Who got a christmas card and who didnt?And who would still like one?

One more thing,dont know if anyone cought the last entry,just wanted to ask you all,who got a christmas card and who didnt get one,so,I can know not to send yal another one,unless you want one.lol.I know Xxroxymomaxx and maybe a few got theres.Or if anyone would like one,just let me know.I got a few in the mail from my J-landers,thank you,I love em.Maybe I will add pics of them or when I get a whole bunch.Thanks again.I love you guys.

Still not a good day/evening.So much tension in this house,I can bearly stand it.I feel like everything is my falt,I know I said things that shouldnt have been said,but,She did to.Sometimes,things are just best left unsaid,meaning,just not even talking,which,that was what today was,not talking at all.Shes walking around here,I hate it.I dont know what else to do.I cant just go up to Her and give Her a hug and say I love you,its to hard right now,because,She wouldnt take it.I feel She  thinks I dont care.I dont like going to be angry,or even it being like this.But if I went and said sorry and said I love you,She would be like,you dont mean it,so,I am not going to say anything.Maybe I will write a note before I go to bed,She might not even read that.What bugs me is and I hate to say it.She will never tell my Sister whats going on,today,I think She did.But,it hurts the fact that,I feel as thoe,my Sister comes first.That is worng for me to say and I love my Sis and my family.I am crying inside and I dont know what to do anymore.I am miserable and no one understandw hat I am going through.But,yet,when it comes to Friday,getting payed,and She needs things for Sat and for church,I hate to say it,things are usllay better by than.But I feel like its all my falt,I do everything worng in Her eyes.I know I said some things I wish I could take back.What I said,I probllay have mentioned before earlyer is that,She doesnt help me,but,She was saying things to.And I am the one who has to be the bigger person.Like,She thinks I dont see things,what goes on,or when we argu,its my falt and Dad yells at Her and She gets mad at me and says,Dad doesnt see what I do.I hate it.Yeah,sometimes,I want to die,and not be on this earth.Maybe than She would care.Ok,yes,I know She cares and loves me.I am ok.But it hurts,She doesnt know I am hurting and I know She is hurting.But what else can I do?I and swear if She goes into Her room and slams that dang door one more time.I am going to bust out.So thats it for tonight,I think.Cya later.

This is not a good day.

I had a whole new long entry all written out,but,something hapend and got booted off.I am not happy camper right now.What turned out to be an ok moring,turned out to be a crapy evter noon.What was planed for us today,a girls shoping day,which looks like it wont happend.Mom and Dad got into a fight,Mom was mad,than She told me to call my Sister tell Her She was not feeling good and wasnt able to go,my Sis didnt belive it and She wouldnt have,because we were all up to it untill that happend.Now Shes mad at me,because,I didnt tell my Sis the right thing,she wouldnt have belived me and She would of wanted to talk to Her.And She did.So Mom and I are mad at eachother.She said some things,than I said some things,which we probllay both didnt mean to say,but it happend.She mentioned me about seeing a shrink and getting meds to help me,was yelling about it,but,I know when She ever calms down,She would be ok,because,She has said,it has helped me.Than She was saying,I help you out,and I had to say,when?Me and my big mouth.But its true,She has helped me,yes,but,I guess now I am older,who helps me?My boyfriend,He is always there when I need Him.Yes,my Dad takes me to work and to the Docs when I need to go,but,He even complains about that.She just doesnt get it.I am begining,right now,to just hate Christmas,and I know She is not liking it right about now.She is sad and depressed.She said some things,that,I am worried about,but,I know She will be ok.I just wish She would see,that She needs some help,maybe a mild pill that could calm Her down.Yes,Her and Dad got into it and it wasnt nice.We got into it.Shes not speaking,not speaking to me and dont know when She will.And right now,I dont care.lol.Its not funny,it is sad.This house is sad.Even if I was to move out on my own,which right now I cant afford it,to be honest,I dont want to move out,till I get married.lol.I dont want to live with a roommate,because,I have heard,that doesnt work out.I just have to lvie with the stress in this house for time ebing.She probllay thinks I dont love Her,I dont understand Her,I dont want to do stuff with Her.Thats not true.I get jealous sometimes,well,mad,because,when She gets like this and when She talks to my Sister,She wont bring up the bad stuff.She will say we got into it.I love my Sis and my family.They been there for us alot.But,my Mom makes me angry and I am sure,I make Her angry to,which now I do.To make the long story short.It was susposed to be a nice day,which I dont know when it will hapend again.Even when boyfriend,Gary,gave me money to go out shoping.So,dont know whats going to happend.I am depressed,I am mad,I am angry,hurt and know She is feeling like that to.I dont know what to do to help Her.BEst thing I can do right now,is just stay away.Menaing after I get off of here,I am going to take a pill and go to sleep.Wish I can just go to sleep foever and not wake up.She took all the Christmas decortions down.Thought She was going to throw the tree out the door.Which right now,I dont care.So,you see how my day went.Am I being a brat?I want to be ther for Her,but when She is like this,I dont know how.So,I am just going to stay away.One more thing before I go.COuld you all tell me who got a Christmas card from me?I nee to know,so,I wont send another one,unless you would like one.lol.So just let me know who got one and who didnt and who still would like one.Thanks.Be safe and peaceout.

