Just venting.

Thanks D's Designs for the opening graffic,I love it and thanks for Sonata creations for my closing tag.I dont have your journal,so if anyone who knows who has it let me.Thanks.

Yes,its me again,I made en entry earlyer,but felt like making one again.I am feeling a bit stressed out,I guess,I hide my emotions very good sometimes,than sometimes not.I am wearing myself out,trying to fiure out how to get things done,how to help my Mom,how to help myself.Worrying about bills,birthdays comming up,to many,I might add.lol.I am just so stressed and,I feel I cant stop moving,got to be on the go.I wish I could just for once,close everthing down for the day,just sleep.Thats probllay what I shuld of have been doing in the first place.I have so much to do,I dont know were to beging.I maybe feeling a bit depressed,just trying to get it all taken care of.I know my Mom depends on me alot.But sometimes,I just wish I could just be on an island all by myselfok,maybe with my boyfriend.lol.But than again with the way I am feeling right now,I dont know.I havent decied on what to do about my shots.I have to fill this paper out,so,it can help me to get them free or help the cost go down.I am not getting enpough good sleep at night.I just feel all out of sorts today.I dont want to go to work.But I think I need to.shoot,been off for a while.lol.Thats probllay whats worng with me.Theres alot of change I would like to change about myself.Dont know were to begine on that.I am just stressd out.Feeling like I cant stop.I feel like I have to be doing something,always moving.Anyways,sorry about venting on.Hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and peaceout.I am depressed,because I have to look at my room and it needs so much changing.I dont like change,let me tell you,I try to rearange things around,and it goes ack the way it is.Crazy I know.

 

I know what I am doing todat,what are you doing today?lol.

Good Moring all,

                   Hope you all having a good one.I know its been a few days since I weotr an entry.I have been busy and I havent been feeling well.Mostly I just been reading and commenting on other peoples journals.Nothing much here today,I think I am going to take it easy today before going into work at 4.I am just so tired.Been waking up feeling tired.I have some good news ans hope it all pans out.My brother and His family from London,from what my Mom told me,will be comming home sometime in Mrch.It will be nice to see all of them.I have pics to share as soon as I get my phone bac.lol.I think and I hope I left it in my boyfriends truck.lol.He asked me last night if I had everything and I thought I grabed my phone,but,I guess I didnt.i hope it is in His truck.Dont know why I am so tired.I think I am oing to go back to bed.We been busy here the last few days and my brother comming,I am sure my Mom will put me to work and get the house cleaned up,why,I dont know why,they seen the house before.lol.I think we need a make over house done to.lol.We have so much jonk that needs to be thrown away,how long its been sitting here,you dont want to know.lol.Yeah,but,when everyone else,including my sister or brother,if they have to much stuff and dont have enough room,were do the put it?Yup,yu guessed it,here.lol.Anyways,I think I am going to go lay back down for a while.I felt like I had been off for a whole week.Thats because my Boss calls me yesterday at home and swiches my day off for yesterday and I work today.lol.So,I had Mon,Tued and Wed off,I work the rest of the week.Thank goodness.lol.I need to work.I hope you all have a nice day today.Tues and Wed were our first cold days and it was cold.lol.Today is a little cold,but will probllay warm up.I wish we could just get a little bit of snow.Ok,I am done now.Be safe and peaceout.One more thing.lol.I love being on high speed inter net,it is so much faster than being on Dads puter.I love it and I can listen to the viedos now and can download anything fast.Wooooooohooooooo.I love my Laptop.I know,I know,when I say I am done,I am not.lol.Ok,got a question for ya.How do you start cleaning and getting everthing done when theres so much stuff to get rid of?I want to start cleaning and getting rid of things.But how?Thanks

Was just thinking of what day it was today.lol.

I cant belive how late it is.I have to get to bed,becauuse,I am really tired.But its alot of fun having my Laptop.I am enjoying this alot.But,I am falling alseep.I got a few things done in my room today.Seems like,so little time during the day.Anyways,you can all probllay tell I am tired.I want to send out a little package to ,y Sister N law for Birthday.Its my Sister N laws on the 9,my cousin and my oldest nephew is on the 10.As sad as it is,I never speak to my couisn anymmore,but,I guess,life goes on.I am ok with it.I did send Her a card and I will call and wish Her a happy B-day.I try and text message but She never replys back.Oh well.Anyways,hope you all have a good evening.Be safe and peaceout.

I just did an entry,now I am going to glay down.

OK,lets try this one more time,I guess when you are not on line,Aol will go off if your not on line for a long time.lol.I had a whole entry that I had already done.Maybe this is better.Because,it was turning out to be a kind of lously entry day,which turned out to be an ok day.lol.Mom and I kinda got into it,but only because She was sick and not feeling good.I was trying as much as I could to help Her out.She didnt want it.But She didnt know that I called my boyfriend earlyer at work this moring to pick up a few things and bring them by the house.Mom didnt know.lol.So,were ok now,no biggie.But I just worry about Her so much and hate it when She isnt feeling good.I try and not think about how long She will live,I know thats bad of me to say,but,She has been so sick all the time and Her health wise isnt good.I worry for Her and my Dad.Now you know why sometimes I dont want to leave the house,because,I worry for them.But I do need a life of my own,I know that to.Anyways,I think I been on line here to much.Its a habit now,that I have my Laptop and I use it all the time and be anywere in the house anytime.lol.I hope you all have a nice day.Looks like the sun is out for awhile.Its about time.I was sick of the rain.I think I could use some snow.lol.After looking at thoes pretty snow graffics.Just enough snow the kids could play in and I can take some pics of how pretty it looks in our yard.I hope you all have a wonderful day.Be safe and peaceout.

