Sundays Happenings.

Hi everyone.

I hope all of are having a good night.I am about to go to sleep,I am pooped.LOL.I dont think any of you have seen a pic of my Mom and my Sister Christina,thats the one who talked to my Boss,I should have gone an talked to Him,but I forgot and was kinda scared to,ok I admit it,I am a chicken,but I do have to talk to Him.I have no back bone.LOL.Meaning,I am weak when I have to talk to my Boss.My Bakery Manager,She just doesnt want me to go,because Imentioned it to Her and She was like,thats net week.I didnt say anything.I should have told Her,well,you was the one that said I could go on my vaction when I came back to work.But I will mention that if I talk to my Boss.She has to give it to me.Besides,its not like its going to be busy.I do so much for my Boss,its not funny.she says She doesnt want to work me to hard,since I just got back,well She is,I have been doing so much,I just get so tired when I get off of work.But I do sleep better.Which I will tonight.I asked Gary if I should call the head Boss tommrow and talk to Him,Gary told me that I should do it in person.I am so afarid to do that.I dont know why.He did come by the bakery an I should have said something.But I am stupid.Thank you all for the kind,caring words you said in my entry the other day.I am going to try and get some sleep.I am going out with my Mom and my Sister and the kids.We are going to do some shoping and than have lunch.Chinies,I know I spled that worng.I am a bad speller.I probllay speled that worng to.Have a good night all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

I feel really stupid.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good evening.I am doing ok.I just got home from work.I had to close tonight,I said I would,so,I did,which I am getting the hang of now,even thoe I still hurt,but,actullay not to bad,how ever my feet are kinda hurting me now.But all in all,I am ok.Even thoe I been doing major heavy work,,since I got back to work,its been hard but I can do it.Good thing,I have a vaction comming up,which I am looking forward to it.How ever,let me tell you what happend today,which I wasnt happy at all about it and I have to fae it tommrow moring when I go into work.I am really embarssed about it.I dont want to go into work,because like I said,I will have to face it.When I went to work,my Boss just came out and said to me,I dont think you will get to go on vaction and I just looked at Her and said,so what do I do?She said I should go to the head Boss and beg Him to give me my vaction.Fisrt of all,She was on a power trip,when I came in,meaning She was in a bad mood.I will probllay be in a bad mood tommrow.I dont get it,I just dont get it.I dont get Her and right now,I dont get me.LOL.

I know this is a huge pic,but I like it.This is one of my fave shows,I hate that it is the last show this Tuesday,till next year.Anyways,I think we could use a new Bakery Manager,She will never give me my money back that She owes me.I could use that moen.Ok,let me get back to what I was talking about.She told me,that when I came back to work,everything was fine,that I would be able to go on my vaction,She even said She would give it to me,no matter what,than She turns around today and said,I might not be going on my vaction.I was mad and upset.I think She just said that  because,for one thing,like I said,She was in one of Her moods.I asked Her what should I do and She,first said,talk to the head Boss and beg Him,thoes were Her words.I think She just said that,because,She doesnt want me to go.Well,you know what,I am going,even if I get fired tommrow.LOL.Its not actullay funny.But,I either have to laugh,or cry.LOL.But here is the embarssing point.I texed my Sister,told Her I wasnt sure if I will get to go on my trip,She comes in the stoor and aske me were is my head Boss,my Boyfriend said,He was gone already,which He wasnt.So my Sister talks to Him and tells Him about our vaction,She explains that everything was set in motion,our plane ticket and our Disney Cruse.I didnt want to loose out on it,because,I put alot of money into it,so did my Boyfriend.Now I think about it,I dont want to go into work tommrow.But I have to face the music.I read in one of my friends here in J-land,Monea,sorry if I spelled your name worng.She was talking about,She had an embarssing moment.Well,I think this toped Hers.LOL.She tels Him that my Boss aid it was ok and that today,She tells me,I had to talk to Him and beg Him to go.He tells my Sister that everyhint should be ok,but He had to talk to my Boss.She isnt going to be happy with me.The thing is,my head Boss asked my Sister,why I didnt come and talk Him.now that I think about,I really hate myself for doing this.

