sat happenings

This is a recent pic of me,its actullay pretty good,I think.lol.It was taken Christmas night,when my Sister was playing make over on me.lol.

Good Moring all,   

                    hope you all having a good start of the weekend.Unfortulay I have to be heading to work soon.I love working,dont get me worng,but,I sure do miss my hours,working in the moring,comming home,just doing nothing but relaxing.lol.I sure hope my hours will change.But,I mean,dont get me worng,you all know,I had a fit about in the past.I dont mmind it,because,I am getting used to it.But,some days you know how you feel like just doing nothing?I have one of them days today.I dont even feel like getting ready,dressed,cleaned for work.lol.Thats me,take it or leave it.lol.But I haverelized,just do my job,go in there,dont complain,it will be done in no time.lol.When my boss always ask me to do something,I do it for Her.Shes really a nice lady,very sweet and nice to get along with.I just dont understand why they have so many full timmers in our bakery apartment and they have so many part timmers,you think they would be nice enough to share and give hours to us.Thats what our old boss would do.But,its hard times,I know.I am trying to think posative,its not easy.I am trying to belive God has something instoor for me,is this were I want to be?I know right now,its were I should be,because,I have health insurance and I so need that.But I often wonder?What else out there could instoor for me?were do I go about doing that?Now that I have my Laptop,I can get on here,write in my journal and just go at it,with all my feelings and questions and answers I need.lol.I guess you can say,this is my favorite Christmas preasnt.lol.But,maybe,I should give myself a breal at late at night and getting some sleep.lol.Anyways,I better head off of here and,I guess,I have to get cleaned up.lol.I still have my private journal,which I might do some cleaning up in that eara sometime soon.I already figured out on how to helping Mom getting things cleaned up in this house.I am going to start with one room at a time.Thank you all  so much for nice comments.I love you all.I hope you all hav a nice weekend.what do you all have planed for?Work?lol.for thoes of you who arent working on the weekends,enjoy,relax,think of me while I am working.lol.For the rest of you,enjoy,Be safe and peaceout.Didnt relize at the time but the closing graffic is perfect for the above graffic of Me.lol.No,I am not concieted.lol.Thanks sazzymademe for the pretty graffic.

Its time for me to hit the hay,I am going to bed.Ta Ta.

Good night all,

                Yes,its late,with this new Laptop of mine,I love it.lol.I can get on and off anytime I want to.But I do need to get my sleep.lol.I just wanted to say to everyone of you all,thank you so much for the wonderful comments of encourgment you all have given to me yesterday concerning my day at work.I love you all.I love my J-land friends so much.I love getting to know you all,new and oldJ-landers.I see that I have a few new J-landers come to comment,thank you,I will be stoping by your journals soon.I just thank you all so much.It went ok at work today,I told the boss what happend and its not my falt,but,I saw the night gurad comming in as I was leaving.lol.she was heading to the bakery dapartment.I shouldnt worry,but,I wonder what She had said,cause,I know She was going to say something.Anyways,nite nite.Thanks again sooooo much to all of you.You mean the world to me.Have a nice weekend.Be safe and peaceout.

TGIF Which means PayDay.lol.WoooHooo

Good moring all,

                Hope you all having a good start of the weekend.I am doing better than I was last night.Work was ok untill about the time I was finishing up closing and geting ready to leave.Than,I was mad,I was really mad becuse the night guard who comes in and She wanted a donut.well,when your closing and I was told what to do.Clean out the donut window,package up all the donuts in a box and put them back into the window.She comes over and Shes like,whats up with this!She wasnt happy,I came over and I told Her,I told Her what I was susposed to do and that we had been doing that for a while now.The nerve of Her,what She had to say.She said,no,this hasnt been going on,your the only one who does it.I am like,no,I am not the only one who does it.I told Her,I said,every night,your susposed to clean out the donut window,pacakage them up and put them back into the window.She got really mad.She said again,NO!You only do that.I am like,no,I am not,I am sorry,if you have a problem,youu can talk to my manager.man,I was mad,everything was going alright till She came along.It makes me so mad when someone like that knows its not susposed to be like that and for Her to be telling me,that I am the only one who does it.How dare Her!!!Sorry,it just had me so mad.I was upset or anything,just mad,because the fact that Shes never been mean to me like that before.Shes always been nice.Well,the table will be turned.Oh,I will be nice and say Hi,but if She isnt nice back to me,what is that saying?What comes around goes around.lol.I know this isnt a big deal and it really isnt,but,come on now.It is just eritating.You know?Ok,I am done with that.Sorry,had to get that off my mind.Thanks for listening.I hope I dont get in trouble for this.when I go into work today,I will tell my boss what happend.Anyways,nothing much going on here,just working.This comming week I am going to help Mom get things cleaned up.try to,anyways.lol.You all have a nice weekend.Be safe and peaceout.This tag here,was made by a special friend who I have known for a long time.She comments on my journal sometimesShes a sweetie.Shes not a pspser.But I think this tag is just beatiful,and were I want to be right now.lol.Thanks Tazzie.

 

 

Just venting.

Thanks D's Designs for the opening graffic,I love it and thanks for Sonata creations for my closing tag.I dont have your journal,so if anyone who knows who has it let me.Thanks.