 

Happy Sunday to all!!!

Good moring all,

               Happy Sunday to you all.I hope your having a good start of the day.I am up early due to the fact I have to be at work by 10.Wishing right now,I was still in bed.lol.But,I am off tommrow and Tues.They are cutting hours again,as usllay.Nothing I can do about that but just pray I get more hours.But I am just thankful I have a job,I have health insurance.I am thankful today,that I am alive,healthy and I am doing ok.I thank God for all of that.I am starting to pray more,trying to read my bible,but thats kinda hard,dont know why.I guess God is really tugging at my shirt to listen to Him.For some reason,I feel like this year is going to be an ok year for me,dont want to a great year,just yet.lol.If you all could say a prayer for my Mom today,She isnt doing well,she is sick.Thank you.I am down stairs on my Dads puter,just because,I am getting ready for work.But,still wishing I was in bed.lol.I hope you all have a wonderful day today.Be safe and peaceout.

Another crazy day,but it is all good now,finally.lol.

 

Hi everyone,

                  Or should I say,goodnight all?I will be heading to bed in a bit.this is just to werid,but awsome.lol.I am laying in mybed right now,typing.lol.I love my Laptop.Its so werid,I can click onto internet exploer,I can get online there,but its diffrent,aol looks diffrent on internet exploer.lol.Thats why if anyone got there comments from me,without my journal link name,you know why.lol.I am not used to Comcast,but I will get there.Nelisha,sorry if I spelled your name worng,you would have been laughing today.The toetruck and the guy that came to pick up the Comcast truck,had no clue what they was doing,trying to get that truck out from the yeard,it wasnt in the driveway,it was stuck in our yard,all the rain we had yesterday,didnt help much.But,let me tell you,you all would have been laughing,we were all out there watching theeses dummies,I am sorry,but,I felt like they were going almost knock down our house,trying to get the truck out of the yard.The totruck guy got out and was actullay trying to push the Comsat truck out.Thats when,it looked like they almost hit our house.I cantnot belive,we had to go through all this mess,just to get me hooked up.lol.Well,now I am hooked,I am happy.My dad on the other hand,He is ok with it.The comsact people have to come back this week and finish cleanin our yard.they tore it up.Onto another note,the was another guy who came out to fix me up online,He was like why didnt the other 2 guys that were here in the first place,didnt do it?I said,they told me I could get online and I was ok.But everything is fine now,well,minus the yard.lol.Maybe I should take some pics.lol.Actullay it wasnt that bad.I cant belive how many diffrent guys from Comcast came out.I didnt relize there was a guy for diffrent things.If you know what I mean.I am tired,dont even know what I am saying.Nelisha  thank you for the kind words,comment,you sent me,it made me smile and I needed that.Thank you all for your kind words,encourgment,I really wouldnt know what I would do without you guys.Dont we all say that?lol.But its the truth.I love comming on here,reading everyones journaland adding comments.I really do love you guys.You all mean so much to me.I know so many of my J-landers,right now are going through some rough times,I dont know what they are,but,I just want you all to know,I love and care for you all so much.I pray for you all.I really do need to get off of here and get some sleep.I am tired,but yet,I am not sleepy?What does that mean?I guess its all the excitiment of being online now,being anywere I want to be.lol.In that note,I say goodnight,weet dreams,dont let the bed bugs bite.lol.Be safe,peaceout and will see you in the moring,unless I get up in the middle of the night.WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO

OO.One more thing,I love this now,because,it is alot faster than dial up,or what ever my Dad has dowstaris.lol.

Come on now?Were is the snow?Were has it gone?

Good moring all,

               Happy Sat!!!Time to wake up and smell the sunshine.lol.Yup,thats right,the sun is shining right through our windows.Can you belive its like 60 degrees today.I call that getting sick weather.lol.I mean,its nice and you will probllay see everyone wearing summer clothes.lol.Not me.lol.I will probllay just wear a pair of sweat pants and shirt or a sweatshirt.I am off today.I have to stick around here.probllay wont go out today,because Comcast is comming out,for one to help me get hooked up on the internet and I will ask them to help me install aol.I dont know how to do all theeses things.My boyfriend,Gary was like,I thought oyu knew all that.I am like no.lol.But you better belive,I will be on the inter net this evening.I had an aol disck somewere around here,will have to look for it.Mom wll be watching the kids today,they always come over on Sats while my Sister goes visiting for Her Sunday school class.Shes got a good heart,She does so much for Her Sunday school,I try to help some,even thoe I dont go much at all.I go sometimes.Sometimes I would make a bunch of neckless for Her class.I can say one hting about that church,they help alot in many ways.They brought in so many people.Specillay alot of spanish people and they have a class were they can teach them how to talk like us.My family is a big part of that church.Thats were my brother and family was before they went to London to become Missonarys.So it is just mainly,my Sister Her family and my Mom.My other Sister N law,She lets my 2 neices come.It is good for them.I need to get back into going myself.Anyways,I need to do a few things around here,get myself cleaned up.The Comcast truck is still stuck in the yard.I am sure they can get it out today,since it is nice outside.lol.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Its beatiful here,dont know how it is on yals end.Have a good one.Be safe and peaceout.Were is the snow?lol.