Question.

Ok,one more last entry for the day,I think.LOL.I have a question for you all.I think I mseed up my alerts and some how they wont work for me.I had to reset them,because I was getting just commented added alerts instead of everyones alert entrys,if you know what I mean.So,do you all know what I can do about this?

Wonder if I am pmsing?sorry guys,I know,to much info.LOL.

Its me again,let me just say,I had a bad day all around.First starting with the worng day,I wouldnt have been upset if the app was just right around the corner,it wasnt,it was like an hour from the house.But thats not all.I was in a crying mood all day.Mom asked me if I started,you know?Women stuff.LOL.No,I havent,yet,I think I am on the brink of starting.LOL.I was literly crying all day.My day went all worng,than,I thought I had lost my check,Gary and I was on the way to the bank,than go back to the house,me crying all the way to the house.LOL.I left it on the counter.Than when I get to the bank,I put my check in and I could only take out 300 and have to wait to take more out when my check clears.Man,I had it rough today.All I want to do now is just cry and go to bed.I cryed going to Target,but was ok when I went in.LOL.llHow ever,Gary made me laugh on the way home,so,I feel some better and I bought me a Large Choclate Malt.Yuuuuuuumy.

Ok,I have to tell you about the the laugh I had.Gary was telling me He had a little accide on the way to work later Sat moring.He heard this loud banging noise on His truck,I am laughing as I am typing this,I guess you had to be there when He told me this.Gary thought something horible was happening to His truck,so,He stoped on the way to work,He was almost late.His Suspender was hanging outside His car door.LOL.I laughed so hard.I guess I needed it.Anyways,I am going to catch up on alerts and play some Webkinz.Peaceot.

I made a bobob.

Good day all,

I hope you all having a better day than I am having.I sure did made a real big bobo or what ever you cal it.I told you all I had a Doctors app this moring at 10:45?Well,my Dad and I went all the way to Baltimore,John Hopkin Hosiptal,we get there and I got the worng date.Its written on my calander.But,it was for Thursday.I was so upset when they told me I got the worng date.My Dad isnt a happy camper.I am just going to leave home alone.I had to canel Thursdays app,I knew He wouldnt be able to take me.Maybe that way,by the time May 22 comes up,He will kool off?Maybe I can get Gary to take me,I was going to see if Gary can take me Thursday,but,I just went ahead and cancled it.Let me tell you guys something.I am going to go to Baskin Robins and get me a large Choclate Malt,maybe even 2,and save one for later.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

Thinking to much again,as always.LOL.

Its me again,ok,I cant think stright because I am trying to strighten things up aroud here,like my letter stuff,tons of stickers I have,just things I need to throw away,but,dont have the hear to and I have no use fo them.LOL.Tell me all,how I should go about this?Because it really does need strighten out.Let me tell you all,I have a contianer,a whole one filled with mostly letters from Highschool and maybe some old pen pals,whish I had there addys now.For some reason I cant seem to ever throw it away.I just really want to clean things around.How do I go about that?I also have theeses cute wall thingies that I want to put up,and I want to put some up in my bathrrom.If my cell was working,I would take pics and let you all decied for me.LOL.What goes good in a bathroom diffrent pretty colorfulflowers,or diffrent pretty colorful fishys?Why does your head hurt when you get to thinking like this,wanting to get things done and than you start worrying about so many other things.I am always thinking something will happend to me if I dont get something done,that is about my bills.I know,I went off the subject.OL.I am behind and cant seem to catch up.

Why is it,am I always worrying about something?I know,I am always talking about worrying.I think when I go talk to my Therepyst on the 15,I might see if I need something a little stronger.I dont know thoe,I am already taking Serquil300mg,but I feel its not helping me much with my mind.If you all know what I mean?Do you know what I do to a letter sometimes,when I am writting one?If I dont like it,or it gets messed up,I will rewrite it,over and over again till its right.LOL.Does that make me insane?I want to seem to get everything done,but,sometimes I stress out so much,it dont get done.One more thing before I go.Can I still use the 41 stamps for writting a letter?I dont want to watsethem.Peaceout.

Update.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good Sunday.I am doing ok here.I guess I cant complain to much.I am so addicted to this dang puter.LOL.I cant seem to get off of it.I know I should.But,I dont have much else to do around the house.Well,I should do some washing.But,dont feel like it.LOL.Guess what guys?I got a check,a very nice one,it will help out so much. didnt think I was going to get one and I was waiting for it everyday to come and it came on Sat.I will probllay have to wait till Tuesday or tommrow after noon to put it in the bank and take some out for my pleasures.LOL.It was all the nice back pay I get to.It will be nice to have some money on my hands.I feel so poor with me not working and having a pay check every Friday.

I have alot I want to do with the money,alot is comming up this month.I do want to pay off on some of my Doctor Bills,which isnt alot.Dad says,it is,but,I dont have that many.Some people need to stay out my bis.If they know what I mean.They dont have the right to talk.Anyways,with that said,I really dont have much to do.How ever I do have a Doctors app tommrow to see the Surgen about surgey.I just want to get this over and done with.I dont even know about work till I talk to the Doc tommrow.I know its to soon for me to go back to work.Because its so hard for me to even get up from my bed to walk anywere.My legs and my feet hurt all the time.

I have been so addicted to Webkinz world that I cant seem to get off of it.If you dont know what it is,its a Website were you buy theeses cute little anaimals and you adopt them onto the Website and it all comes to life.Its like you need everything for your own house.You take care of them.I have 5 of them.I am going to get one more and not get anymore for a while.I am going to get one for me and my nephew for His Bday on Wed.Theres alot of Bdays this month,including mine.I will be 36,I am getting old.LOL.I probllay wont do much on my Bday,maybe go to dinner with my Boyfriend.My Bday is May 13,first Moters Day is May 11,I think.I also have my Sis on the 23rd.Shes older than me.I am thr baby.well,my Couisn is the baby.He is more of a Brother than couisn.Ok,you all have a good day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Thursdays Happenings.

Hi all,

how is everyone doing?Good I hope.I am doing ok here.Not mucb going on around here.So,I figure,why,am I worrying about so much,when in reaility,it wont get you anywere.I say,whats the point in worrying?I am just starting to relize that.That doesnt mean,I dont worry,of course,you all now,I do worry.But,I am trying to cut back.LOL.I try to keep mysself busy.I have a Doctors app on Monday,that is a biggie,thats my Surgen,we will see when I will finally have surgey.To be honest with you all,I dont think my Dad wants me to have it done.Why,I dont know.Other than that,not much going pn.I still am worrying about my job,all the Doctors tht I have been seeing,tell me that,its not a good  idea if I go back.But,I dont know.Maybe if I only go back for 4 hours a day for maybe 3 or 4 days.Just a thought.But thats a ways off.

Why cant our lifes be like a fariy tail?With happy endings and nothing to worry about?I am glad my Serquil300mgs is working.I wouldnt know what I do without it.I have been on my Website called Webkiz,it is so neat.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and eat dinner and settle in for the night.Be safe and warm out there.Peaceout.

 

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Tuesdays Happenings.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good day.I am doing good here.I am behind on Alerts,havent felt like much doing anything with my Journal.I also need to write some snal letters and send them out,I just need some stamps and go to the Post Office.So bare with me.So nothing much to do today.Tommrow,I go see my Pain Doctor,I like seeing Him.LOL.Anyways,like I said,nothing much going on.Just chilling.I will ctach up on Alerts soon and do some snail lettering.I hope you all have a good day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.