good evening

Hi everyone,

              Hope you all is having a good evening.Brrrrrrrrrrr it is cold outside.Santa is on His way.lol.Few more weeks left.I am ,lets say,half way done.lol.I am doing alot better than I have been,sory,that was me just being that,you know girls,time of month thing,just ask my Mom,you wan to stay clear away from me for at least 4 days.lol.I feel better,I think I need to change my whole diet,well,my doc says I need to.I went to see Him today,everything looks fine,execpt for my high blood presure wasnt very good,its 190,when I told my Mom and Dad,dont think they looked to happy.Well,you know one thing,when I was working more,I was eating that much more.Now I am eating everything in sight.I am not heavy.But HE said I need to eat more health wise,dont we all.lol.I forgot that old saying my Mom used to say about living life to the fulest or somehting like that.lol.Anyways,He wants me to try drinking proten shakes and eating the bars.You think I am really going to do that?lol.I would love to try,its just hard,I know,everything is hard when you look at it.I was telling Him how stressful I have been and thats why He was telling me theeses things,eating more healthy.I was talking about my Mom and I could belive what He said,just what some of my wonderful J-land friends have told me and He even pointed out,that,HEs not saying just to say it,that maybe I should try and live with a room mate.I honestly dont think I am ready to move out,ok,maybe,I am not ready to leave the nest.lol.For one thing,I cant afford it.He said He was one of them docs who dont force pills down your throat.I guess that is a good thing,yes,its a good thing.Other than that,I guess,I am doing ok.I want a good life style for me,just dont know how to work it out.How do you change your life style,the way it has always been?I know I say,I want to change,thats all nicely said and done.But,how do you go about it and keep at it?Anyways,I guess thats it for now.I am going to add a greaffic.wooohooo.lol.But,please,dont be mad at me,because,let me tell you,I keep looking at this grafic and looking at it and looking at it and saying,what am I doing worng?When Sazzy sends me Her graffics,they are already named and I have no problems.But I am till working on it.Just know,I love each and everyone ofyou J-landers out there.Thank you so much for always being there for me,helping me and encourging me along the way.Thats what were here for,right?HAve a good night all.Be safe and peace.

My ims are working.wooooooooohooooooooooooo

Its me again,my ims are open.Woooooooooohoooooooooooo.I went onto my Dads screen name and reset the parent controls,dont ask me why,He set it were I couldnt Im anyone.lol.He said,He didnt even know how He did that.So,I am here,my ims are open,now lets work on the other problems.lol.

To starsentrance,

This is to starsentrance,Hi,I have been trying to email you,but,it says you are not a known member,or you have your mail blocked.I would like to talk to you.Just remember,I am also having problems with iming people.So,if you need to email me,please do.Thank you for your help.I know,J-land is full of wodnerful and loving,caring people.Thanks.

Urgent,need help with graffics.lol.all taped out.lol.

Ok,now,I am asking for some help with this,cant do it alone.I am not going private,I am staying the way I am.lol.But,I am asking,I am frustated,with this whole graffis sitution,I know,I cant spell.lol.I would love so much to use all of the wonderful beatiful christmas graffics,before,christmas is over.lol.I cant,what so ever,take all of me to figure out what I am doing worng,or is it the puter.I try everything,with Photo Bucket,still doing the same thing everytime when I do what you all tell me and comes up with jpg.Is there another way,I can save the beatiful graffis,keep them the same way and use them into my journal?I am getting stressed out by this again.I know all of you are being kind enough to help me out.But I am all taped out and its killing me not to put any graffics into my journal.Unless,someone put a virus in my puter,which I dont think that happend,and I hope not.But Photo Bucket isnt helping me at all.I try and I try and I try to do it the right way and nada,sipo,nothing.WHAT IS GOING ON?Please Help.I am not usllay this way,but,I am tottlay beside myself with all this.lol.Besideds my Mom is on a rampage again,not with me,with my Sister.lol.Its the Holidayslol.It always is.lol.She gets this way and no one knows what to do.But,me,I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE GRAFFICS!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doing much better today.

good moring all,

        Hope all is well in your world.Nothing much today,just probllay chilling out till I go to work at 4 to 8.Than I a off again tommrow.But,tommrow,I go to the doctors,which I am glad,so,the doc can tell me whats going on.I am sure I am fine.But it salways good to know what your blood work says.Maybe He can sort things out and help me get on the right tack.I am still having problems with graffics.I wanted you all to see whats going on,I want to thank you for the ones who been helping me out and sorting this all out.No matter what I do when I go to PB,download it,it is always comming up with .jpg instead of .gif.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get a few things done.I hope one of theeses days,I can get this problem taken care of.lol.Have a nice day all.Be safe out there.Did you all hear about that couple who was traped in the snow for sevrals hours and made it out alive,but there husband is still missing.I hope and pray He is alive.Be safe and peaceout. Cherry,I have been doing that,I put the name,than add.gif,I am not doing it worng.One more thing.I think someone I know,no one from J-land,but,I belive someone is messing with my journal.May just have to go private again.You think this is funny,what your doing.You know who you,you will never stop,just because,you are lonly and missing someone.I am done.

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what turned out to be a dreadful day,turned into a good day after all.lol.

