A poem by an unknown writter

   Just thought I would add this into my journal                                           

 

                                           

SEARCH YOURSELF

TODAY IS THE DAY I NEED TO CHANGE MY WAYS

WE ARE LIVING IN THE LAST AND EVIL DAYS

LORD I DON'T WANT TO GO TO HELL WHEN I DIE

BUT EVERYTIME I OPEN MY MOUTH THERE'S ANOTHER LIE

I SEARCH MYSELF WHAT DID I FIND

THAT satan IS CONTROLLING MY HEART AND MIND

RIGHT NOW MY WORD IS NOT WORTH VERY MUCH

I KEEP DESTROYING EVERYTHING I TOUCH

I SEARCH MYSELF WHAT DID I FIND

BUT A PERSON PLOTTING EVIL ALL THE TIME

I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE REAL

LORD I'M ACTING LIKE satan, WITH MY MOUTH I CAN

DESTROY, STEAL AND KILL

ISEARCH MYSELF WHAT DID I FIND

THAT satan BEEN USING ME FOR A LONG TIME

LORD I SCHEME AND SCHEME TO KEEP OTHER DOWN

WELL satan IS HAPPY I'M HELL BOUND

I SEARCH MYSELF WHAT DID I FIND

THAT satan AND I WERE PARTNERS IN CRIME

LORD I HAVE CAUSE MANY TO SUFFER WITH PAIN

ALWAYS THINKING OF MYSELF AND WHAT I COULD GAIN

LORD I SEARCH MYSELF WHAT DID I SEE

IT WAS I WHO INVITED satan TO LIVE WITH ME

EVERYONE IS SAYING I'M satan CLONE

I HAVE NEVER ADMITTED WHEN I WAS WRONG

LORD I SEARCH MYSELF WHAT DID I SEE

THAT YOU OH GOD WAS DISPLEASE WITH ME

LORD I SEARCH MYSELF I WAS HEADED TO HELL

I SEARCH MYSELF DEAR LORD MY SOUL WAS SAYING FAREWELL

GOD SAID SEARCH YOURSELF AND YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOU WILL SPEND ETERNITY

loopy

One more thing,what color yal think my journal should be?I keep chaning it.lol.Its fun to change it.But just wanted to know,whats yal opion on what color.Thanks.

Wiped out,dont know if loopy means wiped out.lol.

Hey all,

     Whats happening?Nothing much here.I am just tottlay wiped out,wiped out from work and I just got home and I vacumed,which wasnt much.But I am still wiped out from work and I had a friend over last night.All I want to do is sleep.lol.My shoulder is killing me,I think its probllay all that going in the freezer at work,lifting heavy boxes.My shoulder is not used to it.Which I was a long ways back when I first started working in the bakery and panning for the next day.Now I am at it again.Its ok,dont get me worng,I love my job,but on a day like today,I dont like my job very much.lol.I feel like passing out right here and sleeping at the puter.That would be funny if my Mom or Dad found sleeping at the puter.lol.I am kinda waiting for my laundry to get done so I can put it in the dryer before my Mom gets home from church.But I dont think thats going to happend.lol.I am so tired right now,I think I will just end it right here and go to bed.lol.I dont take naps hardly ever,but,I am today.I may even watch a dvd called the Ghost Ship,it is pretty good.Not scary,more like kinda grose,not to grose.At first I was scared watching it.But I am used to it now.So tell me,what is everyones plans for today?Which I am not even going to link this to anyone.lol.Hardly no one adds any comments.lol.But a few people.Yal just better watch out May 17,I am geting the rest of all my bottom teeth pulled out,I will  be druged.lol.It iwll  be funny to see what I will put in here.lol.Anyways,I am outtie.Yal have a Happy,wonderful Sunday.enjoy it.Its nice outside.Enjoy it for me while I am sleping.lol.And stay out of trouble,be good.Peace out.

