Maybe you guys can answer a few questions for me?Thankie.

Good evening yal,

         Seems like lately I been journaling in the evening time.Have no time during the day.I always busy.Well,I get online in the moring.lol.Ok,to answer your question,Jaymi,my boyfriend and have never spend New Years together,alot of reasons,but one main reason is,because,He gets up early for work,so,He goes to bed way early before 12.lol.Would be nice to sepnd it with Him.But before He goes to bed we have our own little NEw Years.I know,you all,think I am this werid chick.lol.But you still love me?kidding.lol.Things have finally settled down some.I still feel like I need a few days of sleep.lol.But who really ever gets even that?I do want to let you all know,by Friday,I will be on my own Puter in my room.Gary bought me a Laptop for Christmas,I am going with Comcast high speed,I have no clue what to do,but when they come and hook it up,they will show me.But what I want to ask you all is,now before I ask,my Dad still has His puter dow stairs and what I am asking is,will I still be able to have my online journal through comcast?I know nothing about Comcast.I guess I would probllay have to set up a new name and everything.I dont know.Dont know if any of you all out there,that has Comcast?Comcast and aol is diffrent,I know that,but what I am saying is,will I still have my journal,can I still have my name?But if not,my journal will still be here.lol.Werid,I know.lol.So,if any of yal know about Comcast internet,let me know.My boyfriend is setting this all up and the bill is going to Him,but,He gets a discount because,He has Comcast Cable.I know,I am spoild.lol.But its His falt.lol.But,I never had this kind of love,I know its not all about gifts,its about loveing eachother,He knows I dont have much,and I strugle alot with money wise.But,I have more than others.

I am off to sleepy land.lol.

Good evening yal,

             Hope you all are having a good one and I hope you all had a good Christmas.What is everyones plans for the New Years?I usllay have my bestfriend over for the New Years,but,I think She is probllay doing something.So,I am probllay going to have one of my co workers over,that used to spend the night all the time.lol.Boy,can She talk.lol.Shes a talker.Maybe this time,I will be bale to stay up and watch the ball drop,I am usllay fast alseep by 12.lol.Because,I am so tired from work.I am glad things finally setlling down,I hope.lol.I am still a little stressed out,mainly because,I am just tired.All I want to when I get off of here is go to sleep and thats what I tend to do.lol.Do you ever get scared at night?Maybe thats a stupid question to ask.But sometimes,I get scared and sometimes I would go down stairs to make sure my parents are ok.I guess its a fear of mine,that I always think somehting bad is going to happend.But I cant think that way.Its not a good thing to think like that.I worry about my Mom the most,I worry about my Dad to,but my Mom,She worrys me.Shes had sevral strokes before.But all I can do is pray.I havent been very good at that for a long time.You know that boyfriend of mine,He is so good to me.I mentioned the Lap Top to you all earlyer,He is going to call Comcast in the moring and maybe if I get it all set up,He can probllay get a dis count,because,He already has Comcast cable.I know,I am spoild and my Sis always says I am,well,not always,She told that to my boyfriend.lol.Hey,I deserve it!!!!!! I am not conceited.lol.At least,I hope I am not.lol.Boyfriend and I might go see Rocky tommrow,I hear its the best one yet.I iwll let you all know how it is,if we see it.Well,I am turning in for the night.If you all want to send a text to my cell,I think my mobil is set up,not sure,but you can try if you want.lol.Have a good night.Be safe and peaceout.One more thing,I feel kidna werid,I dont know why.I feel strange,have you ever felt that way?

 

                                                                 

The day after Christmas.

Before I start,I wanted to ask you all if any of you all know what kind of chip I need for my lap top,so,I can just take it anywere and be online?I know theres a chip,and I know its probllay not cheap.But I wanted to know if you all knew.Thanks.I have a compau laptop.

Good moring yal,

                        I hope you all had a great Christmas.We had a good one here.It was nice.It was nice having the family here and my boyfriend.But I was missing my Brother and family in London.Mom was mentiong they might be here next year.That would be nice.I wish I had taken some pics last night,I should of used my pic  phone.lol.Dinner was good.My boyfriend had His dinner in His lap.lol.He was embaressed,but,told Him dont worry about it.lol.It was all over Him.lol.There was lots of food,it was all so yummy.Specillay the sweet patoes.The kids was not every intrested in dinner,as they hadnt open the gifts yet.lol.They had to wait till after dinner.They was not very patience.lol.But when it came time,all the kids just started unwraping all the gifts and wraping paper evewere.lol.But they all had a blast.my 2 little nephews,was so cute,they was the same size and it was funny because they just kept looking at eachother and wodnering why are you my size?lol.But they had fun playing with eachother.Everyone actullay helped cleaned up.I was susprised.lol.After everyone left,it was only my Sister,her Hubby and the kids and Mom and Dad and Me.My Mom bought me a makeup kit and my Sis was doing a make over on me and my Mom.lol.I didnt take a pic of mom,but I took a pic of myself,so,I will share that one later.I need to learn how to do that myself.I like make up.Mom and Dad bought my some makeup,a nice coat,but,I am taking it back because it wasnt the color I wanted.But it was nice.I also have a 25 dollar gift card from Target.My Sis bought me theeses,kinda like house shooses,but its a masger foot shoose,when I am sitting at the puter,I can wear them and my feet will be warm.lol.But once I get my lap top up and running,I will be in my room.lol.I hope you all had a nice Christmas.It was nice just reading all the journals and hearing about all of your Christmas moring.Have a nice day.Be safe and peaceout.