I am going to bed.lol.

    

Thank you Dedesings for my pretty tag.I am still working on getting the graffics strighten out.Thanks for doing that for me.I am greatful and blessed.

Hi all,

        Hope you all are having a good evening.I am doing good here.I am just tired,worn out,I think I really need to change my diet around a little,might do me some good.We shall see.lol.I actullay had a prety good day at work.WOW!!! lol.I am getting used to the hours,so,I am ok with it.But,I think I might take next Sat off.If someone can call my boss up and say that She couldnt work this past fri and sat and She got out of it?That kinda makes me mad.But no worries.lol.Tommrow,I am going Christmas shoping with my Sister and neice Katie,dont know who else.ts usllay just us girls.lol.I just have to get a few people.Boyfriend is so hard to by for.lol.But I am going to have to cut this short.Can you tell I am tired?Be safe and peaceout.This is a recent pic of me.Its ok,but,dont like it to much.My neice was trying to make me smile and She said,come on now,princess smile.lol

interdoucing Tags by Angela

Hi all,

       I wanted to mention to you all,that Dazzling Designs has now opened up a new tag journal,were all of Her tags will be,She is just starting it now.Because She has so many,She is trying to put it all together in one tag journal.Here is the link,take a look,join up.Her art work is beatiful.She is very talanted.Thank you.For some reason if the link doesnt work,you can go to Her journal.

http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/TagsByAngela/

Happy Sat

Happy Sat to all,

                    Hope you all having a good weekend.I am doing pretty good here.Nothing much to do today,execpt jsut going to work.What fun.lol.I am blessed to have a job.I am not even going to worry about whats going on there anymore.Cant deal with it.lol.My boss,did ask me if I wanted to stay later last night,so,I did,I stayed till 8.So I was working 1 to 8.Boy,was I tired when I got home.But its nice to have some extra hours.So,next week,I wil get a good check.Seems like everything is going by so fast.Christmsa will be here before you know it.My boyfriend,Gary lost His cell phone last night at work,didnt relize it till He took me home.Can you belive it,the asstt manager of the stoor found His phone clip,with no phone in it.Dont understand why people would do it.Sometimes I look at it,like,I hope they really needed that phone.lol.But,I feel bad for Gary.Shelly,I am sorry you didnt get the neckless,that just bums me out.I am going to have to make you another one.Or if anyone would like a beaded neckless,which I lvoe to do.Jsut let me know,I can done one with a favr color.No charge.I just do it for fun.I will be adding a greaffic.Not,dont ask me why,theeses graffics work.But,when I go to get them in email,the ones who tag them for me,I understand,they already have a name for it and .gif.I am still working on it.Just wish I can put all the beatiful christmsa graffics in here.I hope you all have a nice day.I have to hurry p and get ready for work.Usllay once I am at work,it goes by fast,becuase,you have so much to do.Last night,I love owrking with one of my co workers,SHe makes me laugh.lol.Have a blessed day all.Be safe and peaceout.Ok,one more thing,if you all have any ideas for me with graffics,let me know.I know I am probllay being a pain to some.But I do thank you all for helping me through this.You all are such a blessing to me.

