Yes,I have issues.lol.But I am ok.lol.

its not a christmas graffic,but oh well.

Good moring all,

               Hope you all is having a good day.I am doing ok here.I had not a so good night last night.Didnt feel to good.I feel some better this moring.As some of you probllay alrready know,I am having a ton of a hard time with graffics.So,I am taking a break.I do miss them.But,I just dont know what is going on.Maybe I just so cluless,which,I have no clue.Its fustating me and I am stressed out.lol.Thank you to all who have been very helpful to me in figuring this all out.It could be a computer problem.Who knows.lol.Anyways,I have alot to do today.I am getting my hair done,cut,was trying to let it go,but,it was time to say,bye bye.lol.Cant stand it no more.lol.Cant do anything with it.I am just stressed.Sorry guys,sounds like I ben complaining laot.But,have some good news,if you call it good news.lol.Tommrow evening,we are getting family picture taken,can you say,what?Its been ages,I mean,since I was little and who thought of this?Yup,my Sis.When they are done,I will post them in here.Not sure who all is going to be there.If the whole family is there,it will be a big huge susprise to Mom and Dad,which Dad didnt really want to get it done in the first place.Wone what made my Sis get Him to do it.lol.She told Him the other day,He would have to wear black pants and I dont think HE was to happy about that.lol.I wish my family in London was here to take the pic with us.But.They are needed were they are at and they need lots of prayers right now.They are going through a hard time.I hope my Doc calls about my blood work this week,I might have to call Him.So,I better get off of here cause the lady is on Her way to cut my Mom and my hair.I hope you all have a good day.Maybe I can find a none moving christmas graffic and add it here.I will see.lol.Have a wodnerful day.Be safe,be warm and peaceout.

Thank you sticking with me.lol.

Hi all,

      GOod evening to you all,hope you are all having a good one.My evening is a better one.I want to say thank you to Nightmaremom whos been helping me out so much with sorting out the graffic issus.I feel like I been having issues all over.lol.I will be taking a break from the graffics,but not giving up yet.When I get my mind on somehting and want it to work NOW!!!I get so stressed out.I also feel like this year,kinda been taken a toll on me,dont know why.Maybe,when my blood work gets back to my Doc,He can figure out whats going on.In some ways,I feel like I am changing inside,maybe thats werid,but,I am 34 and I feel so more stressed out than anything and I dont even know why.So,I hope my Doc calls soon.Work isnt helping,its not just about the hours,I am ok,sometimes,and sometimes I would like a break every now and than from working in the evenings.I dont mind it,I dont,not at all,well,it has been geting to me,but,I think what has been geting to me more is,the hours,how long I have been with this company for about 7/8 years,and only been having 4 hours a day and having 3 days off.I think I have way to much time on my hands,and maybe thats why I get stressed out,why I worry so much about everything.I have my shots to think about,thos are not cheap.Arthitis. just wanted to spend a little time here telling you all what is going on and how I been feeling about things.During the Holidays,I know is stressful,not just here in this house,but to everyone.I worry about my Mom,because,the Holidays stresses Her out so much,She worrys that She wont get the grandkids alot of things,that stresses me out.My family over in London,they are having a hard time,my Mom worys about them.When She worrys,I worry and 2 people living in the same house together,and me not working and having 2 days off in a row,takes a tol.lol.I dont want to feel like a pitty party.BUt right now,even with my boyfriend,I feel I have lost alot of intrest in having fun,relaxing,not just worrying about a thing.I did tell my Doc all that.But I think I just relized so much.Life is passing by me and I dont want it to.I want to have fun,enjoy life and be happy.Yes,I still strugle with what happyness means to me and in all this stress,doesnt make it easy.lol.I also wanted to say before I get off of here and try and relax.ThatI love all of my J-landers,you all have helped me so much.Right now,feel like tears are just wanting to come down.I never felt the way I am feeling now,its diffrent,dont know if it is making any sences to anyone.I mean,I am 34 and I dont know what to think.How my life should be.So in all of this,I am going to say,I am outttie here for now.I will be back later.De Dsgins has been helping me so much trying to sort the graffic isse out.Who knows,if its not taken care of,someone may have to look at it and take a look at me to.lol.But,I am going to get ogg of here now,go take a hot steaming bath and try and relax.Thank you all,soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very much.I love you all.Be safe and peaceout.

Maybe taking a break for a while

This pic above is my graffic.lol.I love theeses guys.As I love you all.Please,dont take this the worng way.Or maybe I am.