Merry Christmas to you all!!!!!!!!!!!11

 

Merry Christmas to everyone,

I hope its all going to be a good one for you all.Be safe out there what ever your doing.I just want to say thank you,for allowing me to geeting to know you all here in J-land.You all are special to me.J-Land has been blessing to me.I never knew there was anything like J-land out there.I never knew my journal would make it this far.But you guys helped me to make it this far and I thank you for that.I thank you for all the wonderfull comments,emails,greatting cards you have sent me.I wish each and everyone of you here in J-land and my online friends a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.I am really tired and I need to get some sleep.Its been a busy day for me and will be one fro tommrow.I think my hands has had it frrom,working,typing and wraping.lol.Get this,I wont get to be able to open my presants till 4 when everone is here.lol.My Sis has my preasnts from Mom and Dad.lol.Hey,you guys,dont forget to say Happy Birthday to Jesus.He is why we are here,even thoe we dont understand why were here.He deserves all the blessings.Goodnight all and no peaking,you have to wait.lol.Be safe and peaceout.

I just want to say thank you.

I just wanted to take a moment and say a special thank you to everyone who sent me a Christmas card.I love them all,they mean alot to  me.I also want to say,I am sorry if I forgot to send a card out to you.If you didnt get one,let me know.But I just wanted to say Thank you.You have all been so special to me in my life and been there with me,through the good,the bad and the ugly.lol.But you have and I just want you all to know you are all special to me.I never relized how wonderful it is that you can meet online so many good and caring people.Thank you so much,to all of you,to my J-landers and my on line friends.I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a wodnerful HAppy New Year.

Wake up sleepy heads!!!!!!!!!

Good moring sleepy heads!!!!!!Time to wake up and smell the snow.lol.Ok,no snow here,but you J-landers out there who have snow and are up and not awake yet,go outside and step your feet in the snow.That would wake you up.lol.I am feeling pretty good today.Thigns are fnally settling down and come monday,it will all be ok.lol.Actullay cant wait for Monday.I want my Lap Top.lol.But than I have to set it all up and I think I have to get high speed soemthing so I can get online and let me tell you.I will be in my room all the time.lol.Sitting in front of my tv and being on the internet.Someone was telling me,it is probllay more costly to get high speed for being on a Lap Top,I no nothing about Lap Tops,this is my first of ever having one.I have a desk puter,but,its never been set up,some say its no good,but,I think its good,just needs to be hooked up.I wish I could seel the thing,give the money to my boyfriend,but,than He would probllay share it with me.lol.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get a few things done.I hope you all have a nice weekend and a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.Be safe out there.Peaceout.One more thing,dont know if I mentioned,but,I will do a Christmas entry tonight.

I have been taged

 

 

I've been tagged by:Roxy's Graphics,This That and Hockey,sevral other people,cant remember all of them.lol.

The player of this game starts with "3 things he/ she would love to get for Christmas" and also has to list "3 things he/ she definitely does not want to get for Christmas".
Then he/she tags 5 friends and list their names.  The ones who get tagged need to write on their blogs about their Christmas wishes, as well as state this rule clearly, then tag 5 more victims. And the one who tags needs to leave a comment that says "you've been Christmas tagged!" in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

 

Ok,I am finally doing this one,I been taged by so many J-landers,Roxy taged me first.lol.Than This that and hocky.lol.And dont remember who else.lol.

 

3 Things I would like for Christmas

I also would want world peace around the world and specillay in my family,Would love for my boyfriend to finally put a ring on my figner.lol.For my Mom not be sick all the time.I am getting my Lap top so,that I already have,not yet,have to wait till Christmas.lol.Than have to get everything set up.lol.

 

 

There is something I would like for Christmas,but that is somehting in my heart that I need to be brave enough to do this,meaning,making peace with someone.

 

I also would love a web cam.lol.So I can see everyone and my family in London.I miss them alot.

 

3 things I dont want for Christmas:

 

no more bills.lol.

 

things going bad,I dont want that.

 

I dont want no more bad hours.

 

 

Ok,I have been taged so no you do it.lol.Not going to put who I want to be taged,so,who ever is reading this,you just better do it and be done with it.lol.Have a great weekand and Merry Christmas.