Good moring

Hi good moring all,hope all is having a wonderful Sat.I have to work.lol.Bummer.Its ok thoe.I am glad I have a job to go to,even thoe its been stressful at times,with cutting back the hours.But I am sure it will get better either that or God has a plan for me.Its hard trying to be the best you can be fro God and knowing you know what He wants you to do,its hard.God knows I am not ready yet,fully to go to Him and give Him all that what He wants of me.But I am trying.I know that He wants me to help others and He knows I have a good spirit,because He gave it to me,He made me the person I am today.All the love that I have in me,He gave to me.Sometimes I just hate waking up in the moring and being all peachy keen.lol.But,I belive and know in my heart,that is why He gave me such a loving kind heart to share to others.I think thats why my screen name is called Hugsdoodlewacky,well or course,an online friend gave it to me.But I think it fits me.lol.I love Hugs,I am a doodle and I can be wacky at times.lol.But hey,thats my sweet spirit God gave me.lol.I am blessed to have it.He gave me a loving a family,who I love so much.I just want to thank you Lord for all you have done,thank you for this day.Thank you for loving me.

Ideas

Okay,I have another task for you all to give me some ideas on Mothers day.I know what I want to do,but,it may take me a while to do it.I will probllay get HEr something.But I have theses things I used to do for HEr when I was younger,there like encourgment letters,and let me tell you there are tons of them,lots of them.And I would love to make a scrap book out of them.I will have to take a pic of some of them and put it in here,so,you all could know what I would like to do.I dont know how to start it out,how to cut them out out,make it look nice,ect.But theeses are memories,I would like to do this for Her.When She was working,I would write somehting to Her every night and give it to HEr every moring,I would draw,and put a bible verse or a poem,or somehting encourable.But if you all have any ideas od what I could do.I would be most greatful.THanks.HAve a blessed day.I have a pic right here,you probllay cant see it very good,I took it off of my cell,but,you get the idea.I would like to make a scrap book,I have a whole bunch of theeses,I mean tons.Will take me a while to do.SO maybe not a Mothers Day presant,but,I want to do that for HEr.WOuld like to make it into a nice pretty,scrap book,cut outs and all kinds of stuff.If you have any ideas,let me know,thanks.GOd Bless.Love you all.

playful weekend

Okay,hi all,hope all is having a good weekend so far.Its not over yet.I am having a good one so far myself,even thoe I am working.lol.I may have a friend a spend the night with me tomrmow night,either go to work with me on Sunday if She is working or go to church with me Mom.I know,I will be working,but not usre about Tiffany.That is Her name.I sorda of adopted Tiffany as my sister.She needs alot of love and atention,which I cant only give that to Her,but,I am there as a friend for HEr.Shes good comapany to have.Very quiet,very quiet,diffrent from work.lol.Let me tell you.lol.But Shes a good person,with a good heart.She just had a rough road in life,but didnt we all?But anyways,I just wanted to drop a line,since I havnt probllay since yesterday.lol.I think maybe thats why mu shoulder has been killing me because of all the typing.lol.Than when I am working.Sometimes,I have begay and I put all over my shoulder,which,I know it stinks.lol.I am waiting for my boyfriend t come and get me.Probllay go to our usllay spot,Target.lol.Anyways,I am going to head off here.Yal have a good weekend.And stay out of trouble.God bless.

GOod moring

Hi there,good moring to all.Hope all had a good night.I sure did.I thank god and praise Him this moring fo He has done in my life.Thank you Lord,I love you Lord.you are the only one who is always there for me,will never leave my side.You know I doubt you and I dont want to doubt you.You

are a wonderful God,who has done so much for me and I dont know how to say thank you enough.I am worthy of your love,I dotn deserve your love.I pray to you and ask that you come into my heart now,Lord,right now ad forgive me of my sins.Forgive me Lord for doing worng to you,to myself,to anyone who I have done worng to.Lord you know the devil temps me and makes me weak,help me Lord to be strong in knwoing what you want for me.Come into my heart Lord and save me,save me from all evil.You know the kind of person I need to ne,I want to be.Help me to be that person.I thank you for this day,for keeping me alive and well and healthy and happy.Thank you for being with my family,my friends,my boyfriend,my love ones,my enemies.Lord,help me to forgive thoes who have hurt me,who have wornged me.Help me to love tem.I ask and pray to you to put your lvoe nto my heart.Help me to be more like you.I want to be more like you.I lvoe you Lord and I praise you.Thank you for this day and everyday.Help me throug this day,knowing that what ever happends,your always with me,that what ever happends,it is your will and your will,will be done.Bless you.Amen.