Yes,its me again,I made en entry earlyer,but felt like making one again.I am feeling a bit stressed out,I guess,I hide my emotions very good sometimes,than sometimes not.I am wearing myself out,trying to fiure out how to get things done,how to help my Mom,how to help myself.Worrying about bills,birthdays comming up,to many,I might add.lol.I am just so stressed and,I feel I cant stop moving,got to be on the go.I wish I could just for once,close everthing down for the day,just sleep.Thats probllay what I shuld of have been doing in the first place.I have so much to do,I dont know were to beging.I maybe feeling a bit depressed,just trying to get it all taken care of.I know my Mom depends on me alot.But sometimes,I just wish I could just be on an island all by myselfok,maybe with my boyfriend.lol.But than again with the way I am feeling right now,I dont know.I havent decied on what to do about my shots.I have to fill this paper out,so,it can help me to get them free or help the cost go down.I am not getting enpough good sleep at night.I just feel all out of sorts today.I dont want to go to work.But I think I need to.shoot,been off for a while.lol.Thats probllay whats worng with me.Theres alot of change I would like to change about myself.Dont know were to begine on that.I am just stressd out.Feeling like I cant stop.I feel like I have to be doing something,always moving.Anyways,sorry about venting on.Hope you all have a nice day.Be safe and peaceout.I am depressed,because I have to look at my room and it needs so much changing.I dont like change,let me tell you,I try to rearange things around,and it goes ack the way it is.Crazy I know.

 

I know what I am doing todat,what are you doing today?lol.

Good Moring all,

                   Hope you all having a good one.I know its been a few days since I weotr an entry.I have been busy and I havent been feeling well.Mostly I just been reading and commenting on other peoples journals.Nothing much here today,I think I am going to take it easy today before going into work at 4.I am just so tired.Been waking up feeling tired.I have some good news ans hope it all pans out.My brother and His family from London,from what my Mom told me,will be comming home sometime in Mrch.It will be nice to see all of them.I have pics to share as soon as I get my phone bac.lol.I think and I hope I left it in my boyfriends truck.lol.He asked me last night if I had everything and I thought I grabed my phone,but,I guess I didnt.i hope it is in His truck.Dont know why I am so tired.I think I am oing to go back to bed.We been busy here the last few days and my brother comming,I am sure my Mom will put me to work and get the house cleaned up,why,I dont know why,they seen the house before.lol.I think we need a make over house done to.lol.We have so much jonk that needs to be thrown away,how long its been sitting here,you dont want to know.lol.Yeah,but,when everyone else,including my sister or brother,if they have to much stuff and dont have enough room,were do the put it?Yup,yu guessed it,here.lol.Anyways,I think I am going to go lay back down for a while.I felt like I had been off for a whole week.Thats because my Boss calls me yesterday at home and swiches my day off for yesterday and I work today.lol.So,I had Mon,Tued and Wed off,I work the rest of the week.Thank goodness.lol.I need to work.I hope you all have a nice day today.Tues and Wed were our first cold days and it was cold.lol.Today is a little cold,but will probllay warm up.I wish we could just get a little bit of snow.Ok,I am done now.Be safe and peaceout.One more thing.lol.I love being on high speed inter net,it is so much faster than being on Dads puter.I love it and I can listen to the viedos now and can download anything fast.Wooooooohooooooo.I love my Laptop.I know,I know,when I say I am done,I am not.lol.Ok,got a question for ya.How do you start cleaning and getting everthing done when theres so much stuff to get rid of?I want to start cleaning and getting rid of things.But how?Thanks

Was just thinking of what day it was today.lol.

I cant belive how late it is.I have to get to bed,becauuse,I am really tired.But its alot of fun having my Laptop.I am enjoying this alot.But,I am falling alseep.I got a few things done in my room today.Seems like,so little time during the day.Anyways,you can all probllay tell I am tired.I want to send out a little package to ,y Sister N law for Birthday.Its my Sister N laws on the 9,my cousin and my oldest nephew is on the 10.As sad as it is,I never speak to my couisn anymmore,but,I guess,life goes on.I am ok with it.I did send Her a card and I will call and wish Her a happy B-day.I try and text message but She never replys back.Oh well.Anyways,hope you all have a good evening.Be safe and peaceout.

I just did an entry,now I am going to glay down.

OK,lets try this one more time,I guess when you are not on line,Aol will go off if your not on line for a long time.lol.I had a whole entry that I had already done.Maybe this is better.Because,it was turning out to be a kind of lously entry day,which turned out to be an ok day.lol.Mom and I kinda got into it,but only because She was sick and not feeling good.I was trying as much as I could to help Her out.She didnt want it.But She didnt know that I called my boyfriend earlyer at work this moring to pick up a few things and bring them by the house.Mom didnt know.lol.So,were ok now,no biggie.But I just worry about Her so much and hate it when She isnt feeling good.I try and not think about how long She will live,I know thats bad of me to say,but,She has been so sick all the time and Her health wise isnt good.I worry for Her and my Dad.Now you know why sometimes I dont want to leave the house,because,I worry for them.But I do need a life of my own,I know that to.Anyways,I think I been on line here to much.Its a habit now,that I have my Laptop and I use it all the time and be anywere in the house anytime.lol.I hope you all have a nice day.Looks like the sun is out for awhile.Its about time.I was sick of the rain.I think I could use some snow.lol.After looking at thoes pretty snow graffics.Just enough snow the kids could play in and I can take some pics of how pretty it looks in our yard.I hope you all have a wonderful day.Be safe and peaceout.