Do you think everything will be ok tommrow?I think it will be ok,but I really feal bad about not going to Him and talking to Him.I can hear my Boss now.You cant handle things on your own,you have to get your Sis to help you do things.If She was in a bad mood today,She will be tommrow.I cant take it anymore.I o need to stand up for myself,I will talk to Him and tell Him that I am very shy when it comes to talk about things like this.My Bakery Manager will be like/I was going to talk to Him,and I didnt know my Sis was going to talk to Him.I am really upset with my Bakery Manager.I do alot for Her,go out of my way.But I know what will happend,She will lie,I think She will even lie about what told me.I am going to feel really stupid.I guess I will find out tommrow,what will happend.My Boyfriend says dont worry about it.I know my Bakery Manager will talk about me,She will probllay talkabout me behind me back.I can hear the other lady who works with us in the moring doing donuts,She wil be like,you are a big baby and cant hadle doing things on your own.if I have to,I will talk to my head Boss by Himself,not with my Bakery Mananger.I guess I am going to have to face the music.She can be so fake sometimes.Maybe I shouldnt say that.She even said to me the other day,talking about who is going to be presdient,I didnt sa anything,not going to.Shes voting for Obama,She said that Her and another lady who does cakes,because She is black and the cake lady is spanish,they are,I cant spell this word,mynoirty.I dont get into that stuff,I am tired of hearing it.I am not racist,I am the only white person back there.But I get along good with everyone and I like everyone.Dont get me worng.It just upset when She told me that.I was like,when She was saying,I said,dont get me involvd,because I said,I was voting for anyone.No one intrests me.I dont mean to offend anyone,that is not what I was trying to do.I think I need to get off of here and get some sleep.My stomach was hurting me so bad tonight at work,I felt like I wasnt going to make it,but I did.Ok,I think thats enough,I probllay talked your heads off.LOL.Anyways,have a good night,be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.I would like to know what all of your opions is on what happend to me at work.Thanks for barring with me.I will let you all know what happends tommrow.TaTa.

 

Weds Hapenings.

Hi all,

I hope everyone is having a good night.I am doing ok here,even thoe I am tottlay wiped out,tired,feel like sleeping for days.I guess I am glad to be back at work,for one good thing,I got my Health Insurance back,which only took 24 hours for it to get kicked back in.They have a new system when you punch in and punch out.You also have to take your own time card with you and done loose it,because if you loose it,you have to pay 10 dollors for another one.When you punch in and punch out,you have to put your index finger,kinda like getting finger printed.LOL.Which I think is a good thing,that way,people wont take other peoples time card by accident.If you have to stay a little later,the Manager has to punch you in,which I did today,I olny stayed one hour later.To be honest,I dont think I could ever work 8 hours,because,I sure did feel pain in my legs today.Because I had to pan everyday this week.Its hard,because you have to lift boxes up out of the cold freezer,which I shouldnt be in there in the first place.But its ok.Next time,I just know to wear long jeans.LOL.

I wish I was there right now,well,I actullay will be Sept 9th,for my Disney Cruise,which I am a little worried about asking my Boss of my Dapartment to let me off for just that week and I wont take anymore vactions till next year.LOL.So,please tell me,not to worry about it,because I am thinking I will get fired,which I probllay wont.Someone got fired today in our dapartment,because,for one thing She called out last night,but that wasnt it,She has been doing that alot of times.She worked with us before,got married an quit,than came back to us after She got a devorce,She than got married again and now is pregnat,but She isnt with the man,who doesnt even think He is the Father,kinda sad.You hear all kinds of drama.LOL.All in all,I am glad to be back at work,it sure does get my mind off of things.But I worry about the Doctor bills I need to pay on,which I am way behind.Do you all know anything about working with thoes people you see on tv that help people who are in debt?I was thinking about maybe looking into something like that who could help me payy off my Doctor bills.I worry about that all the time.I know I have bad credit all the time and it bites.Stresses me out all the time.I hate to ask my Dad for anything,even thoe I know He will always be there for me.Like I said,that stresses me out soooooooooo much.Now I forgot what I was going to say,hate when that hapends.LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout

pics.

 

Felistiy is the youngest in my Brothers family over in London,that is Her younger Brother Jacob,oing school work.

Zack and Stephen oing School work,they have Hom School.Stephen in the brown shirt is the 2 oldest Son.Zack is the 3rd oldest.

Emily is the oldest in there family.

Sunays Happenings.