Good moring,

               Hope you all are having a good day.I just want to state the fact that,I would never in no harm would take anyones art work and put it as my own.I feel like right now,I am all taged out,till,maybe,I can get this solved.till than,no more tags.I feel that,I think,maybe people are thinking that I am taking there graffics,maybe I am worng and I hope I am,I would never do that.I would never do that to my J-landers.I feel maybe right now,I am not trusted.So,maybe,I will just back off for a while.I know you all mean well and maybe I am taking this all the wworng way.But when someone says its like stealing there propty,that just took my heart away and like I said,I would never do that.I know and thank you all for thoes who have help me through with this graffic and putting it the righ way.I am worn out.lol.I am so sorry and hope you all can forgive me.I feel its all falt and I know,I have alot of my own issues to get my life in order.lol.Which has nothing to do with you all and dont know why I said that.Ds Degins,I am sorry,I am so sorry I put you through alot in helping me sort this out.I would never take your graffics.I just feel like right now,I am all taped out.And,I think maybe,I will just take a break for a while.I do love you all so much.Wouldnt know what I would do without you all.Its braking my heart right now,maybe,because,I got so much other stuff on my mind.So thats it for now.No more graffics,till,maybe,I get it solved.I hope you all have a nice weekend.Be safe and peaceout.Ps,I still will be sending out Christmas cards.I just dont want to think that I am a bad person.I am not.

I know I am only making it worse for myself.I cant get another job right now,because this is the only job that I have right now.I know that I am the only one who can make things right.I feel right now,I am at my last drop,falling into the dark pit and just want to give up.Still knowing there are alot of people who care.Thats only reason why I dont give up.If I had a pain killer,let me tell you,I would be alseep right now.I know,yeah,I am making things worse only for myself.I just wish sometimes people can just give me a break and leave me alone or I dont know.I look at myself,right now and I am madt,hating life and I dont know what to do.I used to love my job,I was happy and I am,kinda,sorta,ok,maybe not.lol.But,I feel they dont see the kind of person I am.Right now,I feel like an outsider.If anyone says anything to me tommrow and they better not.So,what is it going to take?The reason I cant give up this job is because I have health insurance,I cant give it up.I have my shots to think about.I have alot to think about.I know,theres more people worse off than I am.So,I guess thats about it.I think I am just going to get off of here and try and relax.If anyone wants to try and reach me.I guess I have my cell on mobil.

Dont even know whats right anymore.

Ok,I need to vent and here goes.lol.Work is getting so stressful and I am dreading to even going in there tommrow and looking at what kind of hours I have next week.But thats not the point.I guess maybe I have gossiped to someone and She was mad to at our boss,so She must of said something.So,now I dont even know what to think.But will tell you one thing.I am not sitting down no more.I am tired,I am stressed out.She thinks,I cant do this and cant do that.Well,enough is enough.If I see how my hours and its all messed up.I just might say something.Its not fair and its not right.I dont even know what to do anymore.We will see tommrow.Thats all I have to say for now.But,please say a prayer for my Sister,Shes in some pain tonight.Thank you.HAve a good weekend.Be safe and peaceout.

Have a great weekend all.

Good moring all,

              Hope you all had a good night lat night.I slept ok.I just put in a regular non moving grafic in today.lol.Untill I solv the myestry of what I am doing worng with the other graffics.lol.Now I noticed something some graffics have diffrent names other than Gif.But,I am hoping,I will get this solved.Nothing much here today,just going into work.You ever hear that saying,another dollar,another day.lol.But,yes,I am very glad I have a job,even thoe it gets on my nerves.lol.As,I am sure,it does to everyone else.I feel alot better this moring.I guess,maybe I had been really tired,from what,wasnt doing much,other than maybw worrying.I guess that can wear you out.But I had a good night sleep,woke up this moring,feeling pretty good.I am drinking some hot tea,so,its helping.We have a quoet moring here in the house.Mom went over to watch my Sisters kids,while She goes to the Doctors.She was in a lot of pain with Her shoulder last night.They were here for a while lat night.I asked Her if She wanted one of my Arthitis pills,was only kidding.lol.But,it might have helped,than again,.maybe not.So,I hope they will be able to help Her out this moring at the Docs.She had one of them heating pads,not the plug in ones,but one were you just lay it on your shoulder.She was talking about She had a rough day with the kids.The kids are good kids,but you know kids.They wouldnt listen and She said,they are old enough to do what they are told.lol.She told KAtie to take Her colthes up to Her room,put them away,what does She do,She throws them on Her bed.lol.I told Her last night,She better help HEr Mom and put up Her colthes,She said,Her Brothers was going to help.lol.Mind you,Shes got a younger brother,they share a room together.lol.The oldest,He is 11.But there good kids.I think Shes just in pain and hope She can get some help and wont be in much pain.Well,I need to get a few things done here.Been lacking my laundry.lol.Anyone want to do it?I didnt think so.lol.Well,I hope you all have a good weekend.Be safe out there.You all who are having snowsstorms,be safe,keep us posted on how your doing and bring out wya.lol.Peaceout.I just have somehting to say,I am trying hard to figure out what I am doing worng with the graffics.Someone comes around and tells me to take the graffic out.I am sorry I didnt save it the right way.Give me a break,I am trying to figure out what I am doing worng.Thanks for the people who are helping me figuring that out.I Am sorry again if I used anyones graffics the worng way.