Happy Birthday Christina!!!

I just want to say Happy Birthday to my sis,today is Her bday.She is older than me.I am the baby of the fmaily.lol.But Just want to give a shout out to HEr.She is such a blessing and a wodnerful person.I lvoe sis and hope you have a wodnerful birthday!!!

Thank you Lord

hi everyone,good moring,hope all is well with eveyrone.I am doing some what ok here.My tummy has been kinda out of wacked,not feeling to good with that.But I will be ok.I just want to thank God this moring and He needs all the thanks everyday,not just for today,but,like I said,everyday.I know God is with me,alot of times I feel He isnt there but He is.Thank you lord for today and everyday that you are with me.Thank you for my family,my friends,my online buddies,you know who you are.Hehe.God is so good to me,I know I dont show it alot,and I need to see that and to thank GOd for all He has done in my life.Thanking Him that I am alive and healthy today.I am so blessed to have so much goodness in my life.I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me and is always there for me.Thank you Lord.Amen.

Letting go

Hi all,I just wanted to say good moring to all and hope all had a good weekend.I have been learning some things about myself,that I knew for a long,long time,but,just finally relized I needed to wake up and smell the belgin coffee.lol.Dont know if there is anything called belgin coffee,I just like the saying.lol.I cant talk long,have to get my Dad up and get ready to leave for work in a bit.I need to finish cleaning myself up.lol.I just wanted to say that,you cant live in the past and you cant make anyone like you,no matter how much you want them to like you.You have to start living your life for yourself and no one else,but,live the life GOd wants you to live.I am learning now all of that,even thoe,I just have learned it,it is going to be a hard road ahead.But I need to start loving myself,stop thinking of what other people think about me,if they like me or not.I know I am a good person,GOd made me the way I am.He loves me the way I am.I am not perfect,never wanted to be perfect.I made plenty of mistakes,probllay will make tons more.lol.But for now,I need to be Me,loving myself and what GOd made of me.Lord,I am so sorry for all the thigns I have done in the past,please forgive me and I know that you love me and always have,you never left me.I was the one who left you.Looking at this pic,is Jesus holding me and loving me.He lvoes you to.I have to move on into the future,stop dwelling in the past.I lvoe my freinds and my family,thank you so much for being there for me.I just wnated to get this off my mind.Peace out and have a wonderful day.Know that God lvoes you and I do to.

Whats the deal?

WHATS THE DEAL?I  NEED SOME COMMENTS.LOL.YAL HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND.PEACE OUT.

saying anything

Hi eveyrone,Just thought I would say hey to everyone and see what you all have been up to.Sorry I havent been feeling like much writting here.You know how sometimes you get in a rut and you feel like you will never come out of it.lol.But today,I feeling some better.I hope you all are doing ok.I hope all the Mothers out there had a nice mothers day.I know my Mom did.My bday was over the weekend,my sisters is next week.A day before I get all the rest of my bottom teeth pulled out.No,I am not looking forward to it.Anyone out there want to take my place?They can.lol.No,I need to get this done and taken care of.Which I need to get alot of things done.lol.Anyways,I better get off of here and finish getting ready for work.How ever,I feel like sleeping.lol.Yal have a nice day and I will talk with you all later.Peace out till next time.

I am just a syaing anything here.lol.

I really dont know what I am saying right now,just that I am talking,and maybe going to keep on taling.I dont know.lol.I guess one of them moments were you dont have anything to say,yet,wait a munite,I have alot to say,but,dont want to put all my business out here.lol.I crack me up sometimes.This is just me,in one of my bumed out moments.Dont mind me,I am just talking.lol.I am ok,I am just being me.lol.Maybe a little depressed,maybe a litttle sad,dont know,maybe its because its my birthday on Sat and I have nothing to show for.lol.I will be 34,uggggggggg.I shouldnt say that,I do have alot to show for,its just you know how you get sometimes you want things to go the way you want them to and there not going no were.I guess thats life.I cant stand it when I have to go to bed early and be at work at 6,I am so used to ebing there later in the day now.lol.But I am off Sat.Will be just Dad and I.lol.Mom will be on a one day trip for a mOthers day thingy from church.I am sure She will have a good time.Anyways,I better get off of here and try and get some sleep.Will talk with you all later.Peace out.Dont let the bed bugs bite.lol.Haha.

Amazing

Its amazing how you find such amzing people on line,yes,I know,you can find all types of werid people out there.But for me,its diffrent.I feel like that,at times,at the right time in my life when I need somehting or someone to show me something in my life,its there,when I am not looking for it.I dotn know,I just wanted to say that,its amazing.You can find such joy in small places or in big places,that you you dont even know.I thank God for that.He is amazing.He makes me amazing and He puts so much in my life that I am greatful,even when life can be so stressful.So I just wanted to thank God for all that He has done in my life,for all the wodnerful blesseings,good and bad.Thank you Lord.Amen.