Fwd,cant remember hwo sent it to me.SOrry.zMy bad.lol.

 I cant remember who I got this from,I belive Krissy and Her Sister,but,not sure,but,this was alot of fun.Thanks.

1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?  paper,but,some of the adults,get gift bags. :)

2. Real tree or artificial?   Our tree,the poor thing,its a pretty lit atrficl tree,the one with really pretty colors.Why I say,poor thing,because,it most of the time,comes up Christmas Eve night,goes down,New Years DAy.lol.
3. When do you put up the tree?  oooooooooooooops my bad,already said that one.lol.
4. When do you take the tree down?  well,like I already said,New Years Day 5. Do you like eggnog?Havent had it in ages.lol.So,wouldnt remember if I did or not.lol.  6. Favorite gift received as a child?This one is easy,I was so hooked on The incredable Hawk,I got a stretchable one,love it,till my pain in the butt brothers,stretched it so long,it broke. and I was mad.lol.  7. nativity scene?  My Mom has sevral,but,She hasnt been in the mood lately to do any decorating.

8. Hardest person to buy for?  Thats easy,my boyfriend,Gary.lol.and my oldest nephew,as He is getting older,I dont know what to get Him,He loves to read,but,wants you to read for Him.lol.9. Easiest person to buy for? My Sister

10. Mail or e-mail Christmas cards?  Boy,this year,I am early,last year,was a little later.I am already have tons of christmas cards ready to go out.I do email some,but,most of them I snail mail,so,if anyone would still like one,just let me know.11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?  Well,I been pretty good,cant remember getting anything I didnt like.Now if you say,what gifts have you wraped.lol.Thats a funny story.lol.Maybe will add that in an entry.lol. 
12. Favorite Christmas Movie?  I love Maricale on 34 street,but,I my all time fave classic movie and cant think of the is,one were He goes to sleep and gets a visit from 3 ghots.I cant think of the name.lol.13.When do you start shoping for Christmas?Way back in the summer time.lol.No doubt.I have to.lol.With as many as neices and nephews I have,and a big family.I got to.lol.   
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?  Is that susposed to be funy?lol.Recycle and give it to someone else?lol.No,dont tihnk so.lol.15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?  Just about the same thing we eat at Thanksgiving,but,we have Turkey and Ham,or sometimes Ham.
16. Clear lights or colored on the tree? Of course,color lights.

17. Favorite Christmas song(s)?  Silent Night 18. home?  Only time I think I can remember when I was little,is going to Texas to visit Grandma and Granddad,other than that,nope,we stay home.

19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer?  "On Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, on Comet, Cupid, Donder and Blitzen!"... and Rudolph the Red-nosed Reindeer (copied from Val.  I could only remember three + Rudolph.)Who ever wrote this,I coped it from you.lol.Thanks for copying it form someone else.lol.
 
20. Angel on the tree top or a star?  Angel,one time,had a star.
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning? When we was little kids,we always beged to open one on Christma Eve,than Momand DAd would say,you might be a little disapointed in the moring.lol.I think one year we did that,never again,not even now as I am an adult.lol.But,everyone calls me the snooper.lol.

22. Most annoying thing about this time of year?  Rushing to get everything done,going out into the rush of the malls,dreadful.Mom getting stressed out.lol.23. Favorite ornament theme or color?  Doesnt really matter,I love to look at all the ones we have from when we was little till now,I even have some my friends gave me.24. Favorite for Christmas dinner?  I thought I already said that?lol.25. Do you have Jesus in your heart this Christmas? Of course!!!!!!!!But if you all could say a prayer for my Dad,He isnt saved.Thank you.That would be the best Christmas gift ever.
Thanks, Val.  This was fun to do.  Blessings in Christ,  Penny 

Thanks guys,that was fun.Now you all can do the same thing.I cant remember if I was susposed to send this to someone.lol.Just let me know.lol.I am going to bed.lol.Goodnight.Be safe and peaceout.