Tuesday, May 9, 2006

Its true what the pic says,I wish I could reach out and hug you,letting you know,I care and love you

Hey all,I do wish I could just reach out to you all,give you a hug and a smile,just letting you all know,I love you,and your in my prayers.I love you all.

I want to know what eveyrone thinks by this?

Hi everyone,I was just thinking and thought I would give this a try out to you all.I would like to know what you all think.What do you all think about your life?Are you happy?What goes on in your everyday life?Maybe this is to personal.But i just thought about it and would like to know your opion on this or anyhting you would like to add.Thank you.Because,for me,I am still trying to figure it all out.Thanks again.Dont know if i have dont this beofr or not,but,if I did,I am trying this out again.lol.Have a great day.LOve you all.

how time flys

Hi eveyrone,hope all is having a good day.This pic here,it was just the 4 of them,now my family has been growing so much over the past years.At one time,it was just one nephew in the family,than,my neice,than the other 2 came along,and now,you should see.I have a big family now.I am going to add more pics of the rest of them later.Its amazing how your family grows,but I love watching them grow.Just dont ask me how old they are all now,because,I lost count.lol.Now I have all together 16 neices and nephews.I love being the Aunt,i love spoiling them.Anyways,I just wanted to share this pic with you all,I will add more later.I am a blessed aunt.Have a good day all.Peace out.

Sunday, May 7, 2006

Thats me in the pic,I know the dog is cuter.lol.

Hi all,how is everyone doing?Good I hope.Its kinda of a bum day today.lol.I am just being lazy.How ever,I did clean my room up som,which it needed it.Just letting you all know that is my in the pic with my couisns dog.Yeah,I know,the dog is cuter,right?lol.Her name is Peache.She is a cute dog.I think I been laying around to much today.Hopfully,will get some sleep tonight.lol.Which I am sure of,I dont have to go to work tommrow till 12.I cant belive I will be turning 34 this Sat.I am getting old.I probllay wont do much for my bday.Getting to old for sleep overs.OR am I getting to old for sleep overs?You think turning the age of 34 is to old for sleep overs?Let me know what you all think?lol.Or what should I do for my bday?Most likly,porbllay will just chill out and do nothihg.lol.Yal,have a nice daya nd I will catch yal later.Peace out.

Thursday, May 4, 2006

Good day

Good moring all,hcoffee13MA13756170-0004.jpgope all is well.I am good here.Thinking about taking a break from anything that has to do with writting.lol.I think maybe thats why shoulder is killing me.lol.So I may just take a break,but you never know about me and my breaks.lol.I feeling pretty good this moring.Other than my shoulder.lol.I have to get ready for work,so,I need to get off of here and get going.lol.I hope you all have a good day.One more thing on my mind,if you keep on dreading up the past,it is going to haunt you like,dont know the word to use,but you all get the pic.So,I just want to say,stop dreading up the past,let it all go.Its just going to eat you alive and you wont feel any good about yourself or anyone around you.So,let it go!!!!!!!!Peace out.

Wednesday, May 3, 2006

How do I tell you,I am ready?

How do you tell someone you love them so much you want to be with them forever?How do know the right words to say?IS that hard?How do you learn to let the past go and start living,which I am learning,day and day out,even thoe its hard.But I want to tell the man I am with,that i lvoe Him so much,I want to be with Him and no one else.I am ready to take that step,to marriage.I know its a major step to be being married,doing the wifly dutties.lol.But I think I am going to sit down and think tonight,thinking of writing Him a letter,that He needs to know how I feel about everything I am going through.Just felt like I had to get that out.lol.Any advice,would be much greatful.Have a good night sleep eveyrone.Cya in the moring.Peace out.

Being my own person!!!

You know its like I feel like I cant be my own person with everyone comming to me and telling me what to do and what not to do.this is my life and I am sorry if this upsets anyone and I shouldnt even say sorry,because this is my own life.If I want to do something,I will do it!!If I want to go some place,talk to anyone,that is my life and no one elses,but mine!!!I wish people would just leave me alone and let me live my life the way I want to live it.I try to be there for people,leand a helping hand,leand a shoulder,and I feel like its slap in my face.I am tired.From now on,this my life,no one will tell me what to do.I al letting go of all the bad negative stuff in my life and I am living my own.I am learning how to be  happy in my life,yes,its a strugle from time to time.But,realy,I am happy.I have always gone to people for help for advice,no more.I will go to the people who love me,which is my family and friends,and online friends,you know who you are.Dont get me worng,maybe I am just writting this now,just to let some steam off.I dont know.lol.I am tired of giving.I love the people in my life,my family,friends,online buddies.The newst buddies I have been geting to know.Roxymoma,Liz from there journal.This is the only life you have,live it for all you got.Live life to the fulest.Be happy.Thats all I have to say,for now.lol.Anyways.Peace out.Be blessed and be happy.