LaptTop,because,it was just so eacy having it in my room.LOL.Peaceout.

LapTop is int he shop.Using Dads puter till than.

I think I figured out how to use my images,but not sure if it works.I will fix it later.

Hi all,

     I just wanted to give you all an update on my LaptTop computer.I had to take into BestBuy Geek Squad to have them look at it.Its been messing up so I finally took it in.It will take a week and a half,maybe sonner to get it fixed.I will be using my Dads puter till than.I dont have the loading image on my Dads puter,somaybe if someone could send it to me,I could use my pics.Thanks.I dont know once I get my puter back,if all my stuff will be still there,All the images I have on there.I am hoping it wont be a tottal lost.I havent been much reading journals,so,I will be catching up on them soon.I have aloy of alerts.I been trying to read some.But I been so busy working,just havent had time.Thank you all for being patience with me.I miss you all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Going Nite Nite.

Hi all,

Or should I say good evening to all,I hope everyone is having a good weekend.I am doing good here.I am tired,but good.I been learning alot at work,been getting up early being at work.Good thing is,I get off earlyI hate to have my Dad take me into work tommrow at 4,Boyfriend usllay does it,but,He has eventory tonight,which He goes in at 12 midnight tonight and get off at 8 in the moring.I know He will be tired.

I did ask for Sat off,I think i will take Sunday off,I could use a few days off.I need a break.LOL.I been working 48 hours and have 48 hours again this week and have to be at work early in the moring.Which I should be heading to bed in a bit here.I miss watching my shows at night.But I cant wait till this wweekend,they are going to have another musical show of Disney Hisgchool Musical,I love the Musical.

It has been so hot here lately,its finnaly cooled off some today,but,not much.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some sleep.I hope you all will have a nice evening and a good day tommrow.I will be back later.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Early Sat Moring.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good day.I am up,I am susprised I am feeling pretty good this moring for being up early.But i am up and awake to start the day.Good thing I get off at 12,I am going to come home and chill out and relax and do nothing.LOL.My Boyfriend will be tired,He had to work late last night and get up early this moring to be at work at 4,and pick me up.I cant wait for vaction.I am so looking forward to it.I want to put my feet in the sand.Its been so hot here.I want to try and go to the pool next week and also look into a Hotel.I am still thinking about it.One neat wear I live so I can walk to work.I also want to let some of you know were I work at.I work in the bakery dapartment in a groicer stoor.I hope you all have a nice day.be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Hoping I am back in the habit now.

Good moring all,

I hope you all are having a good day.It looks like I am back,hopfully for good.I had alot of checking on alerts to do.I am not opening any emails from anyone I dont know.I been working alot.I am tired.I will come back later when I get home.Tommrow I go into wotk at 4 in the moring.ACK.But get off at 12.Have a good day all.be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

My LapTop isnt working.

Hi all,

Well,I am kidna bumed out aboout my LapTop.I am taking it to BEstBUy the Geek Squad to see if they can find out whats worng with it.It freezez up and I cant get online at all.I am using my Dads puter right now.I m iss my LapTOp.Its been acting up really bad.I hope it wont have to stay in the shop to long.It will probllay take me a while to catch up on alerts.LOL.I had like over 200.LOL.Thank you all so much for encourging me to stay int he Hotell.I love you guys so m uch.Jaymi,yes,I do get over time for all the hours I am working this week.Our Donut person this moring didnt show up,He left us a note and I think He is going through some depression right now,because,how He wrote the note.We tryed to call HIm,but.Hs message on the phone says,He doesnt answer His mesages,so,why does He have a cell hpone.LOL.But was a little worried aobut HIm.He said He couldnt take it anymore,so,I am just hoping He is alright.I just wanted to let you all know whats going on with my LaptTop and why you all probllay wont me for as much.But I will try and play Photo Hunt.Right now,I am going to get off of here and get a few things done before I head to bed.Its been a long week already and its not over yet.LOL.I just hope nothing more serious is worng with my LapTop.I wish I was on vaction.Sept 17,I am gone for a week to the beach.WoooooooHoooooooooo.I hope you all have a good rest of the week.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

 

Another quick update.

Good moring all,

I just want to say a quick note,i have alot of alerts and emails to catch up on.I will get to them as soon as I can.I had some puter problems again and couldnt get online.I hope it is fixed now.I miss you all and love you all.Be back later.have a good day.

What else is new?LOL.

 

Hi all,

How is everyone doing?Good I hope.I have 116 alerts and comments to check up on.LOL.I couldnt get on line yesterday till this evening Monday at 6.It wouldnt even let me log on,but,my Brother fixed it.You all will laugh and dont ask me hw it got on here.He said there was 620 porno junk on my Laptop.How it got on there,I dont know.I thought you all would get a kick out of that.I was not happy thoe,I couldnt get on and I wanted to also tell you all I didnt go to work today.

I culdnt have made it t work today,I woke up,not feeling good at all,I have been in bed all day,I feel like thats all I ever do is sleep.I need a life.LOL.And yes,I want to rent a Hotel,it doesnt matter if I am working or not working.I just would like to rent one and stay in one for a few days.Maybe have a friend stay with me.They have to have a Hot Tub in the Hotel.

I just also found out I have to pay for another bill.What else is new.Anyways,I have to get ready to g t bed,because,I have to be up at 4:30.I will catch up on mail later.I love you all.Have a good night.Be safe and kool.Peaceout.

What day is this?LOL.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good evening.I am doing ok here,I am a little bumed out.I have a long week ahead of me.Ok,I was a little mad that I have to work a long day tommrow,I dont like working all day,specillay on Sundays.I have to work 10 to 6.My Boss knew I wasnt happy.But,She will get over it.I like Her alot.I cant help it if I got a little upset about my hours.Thats life.LOL.I may get upset about it,but,I do it anyways.She was like,if I dont like my hours,go talk to the manager,I didnt even say by to Her.I was upset,so,what can I do now?I will make it up when I see Her on Monday.Sometimes,She get on my nerves.But what woudl She do without me.

So,tell me not worry about it and everything will be ok?I have 48 hours this week.That is alot for me.It will be hard,but,I can do it.I will get tired,but,I can do it.Work can be a pain in da Butt.Dont get me worng,I love my job,I am glad to have it.Bu it can also stress me out and the people I work with.LOL.How do you leave work at work and not bring it home with you?Does anyone do that?I think it would be very hard to do.All I want to do now is come home and sleep,eat and sleep.LOL.

 

I havent even done anything fun this summer,I have to admit that.My Boyfriend and I havent had any time with eachother,I mean,yeah,a little bit,but,we havent had time,the time and fun we need.Let me tell you guys somehting,I need some fun.I am so tempted to rent a hotel for a fewdays,maybe near my job,maybe one that has a hot tub,would be so nice.I have always wanted to do that,maybe have a few friends stay with me.what do you all think?I so need to have some kind of fun in my life,but to be honest with you all,I really dont know how to do that.How do you do that?I think I have lost of what fun could be in my life.How do you just start doing things you need to do?I can honestly admit,I have forgotton how to do so many things.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some sleep.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.