He was and still to this day,the king of Rock -N-Roll.I might have been little to remember the day Elvis died,but I know our house was always filled with His music and we watched His movies.My oldest Brother was a huge fan.My Mom and Dad was going to take Him to see Elvis,and my parents got see Him one last time before He died.But even today,His memory still lives.Elvis will be missed.
How is everyone?I hope you all are having a good week,I guess you call it a Hump week?LOL.I dont know if thats right.I am hning in there.My Boss picked me up at my house and took me to my Doctors,So She could talk to the Doctor and get the note right,the note to releave me from being out.So we get the note and took it up to my work so the head Boss could clear it.The head Boss of the stoor said He would look at it,because the asst. manager had it.But the head Boss said He would have to send it to the main office.So,now I am thinking there could be problem.For one thing the head Boss was shaking His head like I cant come back to work.So I am not to sure if they wnt me to come bck to work,even my Boyfriend thinks they dont wnt me back.My Boss in the bakery wants me back.She knows that I am good worker.What do you all think might happend,do you think they want me back?
I know my Dad doest want me to go back and in a way I dont want to go back.Anyways,I am getting tired and I am going to go to bed.I hope you all have a nice nightBe safe and kool out there.Peace out.Do you all remember the movie War Games?I love that movie.I think I went to see that movie with my oldest Brother.
Hi everyone,
I hope you all is having a good Friday.I am hangin in there.Maybe you all can help me out some.I dont know what i am really doing anymore.I am not back at work and I dont think I am going back and I dont think my Stoor wants me back.I dont even know what I am saying anymore.I thought my Asst Manager of the stoor was going to help me out when She said She was going to call my Doctor to get a note so I wouldnt have to see Him since I dont have any Health Insurance.But I dont think that is turning out good.She was susposed to call me back,never did.To be honest with you all,I dont want to go back,than again,maybe I should have gone back along time ago.But than I am thinking,maybe this is susposed to turn out this way,me not going back to work.I need to do something now,if they tell me I need to be Rehired,than Iam not going back to work,after working so many years and getting 16 an hour.It just seems like no one is working with me.
So,what do you think it sounds like?I cann tell you right now I am out of all of my medicine.I never thought it would come down to this.Now my Boss of my Dapartment wants me back,She tells Gary that She wants me back.I really think I dont have a job and I feel like I did mess that up.I try to tell myself,things could be alot worse.I mean,I know I have a roof over my head and people who love me,but I have no Job and have no Health insurance.I just dont know what to do.I dont want to always be worrying about everything.I want to be happy,find something I love.If I am not going back to work,whih I dont want to.Because it sounds like no one wants too help me.Than I need to get things going,get on SState Health Insurance and go for SSI.thank you all for listning to me complain.I know,it always seems like I am complaning.I just hope things will get better.Be safe and kool out there.I also worry because I have bills comming through from my co pay.Peace out.I feel like this is a strugel that I am going through.Will it get better?I also feel like this is what I am susposed to do,so I can do more,help people.What do you think?
Hi everyone,
I hope all is good.I am hanging in here.The days,they get so lonly and I dont know what to do.I am very ad and feel very alone right now.I know what I need to do about work,I need to make an app to see my Doctor so I can go back to work and get my health Insurance back.My head is filled with so many sad emtions.I feel right now I am in a bad place and dont know how to get out of it.I have no money to pay my bills,Doctor bills,no insurance.But Monday Will call my Doctor,go into see Him and get a Doctors note.
To be honest with you,I have no clue what I am doing with my life.I know the days are so lonly for me,the nights are ok.Today I was very depressed,I didnt do anything and didnt feel like doing anything,so I just stayed in my room.I didnt used to be like this when I was in Highschool.I had a life,I had funI didnt have a care in the world.But now I feel like my life is one big mess.Why can I find something in my life to be happy about?Will this strugel in my life end?Will find peace again?Its like I cant win with my life.I want to have some fun and I feel like I dont even know what that.I am scared that I feel like I am falling apart.I cant see my Shrink becaue I dont hav the money.Yes,right now I hae my life.Ihate being 36,when will it get better?
