Hi eveybody,
I hope everyone is sleeping good right now,while I am up,wide awake and I cant sleep.I feel that I am feeling alot better than I have been.Even thoe I feel a litle shaky,I am feeling better.I hate the middle of the night,its so cold in my room.Dad doesnt like us to turn up the heat at all.He said why do you need the heat when your under your covers?Well,it is still cold.Thats why.It gets on my nerves.But I deal with it.I feel I am ready to go back to work Sat.But I will see how I feel tommrow.I dont want it to back fire.I just know that even thoe I am feeling better,I knew I couldnt work and stand up all day feeling weak.I am going to ask the Dr if I can get a water pill to take off the water on my knee.I have alot of fluid on my knee.And my knee des hurt and I have a hard time getting down the stairs and when I take a bath or when I go to the bathroom,theres a little step when I go in my bathroom.Is it stupid for me to be afaird of walking?I get scared of walking sometimes,because,I get theeses thoughts in my head about me falling again,sometimes I get thoughts about falling down my stairs and I have 16 stairs.If I fall down them,it will be a nasty fall.Has anyone have Cyclobenzaprin 10mg?I think its susposed to help you relax,It helps some.Anyways,I am going to try and go back to sleep.Tommrow I need to try and wash my hair.I wash it everyday,but since I was sick I didnt wash it for 2 days.I am also hungry.Peaceout.