I needed to get this out.

I feel like I need to get this out.I dont even know how to say it,so,I am just going to say it.You all know I dont write in here much,there is a reason.It has nothing to do with my Jland or my on line friends.They know who they are.The reason why I have a Private Journal is because they feel the need to see whats going on in my life,because I wrte about my life here,well,I figure if they want to know whats going on in my life or anyone in my life.they need to email me or pick up a phone.I dont know,just felt like I needed to get that out.I am happy with my life,even thoe,I am going through a hard time right now,with being out of work.But I am hanging in there.So that is it,thats all I need to say.Nothing else going on.How ever,my Big Brother is leav ing Tuesday moring to go back to London.Its getting emotional,well for my Mom anyways.I think everyone is going to say there good bys tommrow.Right now,I have a little something for each kid,its not much,but its something.I am sorting all that out now.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.