Hi everyone,

How are all of you doing?I hope you all are doing good.Me on the other hand,is tired.Yup,its a good tired,I cant belive I even said that.LOL.I think I am glad to be back at work,even thoe its still hard for me,which I do belive its getting better each day.But it does keep my mind off from worrying so much about everything.LOL.I am trying to take it one day at a time.When I am at work,I try so hard not to think of being in pain.one of my CO workers,always tell me,She says dont think of the pain,block it out,its not so easy to do.Do you all have any advice on how I can do that?Do you think that will really help for me to do,to try and block it out?I want to realy learn how to find some tapes on pain,like I think it was Jeannette Jotting who said it would do me some good,I think when I go to the Libray,I will find something on that.I think its time for me to stand on me own 2 feet and leanr how to have a pastive out look in life.

I would love to go and see my Arthitis doctor to ask Him what would help the swelling go down for my knees,because they are always swolen.The only thing is,I havent seen Him in a long time,wonder if He will see me again?I am worried about my Boyfriend,He hasnt been doing to good,I went back to work and  now Hes out,He maybe going back to work Tuesday.He has to get a tooth pulled on Tuesday,His first tooth being pulled.Than His foot got really swolen and He had to see a foot Doctor,He gets the gout every now and than,he also had to get some blood taken,because the foot doctor is worried,because He saw some red marks on His legs,I forgot what its called,I know it starts with a C.If you all could say a prayer for Him,I would be greatful.Ok,I am going to get off of here and go to bed.I think once my head hits the pillow,I will be alseep.LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Weds Happenings

Hi everyone,

I hope you all are having a good evening.I am doing good here.My Second day at work was really hard,my first day went good.But my second day I felt like I was ready to pass out by the time I got off of work.It seems like when I start to hurting near the time I get off of work.I hope it starts getting easyer.I heard that it might take a while to get used to using my muscles,like my legs.I kinda like being back,gets my mind off of other things for a while.But I am only working 4 or 5 hours,that all I need.People tell me not to think of the pain,how can you not think of it?Do you all have any ideas?Because let me tell you,I am in pain by the time I get off of work and limping to the car.

I try to do little excerises when I am standing at work doing my job.Maybe I will start taking some Alieve.I wanted to asl you all if I should try to get on SSI,while I am still working?Maybe it would be a good idea to try to get on it,if  I do get on it,than maybe I can quit.Just a thought.One good thing I have is I called my Union about my Health Insurance,told them that it kicked out in July and I was bak at work,they said it only takes a few days to kick back,which I thought would take a few weeks,which I am glad it only takes 2 days.That way I can still go to the Doctors and get looked at,which I need to do before my vaction.I am hoping they will still let me go,I know I am not susposed to really have it,because I been out for so long.But we will see.Who wants to go in my place?LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.

Being my first day back,was rough.I did good thoe.

everyone,

I hope you all is having a good day.I am,well,being my first day back at work,was tough,but I did a good job.Right now,I am hurting some,but it is my firt day and I havent used some of my muscles,so,it will probllay be rough for the next few days.To be honest,I was doing good till about 9:00,than I started to saying to myself,I dont think I can do this.I tryed to keep thinking good thoughts.I did sit down 2 times,one time I sat down and got up,I didnt sit down long enough,so,my Boss told me to sit down for 20 munites with my legs proped up,which helped.So my first day was good.

Than when I went to clock out,which I didnt have to because they had to do it manullay,tommrow I have to get finger printed.LOL.No,I am not going to jail.LOL.WHen I went outside to wait for my Dad to pick me up,I was hoping the meat man who works in the meat dapartment wouldnt say anything,because He saw me limping when I went to sit down and when I went to get into the car,He saw me that I was having a hard time.I will tell you this,I cant work no more than 4 hours,thas all I can,by the last hours,I was hurting.We will see how the rest of the week goes and specillay tommrow.Thank you all for thinking of me and praying for me.I can already feel its not going tobe easy and I am kinda doubting myself.Dont get me worng,I did very good at work with getting everything done,which susprises me,but standing upf or that long of a time,even thoe its only 4 hours,is hard.I am now just resting my legs,so, I am going to get off of here and rest.Have a good day all and the rest of the week.I will probllay be back tpmmrow and let you al know how it goes.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.