Good moring all,
I just want to say a quick note,i have alot of alerts and emails to catch up on.I will get to them as soon as I can.I had some puter problems again and couldnt get online.I hope it is fixed now.I miss you all and love you all.Be back later.have a good day.
Hi all,
How is everyone doing?Good I hope.I have 116 alerts and comments to check up on.LOL.I couldnt get on line yesterday till this evening Monday at 6.It wouldnt even let me log on,but,my Brother fixed it.You all will laugh and dont ask me hw it got on here.He said there was 620 porno junk on my Laptop.How it got on there,I dont know.I thought you all would get a kick out of that.I was not happy thoe,I couldnt get on and I wanted to also tell you all I didnt go to work today.
I culdnt have made it t work today,I woke up,not feeling good at all,I have been in bed all day,I feel like thats all I ever do is sleep.I need a life.LOL.And yes,I want to rent a Hotel,it doesnt matter if I am working or not working.I just would like to rent one and stay in one for a few days.Maybe have a friend stay with me.They have to have a Hot Tub in the Hotel.
I just also found out I have to pay for another bill.What else is new.Anyways,I have to get ready to g t bed,because,I have to be up at 4:30.I will catch up on mail later.I love you all.Have a good night.Be safe and kool.Peaceout.
Hi all,
I hope everyone is having a good evening.I am doing ok here,I am a little bumed out.I have a long week ahead of me.Ok,I was a little mad that I have to work a long day tommrow,I dont like working all day,specillay on Sundays.I have to work 10 to 6.My Boss knew I wasnt happy.But,She will get over it.I like Her alot.I cant help it if I got a little upset about my hours.Thats life.LOL.I may get upset about it,but,I do it anyways.She was like,if I dont like my hours,go talk to the manager,I didnt even say by to Her.I was upset,so,what can I do now?I will make it up when I see Her on Monday.Sometimes,She get on my nerves.But what woudl She do without me.
So,tell me not worry about it and everything will be ok?I have 48 hours this week.That is alot for me.It will be hard,but,I can do it.I will get tired,but,I can do it.Work can be a pain in da Butt.Dont get me worng,I love my job,I am glad to have it.Bu it can also stress me out and the people I work with.LOL.How do you leave work at work and not bring it home with you?Does anyone do that?I think it would be very hard to do.All I want to do now is come home and sleep,eat and sleep.LOL.
I havent even done anything fun this summer,I have to admit that.My Boyfriend and I havent had any time with eachother,I mean,yeah,a little bit,but,we havent had time,the time and fun we need.Let me tell you guys somehting,I need some fun.I am so tempted to rent a hotel for a fewdays,maybe near my job,maybe one that has a hot tub,would be so nice.I have always wanted to do that,maybe have a few friends stay with me.what do you all think?I so need to have some kind of fun in my life,but to be honest with you all,I really dont know how to do that.How do you do that?I think I have lost of what fun could be in my life.How do you just start doing things you need to do?I can honestly admit,I have forgotton how to do so many things.Anyways,I am going to get off of here and get some sleep.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
This is a pic of Me when I was about 8,sitting with my Grandma on my Moms side and that is my Mom.Oh,how I miss my Grandma.I never seen this pic before till today.
I look at myself and see the smile on my face,how happy I am,I would like to be that way again.Not having a care in the world,but,I was young than.My Grandma,She looked so happy and thats my Mom,She was so pretty,She still pretty now.I just thought I would share this pic with you all.Nite nite.
Hi all,
I hope you all are having a good day.I am doing ok here.I just got done vacuming and than I moped the floor,which it needed it.I also need to get into my room and clean it up some.Its not to bad thoe.so thats a good thing.LOL.I think.I am glad I am off today,even thoe I hate waiting all the way to Friday to have a day off.But I am just going to relax and take it easy.