Hi all,

       good evening to you all,I am actullay in a better mood.lol.Thanks for baring with me.Even thoe,I am still having tons of problems with graffics,I cant even show the pics of my family in London,my brother and His family,I have some good pcis and I just dont understand it.lol.Its not as stressing me out as it was.But,sure wish I knew what the problem was.I miss addding graffics and I a trying everthing in the puter world to see what is going on.My Dad isnt a puter wiz.My brother who would know,doesnt come around at all,so,you all know I am stuck.lol.But would like to tell you about my night tonight,and my day.lol.well,it started out as a really,really,really,bad,bad day this moring.Dont ask me why,I was dreading and didnt want to go take pics with my Sis and family.But you know what,I am glad I did,after dreading the whole day,even crying about it.lol.I am such a women.lol.Baby,Whatever.lol.I think,it was,you know what,big time.lol.I had it,big time,it was one of the worse times this month,it hit me like,I dont know what.Bad cramps,you name it,I was cranky and you can ask my Mom.lol.But after all that moanin and groaning today,it actullay turned out to be a pretty good night.lol.Cold,very cold.lol.I think part of the reason why I didnt want to go,was probllay,it was date night.So I wont get to see my boyfriend till Thursday.But anyhoo,it was so funny,we all got our pics,we havent done this in like,ages,I mean,when I was little.my youngest nephew out of my Sisters family,didnt want to take a pic,dont know why,I guess He was kinda shy and ran out of the room and the lady talked HIm into it.We had alot of diffrent poises.We all laughed,because,Mom and Dad got a pic just the 2 of them,talking about ice age.lol.Thats why we was laughing,because,they never have gotton that done.We had pics of all of us,my neice goes,I guess She was confused,dont know why,but I was in the pic with Mom and Dad and She was like,Shes not family,I didnt say anything.lol.My Sister,said,yes She is.Kids.It was fun,I have to say,all that dreading and getting upset for nothing,turned out to be a pretty good night.Than we went and had a bite to eat.Man,was it cold and still is.We all sitting at the table before eating and my oldest nephew,comes over and says,read to me.This is a long,book on star wars and I couldnteven understand half the words.lol.Plus I was half falling alseep.I didnt eat much of dinner,because,I had a large glass of hot choclate,was so good.But on that note,I am going to have to say goodnight.I am tired and pooped.Just so you all know,I am having problems with graffics and iming people.I dont get it.I am not as stressed out as I was.I do have a doctors app for Thursday moring at 11.I will be glad to go.When I get the pics,I hope,I can be able to share them.Oh and I also got a pic for my boyfriend for christmas,so He doesnt know.I got one by myself.My neice was trying to make me smile,I did smile,but She called me princess.lol.Have a goodnight.Glad you all still sticking with me.Thanks.I love you guys.Be safe and peaceout.

I am all taped out on what to say.

I really hate to be the downer right now,but,I thought I was feeling better,but,I am not.I am not feeling to good right now with having so many problems with graffics.If you say,I am in a pitty party for myself,tonight,I am in one,a big one.It has been a long week.I belive this year,dont know why,this christmas,has just been to me a downer,maybe its me.But,I am crying inside,trying to hold it in from anyone seeing tears comming down my face.Because the puter is down stairs and my Dad is watching tv.Yes,I am really down on myself now at this time in my life.I feel I cant do anything right.I dont want to even get a family picture done tommrow night.Wopie dooo da.My Sis,wants to get a family pic done,when we havent had one since I was little,and to be honest,now,I dont want one.Yes,close your ears,you guys,I am pmsing.lol.Sorry,had to say it.But let me tell you,this week has been so bad and sometimes,there not bad and sometimes they are,this past 3 days has been tootlay,you know what.I am not usllay like this,or am I?I have got alot of going on right now and maybe I am making to much out of it.Yes,I know,more worse people off than I am.I try and thank of ways I can do to help people,help myself feeling good about myself.But if you want to be really tottlay honest,I dont like myself right now,this year has been one crazy doozy one.Maybe I am changing,because,I am getting older and I dont like it.No,dont want to stay young,well,maybe,look young,nut not stay it.I just feel like everything has gone down hill and no one but myself knows how I really feel,ok,maybe,this should go into my private journal.I am not a bad person.But I feel I just cant take it anymore.I am stressing out with so much and I do know you guys have alot of going on and maybe I should sit here and complain.But like we all said,this is our own journal and we come here to do whatever.lol.I just cant pick up the peices and look on the brighter side of things and be happy for what I have.Did I just say that?I am blessed,I am happy.But,my insides dont feel it.I dont want to get family pic taken tommrow.Ok,I hate my life right now and I just dont know what to do.Dont worry,I am ok,to scared to do anything to myself anywyas.I just wanted to say,I am right now,fet up with graffics.lol.Dont know what the problem is,never had the problem before.Its all happening now.This is my life,take or leave it.lol.Sorry you all,but,I just feel the need to vent.And if I had some pain killers,which I dont,they only make you feel good for a while,make you sleep and dont have to worry.I know,they are no good and yes,I was addicted to them.Used to take about 1o,maybe more in one day.I know,its not good.Dont worry,I dont have them.I do have something to help me sleep,but,I only take 3,that is enough,tryed taking 5,didnt do a thing.Ok,thats enough.Goodnight.cya in the Am.Be safe and peaceout.