Happy Mothers Day to all the Moms.

I just want to wish all you Mothers out there and my Mom to a very Happy Mothers Day.I hope its a special day to remember forever.Spoil your Moms,let them know you love them.

Sat Happenings.

Good moring all,

I hope all is doing well.I hope everyone is having a good weekend.Nothing much going on here.I have to work today,8 hours.Its nice I am getting more hours.I belive next week,I only have one day off till Sat.LOL.I am just not used to it.I been trying to do some knee excerise to better help my knee.I also been using Icy/hot knee slip ons and ben gay at night.Seems like some of the swelling has gone down.But I havent been doing much of going out after work,just resting.What fun.LOL.

I was searching through the web and found some good pics of Dawson Creek,I loved that show so much,even thoe it went off the air and so is the Girlmore Girls.All the good shows going off.But enough about that.Even thoe its Mothers Day tommrow,it is also my Bday.Ack,I will  be 35,I am getting old.LOL.But I relize,I want to start changing some life styles.I want to start eating better and try to drink less Sodas.LOL.Knowing it wont be easy.LOL.

Anyways,I better get off of here and get cleaned up.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and Kool out there.Peaceout.

I love that smile.

looking for ideas.

Hi all,

Its me again.I am having a good start of the day this moring.I wanted to talk about my health,maybe someone out there in J-land out there in cyber space can give me some ideas on how I can better my health.I have had Arthitis all my life,since I was little,but,didnt get really bad till I started working in the bakery.Working on hard floors doesnt help.I do have to take shots every other week for Arthitis,called Hurima,which now I can get them free.That is a blessing.But I want to know if anyone has ever had problems with there knees always being swelled up all the time?Do you have any ideas to get the swelling to go down?I know I need to start to get my health in order,just dont know how to do that.I know I dont take very good care of myself with my eating habbits.I worry about my health,my knees,my hands,which I use alot at work and on the puter.I am almost 35,will be May 13.I feel like I am already old,all I want to do is when I get home from work or out with the boyfriend is lay in bed and watch Tv.I used to do so many things.So were do I  begin?I know I drink alot of sodas.I just wanted to know if anyone out there has any ideas at all.Thank you!!!!!I do love and care for you all so much.Peaceout.

Wed Happenings.

Good moring all,

Hope you all had a good night sleep.I slept good to.I love this above graffic.It has alot of meaning to it.I have come to relize in my life what I need for me,Its been a long road and I know I still have a long road to go.But I am relizing more things now than I have before.I know that some things just cant be.Its for the best.

Time and time things have happend,I just cant let it happend again.I know the games that are being played.I know whats going on now.You think I dont know,but,I do.I feel like I am always the blame for everything,no one sees my side,but,I am sticking up for me and I have to.I dont care what they say anymore.This is my life,no one can put words in my mouth.I am not going to be sorry anymore.Its just to  much.I am trying to let this all go for the good.I know its for the good in my life that I dont need someone like you to bring me down,to know ou can hurt me with your words,you think you know everything,you think you are right about eveything.You dont know me,its all about you,isnt it?Well,no more.This is my life,I have to do whats best for me now.I have to let you go,is what I should done a long time ago,but,I am doing it now.You cant ever see what you do.You make me out to be the bad person.So,I say,so long,good bye,I do hope and pray you have a good life.Maybe down the road,not anytime now,maybe,we can be civil.Thats all I have to say.I iss some people in my life more now than I have ever,dont know why,this is not you.I do miss you,but,I cant have you back in my life even thoe you cant have me back in your life.So this is for the best.God bless you and your family.

Nite Nite.

I just wanted to say good night to all,

I am really tired and I do have to get some sleep.I guess I should do a little update on my hours at work.I am now back to moring hours for now,which is a good thing.I love my new Boss,She is really nice,talks alot.LOL.But is nice.I work tommrow from 8 to 3.I am going to have to get used to getting up early in the morings now.I just had to finish watching this movie on Lifetime,they have some pretty stupid ones on at 9,but this one was ok.LOL.Have a good night all.Be safe/Kool.Peaceout.

Monday Happenings

Good morning all,

I hope you all slept well and woke up to a good mooring.I am feeling a whole lot better than yesterday.I woke up feeling pretty good to.Don't know why,just feel pretty good.It a new day with new and different things to do.Maybe I need to realize that more often.There's alto of things I need to realize more.

One thing today I relize that I need to start excerizeing my legs like I used to do a long time ago,when I would sit in my bed,I would excerize my legs,they would feel better.Anyhoo,I have alto of things to do today.I need to get started.

I think we sometimes get ahead of ourselves,when life gets us down and about,we forget the good things in life.I have to be honest,I am always thinking negative and I need to stop that.I just have been realizing so many things.I will be honest with you again that I am still,don't even know the word for it yesterday what I wrote about,its like I am not upset,but,frustrated.People want to get me down,feel like I have no life,that everything is my falt.Well, I am going to try and put that on the back burner.I know the person who I am.I have alot of people who love me and NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!I am a kind,caring and loving person who loves to give and help others.I am not perfect,never tended to be.But I do know who I AM!!!!Well,I hope you all will have a beatiful day today.It looks like a nice one.Thank you all for being there for me,always leaving me nice encouraging comments.I love you guys!!!!!Be safe/kool.Peaceout.

Confusing.

Good night all,

I am so tired I cant even think stright.I dont even know were to begin or do I want to?This moring,I had 2 phone calls,one call was work,had to go in at 10 instead of 9,that was fine till the next phone call.I dont know why I should be upset,but I was,still am.What am I talking about?

Time and time again,I just dont listen,I want to always belive theres good in people.I was told there was so many lies I have said,what lies?I have told this person before to leave me alone.I have to relize that you just cant be friends even with your family/realitive.She thinks Shes been hurt,what about me?She thinks I am this bad person.Yes,there was 2 upsetting messsages this moring,right when I am getting ready to work.Which made me upset,crying,now,I am ok,hurt and mad,but ok.I had to deal with this,this moring.I am just finally going t have to let Her go from my life for good.

I know I have said this many times before,but it finally has to come to an end.To be honest,I dontt even know what I am saying.I know right now,I cant be around a person who has hurt me.She doesnt even relize what She has done.I just have to let it go,I dont know how,but,I have to.If I can make sience through this all,I will explain more tommrow.I am just sooooo tired,tired of it all.I want to say so much.I just dont know how.I do know,this is better for me in my life.I am my own person,I have my own life.I have my own problems.She dosnt even know.hats all I am going to say for now.I am just to tired to think.Good night all.Be safe/kool.Peaceout.Sorry if this is just all confusing.