So I ask you,can I find a peace in my world that will make me happy?I know its mind over matter.I just want to know how does everyone know how to find things in life to entertain you.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
I hope everyone is having a good night.As I am sitting here thinking of what to do,I think I know what I need to do.As hard as it will be tp call the head of the Boss tommrow and tell Him,I am comming back,I need to.I just hope He doesnt tell me that I am fired,dont think He will.I just been confused about so many things.I need to go back so I can get my Health Insurance back.I will tell Gary that maybe we can take a weekend vaction to Ocean City.I can take my one trip,but,dont think I can take m other one.I just want to get back into work.I dont care what anyone at work sas about me behind myy back.I just want to go to work and do my job.I just hope my Health Insurance will be ok.I got a letter saing it was termanited,but,I was told once I get back into work,it should kick back in.I know everyone was saying not to go back,but,I need to do this and if I feel I cant work,than I will take the next step.thanks for being there for me.I dont want to call,but I have to.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
Hi everyone,
I hope you all are having a wonderful day.LOL.Do I sound scarcastic?LOL.I dont mean to.But after a few days I have had,well,I feel like hiding under my blankets and not comming out.I was so scard to call my Boss,thinking I was fired,when I am not.I tottlay messed up.I have no clue what I have been doing,were my mind has been.I am stressed,more stresed than depressed.I am going back to work,but after my vaction,I dont think I will be taking my 2 action with Gary.He can wait.I know you all must think I am crazy,not knowing what to do about going back to work.The most important thing for me right now is my Health Insurance.No one wants to see me get sick,because of being off my shots.I know some of you are saying dont go back,but I feel its the only thing I need to do.Than,if I feel I cant handel it,than I will take the next step.Honestly,I still dont know what to do.Maybe later down he road I cam try and get on SSI.But I think the only thing I can do,right now,which is best for me is,to go back to work.I know sweetheart Sharonna 1955,I know how you feel for me and want whats best for me.This is what I need to.I cant handel it anymore,cant handel the pressure,the stress,of allwhat I been under.I know,people are alot more worse off than I am,I get that.I never knew life could be this hard.I am strugling.I am broke,have no money comming in,no insurance.But I will be going back to work.I have to.Its the only way that I know.I was worrying myself sick last night,thinking about my Shots that I need.That is important to me.But what I need right now,is a good 8 hour of sleep.My room is a mess,dont want to deal with that right now.I could just take everything in my room and throw it out.LOL.My life is a mess,but like I said,could be alot worse.You all are problay thinking I am nuts.Go for it.LOL.But I am going to get off of here,take a much needed rest,after from worrying so much about everything,than my Mom.Dont get me started.LOL.Be ssafe and kool out there.Peaceout.
Hi all,
How is everyone?Good I hope.I am still the same,not good.I think I ryollay messed up.I quit,I didnt call work,I did cal my Doctor and told them to leave the note as is.You think my Boss would have called me to see what is up,but,no and She ows me money.I am not happy with Her.I can see how people really care.But than again,I could not be fired,becuase Gary says,I should call the big Boss of the stoor.I dont want to.I know my Mom is upset with me.She just doesnt want to see me home all the time.Thats not going to happend.I just talked to one of my Girlfriends and She is going to give me the address were to go to get on State Insurance and try to get SSI or SSDI,She also has a case worker that She knows,She is going to give me everything I need.Things could be alot more worse than they could,right?I almost did a stupid thing,but I didnt,came that close,but,what keeps me going is my family,my Boyfriend and you guys.But let me tell you,at times like this I want to.I almost emailed a lady at church,but,I didnt,I feel l want to talk to Her,but,I dont know what to say.You think it would be a good idea to talk to Her?I would also like to talk to my Brother in London,see what He says,but,Hes got enough on HIs hands right now.But taking everyhting aside,I feel like I did the right thing.I think things will work out.I hope,what do you think?Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