Even thoe I worry about alot of things and yes,I do get depresed,but,I know one thing,my life may not be perfect and i may not be perfect,but,you know whats right in your life for the good,you know that finally you can leave the past in the past and you can go on.even thoe at times,it does get hard.I mean thats life,right?I dont need people telling me what to do,they think they know me,but they dont.They dont know anything about me,if they did,they would want to get to know Me,the kind of person I am.Let me just say,I am just saying this to get this out,it has nothing to do with anyone on line.I just feel I need to get things out.
We all struggle with things in life,struggel with the past,the presant and the future.I finally have to relize,I am a good person,the people who know me,love me for who I am.I love to give,I love to make people smile.This world is filled with to much anger and hate.Why cant we all just get along?Were is world peace?Will it ever happend?How do you know when your life will finally happend?when you stop being so afarid,live life the way you want to?Stop worrying about what people think of you.Is it worng for me to say all of this?I dont think so.Maybe I am just numb and cant feel a thing right now.
Let me just say,I am 35,yes,I still live at home with my parents,I dont drive,I work,I have a good job,I work in a groice stoor in the bakery dapartment.Work can be a pain,but,its my job,I am glad to have it,without it,I wouldnt have my insurance,I wouldnt have my shots for my Arthitis.I wouldnt have met a wonderful boyfriend who is always there for me.He spoils me.But,yet,something is missing,I can admit that,I am not afarid to admit it.But what is missing?How do you ever figure it out?I have a good family,who I know is alwys there for me.I have a few friends,you dont need a million friends to have friends.If you know what I mean.But I am glad I have my Online friends and my J-land friends.If it wasnt for this Journal,I would be lost.It has helped me so much,so much to get things out.Anyways,enough about Me.I am going to get off of here,maybe take a nap.I hope you all have a nice weekend.be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
Photo Scavenger Hunt #116 will be due on Sunday, August, 5, at 11:00 PM EST.
Our subject this week will be: "your/a favorite place" -
Jaymi from Throw me a Bone suggested this topic. Thanks, Jaymi! I think it will be an interesting one! Please put your FULL entry URL in the comments section below. If you have any questions about uploading or posting feel free to email me at valphish@aol.com. I hope you all have lots of fun with this one!!
Hi all,
This is my favorite place to be,my room,my bedroom,you can see my LapTop sitting on my bed and you can see the light from my Tv.I try and settle down at 8,I love my fave place to be,when settling down,I just try and relax,laying in m bed,checking email before I go to sleep,and I watch a little bit of tv.Yes,I have to have my Tv on all night long,I have a fan also that stays on,even in the Winter time.I think its the noise I like to hear,besides,sometimes I get hot and I like the air.So now you see my fave place to be.So,now,I am going to head to bed.Thank you all for enjoying my fave place to be.Have a nice night all.be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
Hi all,
I hope you all are having a good day.I am doing good here,just tired.I need a nice long nap.work stresses me out,some people just get on your EVER LAST NERVE!!!But I guess thats work ha?You try and do your best,but its never right enough.There was no way I was going to do double work,I wasnt going to pan and finsih all the bagging to.No way.My other co worker was like,whos going to finish all the bagging and I was saying to myself,well,I know you dont like to pan,so,you going to have to do somehting.She has 8 hours,I had 6 hours,I baged up bread till 9:30 this moring,than I went onto panning,you pan bread up for the next day to be baked and baged.Uuuuuuuuuh,dont you ever get tired of doing the same htings over and over again?How do you just let work not get to you?Ok,so,how do you let alot of thigns not get to you?I am so tired,I think I am going to go lay down and take a nap.I had a long day yesterday,my Boyfriend had to go to the dentist yesterday,He hadnt been to one in the longest time and He finally had to go.They said His teeth are good,it was His gums,they even took exrays 2 times to make sure and they didnt see anything,so,the Doc came in and took one look and said it was His gums.Poor thing,Men are such big babies.LOL.Shhhhh,you didnt hear that from me.He was so scared to go and didnt want to go.Who doesnt want to go to the dentist.We were going to go out today,but decieded not to,He still wasnt feeling good.I am also tired.So,I am going to say good night,well,its not good night.I am taking a nap.I just took a pain pil and its making me sleepy.I hope you all have a good day.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.
